Vincent S

No buddy, I didn’t report anyone ??❤️

What are you talking about? Im sorry, but you seem to be after trouble, and you are creating what you are seeing in your reality. I hope you find peace with yourself. ???

You are very welcome ? I can understand that, but it wasnt pointed directly at you. It was pointed to Infinity. And I consider all of us, being a part of it. Highest high, lowest low. You are where you are, and any assumptions we have about “eachother” have no validation, in my point of view. I can relate with alot of what you said, but only you can verify what you are ✨?

Thank you for sharing this ????? Her channel is so intresting ?

This ? You are the Creator of your Reality. You have Infinity to use as a fuel for the things you want to create. You weren’t conscious constructing the things you created before you put yourself asleep as a finite self. Now that you have awoken, create the things you want to experience.

Thank you for sharing ?? Its like you are saying what I have been feeling lately. But you know, even God has a final resting place. Hope of that is what drives you, me, us. Together we are one. And One is forever together.

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@integration journey I find it more beautiful to take the Awakenings as they come. But to maybe help with your question; yes a few facets can be shown each trip, but you cant have it all in one trip ? Mushroom helped me to open myself up and notice my true nature, but I find that LSD is a lot easier to work with, in regard for enlightenment work and opening up for the many different Awakenings. And dont go matcho 5gram first few times ? Many including myself think they can “handle” it. Tip from my mistake, but nevertheless, I got to see and watch myself being God asleep in a dream body.

@halfknots Have a wonderful time ?❤️ @SQAAD Try looking for a Shaman. They know where to get some ??

God is unifying finite parts of itself, with itself. In the level of soul. But in the dream its dreamt up as bodies having “sex”. In the now, as you said. Its all Love, always been. Its Gods dream, life and story. But somewhere along the line, the finite selfs got self-conscious about themselves, and called it sex. Thats how I have experienced it. Of course I could be wrong, or only give you my notes from “my” journey.

Beautiful awakening, may the Awakenings to come, be as wonderful and fulfilling ?

Welcome home brother ? Rest in the ocean of Infinite Love & Consciousness ❤️

Oh, right. Thats a good question. I guess it becomes bad if you believe it so, like anything else. But I have heard alot of people saying it can be bad if overused.

My mom always told me. Love and Consciousness. You cant have one without the other. And one is not complete without the other. <3

Sounds like a profound experience I somehow always avoided Molly for some reason. It was in the back of my mind, and It never appealed to me, because I never considered it to be a psychedelic. And usually when I take psychedelics, its for contemplation, meditation and letting go of false notions about myself and everything else. Until I tried pure MDMA crystals, crushed them in to powder and put it in an empty capsule. I jumped on the bed after taking it, for two hours I was meditation and practising letting go like "I always do". Until I suddenly realised, that I have to let go of my ideas of letting go aswell, and then I was blown in to this beautiful space of Infinite delight for existence, pure content and love for everything. Best thing is, It didnt stop there, 3 days after, and still I had this massive afterglow and got so many insights and understandings during that time. And funny thing is, I do still feel it, when its been about two weeks since I tried it.

Indeed. Everytime I deeply medidtate, I go back and revisit that trip. It is so magical...

Had a profound Awakening to Euphoria and an Eternity of Love, a Final Resting Place for the Eternal Self. I attended a Psychedelics Retreat, a few months back. Where I had set the intention so explore who I Am. And through first Ayahuasca Ceremony, I felt my Divine Feminine side, a side of me that wants to receive Love, a part of me that is the Background to Everything in Creation. A side of me that I had abandoned in many lifetimes... The very next day it was time for a Bufo Ceremony (5-MEO). The ceremony was so beautiful. I was the last person to receive the medicine. I was seeing everyone else passing out one by one, lying on their mats. The facilitator lastly came to be, My heart was pounding at this point. She told me to breathe and just relax. I was so nervous that I messed up, and didint inhale all the smoke, But she was so preciously loving, so she loaded the pipe and gave me another dose for free even (later I am undestanding how loving and giving God is) Without me expecting it. I took the second dose and immediately were thrown in to this, Beautiful Space of White Light. I was lying down, with my eyes open, I couldn't see the room at all, I was seeing a tornado of Souls and finite creations of God, Swirling so beautifully together, merging and dancing, soaring and basking in The Infinite Union. At this point, there was no "me" Only what is happening. But the only thing I could feel, was Peace, FOREVER. But still, I came back to this reality (now I see that there is no distinction between them) Because a part of me wanted to see the Infinite Beauty in this reality. The third and last day, we were given a San Pedro Ceremony, Here is, were I saw my true Masculine side, The Divine Masculine. I saw that I was pure Potential, I was the Magic of Creation, (But I sort of felt that something was missing, there was a piece that was missing) Later that day, we loaded up on another dose of San Pedro, and at the very peak of the ceremony, I decided that I wanted to go for Ayahuasca again. (Part of me knew that I left something there) And when the Aayahuasca started doing its Magic. I felt a feeling like never before, But I knew this feeling from somewhere. I gave myself up, and completely drowned in a pool of Love, that the Divine Feminine and The Divine Masculine created. My two polar opposites became One. And I got plunged back to the Euphoria I felt on Bufo (5-MEO) I couldn't see a thing, I was back in the Tornado of Unity and Oneness. And the only thing I could feel from my physical body was a sound, some kind of moaning and drowning sounds. I couldnt sleep at all that night, I went to the rom I was sharing with two other guests. And that room had a perfect window in the sealing. And that night, the sky was filled with stars. And I felt God speaking through me for the very first time. I was aware that I was God, but a part of me didnt even want to accept the fact that I was God, speaking through my finite form. So I started asking God to tell me about how She created everything. And it was such a sweet conversation. "The Divine Masculine, in it's core, It wants nothing but to see the Divine Feminine in Everything it seeks, observes and does. The Divine Feminine wants to feel loved by its reflections but cannot see or feel it, until its polar opposite is reflecting the love or loved sensation back to the Divine Feminine. Meaning; The Divine Masculine is actually The Divine Feminine Transmorphed and Disguised as The Divine Masculine, in order to feel Loved by itself. Everything is in reality, The Divine Feminine, but for balance to be in place, The Divine Feminine has to Divide itself in to two seeming opposites, for the polarities to function. Love is love, just like a flower emitting its fragrance. But love cant love itself, like the flower cant smell its own fragrance, so what Love does, it splits itself, in to a part that loves, and a part that is being loved. And Ultimately, to be able to Love itself Forever and throughout all Eternity" Fastforward a few months (feels like ages ago) I have been trying integrate my experience from the retreat. But I have been making smaller retreats at home, time to time, contemplating, surrendering, reading, meditating, trying to understand my existence. Going through mushroom experience after mushroom experience, LSD experience after LSD experience. Every time waking up from one dream layer. And yesterday, I took some LSD. My body wasnt really feeling it. I just recovered from being sick. But I did it anyway. And before I got to the peak, I went and spread my arms out and completely let go of myself on the bed. I kept asking, what Is True Awakening? (which now has been shown, Its a map, a nonlinear map of Infinite Awakenings. And there I saw myself, surrendered on the bed, and a question arose, Kill him? I asked kill who? And there ofcourse, I understood perfectly, myself, my finite self. And I was just about to blast off, and willingly I said, yes, I will even Love that. Let there be no me, And ofcourse there God showed me, I gave myself, the ultimate gift. One-ness... And there came peace... A peaceful, unfolding every moment... One last thing I would like to share to the collective Oneness, is my love. Thank you, And Leo, you have done so much for me...Thank you. PS: Try this song with your psychedelic experiences, preferably with 5-MEO

It is okay to feel lonely on this road to yourself. You have opened yourself up to feel how it is to be Alone in the Universe. Only You can fill that gap, so Accept Yourself Completely. And Accept your own Love. Be willing to be drowned in your own Love. Now breathe in and receive what YOU ARE.

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She is you. You just prefer to see yourself in other. You created her…

Love brother <3

*nods* <3

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This is resonating with me on such a deep level. And to even say that there is a me which is being resonated with is already this nothing-ness trying to describe itself, imagine itself or portray itself. And that is how the pencil of imagination is creating what it is drawing. Perfect middle-point in the Infinity symbol, where all the magic is.