AlwaysJoggin

Hi I got tinnitus in my early 20s im 27 now I ise to wear earphones and blast music to the max volume I assume this is what caused it I can hear it all the time but when I don’t pay attention to it its not really there until I remember I have it the first couple weeks it was scary and sad for me but now im living normally its there but not the craziest tinnitus I try to protect my ears more I remember when I first got tinnitus about 5 years ago I came to the forums here and asked Leo if he knows any cure and he told me go ask a professional . Leo and everyone suffering from this I wish you get better What I think helps is lowering your stress levels and eating healthy

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Keep it short 🍄‍🟫(im not perfect ) having a taste of solipsism and my past self dying literally the coward inside me vanished. I like it and so relieving knowing I'm the only one because I had hate for alot of people. Now Im just have this super maxed out confidence feel like a devil sometimes I'm also gifted genetically tall have nice face and green eyes which adds to it also was doing boxing for a long time but it got me in trouble because I had unprotected sex and got girl pregnant when I turned 24 which made me stop having this rock star like life which was short lived because it only started after doing psychedelics and to becoming a father which is also nice because I love him unconditionally and just want to watch him play and kiss and hug him. But I only could tolerate his mom for 3 years I finally gave up on her, was holding back for the child but her brain npc like and only act on instinct I do have sympathy for her but I think it’s better for me to going back being single again it’s not about sex really if they cut my dick off tomorrow I would care less but I just like being by my self kind of been like this since I was born and I will always be there for my kid and want to see him often and support him. Who knows maybe because I love my son so much I might go back with his mom I very was ready to sacrifice my life for him but it got to a point where I started doubting is I was that strong maybe Im not. Idk why im posting this but this only site I like I check the blog often I don’t really read the forums anymore because I don’t need help anymore I got every thing wanted from watching all of leos videos on repeat 🔁 for last 9 years

@Princess Arabia no the guy in the video is wrong there’s only truth some people also call it facts.

@Leo Gura I don’t think it’s being ignored if you are doubting the whole UFO hearing. information coming from a government specially when the same guy speaking at the UFO hearing said that the UFO was being covered my Mussonili and the Vatican, what?

I feel love and gratitude for life I take everything and everyone for granted when I’m sober so arrogantly and confident and selfish. during trip i cry for my loved ones and regret every time I mistreat anyone I’m sorry I love you so much so blessed to have people that love me so much. my parents my sisters and my girlfriend and my son seeing them and being around them this is life’s gift for me

Intelligent AI to become the government? all it is basically people who are decision making , and making decisions to benefit something own good?. Can say that chatbot would make a better politician that most. it won’t be making decisions for it’s own good or to benefit from something

3 people have more wealth than the button 50% of people is the world/ Capitalism is a thing / homeless war rape and even worse stuff and cancer is nature fucking you over no reason thing to top the cherry ? I should have asked for a gun to the face when i was born but no not even that i had a choice in or easy to do I spent my whole life loving and being nice and caring and loving but all that was under the umbrella of this design that god is forcing me experience a nightmare or im forcing myself it’s just not fair I’m tired the best part about this is that free will doesn’t exist your just a movie goer fucker infinity solipsism is sweet when you die only.

When you wake up from sleep next time remember this is a dream and people don’t exist they are just events noises and shapes they are basically brainless robots you are god your the only one in control and your the only thing that’s experiencing anything so don’t be sad . they are already dead your the only one alive.

@Roy suicidal hotlines don't work they are for profit unfortunately like everything else in tue world

I don't want to experience reality anymore i have zero interest in everything this dream sucks i don't like the design , asking god to make it stop doesn’t work? But how I surrender I’m waving the white flag he won’t listen, now i want to exit but god made it hard to exit i can’t just press a button, I have to go dying which is kinda hard to do .

@vishnusavestheday who told you I have depression? Computer? Im using my phone, also I red enough books and i don't own a gun that's all your imagination. You making all these assumptions suggest your intelligence level is not mature enough to even waste time with…

@vishnusavestheday no thats nice and all but no this world is messed up and he is forcing me to be a apart of it by giving birth to me

@RendHeaven you view the world is positive way I don’t care about happiness who told you? , I god don’t like that I’m rebelling against god and this stupidity called experience also the design of humans is very bad

@Blackhawk well I can confirm he is a sadist first hand experience

Just be yourself

Why would you deal with it bothering you?

@puporing I agree

I hate the most is studying so I’m gonna do that the challenge is so force this body to go through studying I’ve been avoiding it for years

@aurum I don’t care

@aurum to me it dosnt matter but good point

Love is the answer but why still I insist?

Because it’s just nothing what? Just thought in your head that’s everything

It’s perfect that what god is perfect you are

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