Princess Arabia

Go ahead and accept what already is. Accepting is like saying I don't like what is but I'll accept it even though I have no choice to deny it as it already happened. Accepting is just another form of control for the illusory ego which makes Accepting illusory as well.

@Rishabh RNice to see you're showing yourself some love. Long way from focusing on the hurt like you're used to doing in the past and now moving on to see how you can turn the tables from feeling victimized to empowerment.

Did you ask him first if he wanted sex. If that's why he's interested. There are some that don't care about that and some that likes to do it with someone special and maybe that someone special takes time and in the meantime enjoying a woman's company is satisfying for now to them until maybe it leads to something special or not. I'm not saying this is the case with op but you just automatically assumed that's what he was chasing..,,,,,,maybe because it's all you chase but not every man chases random sex. Your comment almost made me puke.

@NilsiAll I said was seems like it and you jumped on me like a raging bull dog. You even admitted you did. Seems like it is not a judgement or criticism. Seems like it can be interpreted in many ways and you seemed to choose to interpret it as I was attacking you or saying you shouldn't have used it. There was no need to come off like that. But you did, and its OK too I'm just responding to the tone in your voice. Doesn't matter either way, I'm only expressing how I feel about your very angry response. I won't tell you how I think you should have responded as that's not my place, but I can say I think your response was a bit harsh to a "seems like it" remark.

Have a nice day.

I don't know who's more deluded, you or me.🥰😜❤️😏

Seems like it.

Close your eyes. Where did the sense of sight go. It's not like you turned blind or you went through an operation that turned out wrong. All that happened was eyes closed and all of a sudden one cannot see; open eyes, see again. So I guess sense of sight is only partially working and is contingent on eyes being opened. Is the sense of smell, if working properly, only smells certain things; does it say I don't feel like smelling that. Thing is, cover the nose or stop the breadth the sense of smell doesn't work. That's the same as shutting the eyes and seeing stops. Weird isn't it. If there are senses at play how are we controlling the senses with a call to action. By doing something. I can let the sense of sight go away just by closing my eyes. That's some powerful shit. What if I kept my eyes closed for a year straight. Does the Guiness Book of Records acknowledges someone who can make the sense of sight disappear for a year. Is that sense there at all times or only when eyes are open. Dunno

Why does it seem like thoughts are only a bother when there's someone there listening to them, claiming them, paying attention to them, engaging with them. They are also noticed more when there are no distractions; like sitting in a quiet room or even driving a familiar route. Thoughts seem rampant then. Walking down the street. They're usually more rampant when alone but as soon as someone appears and says something, the thought that was maybe going to appear right at that exact moment ceases to be. I mean thoughts were coming and going every 1/10th of a sec before Suzie came into the room, but Suzie's appearance for one minute slowed down the thoughts. Or was it Suzie's appearance. Maybe for a quick second the me disappeared or there was no observer at all not even for Suzie. Maybe no one on both sides was there listening and talking just for a millisecond and thoughts stopped appearing to the or for the one that believed the thoughts were his to begin with, now for a quick sec that self disappeared. Thoughts were there, always there and at the same frequency, but no one acknowledged them in that millisecond, then it came back again and here comes a thought and Susie's appearance seems morbid and mundane now so the thoughts start to speed back up again. What if those thoughts never lost momentum, it was you that did. You went in and out of existence not the thoughts. Maybe when one experiences thoughts slowing down, maybe it isn't the thoughts that got slower but the individual or observer collapsed in those moments. Food for thought.

Nice @Joshethat whole take is gold.

Nothing makes one special and unique. DNA and fingerprints are what distinguishes us from the rest. Life is pain and suffering, death is relief from pain and suffering Therefore advice like these only fuels life with more pain and suffering. Maybe not initially but when life takes a curveball and shows whose the boss, figuratively speaking. Only advice that's of any use is on how to deal with the curveball when it happens, not how to avoid it. It's inevitable. Life is impersonal so our manipulative tactics will only bite us in the end because no two fingerprint is alike, therefore no advice given can satisfy all if even applied.

That's my line. Love you too.

This post made me feel sad and I'm not sure why. Maybe I see a lot of confusion, a lot of innocence and trying to conform to what is expected of you or being so compassionate about the world but feeling a tad bit responsible for the outcomes, maybe feeling unsure about the parts you play in it and feeling responsibilities to making it a better place. Idk a lot of things went through my head reading it but one thing i felt for sure was the love on your part for humanity. Love can recognize love when it sees it and hate can recognize hate. This is definitely love expressing as confusion. I'm not even going to attempt to advise you on how to handle this as I see no need and it will resolve on it's own. Much love, you made me melt with this post even if it's a projection of your own evil as some might interpret it as by pointing it out in others. Doesn't matter and advice isn't needed here, your just expressing thinking you're asking for advice but you're not really.

I'm not saying there is choice; I say it all the time and even write about it that there's no free will and choice, you're saying that too but in the same breath telling someone to accept which is a call to action and requires choice. This joke is so prevalent that it's playing one on me right now because you don't even have any choice in what you're saying but I'm telling you there's no free will and choice but trying to correct you in the same breath as if you made the choice to say what you did. It's utter madness what's happening here and if we don't keep the charades going we'd die, so we keep this shit up as a way to maintain the status quo.....thoughts that is. Thats what's trying to hang on. Never mind. Say as you wish.

Humans are like viruses and bacteria; they're dependent on other humans for their host and uses them as self-reproduction. That's how viruses operate. Recently I seen a post where scientists discovered a species between life and death. Tadaah! There's neither happening here. This isn't life, this isn't death, that's polarization and "nothing" is not and cannot be polarized but only in appearance. This "nothing" is pretty simple and ordinary, even though it can't be described but language is needed but what can appear is where the shit gets all complicated, mind-blowing and what the hell is going on here type shit. All appearances are empty but damn, it sure doesn't seem that way. Full and empty at the same time. All the complications and profundities we seemingly perceive, express and respond to is "nothing" appearing as. "Nothing" sure does cause quite a chaos in it's "path" and for not going anywhere sure is quite a pain in the ass. Hehe...don't hate. If there was nothing for the individual to latch on to and hold on to for dear life it would die, but it keeps on keeping on and keeps on grabbing on to anything it can and feed off of. That's how it maintains itself. It feeds off of others. This is how others really doesn't exist because it doesn't even exist, it's all being done as the dream of separation which is totally illusory and doesn't have a reality all on it's own. It's parasitic. Journals like this one and so many other ways is also ways of maintaining itself. Pretending to be talking to itself but feeding off the premise that others are reading and grasping what's being said. Nothing but a ploy to hang on to dear life. There's something here that intuits this. It's nothing known. Something can be open to things that cannot be pointed to or known or even be perceived and all that is also illusory because to point, know and perceive requires space, time and not separate to even be. There's no one here saying anything it's just writing happening. The one that thinks it's writing and relating to anything is not real. Something intuits that and doesn't need psychedelics or any practice to recognize or realize and those two words are also not the case because it takes someone to realize and recognize something and that's impossible where there's no separation. It's all a fucking game and all illusory....until it's not.

You told that woman to accept and there's no choice in the same sentence. That's what I'm saying. Accepting is insinuating there is choice.

How many of us are going to be her. It's like some of these men can't handle women speaking on a forum and expressing themselves publicly; so they try to slander and silence us the best way they know how. This isn't the first time I've been either and the person that accused me before of being her, I don't even see on here anymore been months now. They come and they go and don't care who they step on in the process. There needs to be a policy of not even mentioning that name anymore and anybody accusing anybody publicly of being preety automatically gets points. Something needs to be done. It's not a nice thing to be accused of impersonation. They keep doing it because they can. Then they leave and move on to the next place to victimize some other woman and that's how they get their revenge.

The problem I see here is not that there might be a Preety or Tyler lurking on the forum anonymously, is that you cannot come out and straightforwardly say you were wrong in your approach in any way shape or form and keep hinting on the side that I might be her and there's still some unsurety, so I'm going to not come right out and take full responsibility for my actions. Some blame has to be on her for my paranoia and mistrust. Open to the possibility? It's right out not the way to go about it. You're the one that needs to be investigated here for harassment and lack of discernment on handling such delicate matters. I'm still speaking up about this to point out how one can just so blatantly be so arrogant in how they handle a matter and still stick to their side even when backed in a corner. The level of public 'abuse' that us women have to deal with by some entitled guys who have no respect for other's rights and feels it's ok to publicly slander someone on some fucking paranoid hunch is absurd. I mean itls quite obvious i'm not her at this point if you get out of your ass and look into how much the response is overwhelmingly showing so but you want to half assedly wiggly your way out of admitting fully how wrong you were in your approach. And please no one except for admin or mods please tell me to shut up and get over this and stop responding because it's just another fucking tactic to silence women and to shut us up and that's why this man thinks he can just do and say whatever here as it doesn't matter to him because I'm the dominant one here and it's about a bunch of women who are subordinates and doesn't matter. I rule over this matter and can even override admins ways and policies and until I'm confronted with 100% proof I will continue to stick to my suspicions. If you're wrong you apologize. What kind of an apology is that. Still can't admit how you're the problem here and show how you're sorry for the chaos you started but youre leaving a part open in case you're right. I'm sorry but not if i'm right. I'll apologize ahead of time for something that maybe can't be 100% full proof so I'm not really apologizing for anything at all, just putting a red bow and prettying up my asshole mistake. ,

This situation can't get any worse than this. Admin admits to double checking me and you're still PARANOID. That woman did a number on you. Maybe look into that instead of trying to ruin other's reputation. I see you to be the problem here and the common denominator in all of this.

To accept is to choose between accepting or not accepting. That's a choice. Thought you said "you never had a choice".

Ok. Thought I'd change up a bit.

What's pp?

Doesn't matter. You're asking me to respond to the situation how you see fit and how you've responded. I respond how I feel like responding not how you see yourself responding. I'm not you. Nor Preety. I can write a response in the form of a book, or a clap back song or a blog post. Still trying to order me around and tell me what to do and how to do it. I still don't give a shit what you say and I don't give a shit about what you think about the way I respond and I can make 15 more posts and there's not a thing you can do about it but to stay in your man cave and bitch.

You're right. I won't report but I'll move on. Best comment you've ever made on here. Hehe...just fuckin wit ya. You know youre my fav.

It was obvious that that husband and wife thing was fake. Which husband and wife don't know anything about each other. They would talk back and forth and say things on here like they don't live together. I was shocked at how distant they seemed, but I never said anything because I wasn't sure and had nothing substantial to back it up. Maybe you should do the same. That Bucky was more obvious than my consistencies and same facial pictures everywhere.