Adamq8

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  1. @Moksha Perhaps you are right or perhaps you are wrong, so the brain is also a concept of the mind aswell, if the brain renders all of your reality and gives things solid form and so forth, that includes that when you are looking at your brain and it is doing it's firing it is also a construction of the MIND and is also a perception. So the brain might as well be formless but appears to be solid when you are studying it.
  2. @Moksha my advice if you want it is to push deeper and recognize that everything about this life is total imaginary, i also had many doubts for a long time after such experiences but my most recent insight is the most profound experience i ever had, your subconcious is what GOD is, but it is not in a brain somewhere. It is not Impossible to know, all of it will be hard cause of infinity, always much more to explore, but total insights into what you are is possible without a shadow of doubt but it requires digging deeper to evolve from that stage , if we can call it that, obviously "nothing" matters and you can say there is no you to dig deeper, but that is not true as you will see if you keep going ?
  3. @Moksha to me it seems that you have not become concious of the true self is that correct?
  4. The creator has always been because time and cause and effect is something that is relative in our "world" and this you can become directly conscious of, it has no reason or cause to exist but it still does
  5. Haha yeah well he is surrounded by materialism like 90% of the people are, and it is a reason for that, to keep the dream running, cause if everybody understod that consciousness is all there is and you cannot die it may create problems but then again it could liberate alot of suffering to
  6. Always been a gamer but got intrested in personal development and that lead down the spiritual path and gaming got lost along the way, but a funny thing is at my last LSD trip where i become concious of what reality is, my ego after that told me " lets never trip again and just plan video games and enjoy this life" lol ? thinking about playing the new Wow : shadowlands when it releases but its so much time, perhaps better to go with ps5 and new COD or something ? i think it is healthy to combine personal development with some nice activitys like gaming
  7. @Bulgarianspirit yeah infinite would include that and imagination is the thing to develop in this infinite mind of possibilites
  8. For me has been that im GOD and it is an infinite mind and imagination, but i know that i can go much deeper and exlore infinity
  9. Agreed! It is so weird to have walked around thinking that life is random and we are finite, and that nothing is mystical, and now it is total opposite, infinite and mystical and amazing even though you lose alot in the process but in the end you gain EVERYTHING
  10. " WHAT? Im GOD?? Its all imagination?? OMFG?? HOW?? WHY?? " ??
  11. Materialism is the ultimate trick that GOD plays on himself to get him to think that the objective world is true and that matter is the most important to somehow keep you invested in this world, cause when GOD realize it self it knows that the whole life and world process is totally a hallucination.
  12. Have had 2 two "awakenings" into what reality really is, in the moment is so obvious and I became conscious of how the ego constructed this reality back and was scared shitless, but deep down I know that what i saw was the Truth.
  13. Yeah i can get behind your experience! It was so insane, i got the insight that all my life was just an imagination, everybody in my life was but a thought, a mere fantasy, even life and death and spirituality and all that this world/universe include in it self is just pure fantasy, the true self can't die because it is already nothing, nothing is behind conciousness, just YOU dreaming up duality and otherness.. forever
  14. Hey guys! So i did 200 mcg LSD this weekend and it was the most profound/insane/beautiful experience ive ever had in my entire life, i saw how all of my life is something I as God imagined, my dad my mom my girlfriend was just my imagination and my ego freaked out totally! And I almost got sucked into a black hole but i resisted, and the freaky thing was when i was hugging my girlfriend i was hugging myself, i felt my self touching my self and when i looked at her she was me, totally mindfuck. But here's the thing now, my ego said never again to tripping and so forth, but now im just wanting to get back to the GOD- head and explore more of it. But my ego is doubting the experience now, like it was just a fantasy, i guess just to survive. It is to fantastical to be true but nevertheless it is Absolute Truth, GOD exists and God is YOU. I feel like that iam in a sort of limbo, my life is so weird right now and im not happy or anything right now, just want to sleep and not be around people. Anyone who have any experience of this after an awakening?
  15. @Moksha that i can agree with! Alot of personal work is needed, especially when doing psychedelics, but it was my second serious trip and I got the insight that iam GOD , but i was not ready for it so the ego freaked out and was scared of infinity, imagine how it would feel like when you know that your whole family is something you imagined because you didn't want to be alone, or that life and death and people and a world is also imaginary and you see it so clearly and the thing that you are , is nothing and can't be pointed to, its such a mindfuck that your life falls apart and you wake up , but you can only share it with yourself cause no one else is there. Lol
  16. @Moksha im doing it in a traditional way as well, yoga , meditation, what is desirable is to explore conciousness and GOD atleast for me, but in my experience is that psychedelics is way better for getting a breakthroughs into reality.
  17. I will keep going! Felt like i was going to die if i went into the black hole , like all of reality was going to disappear and all my memories of this life were being erased. My next trip will full blown ego death and I won't resist it.
  18. And one more freaky thing was that when i realized i was GOD, questions like why do i exist and how do i exist came up? And it was obvious that life,spirituality, people is something i was imagining, even Leo and this forum was something i was imagining so at the time it felt like there was no point in asking why i exist cause i would just be asking my self and even GOD don't know why it exists, it was pure nothing but it was conciousness and imagination. Really twisted but really cool aswell, i understod that this reality is to experience being "alive" but death and life and all other things is totally imaginary. I could find out about things and a knowing took place on why this universe is " existing " but GOD can't answer why it exists cause it is existence itself, total mindfuck.
  19. @Member yeah i had a breakthrough and became concious of GOD and that i was IT, infinite possibilites, but don't know how to develop these powers to transcend but i know that it is possible somehow cause reality is boundless
  20. @Member do you have any idea how we can develop these abilities? Trying atm with lucid dreaming and so forth