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@decentralized If you are unconditionally happy you can be blissfull at every party Imagine yourself being blissfull at a country music festival IMO, psytrance parties have the best atmosphere and folks tho Techno is good, can put you even more into a trance than "trance"

@Yarco Cadmium is a toxic heavy metal I removed mine because the rubbing made my tongue numb

I feel like you at the moment. My backround is doing heavy metal chelation for more than a year and a parasite cleanse recently. Toxins, like drugs, can obliterate your neurochemistry resulting in severe depression, anxiety, ADHD etc. My life right now consists of sitting in my flat thinking about stuff to do, but nothing interests me. I have to force myself to go outside, so I'm not indoors all day sitting in front of my pc. It is really hard living like this. I have to constantly fight urges to buy alcohol, start binging video games etc. Taking the drugs you mentioned while being in your teens can hinder brain development, especially MDMA, cocaine, speed and benzos. How often did you take them? I would at first stop all the drugs mentioned in the sentence above. They fuck your brain up big time. If you really want to get your mind healthy again, forget them for now. If you can control the "safer" drugs you could use them as a crutch for a limited time. But that could backfire if you cannot control them. You could try taking the precursers of neurotransmitters to build them up again. That can make you feel better quite fast. 5-HTP and tryptophan for serotonin (contentment) dl-phenylalanin or tyrosin for dopamin (drive and motivation) GABA for GABA (relaxation) Phosphatidylcholine or others for acetylcholine (concentration) Of course there are many other supplements that could help you, like omega 3 oils, B vitamins, vitamin D, lithium,... Healthy nutrition is really important too if you want to feel better. Having someone to regularly tell how you are feeling is very helpful, more so than chatting here. Do you have someone, a friend or family member you can open yourself up to? It is very important to find the underlying reasons why you take the drugs you take. What do they give you, that you otherwise lack? You can work on this things you lack, building them up. I hope this helps you

@Zedman After learning about thimerosal (ethyl-mercury) in vaccines, getting my amalgams removed and detoxing for one and a half years my trust in mainstream medicine, big pharma and health institutions is very much exhausted too. What is happening right now concerning the anti-vaccine movement is the bill big pharma and health institutions get for their past corruption.

@Vivaldo The thing you are calling heightism is mainly about sexuality. People are attracted to good genetics. This is a very primitive thing that is hard wired in human brains. Good luck changing that in a societal scope. Outside of the sexual realm I don't think, that height is very important to people. Maybe when it comes to fights tall guys appear more intimidating. If peoples bodies are unusually tall or short though, they just look odd. This is because they stand out. I agree with you that these people, who are very tall or short like children get to judged too much. But that's the burden of standing out. They seem strange to the mind, because it is accostumed to see people with average height. The same thing applies to people with defects or injuries like burn marks.

@Knowledge Hoarder I would say fascism is a type of goverment emerging in Europe in the 20s to 30s of the 20th century. The original fascist system was created in Italy but similar later systems were called 'fascist' as well. It is characterized by being a totalitarian dictatorship and one party political system, focusing on nationalism, militarism and imperialism. The ideology pervades every aspect of society, with the goal to bring every organization (companies, clubs, associations) under the control and administration of the fascist party/dictator.

Austrian here. The goverment just announced a full lockdown next week, as well as mandatory vaccination for all citizens starting in february 2022

@Danioover9000 It isn't really healthy on his brain, but it isn't totally reckless either. If for example he creates a amphetamin class drug he roughly knows what mechanisms create the high. And who knows what method he uses to test them. Maybe he starts with 0.1mg, then 0.15 mg and so on

Is this a higher consciousness forum or a political gossip forum?

@Manas Additionally to what others said, I would recommend looking into neurotransmitter precursors. Maybe your neurotransmitters got out of balance because of your regular drug use. Tyrosin gets converted into dopamin, epinephrin and norepinephrin Tryptophan and 5-HTP gets converted into serotonin GABA can be taken as a supplement Different forms of choline get converted to acetylcholine Off course you can get this amino acids through food too, but in supplement form it is a targeted intervention. You can try them based on your symptoms, to see if they are useful for you.

I won't get the third dose, nor the second, not even the first

I was most likely poisoned by my mother too. She had a dozen amalgams since her childhood and was affected with toxicity too. I had ADHD, digestive problems, chronic ear infections, night terrors, aggressive bahavior, problems socialising due to social anxiety and inattention and other typical mercury symptoms. You will have a hard time when you are chelating, beacause when the mercury is moving freely in your body, it will to the most harm, which you will feel in form of symptoms. And it seems that you accumulated enough mercury to get into a "dump phase" when you start detoxing. That is a period of a couple of months to more than a year in which your body will dump a lot of mercury from your organs. Stop the Medical Medium protocol. Taking cilantro once a day is extemely harmful if you are mercury toxic. It will redistribute big amounts of mercury into your brain. There are other ways to detox mercury than the Cutler Protocol, but I wouldn't recommend them at all, because they either take even longer, are outright harmful or won't remove all of the toxic metals. The rules of the Cutler Protocol aren't that difficult to follow. If you allow yourself to get decently well again, and you start with a low dose (but not lower than 5mg) you can slowly get better. But it wont happen in a couple of weeks. It will more likely take 2-5 years to heal completely. Just read up about it and learn how to prepare for the detox (e.g. remove all amalgam). And don't forget: You are not the only one who got poisoned. Millions where. And tens of thounsands, if not more, suffer through chelation right now to get well again.

@Ora There's a non-FB Andy Cutler Chelation forum with lots of good information too, btw https://andy-cutler-chelation.com/mercury-detox-forums/

It's very interesting how deep the consumption of alcohol is rooted in western culture. It's one of the few drugs which got grandfathered into being legal today because it was always so popular. You can see that most people who go out at night drink alcohol. But why? Maybe humans aren't made to meet new people all the time and and so they drink, to make them less anxious and more open to others.

I don't know how the author arrives at his conclusion that mercury from MeHg does accumulate in the body and mercury from EtHg does not. Most likely because the blood half-life of EtHg is shorter. It is known that ethylmercury, like methylmercury, is converted into inorganic mercury in the body. This form is what causes brain damage and stays in the brain for decades. Of course the two compounds behave slightly different, but blood half-life says nothing about the rate in which these compounds cross cell membranes or the blood brain barrier and how fast they are converted into inorganic mercury. Both of them are converted to this far more toxic form.

@Consept First there was the unpublished Verstraeten study, as mentioned in the documentary. Only raw data was released after a Freedom of Information Act request: https://www.safeminds.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/GenerationZeroNotes.pdf Significantly increased risk of autism, autism spectrum disorders, tics, attention deficit disorder, and emotional disturbances with Hg exposure from thimerosal containing vaccines: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/5368423_Thimerosal_exposure_in_infants_and_neurodevelopmental_disorders_An_assessment_of_computerized_medical_records_in_the_Vaccine_Safety_Datalink Vaccination associated with neurodevelopmental disorders, preterm birth and vaccination was even associated with 6.6-fold increased odds of neurodevelopmental disorders: https://www.oatext.com/Pilot-comparative-study-on-the-health-of-vaccinated-and-unvaccinated-6-to-12-year-old-U-S-children.php Significant relationship between mercury and lead body burden and autism: https://childrenshealthdefense.org/wp-content/uploads/Hamed-2020-the-relationship-between-the-level-of-copper-lead-mercury-.pdf Threefold greater odds for autism:

@Eternity https://odysee.com/@Evolutionary_Life_Video_Archive:3/Trace-Amounts--Ethyl-Mercury-(Educational-Documentary):c

The Mercury Detoxification Manual: A Guide to Mercury Chelation It does not only discuss mercury, but cadmium, arsenic, antimony and lead too

@Leo Gura @Striving for more As far as I know DMSA does not enter organs and cells, so you wont detox the brain with it. It is only a extracellular chelator. And btw, provocation tests can lead to major redistribution events in highly toxic individuals. I would highly advise against doing them. It induced some considerable adverse reactions in some.

I do, as I try to avoid pesticides, fungicides, herbicides, antibiotics, hormones, metals etc. in food I for my part have no big problem with needles as I do blood tests regularly. And many "anti-vaxxers" did not have problems with needles too. But then they saw their children spiral into autism right after getting vaccinated. Can you imagine what this does to you as a parent? Why is there mercury in breast milk? Because the mothers are toxic. Why is there outrage over vaccines but not over tuna? Because the goverments/big pharma are not trying to force tuna on the population. They neither cover up it's toxic effects (Japan maybe) I think toxicity is the main cause behind the epidemic of diseases like autism, ADHD, depression, anxiety, digestive issues, diabetes, cardivascular ailments, cancer, infectios disease,... and vaccines are one of it's sources.

@Consept Thats a big source of mercury too. Some that I was exposed to as my mother had 10+ amalgams in her mouth. I doubt tough that you get as much mercury or aluminum at once into the body as with certain vaccines. You have to consider, that in this case the metals pass the digestive tract where there is only limited uptake, because there is a filtering effect. With intramuscular injections tough, all of the toxic compounds get past the bodies barriers (skin for outer contact, digestive tract for swallowing, lungs for inhalation) and then into the bloodstream.

@7thLetter @7thLetter I highly recommend this book to understand why there is such a big anti-vaccination movement in the USA: Ethyl-mercury was used in childhood-vaccines as a presevative till the early 2000s. In the 90s more vaccines were added to the schedule increasing the level of mercury infants were exposed to. Sometimes as much as 62,5mcg a day. Btw, the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) recommends consuming a daily maximum of 0.1 mcg of mercury per kilogram body weight. And this figure is for oral consumption, not for injection into the body. Today there are still very controversial ingridients in vaccines like aluminium-hydroxide and aluminium-phosphate. There are no metal compounds in the COVID vaccines as far as I know. But investigating past controversis is crucial for understanding why people are against vaccination.

@Striving for more I do not know how significant this factor is, but some mercury toxic people who never had amalgams did have mothers who had ones. People with amalgam fillings have hightened blood levels of mercury. If it is toxic to the mothers brain, why shouldn't it be toxic to the embryos brain? For example, my mother removed her several fillings months before being pregnant with my little sister. Both my sister and I had/have anxiety disorders, attention deficits and developmental problems.