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@How to be wise hahahahahahahahah

So basically we We are forced to shut obviously because of Covid And we have not been able to open properly as a nightclub for quite some time we have change the license to open as a theatre a bar and the restaurant but we still cannot open some members of my team think this is on fair seeing as there are stacks of inobedient people walking the streets in crowds in hundreds and thousands in central London and just overall in the UK but something that obviously it's fair. In case you didn't know there are ministers for almost every crevice except the hospitality industry in particular the nightclubs and bars and restaurants so I would like to hear your opinion on whether it is fair to shut down clubs due to the virus or if it is fair to open them. Hospitality industry is dying eith very little to no support

@Consilience interesting

@marinaaniram which have you done and how many times ?

@Consept agreed

Over the last few months I've been growing more and more towards spirituality and consciousness work at three was the first time dad I meditated. I spend a lot of my time I mentally masturbating and researching I'm listening to different topics on consciousness and the light meant and spirituality and stuff like this, I've spent a lot more time on this forum asking questions and reading different journals and stuff. my question to you is how do you balance this thanks and I'll seriously should you take it over to the "real life". I find that my personal life is better when there is a lot of humour in it and not just the lessons that I've learnt from doing and researching spirituality so how do you do it and what are the lessons that you've learnt from balancing both of these

@Striving for more Bro losing hope it's a very dangerous thing to lose of course but from the other side I don't even wanna get started hope is a very deep topic bro haha

@Moon i'd say if the people were more obedient and the Prime Minister shows borders two months before the first actual lockdown then we would be a lot more like Taiwan which has seven deaths I still really believe though it's not the Prime Minister's fault I really believe it's the people because there is way more of them and the Prime Minister's and all of the politicians I still really believe though it's not the Prime Minister's fault I really believe it's the people because there is way more of them and the Prime Minister's and all of the politicians If the people who are more aware and smarter they want to break the rules no matter how long into the lockdown one month or three months or five months, whatever

@Leo Gura applying awareness has become significantly easier so i'll just try to apply awareness when I am lazy, if not I feel great after meditating so i'll contemplate after that i feel this a lot bro, this is good stuff - I feel like My life purpose is something to do with skill because I have always found that if I practice at something and I get the skill that I wanted and then somehow showed off to people or inspired people with it then that brings me a lot of joy. The thing with Fortnite is that no one is good at it and I guess I kind of feel more important or something around my friends because I am just fucking amazing at that game, taking apart and building shit quickly is a mad skill and I took a lot of hours to practice this stuff and I've won some decent money with it as well I guess this game has something underlying for my actual life purpose but I don't actually believe it is the game that is my life purpose so I will follow your advice and I will try to discover deeper underlying principles and deeper common themes and hopefully then it will become more clear and clear I believe it's always something to do with speed even when I was a child I was the fastest I was proud of it I could do things quickly and I was proud of it like spinning a ball my finger in 100 different variations on pencils and other stuff I remember coming up to people and spinning the ball on their finger and the surprise on their face would be so rewarding that I can't put it into words it felt magical and magnificent knowing I had the ability to put a smile on someone's face doing that I also had a moment in my life where I was into magic tricks with cards quite heavily because I was inspired by a friend and I remember showing car tracks to people and their reactions were just crazy some of the magic tricks that I was showing involved like changing the card very quickly and this required a lot of skill and I could just see the look on people's faces going from 0 to 100 really quickly

#2 Started off well I guess, maybe I lost the awareness/concentration/focus a few times but only a few times no more than 10 which I feel is an improvement from last time but I'm just gonna let it play out. There is this weird transcendence bit as if I am entering some kind of ionosphere or like a bubble which kind of feels like entering another state of consciousness or something it was frightening last time so I stopped but this time I just kept hoong and surprise surprise nothing happened out of the ordinary. The one thing that did happen after this entering into the bubble/higher state of consciousness is there were more thoughts that I could observe I guess ? I had To keep bringing my awareness back to breathing or scanning my body or the heartbeat or the sound of silence frequency thingy Fear of Demons being in the room arose but clearly there were no demons in the room. This is something that I am battling against every day and I am kind of finally coming to the realisation that it is just simply another irrational fear and my mind is playing tricks on me to keep me safe or something. ... yeah

@Consept how sure are they that this new strain really exists though ?

@Leo Gura So next time I go to sleep, I just turn the lights off and FEEL the fear ? and next time i turn the light off downstairs - i don't flip the switch and walk up, but rather i stay in the dark for a bit and feel into the fear ? same on psychedelics ? @Zigzag Idiot solid bro thank you, i'll still start mega mega slow when i feel at least a little bit ready

@Forestluv Bro believe me will be starting from microdose and increasing by very little till normal dose, Literally don't Care if it will take me 20 trips to get there @Zigzag Idiot top top advise but how ? just be openminded and welcome it no matter what ? like - allow it ? what's a stout dose ? thank you bro

@electroBeam This is really good shit bro thank you I will do it after my meditation tomorrow in the morning. you're a real one. I will keep you updated maybe here or in the private message.

@electroBeam this is too broad, correct me if I am wrong but now I need to research what love is and what resistance is and how to handle/avoid resistance ? if yes then which writers/books/videos do you recommend ? in my current state of mind and consciousness the exorcism by a demon thingy/boogieman in the dark is the scariest thing that I can go through right now I think but maybe it's my mind limiting me. I just wanna be ready you know ? This isn't mental masturbation or at least don't think it is

@PepperBlossoms I couldn't agree more that this is very stage yellow and the fortunately people or not see it like that especially maybe country leaders

@Arcangelo so it is my ego trying to hold me back then. what are some of the negatives of doing psychedelics. I don't mean overdosing. I mean if you have the dose perfect what could go wrong possibly ?

Then why wait 2 months to close the borders in February/March, They have the information but they didn't act on it. Why did Taiwan managed to close everything and have 7 deaths and we had 60k deaths ? it can not only be that democratic countries are strict and therefore the people are obedient in them and in this country people are not obedient and therefore cause this shit

Bro this is retarded, if someone wanted to poison you they would do it easily through food that you eat or through the water that you drink. Taking the vaccine is actually safer for you then not taking it, risk wise. it is so so selfish to not take the vaccine, selfishness and fear will always backfire. So stop being a paranoid little girl and take the vaccine

Every day after training I remember about going to Whole Foods And I would get from the cold bar the salmon with kale and sweet potato and I remember how good I felt for a few hours afterwards. From my direct experience, Salmon which is good and healthy looking mostly dark red like Michael said is very nootropical.

frank yang looks like he is coral

@Cireeric I've done tournament is well enough to placed even top one in some smaller ones Yeah I can kind of see that it has a limiting timeframe and it's hedonistic I will keep it as a hobby but I will be aware of the hobby and I will try to put as much awareness as possible into it so I can potentially overcome it when I feel the time is right

Even if it was a mistake before tonight and the fully, The only thing you ever have is the present moment, so the more time you spend bullshitting to yourself the more you take away your youngness/youth/now option a - imagine if you stop bullshitting to yourself now about your age and do the shit that you want to do vs option b - Imagine if you don't stop bullshitting to yourself now about your age for the next 10 years then you're gonna say you're are 33 and still bullshitting about the things you didn't you rather than the things that you did (option a)

what's stopping you ?

@SirVladimir wow it's actually really deep bro i'm inspired.