Human Mint

At those moments I sure wish that it is just a hallucination. Where do I sign?

A week ago, last saturday, I got sick. It was at night after a big meal (maybe too big), where when I was trying to sleep as usual, even falling asleep, I sudenly wake up with such a panic attack. I felt a pain in my ears and I thought an insect was eating my brain. It was such an horriphic episode that I had to dial emergency. Never in my life I've been through something similar out of the blue. Symptoms included temblors, feeling like collapsing, irrationalizations, confusion, panick. But I could speak, walk and had no blurred vision so emergency didn't took me. But it was so bad that at that moment I prefered to have a broken leg. After walking for blocks to the clinic the symptoms subsided. In fact it was by movement that I felt ok. This continued for several nights after. It was a specific moment of late day that my body just made a click and started going downhill. No past medical records, I am healthy, just nothing to track it to. You might not be surprised that the doctor I attended to didn't have any clue and said it was just stress and laughed it off. Such a corruption, jesus. I paid a lot for just 15 minutes of attendance. Fast foward one week later, I am making a full recovery. My first intuition is that food caused the problem. I basically took this entire week to pay close attention how anything ingested altered my state. I don't now what the fuck happened. Luckily I am good now and I could recover all the missing sleep. A couple of days with just 2 hours of sleep, which makes you feel even worse. I am happy I survived. And this whole situation made me see how people don't care about truth. I even realized I am immortal.

@Yimpa

From "Why Truth is the Highest Value": truth requires work. The thought of being corrupted scares the shit out of me.

Only a gun would work on me.

You!

Banning abortion will be good news for some. All relative baby.

What if watching news is in essence very superficial? Bad or good news...

I see them as predomintantly blue. With red I picture less organized tribes. But jihadists for example, they value violence religiously and they considers themselves to be a state. We should get a bit of education on the Islamic world in western schools. I got none. News was my education. 9/11 is basically all I knew about that part of the world. In my school, 95% of geopolitics education we got was about what happened only in my country, that's not very useful.

Of course man, that's not a mistake. But you still need to do the understanding. That's not guaranteed even reading a thousand research papers. Leo goes meta as fuck in case you haven't pick that up yet, lol. Meaning his views are not only from the scienific one. Heck, I was part of it, I studied biology and had to asist a lot of lab classes. Yet clueless about any of this.

Well I know, but no one talks about this stuff inside those circles that would be like shooting your own foot and that of your peers. But science is not just special because of Leo talks a bunch about it, society at large literally values more science than art and most people secretly believe that. It doesn't matter because society is so large that the music game exists anyway.

On the other hand I am not making my mind about anything when it comes to the jazz world, I didn't spend even 3 years. I am learning a lot.

Very fun movie. It has lots of good scenes, like the chair one. In my school they have plastic chairs so teachers don't break skulls when they throw them.

I invite you to watch this Instagram reel about the reality of being a jazz musician. In a certain sense this is the same hierarchy game as science academy, which is extensively talked in here. So you will inmediately draw a connection. This Instagramer in particular is quite honest in his views. I always wondered how the jazz world is similar to the science world, because jazz is where I am investing my life into. And so I finally found someone expressing this kind of perspective. A meta-perspective. I am really liking the jazz music world, it suits my personality soo well. So this is not about trashing that life-style. I think you can be really happy in that environment, o really hate it.

I don't think the thing you choose itself must be exclusively creative, but rather how skilled you are at it. @manuel bon What skillset you specificaly picture yourself developing? Like, producing better meditations.