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As for the doctor or other professionals, I understand it would be foolish to avoid them.

You can, first of all, study 30min to 1 hour every day which I asume you're not doing. Because is all the time you need to be at least OK. If you are putting the time and you still struggle, then I don't know what is it. Then you may want to give up one or two asignatures, which may seem counterintuitive. But as you may realize, stress wrecks your attempts at progressing in anything. It may alleviate your back enough so you can focus and advance in the other ones. Think of more strategies, it really sucks to invest your money in education and not geting at least some knowledge.

This is not good at all! It will slowly kill you.

Can you explain suicide? Or you're just above it?

Well, I do not have the direct experience of your collegue unlike you, but it is definetely possible that some institutions just suck, i.e, they have a really poor methodological guidance with their students. And that makes all the diference. It may not be your case. But if it is, then changing to a better collegue could mean you are able to skyrocket your understanding. Then other questions arise, like, Do you maintain a daily study routine? Does the subject that you're trying to study really matters to you? Do you understand studying is hard? Today a lot of people get diagnosed with ADHD, which looks sus to me, kinda like a cheap diagnostic. I could be wrong. You can teach a monkey a lot of stuff, and it only depends on the ability of the teachers.

Hello. What are you studying? And how is it exactly that you're failing to study? Going to the doctor won't kill you. And you don't even need to take medications if you don't want, specially with ADHD, it's a questionable strategy every doctor use with a not fully comprehended condition. If you strongly desire to learn, you can do it. Expect to get what you put in.

Suicide is not an individual problem but a collective one. And the best analogy to understand it is to picture a person burning alive, it would be actually very wise to put a bullet in his/her head.

@Rishabh R "Others are artificial and everything else is natural" doesn't make sense at all, or I am not sure what it means... yet if that's your objective then who am I to tell you what to experience. Maybe you could try meditating for 2 hours. I was saying it is probably a reaction of your ego. And since you were so intrigued I answered. Yet thanks for reminding me.

Yes it can be pretty strong and yes it can be psychedelic like. But there are far better choices to explore consciousness and yourself. Don't rely solely on it. I would argue is better to not use weed at all. I've had some insane trips on it. So much fantastic stuff, an other paranoia inducing experiences too, unfortunately. But I've definetely seen geometric patterns and cartonish figures with eyes closed. I am 23, and I did that at your age. If anything I would tell you pursue sobriety as a priority and your pillar. And I strongly suggest pursuing awakening in solitude, with better substances. Ah, and that exact same thing happened to me. Weed started to loose its potency with me to a point where it was mostly numbness (which is the state of 90% weed users). Take care of your fresh neurons.

Then why so many people are deluded?

It is really easy to make it a "they're trying to control us" type of thing.

@Sabth I am sorry to hear that. Try to aply the concept of 100% responsability, as hard as it seems. You may be in the worst situation. and it may haven't been your fault, yet you still need to make the best desitions. Thank me later.

White is the presence of all colors, literally.

He talks and breaths like normal after running 26km

I don't think is an accident. It will only shatter what we grew up so attached with.

Because you have an ego, like it or not

@Jehovah increases I wish it was easier to acces higher levels of inteligence, just at our own will. At least people found psychedelics

Just to put it into perspective: if I take that dose I would be tripping for days.

I would start with 500mg.

I feel smoking horse shit is a thing. Jokes aside, I think OP may have tried the wrong red bell pepper. I had a blast with a Ginkgo capsule at night one day.

@Carl-Richard Yeah, I think I do have some New Age ideas ingrained, although I don't seem to profess them. It is like the current baseline nonetheless

Real thinking is passing through a lot of different ideas and finding flaws thanks to your freshness of thought. We need people to engage in existing ideas because they will always see different things.

This is the best counter-intuitive advice for having better energy levels... Or you can walk 3hs a day if you have the time. I almost forgot, intermittent fasting helps quite a lot. Again, it's counterintuitive. You think eating in a narrower time window will deplete your energy for the rest of the day. Quite the opposite. Disclaimer: study it well so you don't harm yourself.

Hi. This is like trying to stop smoking cigarettes by shifting to weed "cause it's more productive". Unfortunately it wont solve your overcompumption. Specially because phones will never replace the activities they try to emulate. What I mean is: you may have the best intention and be completely clear-minded as to how to use your phone. Yet it will innevitably limit your capacity because of its nature. It is sad, I know. Good news is you don't need to stop using it. Just add a set of different and productive activities in your life. Walk 4km every day, take languages clasess instead of Duolingo, read books instead of pdfs... etc. Most productive and creative people are not making a top 10 of phone apps video. Fyi: I installed an app that changes the display of the menu for a minimalist one. It helped.

Progress is suppossed to stay with you until death.