Aratrok

@Max_V What diet?

@jimwell @Aratrok I have read your journey, thank you for sharing. Ye, you have a good point on self-love, but it's hard to enable for me. I will keep doing it.

Time will tell. Right now it doesn't look like it at all.

@James123 how do you mean that?

@Johnny5 Being less irritated. Ye, i have taken a 2 week break but it still puts me back to sleep. Thanks, I'll read it.

@jimwell @jimwell @Johnny5that's what i have been trying to do for the last 2 years and medical professionals have shown to be a hindrance instead. I already know what type of meningitis i have and what medication i need. At this point i believe all i need is to become better at interacting with seemingly manipulative and abusive minds by not getting triggered and avoiding their traps or find a way to make enough money despite health problems to be able to afford the medication and a proper treatment. It's very hard, because this has flipped my life completely by cognitively impairing me. So i believe becoming grounded and less deluded first would be a step into the right direction into resolving my sin. And thank you for the wishes. Edit: I accidentally tagged johnny, don't know how to remove it on mobile.

@dimitri I was thinking about ayahuasca.