Gone

Just messaging someone might help. I dont know if my perspective is just scewed or what.

Are there any healers on here or someone who could help me? I have constant existential ruminations and im basically losing it right now.

Hey everyone. New here. I have some serious issues about allowing myself to feel emotions i guess. I need someone to talk to about it. I feel like im caught in a thought cycle that cant be broken no matter what i do. Its hell and even reaching out like this, im still doubtful anything will help but i got to try.