Manusia

@Loba Oh yeah, maybe thats why some people say healing take lifetime until they are dead.

I don't understand why some self help guru says, 'we are in never ending journey of healing'. Why? I think if every part of one soul is fully integrated and understood, I don't think there is need to be more healing. What do you think?

I know this, I feel this now. I am sometimes feel like almost 80% healed and it feels amazing. It is feel.. healthy and I dont need to go any further. I can function very well. Knowing this, I am excited to doing more inner work! Thanks. Need to feel the 90%! YES. Suffering in other side is bliss from God.

What if someone can conscious about reincarnation? He/She can know other people past lives too.

Nahm, you are like flower and green plants in this forum. I dont know the vibe here gonna be without you. I hope you stay here. Love bro.

He is great. Source: Koncrete KLIPS Mark Laita is a photographer who runs the youtube channel Soft White Underbelly where he interviews people who have a dark past. Soft White Underbelly channel shows inside sex offenders, prostitutes, the homeless, and more.

After Skool: His audience is huge. Presented people like Alan Watts, Eckhart Tolle, Sadhguru. His visual style to represent idea is godlike. https://youtube.com/c/AfterSkool

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@Julian gabriel @SeaMonster I resonate with this, because this case is just like me. It is very hard for me to be black and white since child. I need black and white thinking to be grounded. Where do you find the information above? Or what the label of this condition?

@Wilhelm44 I want to ask the same question

@Wilhelm44 Hey, did you sign up for Angel Academy Season 13 - You Are Not Alone?

I found weird investigation about me. I dont know how much I don't know about me so far. I assume too much, seeing too little. Light! When the light is too bright, its natural to raise your hand in order to prevent so much light entering your cornea. When the light consciousness is too bright for my ego. My ego naturally close the door and even slam it. And I accept the door open for this time. Hearing my friend talk the truth about myself. At first there is heated debate! My ego slam it, hold it so tight so I am covered! Eventually I know something is wrong with the conversation. It is just heated and never ending, I am stubborn and so she is. I don't give a fuck! But hey, my self trying to calm down. I accept if I am lose and trying to be tolerate. Back in my mind, there is blindspot! I cannot see this! Then you know I tried to open the door of consciousness? My ear low and my self start hear the unhearable truth! I found a beast in the mirror! I cannot differentiate between this beast with.. Me??? Thats huge shadow. Potent. Maybe this is what Carl Jung call the unconscious. It is literal. Make it conscious is pure pain. Or this is the true power of the knowledge? Can I employ my dark self? It is warrior. Convinced to oneself truest belief. Don't give a fuck about people feeling. Agessive and argumentative. See what need to see. Don't need to validated because it is always validated by oneself. Pure ignorance.

This journal is about some kind collection of my own random contemplation.

How IQ matter in your life?

@Salvijus what the exact benefit you experience with spiritual IQ? actually this is the first time I hear that.

@itachi uchiha I hear Leo talk about psychedelic is good for brain function because it is good for neuron in the brain (I dont rembember the exact quote). What do you think? Can it make the IQ points up too?

Just fast? What you saying does not include accuracy as well.

What do you mean by stealing IQ points of other people? I dont get it

This is good story bro. Worth to try.

What the heck I was watching.. WOW. This is so direct. Never felt like this. Energy that not mine is cut off. My body like having some kind of possession, but the possesion itself fast in time and feel light. The energy clash melt away, clash between the two melt together.. and what left is, sense of being I say? The technique is so simple but the impact is magic! Can you see his archetype? He is non ordinary human. I knew he have something. This is non bullshit empath. His eye? laser sharp and boldy. I cannot help but surrender to that eye, It is so strong and... magnificent. Like he seeing all my inner bullshit. The energy.. the light in his eye, almost in totality.. superbly. I am actually afraid of him because how strong the vibration is. Honestly, I am afraid of him angry. I know both side of him, angel and destroyer. I see something when he talk in his head (other vids), what is it? I need to draw it, cannot explain it. Still, people like this need to be open mind of.. because basically people that have real empath I ever meet is weird, I call them mutant. Different ability, different strength and ofcourse unique. Thanks for sharing.

What is: As above, so below Open answer, I like diverse answer.

@Forza21 wow thats an interesting book. Good answer. Btw, what do you think about the concept realted to equality? What if I say it is total equality with different level? So we need to respect each of different level because the micro stand for macro and the macro stand for micro at the same time?

@Nahm I cannot argue with you, I dont know shit anymore. It cannot at all. It is direct understanding. Implicit, thinking and conceptualizing is the part of IT. And this what I understood now. And awakening is like conscious move. When I arrived, like the action of awakening is my act. I can awake but weirdly, I cannot control when I was sleep and want to be awake.. I can't clap my fingertips to be awake. Maybe I am too newbie in this field. And why there is love in my awareness when I was awake? Why it is purely big love? Why love? Not anything else? Thanks Nahm for your information, I would learn all that you linked to.

I cannot say it is awakening or not. Or do I know who is awaken. I think it is still unfolding, but hey.. What the fuck. Is this ALL I AM? Anything, the coming, the passing, the thinking or anything that I imagine and not imagined.. This everythingness.. Is this what awakening is? Or still I am dreaming? But this is feel like dream at the same time. Even pain and uncomfort.. It is me. The hell. What is? I am feel more merged. Hey hey hey. Bro.

@Nahm Do you think awakening experience is always permanent?