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@seeking_brilliance why exactly .33%?

1. I was having a craving for a cigarette and i was about to roll one 2. I was always in the now it's just that 99% of the time i choose not to see it 3. The only thing i was doing is being identified with random thoughts 4. Smoking 5. More obvious than before 6. I don't know. Something that observes everything and is not the body, thoughts or feelings. But for some reason it believes most of the time it's those things. 5. If this is a dream then it's a very interesting one. It's like a famous writer bothered to imagine and write this. Not only write it but also make all the visual effects and stuff. I believe this is a dream but almost never feels this way in everyday life Check in This was very enjoyable

@Salvijus thank you for sharing this

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@Moon The real problem is that i can't get fueled. Sometimes i feel motivated and do the work and sometimes i force myself to do the work. I found my life purpose but to make it happen i need to learn tons of technical skills with let's say 1000 hours of learning. After this learning phase i'm sure that it will be worth it and it will not be hard anymore but i resist this phase. I could force myself to work but i don't want this whole process to feel forced all the time. One obstacle was low energy. Now my energy is a lot better but i still procrastinate. I guess the solution is like you said to enjoy the process in the present moment but it's not so clear for me how to do that.

@VeganAwake but this noone is also something and get trapped by constructing a self. This attention goes into a maze by forgeting to look the maze from above. Yes it's a habit but to break this habit the ego must agree first.

But it's also very easy to get trapped again. Letting go constantly by feeling what you are is the way i found but i continue to get sucked in it again very fast.

You can see if this is true by testing it for yourself. Try different diets and stick with what makes you feel better. Each body is unique and you need experimentation to see what leaves you drained and what leaves you energized. Junk food and bad quality meat are certainly low vibration. The way the animal is killed also plays a role. If the animal knows that is going to die more stress hormones will be released, the quality will be worse and will possibly consume this stress. If an animal lives in a tiny space all of his life you can't expect it's meat to be so good for you. In my case i found out that eating meat rarely is better for my energy (about one time per week) but everyone is different. For some people vegan diet is optimal.

If you find something interesting enough that you never tried before it will be a little easier. You can't avoid the part that you suck at it at the start. It's either that or being stuck at your old hobbys. Or you could try taking your old hobbys to the next level.

@Natasha filet! Ok it started getting harder!

@zeroISinfinity eat leaf not salmon meat

Try to focus on what the other is saying and not so much to what you will say next. When you hear carefully you can take a word that you hear and make a question out of it. This way the conversation will get going.

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What does enlightment mean? What i understand is to know that you are the watcher so deeply that you don't get lost in senses emotions and thoughts and make an identity out of them. It's like a movie and you let everything unfold while you rest in peace. There is also joy. What is it? What are the levels of it? Is it just the deepness of what i described? Is it something else? If you are free with most of identification are you not enlightened? Doesn't this get deeper with time? Time is man made but you know what i mean. I am not btw. However i started having glimpses of this more often lately after reading spiritual books. I am currently reading the untethered soul. The same effect has the power of now and other books like the book i read on weed. It does not matter as long the book feeds you pointers. But it soon passes and i am still my thoughts again.

@Aaron p now i'm more curious to see what all the fuss is about. But it will take some years probably

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@Someone here ok thank you this explains it.

@Someone here yes i mean that if enlightment happens and there is no separation between good and bad that means that addiction would be also ok. I still don't grasp the no free will idea. I mean i do but also not. If i strive to reach a goal does this mean that the striving would happen anyway? If i let everything go and don't do anything would be the same as trying to do something because it's pre-determined?

@Someone here i agree with you. It's a habit to talk like this. I can't avoid every i in a sentence in order to write something. I mean that even if enlightment happened this body will continue to be addicted and on top of that there would be no right or wrong so i might as well continue smoking or do hard drugs for example. How can this be solved?

1) to workout 3-6 times per week without losing a single week. Even if i'm sick i'll do yoga or something 2) to maintain the healthy eating habits that you helped me build 3) a whole smoke free year. Well i will allow myself to smoke some weed here and there 4) to save 10k 5) to make my own video game and finish it even if it sucks 6) to be able to play something difficult in the drums 7) find a gf. I don't really see this happening with the current situation and the place i live but i still write it down as a goal in case i become god and make her appear from nowhere. I would like to come here in 2022 and say that everything i wrote happened

@Aaron p unfortunately i don't have access to anything. Maybe i will travel in the future only to try 5meo and stuff. This day is still far though. I had some profound experiences with salvia many years ago but it was not pleasant at all. Fuck salvia. @Someone here i guess even if i was enlightened this would not change my smoking habit then @zeroISinfinity 5 meo? How did you enter god mode?

I read this too somewhere! This is really interesting. Is there a name for this practice? Or a resource that shows how to actually practice this?