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monsterously good stuff, very true i feel. letting go of meaning completely IS what will get me what i want aka higher consciousness aka cosmic bbc

@Nahm when did i ever or why do you think i am trying to enlighten anyone ? haha i'm a normie bro you know me

or just be authentic authentic men actually take "3 hours" to reply because you are busy with your purpose adding value to the world, not worrying about vage

@Scholar gonna have to read that a few more times, huge thanks for writing that

@Nahm i'll slap his mama

@charlie cho no clue which talents god gave me other than this bbc heuuu i guess life experience will show thanks bro

frank yang formless love google / youtube it it's stage turquoise doe

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I realised that I perform better in any activity when i drink a coffee before (obviously) but I hate being reliant on a substance in order to perform better, so my question is: is meditating sort of a slow way to caffeinating myself ? because both increase consciousness right ? and so does breathe work right ?

I understand that my life is precious and because of nihilism it doesn't matter what I do or what I don't do therefore I can do anything I want to do. I can make my life about anything because in the end nothing really matters But I can I don't know what I want to give my life to. I can travel and get more experience of course but since one of the greatest joys in life is helping others I do sort of want to experience that and give my life to something, to master something but again nothing seems meaningful enough for me to take and to master what I will do today or tomorrow is shamanic breathing because vlad recommended it (from the forum)

so if you break your leg you just meditate on that feeling ?

was windering if i set the intention for the trip to discover my life purpose thus far which psychedelic you guys recommend ?

@-Rowan i reac lsd is more analytical and mushrooms more mysterious/cosmic bbc

i took LSD a few days ago and i've read somewhere i need to take a 2-4 week break from it the question is doe can i take mushrooms or 2cb meanwhile waiting for lsd for a few weeks ?

@RobertZ interesting, which books did you scuff this from

taking my first lsd medium dose heuuuu okay my question for anyone who wants to help is is there a comedown to this ting or does it matter how much of it you take

solution: hard dry fasting don't argue just do your research AND try it you're welcome

so, i diluted 250 micrograms lsd in 25ml of vodka will i be okay taking 100 micrograms lsd with 10ml vodka ?

for as long as i can remember i had it, like 85-90% of the day, even when i don't think about the back pain it's still there in the background and it's preventing me from focusing and doing conscious work. deep tissue massages help but i dont have access to those now, and even 4/5 hours after the massage, this pain comes back how do i put a full stop to it ? i've watched Leo's body awareness video and i don't think it's that. it's more on the left side, mid thoracic i guess it's sucking all of my ϟ and focus i used to slouch as a kid and my posture isn't perfect i guess, i also started weight lifting as a young teenager so i'm guessing heavy weighst at that age didn't exactly make my spine healthier

so i thought i was gonna microdose all of the 250UG tab but i wanna do a 2 x 100UG trips (i already microdosed 5 times) the problem is those 100UG's each are in 200ml of vodka, so the question is would i be okay to take them like that or not ?

i have my slot booked but russel brand's been going on about how the government is manipulating people but at the same time the government keeps us safe, i don't know what to believe/have anymore lol

@Leo Gura yeah but why should i care about people i don't know ? it's a doggie dog world out there @RendHeaven or do they ?

took me a long time but here it goes: humour, decimate them eith humour also stop making this duality between fool and not fool, it's causing you to suffer

no salad or olive oil ? or something ? that's fucking grim af bro, good luck killing the little cunts

@Godhead yeah but good luck getting it in central london@Adodd not sure i wanna risk it without a proper "article", don't wanna fuck up my shit