Human Mint

Hi there, today i will try to express the stuff i am going trough and to share some insight. As an actualized journal should be. I've been resonating a lot with the actualized content, it feels like every little piece of content is going at my adventage. Is hard right now to express clearly what i mean by it as i don't usually do it, but i'll do my best. First, it is more clear to me now how i speak and manipulate meaning because of self bias, and i know that you can only recognize it if you put the hours of spiritual practices, you gotta love it. Some other content that is resonating lately is like for example that you cannot push develpment, and a lot of your development is tie up with society. I know how easy is to give up your own health because of unconscius consensus of a group -entering into collective ego study-. People that doesn't do any kind of spiritual practice, that helps them to introspect, will call you egotistical and self-absorved when you are calling out on their bullshit, when in fact it is right in front of (behind, rather) their actions. Not to say that i am personally exempt of self-absorption. In other words, people who are still trapped in a hard collective illusion will tend to asume you are egotistical when you face their bullshit and try to explain it with good faith. Again, i am no saint, more often that not i fail to explain/express in good faith. This is where the following piece of advice enters: you should not let your emotions mess up with your expression with other. Let's say you are angry at someone because of how they treat you, instead of insulting or acting violently you should remain calm and then act. And also, in its polar oposite, you should not repress to much that it backfires and ends up creating more caos that you would like, instead you want to express what you feel right when it's appropiate. Is very difficult to speak this. That this is a forum shouldn't mean that i can write whatever shit i want to. Speaking this requires a hell lot of integrity on my part. Which i recognize i am not even in my best position to do it, lol. But with no regrets i will be egotistical, because it's guaranteed i will sometimes fail to recognize it Today a specific advice from the clips channel was broad and concise enogh to help me go through an activity that is personally hard: dealing with a group of people in a creative workplace, that requires group workflow. The advice was to make counter-intuitive moves in this particular escenario. Basically it helped me to avoid the same shity outcome and to be in a calm state for the rest of the activity, and most importantly, it leaves everyone wanting to do more, or at least it takes us that place. Thing i am bad atm, that i am not doing consistently, that i know i should be doing: meditation. I just need to put the hours and consistent atention, without falling into the same traps again, meaning i need to be more flexible in my approach. That's when it works better. There is no doing it wrong really (well, yes), the mistake would be not doing it at all. Area that i am having more succes with: exercise. Man i love when my body has the resitsance and energy i need.

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I really want to empathize more with people. For that my strategy is to simply ask more questions related to the context we find ourselves in. I hope that what arises are good questions lol. For a good time until know i haven't had interest in the person i encounter at all. There are just old patterns and self-referencing thoughts mostly. Wanna be able to break free from that.

No doubt bacopa monnieri in capsules does a great job. Its like the perfect blend for focus and contemplative/creative state. Even if you ate a garbage meal right before (not promoting that lol). Truth is that it was the first capsule in months so the tolerance wasn't there i guess. I was feeling shity most of the day and after ingesting it i entered a beautiful workflow. ¿placebo? ¿real effect? i don't care ¡bacopa for the win! Been journaling about ways of interacting in the world. Especially how to maximize the experience when i take a walk in my town. Things to do, questions to ask, hints, objectives, things to examine; it mostly revolves around business because that is one of the main things i'm atracted to atm. Setting intentions ¿what do i want? i want more natural interactions with people ¿how? idk, truth is i am not much in touch with that, and i feel it. One hint for example when taking a walk is to find the most strange seller in the street ¿who sells the strangest of things? ¿who sells in the strangest manner? Overall questions may be like ¿what diverse ways of business there are out there? The thing is i need to find them. Have direct experience. ¿are they corporations? ¿family business? ¿just a folk at the fair?

I did it back then aswell (2 years ago). It's relatively easy process and you end up with DMT which is like wow science, bitch. There is this well known page/wiki/forum for dmt travelers and extractors. I learned the process mostly in that wiki, it has different teks (step by step extraction) available. Have had the mimosa powder stored for a year and it worked great. Nonetheless, if it is useless, you'll end up with no dmt. Out of 500g i extracted 2g aprox, which is very little compared to the ratio you mention. Make sure not to skip the purity controls; those are a couple more steps in the process to eliminate any impurity that your final product may have.

Yes yes, the comment popped in my head when reading yours. I'm getting more in touch with SD, with no much to add, but it's getting more interesting to read.

She had the option to be lazy

The intensity of my family's meetings:

I think my life is gonna be deeply influenced by dmt...

So, i have this idea now: getting triggered is a sign of actually being more separated, hence accepting this truth woudn't trigger you as much as we think (?(? just thoughts and feelings

I think that bad karma (a karma of suffering) only perpetuates as long as you don't act uppon your higgest desires. And really that's the challenge, to align with your bliss, because pain will arise anyways; your bad karma. But you stay true with your integrity no matter what because you know that is what you wanted to do.

And, of course, we cannot neglect the boy psychology within each of us. The Divine Child.

Its important to see both in ourselves: the king and the tyrant. Whenever the new is born, the Herod within us (and in our outer lives) will attack. The tyrant hates. fears, and envies new life, because that new life, he senses, is a threat to his slim grasp on his own king- ship.

The King energy is integrity. "This is the energy that expresses itself through you when you are able to keep your cool when everybody else in the meeting is losing theirs. This is the voice of calm and reassurance, the encouraging word in a time of chaos and struggle. This is the clear decision, after careful deliberation, that cuts through the mess in the family, at work, in the nation, in the world."

Any other wholegrain: quinoa, millet, buckwheat, barley. Legumes

You want love my friend. Here i am aswell

Nonono, going for something you love doing and prioritizing that, or at least giving it some atention

A friend of mine, thank you, thank you. Guess i'll have to work. I'll leave here figures of the book i am currently reading. I can use it to keep reminding me of what is best to do. Meaning i have responsabilities, and the thing that my mind will try to do the most is to run away and to seek confort, a safe place... But i will remind myself that i can act and face fears. a

As our initiative was met with hostility, we cave into a dog-eat-dog world The above are words from the book "King, warrior, magician, lover: rediscovering the archetypes of the mature masculine". I've just read like 30 pages and this sentence was stuck in my head. It is a very good book that guide you towards your innate healthy masculine traits. We all have it, at least a blueprint of it, but mostly everyone is out of touch with it. Well, this book shows you how it looks and how to actualize it.

Second week after the start of college. I feel more atuned to the experience and it is amazing. Addictions slowly fade away and i feel more dragged into the search of new challenges.

As if that means something...

Envision more. Canot envision somethin meaningful? Work on it. Do things that help developing a strong vision. Definetly time away from those fuckers. I am sharing here what is being helpful for me. But you can see this is mostly what is teached here aswell.

What is that?

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Own what you have and face challenges. I've had some insights after watching "there will be blood", it's a rough movie, and i've failed to consider that what happens there also happens around me. Or that aspects of the characters are mine aswell. We learn to judge every fucking thing and not to take responsability.