Buddha WRX

Yes... I know I'm a fool. Thats why anything deep that i write i always sign it as -some fool Because its only true at that moment I'll use time to illustrate change. Example.... I write.... "It's 11:24" and it is true... but say I get up and go to the bathroom. Someone comes and reads it at 11:25 and says "thats not true" Some fool wrote that thinking it is 11:24 and then some fool came and said "what a fool. Thats not true" thinking it is not true. That same guy comes back at 11:24 pm and reads the same message.... Now it is true and he realizes he is a fool as well.... ?

Thats literally the name of the topic. Im saying i am a racist. Thats the first thing i said. But I'm not prejudiced. 2 seperate things that some idiot co-mingled and caused this slop word.

I am a racist. And so are you. Everyone is. If i ask who is the racist you dont have enough hands to point them all out. But if everyone pointed the finger at themselves then everyone would have a free hand to do whatever. Beat off, flip the bird, whatever. You're a racist bro. But the rest of the world has misinterpreted the word. Know you're special bro.

I want to leave this realm with that mindset. A racist is just that^^^ just what i said. So next time, I've already conquered that demon. Do you care to hear the story of how? It involves mushrooms and "racist" lingo ? That post... Was written from "I"... I didnt writenit from this level. I was crying when I wrote that. Whats my life REALLY like? Fucking amazing. I love your vids

But who IS NOT racist as per defined? Example. I am a white bartender. You are a black patron. You've had many drinks. You're of legal age. But i decide to cut you off. You've had enough. The race card comes out. TECHNICALLY... I am still a racist.... Because.... Is he clear? He is of certain color, is he not? So technically he can still call me racist because I was prejudiced against a man that was certainly black. He was of certain color. People who say "I dont see color" Stand in front of them while they watch tv and test that theory. They're lying. So i liberated myself from that and admit the racist i am, because.... The way the word is defined, you CANNOT BE not racist today. Unless youre a baby and haven't opened your eyes and been told about it.

I see racIST.... As... I guess you could call it a demon. Becuase it has no definite meaning and does nothing but cause chaos when spoken. It was spoken into existence. A racist should be like... A person with a lab coat with a clip board. Not a white lab coat. Not a black lab coat A grey lab coat because he is not biased. He is not wearing a MAGA hatvand he is not screaming BLM. He is ready to give his unbiased professional oppinion to the aliens on what race these dead astronauts might be. He knws races from this planet and others. He is a racist as a botanist is a botanist. Thats the higher conscious racist. We can talk about dog breed characteristics. We can non chalantly talk about that but when it comes to our own kind we cant say nig*** and laugh about it WITH a "nig***" Btw. I am part "nig***"

Do you see my point on how it is defined? Why does it have to be mafried to prejudice? This word... Your words are bond.... This word as per defined does not have a definite meaning. No one can name a single petson who IS NOT a racist. Right now

Leo.... I was playing racist hypothetical to show it is an illusion as per currently defined. I don't REALLY hate my own skin... I'm just pointing out that racist... Is an illusion. I suppose you coukd do the opposite with love, but then we woukd he back to the dandelions and roses, because you can only love what is in the present and what ISN'T being loved will feel neglected of attention. And there is no possible way to not be a racist as it is currently defined. I can prove this. I am definitely not racist as per the *thought* of of racist is. But the way it is defined, i see that ther is no way ti jot be a racist unless the definition is changed

I do not care what you read. And I do not care where you read it. All that matters is WHEN you read it, and that it is signed by "some fool" Yet I write this as the fool I know I am. I am the world's number one racist. I am not afraid to admit that I am a racist. Because I know what a racist is. I know a racist isn't what you *think* it is... and if you're pissed off right now, then you choose to suffer. You're a racist too. Embrace it. Understand it. Admit it. The definition of racist per Google is someone who is "prejudiced" against people of a certain color blah blah.... Ok so now I have to look up prejudice to know racist? You see... You, MAN.... Have expanded "pre-judgement" or prejudice to include racist. Some fool wrote the definition of racist. He didn't realize he was of a race HIMSELF and was prejudiced HIMSELF. You all scream racist and you don't know what it means. A chem-ist is someone skilled and knowledgeable in the study of chemicals. A botan-ist is someone who studies flowers. Knows them. A gynecolog-ist... NVM... I created them all. I created the racist... But a Rac-ist is someone who is "prejudiced" against people of certain color. You know it is as if some chemist defined "chemist" as.... A person who "is prejudiced" against certain chemicals/elements. Maybe he doesn't like salt because he has high blood pressure or whatever. Or some botanist that defines botanist as a person who "is prejudiced" against certain flowers. Maybe he has allergies or whatever and the pollen agitates him. His own prejudice defined the word for ALL of you to adhere to, because this fool saw himself as seperate. Now let's ask the dandelions to define the botanist.... The dandelions might say "a person who is prejudiced against us dandelions" because maybe the botanist was studying roses and the dandelions felt neglected.... Even though the roses didn't have it so well either, getting cut up and torn to shreds for study, but it was the attention the dandelions lacked. A clover leaf might call a botanist a person that steps all over certain plant life.... It is the way they FEEL but not the way it IS.... Really... The botanist is just doing what he does... He's being a botanist and studying plants and fungi... So you can't have a person of a low level of consciousness define racist just like the dandelions couldn't define the botanist. Every time you scream racist, you call Me a racist. You call God a racist. You call your SELF a racist but won't dare point the finger at your own hypocrisy... Since none of you can seem to make sense of just what racist is... First I will show you right now that it is an illusion. I will destroy the current definition right now. Let's play racist. I am God... So I can do whatever I want. I will be the best racist the world has ever seen. I hate my mom and I hate my dad. Because dad is black and mom is white. He is a n****... She is a cracker. I hate my own skin. I became a racist the very second I knew that I was OF a race. I hate Asians. Indians. All of you. If a new race comes out I already hate it. I hate all races with the utmost of passion... Now where is the prejudiced? Where is the bias of a CERTAIN color? You see racist is an illusion. I've just proved that you created it yourself. Now you HAVE to redefine this word. I have been handcuffed as both black male and white male depending on time of year and if my hair is long enough to show it's coarseness. I have been called both cracker and n**** (I'm not afraid to say it I just don't want it flagged) and I am not of a low level of consciousness so I will define it for you. It is simply a person that knows his races. It means I can look at Donald Trump and tell he is white. I can look at Barack Obama and tell he is black. If I am saying I'm not a racist, I'm saying that I have no clue as to what Donald Trump's race might be. Just like if I asked "what kind of flower is this? " You could say "I don't know. I'm not a botanist." This is why you cannot point to a specific group of people and say "They are the racists" because you have it tattooed on your back and can't see it in yourself. It's why people scream it and don't really know what it means. It has such loose meaning. This is you becoming dumb as a species. Dumb... You cannot speak.... Your word is bond. If you keep dumbing your very LANGUAGE down like this... You will effectively make yourselves dumb... DUMB... And racist.... Is just going to end up another derogatory junk word that gets screamed out of spite, just like n**** and cracker. It will be in the toybox along with all the other games you played in the past and got bored with... Right next to n*** and cracker and all your other useless spite words. They're just little games you play with yourself.. I... I don't like your skin color. I dislike that about you because of the barrier you built between us with your tone. It's an iron chain. You let it define you and you LET this chain be a burden. You don't even give yourself enough links to get within 6 feet of your neighbor to shake his hand.... Or even My hand... Sometimes I like to touch my beautiful creations. Shake hands and know touch. What the flesh feels like. I'd like to shake your hand but you won't let me.... In taking that from me, you take from yourself and suffer. I pity you. I cry for you. I'm sorry I failed you in trying to be creative. therefore THAT is what I DO NOT like about you. You let a simple shade of color cause so much drama. I was just trying to be an artist. I was just trying to make this an interesting experience for you all..... and I love you all sincerely...... But the YOU that is bound by those chains is what I love... If you just show me your colors without shame or pride then we can be whole again. Just who are you?? I love you all equally and I hate you all equally, for I, the Lord, your God do all of these things..... -some fool

Thank you. I am truly high off life. I do still dabble with psychs though. Its like adding a turbocharger and a catless exhaust to your consciousness. But only fungi and extracts. I meditate "naturally aspirated" ? as well. I'll invite demetrius over about once every 2 weeks to REALLY get all the trash out. Every nook and cranny. I am here to connect with other like minded people. People with mediocre/low levels of consciousness... I can't tell them about these things. Its like talking AT them. The idea of non-duality is just terrifying to them and they just write it off as "crazy". I am around very closed minded people a lot and now, with the world the way it is, i feel like a spectator. Like I'm sitting in the bleachers with some popcorn (I hate popcorn) watching this game.

New member here. Leo, I really enjoy your videos. Especially the video on self-deception. I grew up in a southern baptist church. Extremely pious/strict parents. But no hard feelings there. We were never really close until I flat out "came out of the closet" with the denunciation of my identifying as a Christian. But I happily bow my head in grace at the dinner table. I stopped trying to explain non-duality to them after my confession. This happened just this year. I was fucking around with psychs.... Demetrius showed me a truth I cant unsee. This happened in January. I went from listening to music about money, bitches and cars to jazz/house etc overnight. My house is now full of plants. I love to go outside, like when I was a kid. I am 35. I have had my battles. Mainly with drugs. Speed. Did a prison bid over some cocaine... I got the police called on MYSELF for losing touch with reality and freaking out. Not sleeping for days and taking benzos and blow. The shadow people come and they get ao close they touch you. Even relapsed AFTER prison. This time I got committed for 3 days. I've been very volatile. I've made 6 figures a year (currently :-) ) and I have spent countless hours carpet surfing for shards of meth that are not there. Occasionally id find a grain of sand/salt etc... My mind would MAKE it be meth ? which is exactly what I felt when I prayed to a "God" that was not there. Then I'd find a quarter on the ground and call it a blessing ? My blessings now are so obvious it is scary. I dont have to assume. Ever since I discovered "I"... I have been focused on raising my consciousness. I understand that THIS is the MO... I feel the world is full of "remedials"... Just a theory of mine ? Btw... I am drug free and no amount of church, prison, NA meetings... NOTHING/NO ONE except my self... Was able to break me free from that. Its like you cant donit on purpose... You have to trip and fall and bump your head and KNOW that you are God... Not just believe . So now... Even during this pandemic... I stay true to myself because I believe this strongly. I refuse to wear a mask even though it is mandated by our governor. No one says shit to me. I'm 5'10 and 200lbs beef jerky lean but I am a nice guy ? i'd probably agree to the mask and ONLY a mask and nothing else ? and then just keep walking while they ponder that. When you are 100% true to yourself, the blessings are unreal.... The number of "coincidences".... Increases.... Because... You're right where you are SUPPOSED to be! In the moment. Leo i would like some of your insight on some of my experiences lately. I can't believe them myself!