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I am God Listen to these words. I am reality. But I am not truth. I am here to destroy your beliefs Ti ck rock time stops. Your life is a waste. Unless you wake up to the reality of heroism Wake up to me. For I am a hero. I am here for you.

A life without ha it's is a pirates life indeed.

Life isn't MEANT to be suffering, but sometimes doing the right thing means accepting that you're gonna be really fucking unhappy. Karma is a thing, so you'll be repaid, but honestly a lot of the purpose of life is making OTHERS happy, not yourself. Be prepared to suffer the worst. Suffering is a fact of life on earth for the hero because evil rules here. Place faith in the afterlife wheteyou are exalted for your good deeds and earn a hero's reward. We the good stand together and none can defeat us.

Got my room cleared up finally. Throwing just about everything out. The stuff was giving me really bad vibes and I knew I had to get rid of it. So it's out with the old, but I probably won't get anything new. Just gonna enjoy the clear space.

@Bazooka JesusJesusJesusJesusJesusJes What did the abyss say when it was examined? What is love? Baby don't hurt me.

Update: I've decided to not quit many of these things. I'm still drinking and smoking. I still listen to music. I don't do much else on the internet though. I basically have one friend that I talk to I'm keeping a watch on my thoughts to keep them productive to my purposes. I still think about typology and developmental psychology. I am learning to get over the mental health system. I'm moving past the past. I've been eating a lot of takeaway. I no longer want to work or study. So many of the things I had planned on quitting didn't pan out, but I assure you I have been making a lot of progress.

What did God say when he died? Nietzsche you're a fucking noob. Now Zarathustra will NEVER return...

What's the difference between a proton and an electron? Neutrons are fucking homewreckers.

Why did the river cross the styx? Because Hades wanted a holiday.

There are many awakenings on the path to enlightenment, And many enlightenments on the path to awakening.

I quit.

I've just about stopped using the internet. At the moment all I do is check this site. I'll disappear from here pretty soon.

That's because the stereotypes are wrong.

Jung's work has a lot of turquoise.

I should be at transcendent Ti, but my writing points to me still being at transcendent Te. I need to work on opening up Ti. Thinking about the thematic hierarchy is probably key to this.

- I've quit music - had a second coffee yesterday, so had to have one this morning. LAST ONE. - not gonna buy happy high herbs again - gonna attempt to stay away from takeaway again

Te chores, thinking about work and study Fe: friends, cats, forum, thinking about mental health system Ti: google searches, caffeine Fi: alcohol, tobacco, happy high herbs, sugar, music, takeaway, thinking about regrets Lots of unhealthy Fi.

So, I just bought sushi. Still eating takeaway =/ And I had a coffee this morning. But I'm hoping it's my last one.

Homeschooling should be the norm. Fuck school.

Overcoming Se/materialism means I don't really need money. Over the past 10 years I have mostly spent money on drugs. I will be quitting all drugs so this means I will save a lot of money. Overcoming Si/convention means I don't/can't do things the ordinary way. I am very odd and unique. So I neither need a job, nor can I fit into a work culture. And my functioning is going down. All I can do is live with my parents and focus on my research. The thematic hierarchy is a BIG deal. This is the next step to modelling human development. It is a major breakthrough. I recommend everyone learn about it.

Stage red is about materialism, not aggression.

So a lot of these habits pertain to Fi. My Fi is unhealthy because of what I have focused on with it. I am looking to reset this stage and build it anew. Things like food, smoking and music are problematic. I don't know what it should look like instead, but it's not that. My Fe is well developed, but I need to focus on reducing it. Stopping talking to people will be a big step. Ti is largely about stopping the google searches. I have healthy Ti with typology. Te is what I really need to focus on reducing. I need to stop being results oriented in ways that are too ordinary. I can still focus on success but this should be more spiritual. Stopping anything requiring steps like chores - cooking, cleaning - as well as technology is a big thing. I have already made a lot of progress in that regard.

Figure out where you are on the spiral and really focus on that. You're probably at something like Fi/Ti. Focus on understanding your preferences for things like art, and work on academic subjects. Learn maths and integrate it into your life. The notion of "how" to do something, like moving up the spiral, is Te/Orange. If you want to focus on stages above you, think about the idea of the new and complex. Focus on value-based ideologies, as well as abstract ideas of success. Go about things in a way that goes beyond what you already know. Also, try to reduce any materialism you might have. Materialism will keep you locked in the lowest level of the spiral.

Stage blue isn't about belief in God/the bible, it's about things lie convention and conformity. Chances are you don't have to do anytining to integrate this.