Princess Arabia

I don't get it. This is planet Earth. We are here living lives. We get up go to work pay our bills, go to school, learn trades and skills, communicate, hang out, go to bars, have sex, do pick-up, put on make-up, eat dinner, sleep, buy clothes, go on forums, watch TV and movies, talk to the neighbors, worry about everything, be addicted to everything and fear everything. OK, those are just ordinary mundane things that we do on a day-to-day basis along with other stuff. Now, the question is, with all this Spirituality stuff, opening to the cosmos, recognizing the true self, staying present, be in the now, doing psychedelics, seeking truth, learning about consciousness, reality, God, etcrtcetc, where is it leading you. (don't get me wrong I love this stuff too and i will keep doing it, but for it's own sake like I love to cook and eat and decorate). I'm not asking rhetorically, I'm asking for literal answers. What are you trying to accomplish, seriously. I stated mine, because I love it for it's own sake but not trying to get anywhere other than for it's effects. Just like cooking, the effects from that is doing art and turning something into something else and being creative and seeing how a potato turns into potato hash. Etc. I still have to work to buy the potatoes and stove and then I shit it out and pee out the water I drank. Meditation might make me calmer for the day and sitting in silence might feel good in the moment. But for the end result, what is it. Where am I going, what am I becoming in the long run and to end up where. I still am on planet earth doing worldly things and on this forum typing words everyday and out in nature enjoying the sun. But what then, I'm going to get old and die just like all of you so where are you all trying to get to if it's not to get old and die and end up in the grave. If that's not going to happen and I'm just imagining all this and dreaming all this and nothing is real and there's just what's happening and appearing, where am I going still. Where are you going and what will you get from all your spiritual endeavors in the long run. That's the question.

There's nothing to deal with. Do we go around asking how to deal with bums, with smart people, with confident people, with whatever.....only stupid people. Why are the stupid such a problem. They're only stupid because you say they're stupid, then you ask how to deal with your own categorization of people. It's lens, btw and practice.

Women and men are at war because of love.

Separate journal for all my intimate and not so intimate thoughts regarding relationships, sex and intimacy. Mostly on a general scale and my point of views. Read at your own risk.

Searching for happiness means you're suffering and unhappy. Trying to hold on to happiness is insanity.

I didn't see it in you, I saw it in the statements you wrote. Don't be too concerned about it, it's passed and it's the dwelling on it that'll be the problem, not the actual situation itself that's passing.

After awhile life will start to teach you things if you're willing to listen and observe. Nice to see this was revealed during a shroom trip, for me it was my own happiness experiences and the realization after the fact what was hidden underneath that that I couldn't see at the time but in retrospect. Just about every one of those happiness experiences because I only felt the mental pain because the happiness was gone. If I didn't know what happiness felt like neither would I with pain. It would just be there without a label and I wouldn't suffer because of it because I wouldn't know the difference. It would just be a felt sensation with no thought of i'm suffering attached.

Don't think you can outwit the Devil. Don't think you can outsmart circumstances and situations that are appearing. Don't think you can say, I'm through with women and I'll just go do other things if it's coming from an emotional place, hurt or anger. You will be fighting yourself from here to kingdom come. You will see a beautiful woman and desires will arise, hormones will take over and you'll find yourself back on that couch jerking off unwillingly and now you're really frustrated and that may turn to hate. "I hate women", remember that. Women are viscous beings. These will be the thoughts running rampant. You're not realizing you're not in control and never will be. If you say it because you truly want to focus on other things and they will be a distraction and it's with no heart feelings, then that's different. That's a different type of energy and the response will be different.

Nice!! That is a good one.

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There's also pain in happiness. That's what lots fail to see. If what you've said is true, and I somewhat agree (I see it as independent on it own, but nevertheless), then it's opposite must also be the case where there is suffering in joy, yes when it stops and it becomes a loss.

I know I can be a nuisance to the egos that just wants to be stroke. I charge for that. Here I keep it real. If you think this is the fake me, no in real life I'm faking to seem real. That's authenticity and recognizing truth within an illusory world of fakeness. I feel so bad for those trying to be authentic and true in the world of impermanence, trickeries, corruption and egos trying to stay alive. Don't you realize you're fighting an illusion. The ego wants to be accepted so badly it will trick itself into believing it's real. I don't even have to pretend. I just be myself. It's automatic. It's a response. It's not on purpose. I'm as real as it gets when I'm being fake. The ego ain't real it's fake. So we're just being authentically fake. All this stuff doesn't phase me. I'm through with all this pretending in life unless it's beneficial and I'm turning something into something else. I'm not stuck on authenticity. There's nothing authentic about you. Nothing authentic about anything. We just follow shit blindly without really thinking it through. All one has to be is observant and take themselves out the picture and realize life isn't personal.

Just random stuff about anything.

Living in the past are we. Let's stick to the here and now, please.

No worries. I could feel the love a mile away. It's just you didn't know how to manage it. Like I said in my journal, we need love management classes, not anger management. Ok enough and let's get back to topic before Mr. Hell breaks loose.

I was on topic. I even quoted your comments. Geesh, you wreak of trying to control people. Ruining the thread for you is saying things you don't want to hear.

No. We're great. Always.

Maybe I've been under a rock, but I haven't see that many threads about it. I know your number is an exaggeration but still. You did just that by not only responding to the previous hell thread but by starting your own. The irony. This thread is not about heaven, it's about the absence of it. It's also about hell. You have done the very thing you'd like to eradicate.

Jesus, hell just got recontexualized. Hell just felt like heaven reading this. Hehe.

Did you name yourself in honor of Sadam Hussein. Just kidding.😅

I remember the amount of fear you used to have and talked about regarding hell a couple years back. Still fearing I see. They're bringing up past fears that you haven't dealt with, that's why. I saw your comment either yesterday or today about this. Also, if it's not against policies, you have no right telling people to stop posting about a particular topic just because it offends you personally. You've also said a lot of things lately like you're glad you've recognized certain things and it's brought about a relief in you and you're happy you've discovered these things so maybe realize it in these types of topics. On your insisting there is a here and now - well hell can only be here and now so why worry about it if it's not here....and now. This is why I try to be precise in my wordings because a lot of other things happen to fall away when something else is understood on a deeper level than just on the surface and using spiritual clichés without truly understanding what it means.

Funny.😅

Aah,, nice comeback.

The reason childhood years can seem to be the best years of our lives is that as a toddler and a child, neither sees meaning and purpose to life. They have no reason or purpose for playing and basking on this beautiful mess. The moment purpose and meaning gets introduced....ooops..here it comes all the tension and whatever else arises. Now there's a meaning and purpose for everything and we wonder why we're so tense. Even in dating, there are blueprints and directions and manuscripts and labels and warnings and coaches and abbreviations for this and that type.

First we have AI Leo, now Pope Leo, what's next a Leo Leo.