Manusia

Need learn germany for my next education. But when I join the german course, its demotivated me.. the classical way to learn. I remember when I was in school there is a english class but I don't get anything at all. I learn English from youtube and internet, not from class and course. Yeah maybe I have bad grammar but I can communicate to people and learning in more motivated way. Any method of learning german that efficient? Or any suggestion to me in learning language?

Any permanent effect on affirmation?

Worship inner world, be little outter world that is material. Classic spirituality.

For me now.. it is number one tool for self actualizing. Outer game and inner game is nonsense. Its the same game. Try different things in your journey and choose what fit you. Personally I don't really fit in meditation.. travel give me much more clarity than any meditation techinque I ever try. I grow exponentially this new year because a travel. I realize the most important thing when doing travel is connect to new people. Connect to their mind. My worldview is widened. My nerd mind vanished knowing its just one perspective to explore reality. I became more fearless and detached somehow.

Nice take.. And I agree, when I try to serve people with my art, people don't enjoy it netiher I. When I enjoy my art and just be egoist in my art making, people enjoy it.

@Epikur I dont really like german music thoo.. but I like this one, but metal. Dorn - Windtränen https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uaWxwpYXZ_

I often do tarot reading. It is fingerpointing to your unconscious. Your interpretation itself its what tarot pointing to. See. Mostly I get the feeling like 'oohh yeah this is it'. Some insight from tarot really make paradigm shift. A good tool from personal growth. Tips: Use your feeling and intuition when choose the card or interpret the insight. Don't overdo it or it will become your distraction from doing the work that tarot insight suggest. Choose tarot reader that resonate with yourself. Sometimes tarot reader don't resonate with you anymore and you gravitate towards other tarot reader. Its sign of growth. Hold the insight in loose goosey way, don't hold too tight or it will slip

Land of Hope and Glory (UK 'Earthlings' Documentary) Dare to watch? Hell on earth Why god allowed such painful experience to occur? I wonder this.

When you say about formula, I reminded about what conversation that me and my friends have. She and he have acess to know intuitively about this exact realtive reality/earth reality what the formula is. Did you ever found something that similiar to this?

But I am right now consciously typing and manipulate for what I am want to type, which is it is... reality.

So you as your body and ego right now cannot manipulate reality?

I got this. And I think this is a valid statement that spirituality or experiencing love is an elite thing to do. To even start to considering pursuing spirituality or psychedelic in spiritual purpose I think one need to be certain ways of thinking, value system, cognitive, moral etc like what you say. And I think desire for become whole in love is elite mind. But hey, I don't get the desire anymore.. I feel I need money now lol.

Yeah man, you make me remember something.

Thanks!

@Thought Art what is the point of awakening and the degree which one is attained? I don't get any more valid reason more than desire to awaken and curiosity.

Iove how you put in to words. Resonate. Directly, I love your mind. Did you consider yourself as creative? And what did you do if your idea is not practical to doing financially?

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I respect people who reoly this thread and DM me about the solution, I hope this thread will continue.

Thanks guys. My childhood got recontextualized after long time contemplating masculinity. Now I understand that my childhood is more rough than what I imagined to be. I thought I was know what is safe is. But then, I have realization what safe is pointing to. And it never touch in me. Child, 24/7.. war. What can I say, I cannot put a words to describe my regret. Regret to be people that 'know' something. It is a mistake. I feel guilty to my younger me that I never touch this ground. I even don't consider this ground can exist before. Im so sorry to me. I would take care of you now.

Is this masculine man? I think this is masculine boi.

This video have technique in it that always work for me. The benefit is instant. I almost cannot believe one short video can change my psyche condition when my self start unconsciously picking up energy that not mine. It stabilize me so much. The crazy thing that happened in me: This is the first time I feel my energy at the fullest. Not distracted by anyone energy. It feels like image below: The energy is warm. Feeling grounded. And totally amazing. The feeling of healed. The feeling of my own energy not attacking people energy (Now I conscious about how my unconscious attack people energy, trying to 'fix' them in some way). The mantra works wonderfully.

What do you mean with bad karma?

From INTJ - INFP - INFJ - INTP - to ENTP. Yup thanks MBTI.

@Preety_India With your definiton of empath trait, it seems weak and basic. And I can add 'but' in the end of the lines to be more complete picture. You can work on energy. Energy problem I see is the core shit that messing psyche. I see my two friend that now 30s y.o. They learn so much to protect their own energy. And they are one of strongest people I ever met. They see bullshit, they go. Unapologetic. Masculine and yet feminine. And they have same exact story about childhood issue, abuse. Like Matt Khan. Different thinking style from society I think make this happen. Too much metaphysics. Ungrounded. And ofcourse, they weird from the society way of view. Their views are unique. They trust their own senses. Bold. They are strong empath. I respect them from my very being. And there is many vary empath people. I just meet a few that real. And this friend is the people who point my empath like ability. And they guided me to think grounded.

@Pure Imagination I don't consider myself as empath too much actually. I don't do it that way because if its me, I don't need to prove it is me. And I see the ego game that people that have 'empath' label in his/her head as a pure ego. I don't want to join that game. Its weird. I get it. But I don't need truth we are as one. Oneness. At least for now. I need basic survival need as a empath identified. And the empath identity itself give me distinction that really helpful for me. That I don't like most people in 'how to survive in this world' . The indentity itself just a tool for me.