Gesundheit

Yeah life can be very difficult without a belief system to rely on.

Your s.o. is clearly a narcissistic jerk but still I don't follow here. How is your clothing an expression of yourself exactly? How does anyone's clothing say anything about them? They're just clothes, literally meaningless. How does this work? I'm totally ignorant of fashion and all that.

Perhaps the mother looks somewhat like this: #infinite_love

You took your time to come up with this theory, didn't you?

There's no better or worse in life. You're always exactly where you are. You're not moving forward or backwards. You're not growing or aging. Nothing changes really but appearances. It's all an illusion.

Kindergarten.

What does enlightenment mean?

Don't do it. If you're both not 100% sure you want it, then why are you even considering? You both need to want the relationship and marriage. That's like basic stuff. If there's 0.00001% doubt, that means something is wrong. It's not a dilemma. It's approaching something new from a place of lack. Of course you will not want to let go. You will think he's irreplaceable. He will probably think the same. But just look outside. There are always other more compatible options.

The difference though is that before I used to operate from fear. Now after I "died" it seems like I will not likely fear anything anymore.

You said you're terrified because of that insight.

I can't lie. I can't build a life on lies. My most foundational value comes from this statement: "Stake life upon Truth". If something does not feel authentic to me, I don't do it unless I really have to. My first awakening came about when I was 14. After finishing class 9 i realized the meaninglessness of life. Not that I took anything seriously at that time. I swept it under the rug and went on with my busy life. My parents were banning me from video games and so I craved them so much throughout the year. Whenever my parents weren't at home I would secretly play. And during the exams period, I stopped playing by my will, but still craved it. However, the desire to play was there because I was supposed to be doing something else. When the exams were over, I came back home asap and thought I would find the ultimate happiness and freedom. Only to find myself absolutely bored 15 minutes in. It was devastating. All that waiting was for nothing. However, I kept playing. It started becoming a task. I felt obliged to play. Still, I was never truly free to play whenever I wanted to. So there was never anything I could call satisfaction. The same scenario is repeating right now. I have exams but I don't like studying. So I find myself doing anything else to distract myself. This means that I have never had passions. I was never motivated to do anything from my early childhood. I only desire what is forbidden. That explains my sexual fetishes too. If I have everything, I don't want anything. Desire dies. I don't particularly like food because there's always plenty of it. I'm quite sure if there will be a shortage at some point that I will certainly become fat. As long as there's enough of a thing, I take it for granted and it loses its value to me. Right now I deeply desire love but I can't have it. I crave it but I can't have it. I am pretty sure it will lose its value as soon as I get it. This is my true nature. Deluded Adam seeking the forbidden fruit.

Well now thanks to "Love" you're already experiencing some of the "bad" stuff.

If you want to think about it this way but many people think of it more literally than symbolically. OP was asking if Jesus was real like literally. In my limited knowledge it's not possible for a human female to give birth on her own except for Mary.

@SQAAD What are you terrified of exactly?

Exactly because they're not true.

LMAO meme of the week: She talks too much but cooks nonsense.

Sounds great, in theory.

Typical Leo response: it's infinite love but you're not fully awake. My response: yes, it's a lottery so good luck for you my brother.

I've never heard of a virgin giving birth. Oh wait, only once in the entire history of all creatures.

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The only way you will waste your life is by being unhappy.

It depends on how attached you are to life. If you have a lot of things that you can't let go of, then you'll suffer before you die. If you work on that earlier, you will be able to leave this realm in peace.

Amazing insight! Non-Duality. Duality.

I am the son of this universe.

While some are arguing politics, others are doing it. Good day.