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Hey guys! So I just wanted to share a really profound experience i just had 5 minutes ago! So me and my girl was taking a nap and I started dreaming but I woke up and then I fall asleep again and went into a waking/dreaming state, I had my eyes open but I know they werent open cause I could change the scenery, but out of the blue a question popped up, WHAT AM I? And i was staring into nothingness and the response was GOD and then the insane energy/vibration came and I started to vibrate so I jolted out of my body and I thought I was awake and I tried first to get up but it was really hard lol then I looked at my arms and they were transparent and vibrating light almost. It was an incredible fast and cool thing, but the What am I question just came and the response and effect it had was insane. Never felt that kind of energy/vibration before in my life, imagine when you been underwater for so long that you are desperate for breath and when you come up u take such a deep breath, that you make a sound, imagine that sound + a vibration spreading through your entire being after the question was answered, thats the best way I can explain in words.

@Preety_India Survival runs deep in all of life, ofcourse you will defend yourself and you want to keep experiencing this life because it is actually perfect thats why you defend yourself. This life and form is actually the best when you realize that you are not the thoughts or all the beliefs and assumptions you had about reality. It is utterly mysterious ?

@Bulgarianspirit yeah we live in a really strange world and how other people get to decide what you can and can't do and everybody has an opinion about everything. You get programmed at a young age, and you trust that things you been told in life is real and the truth until you investigate it for yourself only to realize that reality is something much greater then we all have imagined, infinite domains.

@Bulgarianspirit Yeah keep exploring those domains! Keep us updated on how your progress is going if u want ??

@integral Well I think that all possibilitys that you can experience is finite somehow, tho i feel like that it can only be one infinite thing which hold all the "lesser" parts, hence it is finite. The finite is infinite but at the same time infinite is finite. Do you have any examples of those categories that could be outside it??

@Member yeah I can relate to that! I felt the presence of the eternal Void which encapsulate this entire world. I could litteraly feel it and see it, I became concious of it. A bit scary tbh ?

@universe actually mixed feelings about it, if we can call those emotions feelings, they feel different. But first it was actually like waking up from a slumber and felt like WTF how can I have not been concious of this through my life? I believed in the story about my self so hard and it has made me suffer alot in life. But I also felt very alone after this as well even tho i got good connection with my girl and family. But after integration i felt safe somehow, like the knowing is in the background and it is spilling out energy into my ordinarie life more and more. What about you??

@allislove +1

@universe Ofcourse it can be a distraction, but to me my intuition told me when it all happened that the person im looking at in the mirror is not the true ME. Iam headless ?

I would say after insights that you are GOD and death is something you imagine, you can get insights into your eternal Self. There comes a new dream or you go full on GOD and realize that it was just a dream. Unlimited but your memories of your life dissapears the longer you are dead and you experience wholeness. Not the ego or anything like that, just formless potential. You made yourself forget about your true nature, what makes you think that you won't do it again and be reborn after a while of deep sleep. Since GOD can't go anywhere, it can't just be dead forever, even tho Isness transcends existence vs non existence. The fear of death can be transcended aswell. And if the case is that it will be deep sleep then no one will know it. But I highly doubt it. We will all see in the end? or we could say in the beginning ?

You wake up

A good video and a nice explanation!

@UDT hmmm i wonder why you don't see any other forms ?and I see my self as really different faces/people/animals ??

@Frenk You hungry devil ??

@SoonHei true that ❤?

Discovery of the presence of God is my fav as of yet

@Bulgarianspirit haha this trip report is so fucked up ? i can relate as well to this..

Cool ?

It is from my point of view the truth. Atleast a bit of the Truth. But yeah in the ultimate level you are all alone and you are neither living or are dead, I know it doesen't make sense at all but it is the best way i can describe it.

@Drake72 Consciousness is god, the creator and the created is the same thing, it is YOU. I would recommend doing meditation everyday and be serious about it, look up the Jhanas and read about the book the Mind illuminated, and read the book : Discovery of the presence of GOD. Try to be present as much as possible every second of the day, practive love and forgiveness, and do psychedelics from time to time. And have faith in the process and surely after a while your conciousness will increase

@Drake72 I see and it is OK to question everything and I know that alot of it doesen't make sense at all, to be honest when I experienced this i also knew why limitation is here, even tho i got alot more to explore, but thus far i felt that GOD is all alone and it want to feel togetherness with others thats why it is limited, and this limitation is actually perfect as it is. Even tho sometimes life can feel shitty.

@Drake72 i har sufficent awakenings into GOD, and it did happen without me even trying to find it , and if you think that you can be in GOD mode all the time then you are GONE, this life goes out the window, what you also recognize is that everything is states of conciousness and everything is imagination, that is GOD, you are GOD now aswell tho in a limited form. It is really radical, the most radical thing ever.

@Drake72 dude you are stuck in mental masturbation! You are GOD to, everything you see is GOD , everything and everyone is Divine, and when you are enlightened you live from that state. Leo has offered knowledge many years about this and how to reach it. What are you even talking about? This is not a belief that you should take on, when you experience it YOU KNOW deep inside. And apparantly you have not had a experience of such then maybe all of us who claim to have had awakening experiences are deluded ? you don't know that, but Leo is not the first person to have talked about this stuff. It is universal, even tho it is extremely rare, you are obviously doubting which i can relate to , this journey is alot of doubting and delusion as well, but when the insight hits you it hits you harder then anything you ever experienced in your life.

@Forestluv What an beatiful explanation ?

@actualizing25 then you have to trust the process and have faith and investigate reality and work on being present, and eventually you would get breakthroughs. On my second LSD trip i got a MAJOR breakthrough and smaller ones when meditating, tho i recommend psychedelics if you feeling stuck.