Shunyata

How to motivate myself . What re your tips. Any comments will be much appreciated.

@Leo Gura if someone asked if you were enlightened, how would you answer?

@ivory what do you mean by having some experiences?

@soos_mite_ah it's like to watch this video about following your bliss idk but if I did what I wanted I would do nothing. So that's a no from me. @ivory yeah I'm thinking about switching majors

i see a lot of drama going on here

Let the guy with the smallest ego speak first.

does anyone here know about the future somehow? which year is exactly going to be 'the fateful one'?

I was wondering whether or not seeing spirits, orbs, elementals etc. can be be an indication of spiritual maturity???

It's probably going to happen sooner than we think. I mean the tribulations.

Because I know everything.

@abrakamowse too long. I tend to disagree.

Or 2032

What about 2021?

@RichnNL i would take that advice. thank you! let me ask you: have you ever achieved true, real consciousness>?>???

@Vittorio of course rome wasn't built in a day. I will take that part of your advice/

@Vittorio there is a judgement in the end, and no excuses will be accepted. and if you think there is no such judgement, you may have a rude shock ahead. we can choose to be lower than beasts or higher than angels. the truth is that God, or the self, or the supreme father or mother is calling all of us to change our direction.

@Vittorio tysm for your great advice! @RichnNL i'm not sure whether or not i want to pursue my studies, my dad thinks it is a great degree. I also think it is kind of prestigious but I don't like the law enforcement part of it. My first years in uni are introductory, having lessons such as history, physics and some prefatory coursses in infosec. My university is not that prestigious and that's why I'm worried about landing my future job. I could pass exams again and try to apply to other universities but i i'm too scared because I'm struggling here already haha. Learning calculus is hard. I'm worried about my finals coming up in December.

@Vittorio can you give me some advice based on my recent comments?

i know a girl who had her life purpose figured out when she was around 14 y.o, her mission in life was to become a shaman after going through some intese horrible illnesses, suffering, near-death experiences and so on, she fulfilled it by becoming a true white magician, she offered blessings to the world until she died - at 18. but her life was so productive, fulfilling and honorable. she was a truly an ideal person with a great sense of humor. too sad people like this die too early. with her life she proved the existence of the paranormal. We all have to strive to be more like her. life purpose formulated AT 14, CARL!!! she earned her salvation through fear and trembling.

@Leo Gura what should i focus on first??????

the thing is that i don't have a clear life purpose. but i still have it - the kingdom of heaven on Earth. and that i is the self combined with the great luminous self. I want to carry my own cross to Calvary and fully surrender to the message of great artists, which they paid for with their lives. I just don't want to waste away my youth! i don't want to feel the regret of it. @RichnNL when you advise not to motivate with negative feelings, I tend to disagree. Imagine the pain you would feel if you're going to realize that your entire life was wasted on unneccesary, temporary things. All of your youth energy could have been directed towards bettering the world, but it wasn;t. I'm going to turn 17 soon and I have still haven't had any mystical experience, nor do I help people in any way. I thought first that the only way I could help people was to become financially independent and give money to charity, but after listening to Shinyamurti's teachings I now understand that soon the only way you could be of service is by being that self-realized being, completely unqualified sat yogi, the godself giving service to its people - serenity, healing etc.

my university assignments are so freaking boring but i need to do them to get the stipend and buy some normal healthy food. i didn't even want to specialize in my field - digital forensics in some ordinary university. but because i was compalcent in high school that's the only way, my parents are not rich, (but I'm wise enough to understand that complaining won't do shit) I want to be able to help people and i believe that is my mission, just like in many people here, is to gain higher consciousness and beat the devil that is me rn.

what if i'd say i'm lazy and passive in curbing my ego mind

I also I know nothing about my vitamin needs or anything. i'm at uni so i don't even have time for that, i just try to eat what i think is not too high in calories and organic

I feel like eating berries today/ I'm on a no-sugar diet. I'm practicing dispassion for food and appetite. I'm not pregnant or anything. I feel a strong urge to eat berries like strawberries. Should I act on this desire? yeah it's very likely that I'm not having enough vitamins because my diet mostly consists of eggs veggies and tuna. I really wonder: can you suppress this desire?? Is there ANY difference between appetite and desire???