Bogdan

I've experienced obvious, full-on telepathy three times, in three different instances. On mushrooms, on acid and sober, The first time it happened was on my first mushroom trip, about 3-4 years ago, and i basically had a conversation with my friend who also took the same dose as me (2 dried grams), I was having a really intense, but more inward experience, i couldn't talk at all, and he was the opposite, he was talking a lot, but at some point we realized that we were having a conversation this way! I was diving deep into some things and he was experiencing them with me, kind of being the voice of what was happening. And after the trip HE was the one that said to me "dude, you were there, right? like, i'm not just crazy" and i couldn't believe that it actually hapened. I didn't tell only a couple of people, because i thought people would think i'm crazy. The second time was with my ex-girlfriend, we were at my cabin and we were just laying in bed, after sex or something, very relaxed and it was like this psychedelic wave of heightened consciousness that hit the both of us simultaneously, and we turned to each other and said "whoaa, did you feel that?" but it lasted only a few seconds. This one felt more like what awakening glimpses feel like, but it happened to the both of us simultaneously and we SAW that we saw the same thing, or had the same experience. This was about 2 years ago. The third and final time was on acid, and this time i was with two other girl friends in nature, and we repeteatedly had moments of deep insight, and it always happened simultaneously to all of us. We would talk about all kinds of stuff, and at some point "asjgklhfasflsjaklghaljfklsha" we all would go on this trip together, that was so insightful and awake, and after each one we would all be like "there! it happened again!" It's just that we couldn't remember what the fuck were those big insights it's easier for me to remember deep trip insights if i'm alone. Having those previous experiences, i quickly realized that we were experiencing some sort of telepathy, and i communicated this to them, and it was obvious to them too that this was indeed what was happening. This made it easier for our minds to connect, and the interesting part is that i, having done much more consciousness work than them, could lead the trip, and also initiate the telepathic moments, although not perfectly. It sort of had a rhythm of it's own. This happened about a dozen times that day, i would say. So that's about it

@Adamq8 @Vibroverse Exactly! I read Leo's recent Infinite Consciousness GIF blog post only after i posted this giant ass text. And there he explained exactly what i was trying to say, but in such a masterful, clear way! That's why i started trying to put it into words. At first i stopped trying because i thought words will never do it justice and will always sound stupid. But it's like learning to sing - some of the exercises will sound horrible when you start.

So i figured that i haven't spent enough time contemplating, and this post is meant as an exercise,and also to see potential holes in my understanding. Since the first times i took acid, but especially after my 600mcg breakthrough (i've posted the trip report for anyone interested) i can access lower levels of psychedelic-like understanding all the time. My imagination just explodes with insight especially when i smoke weed but also when i'm sober (yes it's weird). This skill grows the more i become conscious, the cleaner and healthier my body gets and the more i take psychedelics. So the following is my attempt at putting into words my current experience/way of seeing things. Of course Leo's videos have influenced me A LOT, but this is all just from the top of my head. SO You/Nothingness - is like this infinitely big "room". But because it's infinitely "big" although it's Nothing, it kinda becomes an infinitely dense, infinitely complex "THING". But it's only ONE "thing", so it's not big or small, relative to something else. It's Absolutely big, and yet it's like a DOT. It's Absolutely small, and yet it's like an infinitely complex geometrical figure. it kinda lives in these two paradoxical simultaneous states of being a thing and not being a thing - infinitely complex AND infinitely simple, and every. single. fucking. distinction. anyone could possibly make AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE to infinity It's indistinguishable from nothingness, that's why science will never FIND "it". Nothingness is the floor and the ceiling of Existence all at once. And so it seemingly has two "sides" - The infinite, ever-expanding "space" and the infinite, ever-contracting "dot" (which is the inverted whole "viewed" from within-without (i'm not going to even try to explain stuff like within-without. i hope you get it) This is nonduality = duality! because we have the two parts - the whole, which is one, and the seemingly separate, which has itsef two sides - "nothingness" and "everythingness" mirroring the whole - which paradoxically creates three things, and that by the same logic it creates a fourth thing and a fifth and so on, and infinity is "born". But it's all One. Now, the tendency is to say that "here" we are INSIDE the Universe but it's nature is such that each square centimeter is infinitely filled with the ENTIRE Universe in each infinitely small point wherever you can possibly point to. it has this sort of infinite, BUT CIRCULAR geometry thing about it. So you are always inside AND outside of it (yourself). EVERYWHERE IS OUTSIDE/INSIDE YOURSELF... holy shit language just falls short anyway... Just from this perhaps you can see how something like death is false. Because it's the only thing, nothing can stop it from "running" in any dimensional direction possible. And because "outside" itself is actually "inside" itself, it actually CAN go outside itself too. It's infinite and thus It's SO FUCKIN FAST that it "catches" ITSELF and it can stand next to itself !!! And of course it positioned itself in every possible place - everywhere. And this is really where PERSPECTIVE is born. What we call "i" is standing, for lack of a better term, in the "middle", in between all of the extremes of Nothingness/Consciousness. Here we see the Infinite Pixel of God simultaneously penetrating all dimensions, being Space and every infinitely small nook and cranny of Space, occupying the entirety of Infinity. Balance. But there is also "IT'S" "perspective" which is Oneness, Stillness, Everthingness - Truth! , which is all of itself at once, which is utterly incomprehensible because from it's point of view it doesn't have to "run" anywhere or "do" anything because it is everywhere and it is everything. It's just right now it's accessing a limited part of itself, and the best we can do to kinda get that with "regular human consciousness" is that perfect "nothingness" that spiritual teachers are so in love with, and see the Oneness and Everythingness and blaaaaa but even that is so distorted and sounds so cringe to me because In order to SPEAK Absolute Truth with "human language" one would have to speak forever, for infinity! So therefore everything we say will always get stuck in an extreme of sorts.) And i see there is an ongoing Consciousness balance act or dance between that nothingness and everythingness, an that is what i would call enlightenment, even though actually, that also falls short. i have no idea what enlightenment actually is. Everything is just me/God/Infinity. With the higher dimensions (seemingly) closed, everywhere we look will always (seemingly) be duality/relative, therefore only HALF of God, so to speak (except that they're never really actually closed) In my experience, psychedelics allow access to higher/wackyer dimensions and allow you to fold language (or anything, you're ultimately folding consciousness) in a higher dimension, you get to a HIGHER Truth - relatively speaking. More information. And that Higher knowledge from the infinite library gets more and more complex in all directions, in all colors, in all sounds, all manners possible. Each more creative and innovative than the one before. SERIOUS STUFF!!! it gets more beautiful, but also more dangerous, more pleasurable, but more painful, more ugly, more blissful, more intense, more and more and MORE and MORE of EVERYTHING. To infinity... You can for example speak "languages" where one "letter" or "thought" or "artifact" is the entire possibility of human language. Trying to "obtain" this through meditation and self inquiry but never taking psychedelics is like having a knife, sharpening it everyday but never using it to cut anything ever, and saying that you don't NEED TO, because the purpose is just having a sharp knife... ok, not the best analogy but it's like wtf? So as long as you're viewing yourself from a human body, the whole Thing is mechanical it has pieces/holons - REASONS - so infinite causality is why you CAN'T access psychedelic states without psychedelics - The *reason* for the existence of this dimension is for the other ones to make sense - through contrast! So realize that everything is just the dot (you) everywhere, masqueranding as the atoms, the light, the bed, the body, the thoughts, the sounds etc. etc. and that it can anytime "stop" what it's currently doing (distorting itself, sticking it's head up it's ass thus creating YOU, jk) and see that you are the dot, radiating into your infinite self (falling in love) and you are viewing yourself, pretending to be "things" aka "not you". This is how God hides in plain sight. It won't show itself to you not because it can't, but because you won't let it, because it's you and so you're not letting yourself - because you're not open enough for infinity. Again. All this that i'm saying is not TRUTH! TRUTH can be accessed directly, and you kinda cannot speak of it, other than to say that it's Absolute, or Infinite, or Love or God or Perfect or stuff like that, and even those are distortions, that's how radical it is/you are. So where psychedelics meet self-actualization, consciousness work, spirituality, health and fitness and sex and all aspects of your life is this: In order for psychedelics to work the best with the body, it must be in a certain pristine state - this is what "spiritual purification" is partly about. This is also what "spiritual healing" is all about. It's not that consciousness work heals the body - it indirectly heals the body by making you more aware of the shit that isn't working well and it makes you open and wise and proactive in making things better in every aspect of life, so you go and research your ass off and you fix your gut issues, get the heavy metals out of your brain, feed the body an abundance of CLEAN SOURCES for ALL the vitamins, minerals, essential polyunsaturated fats, water, exercise social&sex stuff, LP etc. etc. etc. And you get all your metaphysics of God/You/infinity/Love in order, you meditate, do inquiry etc. and multiply to infinity, accelerate accelerate accelerate and *then* psychedelics will show you stuff that is truly next level, because it reflects just how amazing and next level you already are (infinite acceleration). And in this way of being that i just described, you're living life in such a divine reflection of your true Being - which is just ... infinite beauty it's so... IT'S SO BRUTALLY BEAUTIFUL!!!! lmao Can you see the dot everywhere? I'm not saying that the point is to see the point everywhere. In fact, at this point i could go on about the point of the point, but i see no point in that, since believe i made sufficient points about the point of the point of the point analogy. (even the letter "i" is a point with a line, that is made out of points... ) Ok ok ok so now everything that i just said i fold in a higher dimension and it becomes a single non-verbal thought, and i forget about the dot and i just see infinity in everything. I see the linear-circular-ness of everything. See how every single little "thing" is simultaneously the biggest/smallest thing. See how no thing is actually A thing, but THE thing - God/You/etc. And something very funny happens, Everything people say suddenly has something strange, something personal about it, every sound, everything that enters "awarenes" is so special and intelligent and deliberate and Perfect! And it's always like this, except that when you're not uber conscious of it, it doesn't seem this way at all. I'm gonna stop there really hope that this helps some of you. You can do anything. Cheers! (see you on the other side!)

this is the perspective you're not open about. Are you open to the possibility of it being false?

@pole553 the thing is that you're not open, and there are tons of people who want to debate Leo like you do every day, which would be totally pointless and a waste of time, as i don't see you opening up anytime soon..

In this video, between 1:01:12 and 1:02:19, Bentinho describes this painfully intense Universal Bliss that he felt during his last DMT trip, just like Leo described in his last blog update. And he goes on to say that he doesn't want that, because it's not Him, but a construct. And the reason that it's painful is because it is false. That everything is below YOU and only that, which is below, can be amplified. My contemplation tells me that he is accurate about ME being above anything that can appear or that can have a description, but psychedelic experiences offer contrast/learning for being in the human experience, so they have value on multiple levels, including but not being limited to, selfish/survival needs all the way to Pure Understanding and levels of consciousness. I'm wondering of your thoughts about this

I am aware of what you are describing. I often find myself asking noob questions or making posts like this and after a short time i'm like ... "of course, i know this pfft!how come my thinking was so off at the moment?" I have moments of really accentuated mental fog, that i associate with m digestive problems, heavy metal toxicity etc. I wasn't even going to write this response, but i wanted to thank you and to criticize you a bit 1. Thank you for helping me see that i actually have a good base of understanding, BUT i just didn't spend enough time contemplating, organizing and actualizing these thoughts, so that they're active at all times; 2. I want to criticize your response, because although i appreciate you giving some of your time, i feel like you didn't actually try to connect with the person, and see where they are really coming from (we were actually on the same page) and you just threw your insights out there, dare i say feeling a bit superior. I know i have certainly done this in the past, and i see some resemblance of that. Well anyway, if i wrongly criticized you please let me know, and i'm looking forward to continuing opening each other's mind Cheers!

THIS is the type of appropach every human should take IF your goal is having healthy joints, ligaments & spine etc. to the day you die. This man is what i consider to be a conscious & honest fitness guru. No drugs, no gimmicks.

@ilja This guy's approach, that's why i'm promoting him

@ilja i exercised regularly and it got my chronic pain worse... all training modalities are not created equal.

infinity/God are not thoughts.

So if everything is and isn't different perspectives, then the perspective that everything is below you both has and doesn't have some validity to it. Infinity can afford to be this paradoxical, right? How can a thing be separate from everything? Well, look - it can! But i get it, this is becoming perspective play and it can be unproductive.

@Nahm I see, so Ben is also considering Pure Empty Consciousness as the Highest form of Consciousness, or Infinite God Consciousness, but when in fact, that is the lowest form of Consciousness. And when he says at 59:08 that it HAS TO be done out of your own freewill, and that you can't give it away to a mushroom or to DMT he is simply stuck in a dogma, right?

Continue learning more and more and MORE. Don't ever stop! The part of you that is frustrated is selfish and wants to learn just enough to FINALLY stop learning. Put your love to work and serve others. (others=yourself) You are coming out of the beginner first few years and in order to stabilize and integrate what you've learned you must broaden your perspective even further. One way this is done is through contrast, that is why you are apparently getting in and out of addictions, like waves. Observe even more carefully and patiently! You are not in control, there is only Consciousness.

Not you average dopamine detox guru, this guy is really worth a listen.;)

@Shmurda I haven't worked with anyone one to one yet although i would like to at some point. Until then i try to live as that isn't an option (because yourself/consciousness is the guru after all) and research as many teachers as possible on my own, so that when i interact with a really conscious avatar i have really to-the-point and meaningful questions ready and enough consciousness work done that will allow the connection to be as smooth as possible.

How gradually did you increase the dosage to the 6g?

You will NEVER fix these gut issues on your own. Work with a trained professional and figure out EXACTLY what the root issue is and take informed decisions. Here's a qualified guy that actually gets results: https://gojimanstore.myshopify.com/ And here's a video of his that explains a bit why you can't self treat gut issues.

This makes sense. I don't do it anymore, but there are people who have been drinking their own urine for 20+ or 30+ years and claim they are fine. i guess it's ok unless you have high heavy metal content in your body and as long as you have a clean diet but nevertheless it's unnecessary. I do think though that if you have to survive with no drinking water available, looping all of your urine for that period of time will drastically increase your chances of survival.

I did urine therapy for months. My conclusions are: -If you have bad gut health, it may or may not help manage problems. You have to find out for yourself. -If you have good gut health, you don't need to drink it. -If you have bad gut health, urine therapy won't fix the root cause of the problem. The only way to fix the root cause is to work with a competent nutritionist, take the tests, and take the specific treatment for your specific problem. Don't wing it with gut issues. You'll have to take tests like these: https://gojimanstore.myshopify.com/collections/test-kits Benefits of urine therapy (my experience): -I stopped using toothpaste and i only brush with a little pinch of baking soda on the toothbrush. It's enough to keep my teeth clean. And i used to rinse my mouth with urine for a few months. And what i noticed is that my breath didn't stink anymore. My mouth flora has rebalanced. Now, is it because of the urine, baking soda or just simply not using toothpaste? I can't say. But it's nice to know that no matter how much i go without brushing my teeth in a day, my mouth won't stink like shit when i talk to someone. (Even my morning breath smells ok, like not horrible XD) -Also, i found that massaging some urine into my scalp in the shower keeps my dandruff (which is also from gut issues) in control for about 4-7 days. Anywhere else on the skin it has a really good hydrating effect too. -Overall it's like a good open-mindedness and self-love exercise. Because urine is clean. It's not a waste product (waste products are going through the back door, the liver, and sweat), it's just a way for the body to temporarily store all the nutrients it cannot store immediately. But again, don't drink urine as a substitute for fixing your gut issues. Be smart.

No, it's the opposite. You have to "break it" whatever "it" is

Then he wouldn't have made the video :)) he knows that he can't stop us trying to "save him" or whatever. if he hadn't said that then he would've been spammed much more, i'm sure. But now we can actually have respectful conversations about this. And to me it's clearly a digestive issue, since the obvious negative response is after he eats. Is the Hashimoto's somehow related to those digestive issues? i can't say, really. But From what he said in the video, he didn't mention any specific gut tests besides the endoscopy and blood tests, heavy metal tests and whatever laundry-list of tests doctors typically have you take. https://gojimanstore.myshopify.com/collections/test-kits So for the third time, with the risk of getting banned/reported or just annoying you, @Leo Gura i'm telling you this guy really knows his shit. He actually understands the gut. You have the money, just talk to him and try these tests out IF of course you haven't done that already. The problem with bacteria that is where it should not be is that when the circumstances are less than favorable, they encapsulate and just stay there until they are fed again. These problems DO NOT go away with any amount of fasting, any amount of breathing work, or any "letting things heal on their own" trust me, i've been trying for the last 4-5 years, not even urine therapy, NOTHING works for these kinds of problems! So don't only take the tests, but actually follow Gojiman's treatment, don't EVER try to solve the problem on your own!

I just wanna start by saying that i am not vegan or biased towards t, it's just that this guy has really sort of cracked the code to this shit, because he treats vegans, and people with gut issues typically have problems eating fruits and veggies and plants in general, and vegans eat a lot of plants (duh) There are SO many possible causes gut issues that my conclusion from my own 5 year journey of debilitating gut issues and nutrition/health research is that only a really exhaustive gut check like he suggests is gonna get to the root of it. You can't wing it with these sort of things. I'm currently gathering money to take these tests. Look at these people that he has helped: There are more, you can check out his channel for yourselves. As many (oh, so many) other people, they were told that the varying issues they had were not treatable, that they would have to live with them and so on. And in most cases, doctors have no idea of what tests you should actually take, it's like we're in the stone age of gut health, really... Please be open minded and consider taking these tests if you have any persistent gut issues, and for the love of God don't self-treat these things, work with someone like Gojiman who actually understands these things!

Leo, the only thing i would have you try is a consultation with Gojiman. No dietary change, no supplement, just try talking to this guy on his site, explain to him how you feel and at least see if he can help you. He responds very quickly on the little chat window. I think by this point you have nothing to lose.

I just started following Damien Echols on YT and started reading Liber Null & Psychonaut by Peter J Carroll. Really interesting stuff!