Vincent S

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Yeah, you definitely can. If you go in with the intention to transmute, understand and to do it consciously. Also, if you have lived a life devoid in anything, then that needs to be felt, and experienced/expressed, before you start to merge with the Infinite. So give yourself what you desire the most and use that to fuel and to complement the rest of your life.

@PedroCedro Yeah indeed. It's not only for Leo though. Reality is just an Infinite space of mirrors. Whatever enters this space, goes through the phases of acceptance and gets showered with love until it realizes that it is the Beloved Itself. And not only that, but since Everything in reality is a projection as well: That means that whatever Is, is projecting itself through these Infinite mirrors and through whatever means possible to be able to know itself and to see Itself for what it Is. Surely Leo and everyone who passes through these deep awakenings, understands this, and have come to accept it for what it is. Just a process. And realize that whoever seeks help, is seeking it out of a need to feel Loved. A need to be seen. And I do admire him for putting up with A Lot here. But hey, don't we all, a little bit? It's just Love however hard it may be at times.

Haha yeah, exactly. It's really funny how long we can go without deciding to open that closet. It just keep making sounds that annoys us. But we don't go look, because we are afraid of what might reveal itself. And finally after putting up it of for so long and fearing/dreading what might be there; We open it and realize there was a little mouse, lost, looking for food Indeed. Have you met the Death Jester in any of your trips? I had one where the trip started of by entering this flowering black and white fractal, only to end up staring in the Jesters eyes. Meeting up face to face, or eye to eye with death. And only to realize that It is God taking that form to come rid me/you of your/our fears and illusions. Thanks yeah me too. I have only worked with DMT for a short while. I have faced my fears and traumas with the help of psychedelics for a year now. But maybe been two weeks-ish, that I really started going deep to the very core of them. But different psychedelics, help you in different ways, in different layers and structures. The more I work with them, the more I realize their potential. It's an absolute blessing to be working with these compounds. God's love condensed in small little droplets of LSD or some DMT powder <3

This is such a great point. Thank you for sharing this.

Couldn't agree more. It's really nice to be able to feel what has been bugging you for a while, and always been there in the back of your mind. And now you can finally see it and solve it, be of assistance to it. I bet Change, Transformation and being Aligned with the highest Truth. And to removing the obstacles in the way of living that Truth. Meeting my fears and going through them. I usually start getting the DMT jitters before I even decide to take it. My heartbeat goes to the roof, I get really nervous. But the more I do it, the more I come to realize that It's my resistance towards it. My resistance towards Truth. But I'm loving myself throughout this journey and I'm taking the time and accept the parts of me that don't want to live in Truth. And help to transform them in to the Light I have found DMT to be extremely loving and healing. In my opinion, it is by far one of the best tools to heal yourself and helping you to deal with your traumas. I go through the traumas as a baby in my mother's arms as these parts are realizing that they are the way they are, because they haven't gotten then opportunity to grow. But now they are being seen and helped in the way they need it.

LOL, no, this video came up on my feed on youtube. And I came to think of this thread that I commented on a few months ago. Wanted to share what I found. Because it helped me realize that I have taken energy from others, and that's why I felt bad in the past. Thought this might help you.

Just found this video. It sheds light on Energy Vampirism in a different way. Quite interesting.

I see. I'm sorry you feel/felt that way. Hopefully we all become more loving and stop judging low/high consciousness.

@Preety_India Interesting points. You are right, of course. But do you have to read the walls of text, isn't it your choice to read what you want? Choose what you feel is love.

This I love you Waf Waf

Thank you so much for sharing this. So beautiful Good for you, passing through your fears and removing things that didn't serve you doing/being anymore. Enjoy yourself Props for doing 400mg of DMT in one night. Personally I have only gone so far as taking 3x 30-45mgs.

Imagine yourself watching yourself on a stage, but from the audience's perspective. Wouldn't you laugh and enjoy at the funny show? If you judge it, then it becomes awkward. Both for the performer and the audience. Detach yourself from the cringey situation in your mind, look at it, love it, and go on to the next moment.

Perceiver's choice to look at a text and see it as spiritual narcissism, or to see the love, time, effort and diligence being put in by the writer. Sometimes it's actually so impersonal, the text being written; as if the writer is processing the information for themselves - that it almost becomes personal for the reader/audience. If you feel like it's targeted or being too much, try to look at it from a different perspective. It might not be so personal after all (relative) You can also take it to the next level, go a bit more meta, and realize that whoever is writing and reading these posts, is the same perceiver. But you would have to open your sense of Self more and more, and realize the Love behind Everything. That it is all you (absolute) Same thing with this text above, you can look at it being narcissistic and trying to be "better" than you. Or you can realize that it's an Invitation for you/me, to expand our perspectives and realize the Oneness/Togetherness that is permeating all of it, Right Now

Maybe you got NBOMed?

You mean to weigh the bag to see how much you got in total? Or just for each use, to get it out of a plastic bag and to measure your doses? If you’re asking how to properly store it and use it, buy a small and dark glass jar and dump the DMT in the jar (see attached pic). If you got some left in the plastic bag, cut it open with scissors and put a glove on and gently with your finger/small toothpick pull the remaining spice in to the jar. Store in a cool and dark place. I recommend buying mg scoops. Unless you buy an expensive mg scale. And just scoop out the desired dose in to your glass pipe or vaporizer, and smoke away.

Sure does ??✨ Lucky you ?

You’re welcome ?? Indeed, precisely so ??✨

2CB is something that falls in the same category, it’s actually insane what you can realize on it. The pure levels of No Self, Emptiness and Formlessness. But coming back, I get extreme hangovers. And I have gone to those states on LSD before. Not as immensely as the first time I took 2CB and completely broke out of the Dream state, but in other ways. I really think it’s important to respect your body, when it gives you hints on how you feel after a substance. Do try new things, but if you notice feeling really bad after; listen to that and find substances that are more suitable for your system ??

@amanen It’s a beautiful substance. But it’s not that great for the body. I have done it twice, once just MDMA and meditation, which helped me awaken to higher levels of Love. And second time I took it together with LSD, and that was extremely beautiful in a sense that I felt Love and Consciousness merging within me. The minus is that I was extremely tired, after two days, up to 2 weeks after the trip. It created huge dips, and it didn’t really feel as healthy as other psychedelics, like mushrooms, DMT, 5 and LSD. Almost a year later, working with DMT, I manage to get deeper realizations of Love and Consciousness on DMT, that I would on MDMA. And after using DMT, I feel so energized, uplifted and intense afterglows. I don’t like to speak bad about something that has helped me, and I do appreciate the two trips I spent with Molly. She is really beautiful, a great teacher. But for me, there are healthier ways of reaching profound levels of awakening in to the nature of Love, Consciousness and Reality.

@puporing Stay hydrated during the trip. Eat carb heavy meal in the morning or prior to your trip. I usually eat oatmeal, bowl of rice, or oven baked potatoes 4hrs before the trip. So I have enough energy and fuel for the trip. Also take good care of nutrition the day after your trips. Good supplementation of Omegas, Minerals and Vitamins. Also recommend eating walnuts the day after, like a handful. Really does the trick for me. You probably know these things, just reminding. ??✨

Beautifully explained ???✨

When we sleep, we put our mind and awareness to “rest”, or you could say that we pause the awareness of the dream avatar, and our other aspects start to work on programming and constructing our next happening in the very next day, week, month or year. Your physical body rests, and your system cleans itself/repairs itself from the activities you had during your day. But when you deny yourself of sleep, or get very tired and stressful; you put yourself in a state where you are more prone to see your other aspects, doing their work on you, on the fly. Because you are not “sleeping”, your reality is being updated while you are aware/awake. But that’s a bit heavy for our bodies, and the programming is there to make you more and more tired as you keep yourself awake for longer. That’s why people start to hallucinate deeply when they have deprived themselves of sleep, for long periods of time. Hallucinating more than usual as in more than “normal” life. And we get these glimpses of Dejavu, or we see things that might happen in the future and so on. There are many more reasons if this, I'm sure, but here was a short explanation of what I have gathered so far.

That’s for you to figure out, and to learn from. Once you align yourself and give in to yourself completely, you can start to understand why the things in your life is happening to you. Not to control it, but to release resistance and to align yourself to the training you are putting yourself through, to transform yourself in ways that you didn’t know you wanted more than anything. But this will require you to be fearless, and start to inquire deeply in to yourself. And not stopping until you have unraveled your life and your self-structure so completely, that you get really intimate with Yourself. Until there is no separation between any of your “seperated aspects”. Then life will start to get really interesting. Your dream will become more lucid and joyful.

You remember creating the scenario, before you fell asleep to experience it. The more aware you get, the more you realize that you created every situation for yourself to experience. But these separate aspects are cut off from seeing “each other”, otherwise you couldn’t be in this dream. You use them to construct and to create for yourself. Your higher Self. And there are exceptions for when you catch yourself creating the dream for yourself. And situations and causations for this to occur. You become more prone to see how this happens when you are tired/stressed. So you remember creating the experience you just had, and you realize that it did happen before, as you constructed it. But when you do, the creator is way ahead of you, creating the next 10 experiences, already.