LostSoul

For those who are suffering and don't know why. Simple video but amazing wisdom. Felt like I had to share with the forum.

@Moksha what?

Im struggling very hard to connect the dots between conciousness and being human. Leo and his teachings are, obviosuly, always coming from a human perspective. Is awakening limited to humans? What is really difficult to understand to me is conecting everything Leo says without a human in the middle of everything. Like he says that every piece of reality is made by yourself to make yourself fall asleep or awaken. But what sense has these if you were a fucking ant?

@kinesin thanks¡

Sorry if I didn't explain myself correctly, Im from Spain. I meant, what is the sense of teachings like: ''reality is composed of two things: things that are for you to falling asleep and things that are for you to awaken'' ''you are creating reality every moment and the greatest thing to do in life is to awake'' ''God wants you to awaken but can't do it for you'' ...if you are not a human capable of these things. I mean what if you are an ant?

@Leo Gura can you elaborate the relative distinction between Conciousness vs Awareness (Awareness as being self aware conciousness). Related to what @Moksha said in the first page of the topic. I'm confused. Thanks

Title says it all.

@mandyjw appreciate your comment, thanks. I can relate to almost all words of @Ensho. I feel conected to you in that way. Love.

I think I understand your point guys, but I mean, for example, awareness requires to imagine a human to drive a car. Requires a chetaah to hunt an impala. It requires a develop form of life to be concious of being concius? In other words, is it a privilage to be a human being inside infinite God mind? Im very confused haha

3 years ago I had a huge awakening. I saw everything super clear. There was no suffering at all. I didn't know anything about this stuff, but before that happened I was in deep suffering and I didn't even know. I awakened because of suffering. Then "I lost" all of that which "I had gained". Now, after 3 years of suffering (hundreds of different phases I went trought), I have more understanding than I have at that time, I was so fucking clueless. I feel like I am at the edge of awakening, I notice on my chest, all over my body feels it when I am very near. But there is something that is blocking me from that: MYSELF. Wtffff myself doesn't want to awaken. It is that which has been causing me suffering this 3 years. I feel I can't do nothing because I am always preventing myself from awakening. Some thoughts on this?

@kbone @LostSoul @Tim R @Nahm thanks for your replys.

I don't know if I'm prepare to 5meo. First I would like to explore mushrooms/lsd. @Breakingthewall

I can definetely do that @Moksha

For all the enlightened beings out there, does enlightenment mean that we will have to go through gore experiences at some point in other lifes? Another way to frame it, I'm experiencing ritght now gore things but I'm not aware of them? You guys now what I'm triying to ask, because I got so fucking afraid seeing one video on Whatsupp of a man who had an accident with a turnstile and turned into dust in seconds. Sorry for the low quality type of question

Thanks everyone for the time to comtemplate my question!! Btw,@Gesundheit you nailed it.

Wow, very good bro¡¡¡¡

So I would like to hear some advice on this situation: I'm totally lost on a career level. I've been studying electricity since I left college (3 years from that moment). My economic situation is that I depend on my father, who is CRAZY on an emotional level, he is hyper neurotic and I know I have to leave this house the moment I can. My chest is burning 24/7 since I had an spiritual awakening 3 years ago. Since then I KNOW my passion is helping people on a spiritual level, like a life coach, I love brathing techniches, i love meditation, i love psychodelics, i love psychology, methaphisics... (I LOVE this things deeply, i could be researching all this for eternity). My plan 3 years ago was to keep studiying electricity and make money to then, far away from my father, try to live my passion. Today I have a heavy confront with my parents, my father is literally crazy and my mother was triying to help me out. I can't put into words what I feel inside, I've been struggling for 3 years with anxiety and all of that, but inside me I see the light of that awakening I had, that moment I saw what I'm capable of and the potencial of life. I never liked the idea of going to university but it is my last chance to make it happen studiying psichology maybe... I don't knOW. I'm years old, very young, this could be my chance to change careers and trowing away electricity, but I will have to keep depending on my parents.

I see your point. Appreciatte it. Thanks¡

No, it's no really that bad. I appreciatte your advice Roy. Just sometimes all my feelings came out from nowhere and its really difficult for me to cry. I have too much weight in my back in an emotional sense. You are right, maybe coming up with a vision will make things don't seem so abstract.