Adamq8

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  1. Very nice explanation, i dont get why neuro scientist can't see this, that the brain hallucinates ur reality, then your brain is also a hallucination, it is all an hallucination by god.?
  2. And the dude doin the interview is so fucking stuck at materialism paradigm that it annoys me ?
  3. Haha almost exactly the same!?
  4. Hey guys! So the last two nights i had almost the same dream, i dreamed that i did DMT and my conciousness expanded like never before, the funny thing tho is that ive never done DMT in my life, but it is strange that i dream about it, especially two nights in a row, i guess it is time to get introduced to it now ? and to see if the dream had a good way of predicting how it really is to take it
  5. Another view of the first video, that conciousness is fundamental and not in the brain
  6. Awesome! Im really glad for you m8!
  7. Hey guys! Lately ive been feeling stuck and having not so empowering thoughts like : I am only my body and im here because of my parents and life has zero purpose we are here by a random chance and when im dead im gone forever and will never know anything else, im also just my brain and the brain is creating my reality, therefore when it is gone everything else is gone. Psychadelics is just a hallucination and you are just going around in your brain and thinking that you have met god but it is just a happy thinking thought/experience, i aint got no power, im stuck at a useless job and society is corrupt and fucked up and humans are evil. i can't fucking understand why my brain or whatever it is is keep pulling these thoughts up, even when im having a small breakthrough into my mind i get pulled back like this, feel like nothing is worth anything, and people i love will be dead and i can't ever see them again, so life is just a big nothing and pain. i don't want to feel stuck like this, feels like a dark night of the soul almost. I feel like i have zero life purpose, and spirituality and so forth is just magical thinking. im pretty stuck in the paradigm of materialism i think but it is something ive grown up with, my dad have been an atheist his entire life, and im trying to shake it but it keeps pulling me back. I still feel happy and so forth but im feeling that i can break through this but i dont know where to start.
  8. Thank you man! ive tried psychedelics 2 times before but with friends and it was fun and i actually disolved into light particles when i was trying to go to sleep at the end of the trip, but i guess i didn't integrate it at all, but now i have ordered some LSD and will do it like a spiritual trip instead of having fun with friends thing. I will let that be my purpose cause it is all that i need right now in my life. I appreciate your answer
  9. Why do you care? So you can somehow proof that psychedelics don't enlighten you or what? ? honest question.
  10. Christopher M Bach, maybe not that enlightened or maybe he is, very interesting book to read is LSD and The universal mind
  11. I can recommend that you read this book : LSD AND THE MIND OF THE UNIVERSE - Christopher M Bach
  12. Yeah i can relate! It is Hard, sometimes i can keep the "high" and feel like life is awesome and I can accomplish everything and I love all people and so forth but then something just burst the bubble and I get back to ego thinking, not totally aware of why that happens
  13. Haha yeah it is what it is, sometimes i feel like im not in the body at all just like a void of conciousness looking at a screen , it makes up all of it for some reason ?
  14. I like this! The pure awareness is nothing, it got no properties but it is still aware, so the Self is just presence, so what got the power of creation or imagination? My feeling is that pure presence just is, it is only aware and thats the real you, but im wondering where the creative power comes from?
  15. Thank you ? yeah it opens your mind but it is also kind of easy to get negative thoughts but it is the ultimate test to get good at choosing thoughts, thoughts sort of flows in and out of your "brain" all the time , thoughts is like an Infinite fractal keep going and going and going but you can change the direction of it and get a different outcome / feeling