Human Mint

I still have my nervous system sensitive. The fear of going through it again can be annoying. It left me with a mild depression too. Godspeed!

I don't know what that was. But my body recovered from it, it took a good week for the symptoms to die away. I don't understand what happened. Another doctor gave me clonazepam. Lol.

Probably your body shoting up adrenaline for some reason. Sometimes the body gets stimulated the wrong way. Something similar happened to me two weeks ago. but it was it was for days and when relaxing. It started while sleeping too.

You need to be told the harsh truths upfront. Otherwise you'll be blind to your own bs.

You could benefit from a professional like therapist.

Why am I so stressed?

How is gravity hallucination?

I encourage you to think and share profound questions that you would love to know an answer for. Keep them concise. I'll start with: Where am I missing a holistic thinking? How will a holistic approach influence my life? How can I help people? Keep them coming.

Did not even registered the pun, lol. Some Freud shit right there. Yes I've noticed it is a whole skillset dealing with doctors. Combine that I am a newbie with the corruption that does exist can make it a nightmare.

Oh ok. That could fit, thanks for the report. Most likely. I've had also itch in my butt for some years always after meals. Which I didn't mention either. Even if it's not that, doctor and all of my family was wrong in saying I was just making my head and it is just caused by stress and discarding another possible serious issue. 😡 That's why I say they don't want to get to the bottom of it. I would if I was a doctor, that would be like hmm... my job.

Like a cup of peanuts and two dishes of rice and chicken I've had problems with parasites in my intestines in the past too. I forgot to mention that to the doctor

At those moments I sure wish that it is just a hallucination. Where do I sign?

A week ago, last saturday, I got sick. It was at night after a big meal (maybe too big), where when I was trying to sleep as usual, even falling asleep, I sudenly wake up with such a panic attack. I felt a pain in my ears and I thought an insect was eating my brain. It was such an horriphic episode that I had to dial emergency. Never in my life I've been through something similar out of the blue. Symptoms included temblors, feeling like collapsing, irrationalizations, confusion, panick. But I could speak, walk and had no blurred vision so emergency didn't took me. But it was so bad that at that moment I prefered to have a broken leg. After walking for blocks to the clinic the symptoms subsided. In fact it was by movement that I felt ok. This continued for several nights after. It was a specific moment of late day that my body just made a click and started going downhill. No past medical records, I am healthy, just nothing to track it to. You might not be surprised that the doctor I attended to didn't have any clue and said it was just stress and laughed it off. Such a corruption, jesus. I paid a lot for just 15 minutes of attendance. Fast foward one week later, I am making a full recovery. My first intuition is that food caused the problem. I basically took this entire week to pay close attention how anything ingested altered my state. I don't now what the fuck happened. Luckily I am good now and I could recover all the missing sleep. A couple of days with just 2 hours of sleep, which makes you feel even worse. I am happy I survived. And this whole situation made me see how people don't care about truth. I even realized I am immortal.

@Yimpa

From "Why Truth is the Highest Value": truth requires work. The thought of being corrupted scares the shit out of me.