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Thanks bro! Yeah true that, I guess all you can do is just BE, this trip just confused me more somehow, it gets contextualized after the trip is through and then it just an imaginary memory lol it is wierd ? reality is a strange loop

Time and space life emotions perceptions and so forth, is not REAL, and yet it is real, it is and it isn't , its so raaaadicaaaal, I cant remeber the whole trip cause the adam character was not there and his memorys is illusion, I have not been a kid or a have a life in the ultimate sense, awareness was just here displaying and thinking and identitying with a form and it lives a life, Awareness is aware.

The only word I can say is : ___________, .

There is no such thing as permanent enlightenment, more correctly it is to say that YOU ARE PERMANENT ENLIGHTENMENT, you give light to everything. It will dream and get lost and wake up and get lost and claim that it is permanent in a different state of conciousness, the only permanent is change cause what "you" are is just an dot which is shining and not even that, zero personality zero anything but yet it is alive, cause something and nothing is something you as ---- is imagining..

Like a cat unraveling a yarn but it ends up with the cat getting unravaled instead

What psychedelics can show you is that your life and everything in it is a pure fantasy and you are all alone imagining this shit up, you can NEVER escape yourself, awareness is aware of awareness, you just keep forgetting and then you wake up again, there is no universe or anything else, it is just an story, and WHAT you are , who has been sitting here for an eternity IMAGINING SHIT. Is pure nothing Awareness is YOU AND THERE IS ONLY YOU. There you have it, awakening, you are not even a blip, awareness is non existent but yet here you are, and you will always be. You are rendering the entire fucking screen, there is nothing but the screen and that is you.. this is all NOTHING and not even that, it is so much nothing that it goes on to be everything, always and forever..

The problem with this threads is that you cant disprove either your view or leos view.. If existence is infinite you can be sure there is more than ur perceptual " bubble" But you wont ever experience anything outside of ur conciousness and thats just fact. But ur conciousness puts it to far, actually i like the field analogy Leo is using, that it is a universal field of conciousness which is experiencing everything..

You are so stuck in your no self brother. This is just thoughts and you dont know shit what will happen. This no self bullshit buddhism and so forth is not the original teachings of the Buddha, this is nihilistic new age bullshit. If you really wanna go so far, you are the Absolute. But GOD is real and is the opposite from the Absolute but it is still the same thing just different versions of reality. Infinite conciousness is a thing, even if the Absolute is untouched, conciousness is isness and will always be isness, thats what god does, it is limited to ISNESS itself. Which is everything, but you still can witness it, so what you are is the Absolute. You are like an materialist which claims conciousness is an illusion. WAKE UP. Awareness IS. Always. this is from direct experience. Nothing but imagination and speculation from ur part. Reality is EVERYTHING, can you get it? Obviously you limit reality down to no self lol. Anatta in ancient pali is VIA NEGATIVA, buddha didnt teach that no self is the highest, the soul IS. NO SELF cant transcend anything. The Self is the Absolute. Pure awareness shining on its own. You think the buddha taught the cosmic oblivion lol.. The nihilistic atheistic view, that the " creation" came from non existence.. Infinite nothingness is not NON EXISTENCE. IT IS PURE AWARENESS. Not no self bullshit. no self is the psycho physical body. Form is anatta IE no self, but atman is the soul.

Ofcourse any thing is possible. Everybody pisses on thoughts, but they are still a part of reality and you can use them efficently when you need them but " put" them away at other times.

Ofcourse it is an realization, a minor one! But it was still an unraveling of reality

Since existence is infinite, and you are IT, it is probably a past life, or just imagination, but imagination is reality lol ?

It is an Great book brother! Ive read it

Lol all ur talk about psychedelics and you still talk about physical body and brain, it is IMAGINATION!! Everything is imagination, your entire life and earth. You are nothing which imagines stuff. There are plenty of NDE's, like eben alexander a brain surgeon, his brain was not functioning but he had thr most insane experience ever. Hallucination? Yeah but thats what ur life is to. Nothing can't die, sure ego and personality goes. People have been dead and came back, does it matter if they where dead for 2 months or 15 min? Time is relative. How did you end up here?

There is no why to it, it just IS, being just is , isness just IS, it is prior to any hows or whys

If you remove the humanness of your Mind anything should be possible cause everything is Mind.

You supposedly can merge with objects or whatever you want in samadhi meditation, not sure about you learning everything in an instant but you may become an object and extract how it is to experiences being a chair lol ?

Really good trip report my friend, everything in being is extremely profound!

I think dreams shows us how reality is getting created, just first a sort of blankness when falling asleep then instantly manifestation, you are taking a role as an " ego" and other people are as real as here. God is the dreamer of the universe but we as contracted and limited versions of GOD can generate our own world with dreaming. As above so below. Leo is exactly right when he says that reality is imagination. All we ever do is imagine shit. But still a human form of dream is not the same as when GOD is " dreaming" for he has infinite power to manifest things which is not even possible to comprehend for us in this form. Unlimited imagination is the only thing which nothingness uses to produce an experience.

Yeah his books are Great!

Awesome report and very well written! The Truth is very Hard aswell for the ego. Well done!

Andy Frisella, mfceo project, podcast. He is good and have a succesful business. Shunyamurti is good to. Say yoga institute on ytube. Simulationseries on Youtube is a good source for spirituality and science. Benthino massaro is good to. Russel brand is interesting to

Hey guys! So iam having a bit of a problem with this " duality" I have experienced GOD and I know that I am it and we all are IT and it is power and creativity itself. Please recognize also that we are using language here as well so the word I and so forth will be used. So if infinite nothingness was the ultimate Truth there would be zero colours zero conciousness zero everything, if you try to wrap your head around Nothing you cant imagine it at all. But here comes the question of it. How can nothingness be if we obviously have conciousness and conciousness = Experience. God mind is the infinite dream machine. So, is it not that what we label as nothingness is god at rest? And there is nothing but its own essence in it self? No differentiation. Cause realize this, the impossibility of existence from infinite nothingness should be clear cause nothingness is is nothing and will always be nothingness. So GOD in that case is so above and transcended from existence that we can't even comprehend the kind of " existence" it is. Ive realized GOD but not nothingness so this is a mere philosophy. But we can say also that this here is nothing bla bla but ofcourse it is not. Not really. Literal Nothing is Literal Nothing and it is bullshit to say that everything is nothing. That I can even say that this is nothing iam using my conciousness and conciousness is not LITERAL nothing cause if it would, we would not have this conversation now. It is thingness itself in my book. Then you would have to exit infinity to recognize nothingness but see that is not possible cause then you would not even know that you had a realization like that. So to me it makes more sense thqt conciousness can assume the form of literal nothingness but it can also assume thr form of Infinite Imagination and infinite Mind. So what then is the Truth of them? If we came from LITERAL NOTHING, not void states or anything like it, no literal nothing, there is nothing in this state which can will anything into existence cause nothing is nothing. So from my own experience I can conclude that existence has always been, GOD is the Truth. Always forever exploring different creations. Please share what you think about this. And im not interested in hearing neo advaita views that this is nothing and everything is illusion and so forth.

That is what iam pointing to, that this is nothing cause LITERAL NOTHING does not exist. Atleast thats how i see it. This nothing=something. so they are one and the same. i just mean that existence IS. even if it can " seem" " non existent" it is actually existence. GOD is nothingness in that sense, always been always will be in one way or another.

@VeganAwake Okey. So this is a dream and after it everything is gone forever like nothing ever existed. Then how did it arise from the first place? The dream just appeared i guess. And the thing he says about that we don't see the same world, well we do, how can we see the same objects? I feel that this teaching is not fully the truth. but i might be delusional. But this does not say anything about anything. Why is there alot of different teachings? Why do some people claim GOD IS others claim this is nothing , nothing ever happend, there is no conciousness no mind no person no universe no objects. So if " existence" is an illusion and has not arisen, why have it arisen like this? cause to deny it seem to me a bullshit thing to say. Why is there order to things? Why is things the way it is? And why can we reach conclusions that fit together with alot of people's experiences and mind? And if nothing comes from nothing, this is nothing and nothing is dreaming existence? Time arise out of no time. alot of enlightened people and so forth claim the opposite of this as well. That nothing is fullness. But i guess we will all see in the end when death is here. SO reality is a dream, then it is imagination. So nothing can imagine a dream with different worlds, what is it that imagines the dream? How can we imagine anything if nothing is always? The organism apparently act like it exists, like all other thing in the " universe " How has robert wolfe experienced something outside of the Absolute? so he can claim this things? IS it not possible that he imagines that he has left the dream but it is still within the dream, cause remember "he" knows nothing other then the dream. so in the dream it is possible to go beyond the Absolute. Well everything is imaginary apparently. But here he claims to know exactly what happens after "death" He wouldn't be here to tell us about if he has gone beyond the Absolute. Can you see where im coming from here? like i said i might be delusional. And if nothing and so forth is causeless, then the dream must be causeless or it is caused by nothing? We can keep deconstructing what he is saying aswell.. but hey im open to the possibility that he is right, but it does not fit anywhere for me in my own experiences. We can talk about being no person and emptyness, i know that my " personality" is only thoughts, there is also thoughts when im writing this, thought wanna know thought lol. But he is using thoughts as well.

Im talking about the fabric of existence = Ising, ofcourse objects is not infinite in that way. But lets presuppose that non existence is true, how can ising arise out of non ising? And if non existence is true, that means that ising perhaps came first but you will go to non ising and you will never ever return, dead and gone forever. does that make sense at all? Existence IS but is not dependent on the content it displays i would say. IF non existence was real and is truth, then there wouldn't be conciousness either. and WHY do we have the possibility of realizing infinity if this was not the case? Why can we realize our immortal nature? non existence is not immortality it is nothing forever. So a " relative" nothing is possible ofcourse but it also everything. IF you get what i mean here?