Manusia

Ofcourse

Hahaha, I thought it would be easy for me. Especially in my kratom, I bought the premium one.. so the OD effects are mighty.

Hi guys, I have been accepted to Lund University, Sweden. I was accepted into the Master of Service Management, Tourism. But there is a problem that I encountered: I didn't get the scholarship and I don't have any money to pay the tuition. As Indonesian, the tuition fee is very expensive. Do you guys have any information about the source of funding? This was holding me back. Many thanks..

Kratom Variant: 2 big spoons of Premium Kratom How I Made It: Used 1.5 small cups of hot water How It Tasted: Bitter, like leaves. First 30 Minutes: 1. Things looked brighter 2. Body felt lighter 3. More aware of my body 4. Mind felt calmer 5. Didn't worry as much 6. More confident and relaxed 7. Felt a warmth coming from my body, a kind of aura. 8. Easier to focus 9. Felt kind of high 40 Minutes In: The effects were much stronger. 50 Minutes and After: 1. Almost too much 2. Felt sick 3. Just wanted to lie down and sleep 4. Like being super drunk 5. Weak feeling 6. Cold sweats 7. Vomit several times. Trippy Effects: Almost none - 2 big spoons is a huge dose. I don't recommend to start big. Start with 1 or 2 teaspoon -

Watched it. This is a cool one. But newbies in facing negative emotions might be overwhelmed with the spiritual dictionary.

Hi guys.. please share your experience with kratom. I will share my experiences using kratom. I bought the premium one stated in the online store. The colour is light green, and the smell is just like a matcha. The first time I took 2 big spoon, high for some time and I got nauseous and vomited several times. Just like a sick person. The second time I had 1 teaspoon instead, and the experience was perfect until the wave ended. Yes, I got confident and felt good about my body when I was high. But, why do I always have some fear after the wave ended? I never had that kind of fear before. It was absurd fear. I need several days to get the fear gone. Or maybe the dose was too much?

@halfknots what??!

@Yimpa

How it feels and affects you?

For me, embodying masculinity leads to a better sense of self. As a background I am repressing so much my masculinity because of childhood conditioning that says a narrative of "being a man always creates evil", I also don't have any healthy masculine figure in my environment. Some benefits are: that I can be more assertive and certainly won't hold back myself doing what I need to do to achieve the goal in mind. I can assert dominance and leadership if I need to. My whole body is also more grounded, I can feel all my body as ever before. I am not as arrogant as before (I am not sure why), but certainly I am more courageous. I am more at ease. My body has some kind of warm aura (I never felt it before). As Emerald says before, it makes me more whole. Literally.

@Davino I am still playing with the dose. As far as I know, every kratom in sale has a different potency, and I think in my case.. the potency is high. I assume that if I have the dose low enough, it will work fine. For now, I have had 3 trying times, the best one is the second one.. but the mild fear remains consistent in every dose, I might lower the dose in the future.

Ahh, I see now.

And the weird thing is that, after I take the kratom, the wavy dizziness (mild) is not worn out even after a week. Can anyone explain about this?

In my experience, it is not addictive at all.

I get the light mood and the euphoria of it. But fears always come up after the high. And the fear was very absurd

I mean Isn't free.

Sister Cody. He awakened from his long deep years of suffering. He transforms his experience into art, leaving a message. His style of teaching is bright and warm. I leave a post example below for you to know. https://www.instagram.com/sistercody/ www.artoflovingnow.com/product-page/the-light-still-exists-tee

What do you think about the Instagram guru? Do you think all Instagrammer spirituality is just pure BS? Or maybe not? Why? Anyone following some great Instagram Gurus account can list them in this thread, I will look into it and maybe there is a good thing to learn.

This music touched my heart. I had some sudden highs sometimes when listening to this song.

@Princess Arabia Indeed, I agree with you.. the articulating makes me feel like I am there, witnessing what he see. The lesson is deep especially for me who planning to become a father one day. Also a sentence that hit home.. "With my parents, I told them about remembering that infantile feeling of being completely immersed in their unconditional love, and how much that meant to me, and I felt they received the ultimate gift of a child: unqualified gratitude for bringing them into the world."

This blog is from Thiago Forte, writer of Building a Second Brain. If I am not mistaken he is Leo's childhood friend. I think this blog is significant as it gives so many lessons about life, being a parent, being a child, and the ayahuasca experience itself. https://fortelabs.com/blog/a-journey-between-worlds-the-story-of-my-ayahuasca-experience/

Intellectualization not really part of consciousness work for me. It is have different effect for me.

At least the one that work for me is letting go technique from David Hawkins books. Without that practice I still unable to grasp lot of things, missing lot of good things in life that is via consciousness I believe. I might be hard to evolve and become more mature without the practice of letting go. Whenever I talk to ppl about it and they always dont care why letting go its important aspect of ego growth. To become mature and healthy ego at least. I am not letting go of the worldy things yet. But I can say I never feel so much better in my life.

Since 2022, Norway isn't open to international students. However, I'm planning to pursue my master's abroad, being from Indonesia. Currently, I'm aiming for Swedish Institute scholarships. If you're considering studying abroad, here are my suggestions: 1. Research the program and check if it suits you. 2. List your interests; it helps, especially if you're young. 3. List the programme that you find interesting and match your interests with the university program. 4. Follow each university's instructions; they have their own terms. 5. Keep track of the academic calendar for application deadlines. 6. Check YouTube for scholarship tips; many creators share valuable insights, especially those from your country. 7. Take the IELTS or another English certification program as soon as possible. 8. Maybe take the local counselor on studying aboard. This could be your massive help. Goodluck!

Why it is noob friendly?