Princess Arabia

Nice @Joshethat whole take is gold.

Nothing makes one special and unique. DNA and fingerprints are what distinguishes us from the rest. Life is pain and suffering, death is relief from pain and suffering Therefore advice like these only fuels life with more pain and suffering. Maybe not initially but when life takes a curveball and shows whose the boss, figuratively speaking. Only advice that's of any use is on how to deal with the curveball when it happens, not how to avoid it. It's inevitable. Life is impersonal so our manipulative tactics will only bite us in the end because no two fingerprint is alike, therefore no advice given can satisfy all if even applied.

That's my line. Love you too.

This post made me feel sad and I'm not sure why. Maybe I see a lot of confusion, a lot of innocence and trying to conform to what is expected of you or being so compassionate about the world but feeling a tad bit responsible for the outcomes, maybe feeling unsure about the parts you play in it and feeling responsibilities to making it a better place. Idk a lot of things went through my head reading it but one thing i felt for sure was the love on your part for humanity. Love can recognize love when it sees it and hate can recognize hate. This is definitely love expressing as confusion. I'm not even going to attempt to advise you on how to handle this as I see no need and it will resolve on it's own. Much love, you made me melt with this post even if it's a projection of your own evil as some might interpret it as by pointing it out in others. Doesn't matter and advice isn't needed here, your just expressing thinking you're asking for advice but you're not really.

I'm not saying there is choice; I say it all the time and even write about it that there's no free will and choice, you're saying that too but in the same breath telling someone to accept which is a call to action and requires choice. This joke is so prevalent that it's playing one on me right now because you don't even have any choice in what you're saying but I'm telling you there's no free will and choice but trying to correct you in the same breath as if you made the choice to say what you did. It's utter madness what's happening here and if we don't keep the charades going we'd die, so we keep this shit up as a way to maintain the status quo.....thoughts that is. Thats what's trying to hang on. Never mind. Say as you wish.

Humans are like viruses and bacteria; they're dependent on other humans for their host and uses them as self-reproduction. That's how viruses operate. Recently I seen a post where scientists discovered a species between life and death. Tadaah! There's neither happening here. This isn't life, this isn't death, that's polarization and "nothing" is not and cannot be polarized but only in appearance. This "nothing" is pretty simple and ordinary, even though it can't be described but language is needed but what can appear is where the shit gets all complicated, mind-blowing and what the hell is going on here type shit. All appearances are empty but damn, it sure doesn't seem that way. Full and empty at the same time. All the complications and profundities we seemingly perceive, express and respond to is "nothing" appearing as. "Nothing" sure does cause quite a chaos in it's "path" and for not going anywhere sure is quite a pain in the ass. Hehe...don't hate. If there was nothing for the individual to latch on to and hold on to for dear life it would die, but it keeps on keeping on and keeps on grabbing on to anything it can and feed off of. That's how it maintains itself. It feeds off of others. This is how others really doesn't exist because it doesn't even exist, it's all being done as the dream of separation which is totally illusory and doesn't have a reality all on it's own. It's parasitic. Journals like this one and so many other ways is also ways of maintaining itself. Pretending to be talking to itself but feeding off the premise that others are reading and grasping what's being said. Nothing but a ploy to hang on to dear life. There's something here that intuits this. It's nothing known. Something can be open to things that cannot be pointed to or known or even be perceived and all that is also illusory because to point, know and perceive requires space, time and not separate to even be. There's no one here saying anything it's just writing happening. The one that thinks it's writing and relating to anything is not real. Something intuits that and doesn't need psychedelics or any practice to recognize or realize and those two words are also not the case because it takes someone to realize and recognize something and that's impossible where there's no separation. It's all a fucking game and all illusory....until it's not.

You told that woman to accept and there's no choice in the same sentence. That's what I'm saying. Accepting is insinuating there is choice.

How many of us are going to be her. It's like some of these men can't handle women speaking on a forum and expressing themselves publicly; so they try to slander and silence us the best way they know how. This isn't the first time I've been either and the person that accused me before of being her, I don't even see on here anymore been months now. They come and they go and don't care who they step on in the process. There needs to be a policy of not even mentioning that name anymore and anybody accusing anybody publicly of being preety automatically gets points. Something needs to be done. It's not a nice thing to be accused of impersonation. They keep doing it because they can. Then they leave and move on to the next place to victimize some other woman and that's how they get their revenge.

The problem I see here is not that there might be a Preety or Tyler lurking on the forum anonymously, is that you cannot come out and straightforwardly say you were wrong in your approach in any way shape or form and keep hinting on the side that I might be her and there's still some unsurety, so I'm going to not come right out and take full responsibility for my actions. Some blame has to be on her for my paranoia and mistrust. Open to the possibility? It's right out not the way to go about it. You're the one that needs to be investigated here for harassment and lack of discernment on handling such delicate matters. I'm still speaking up about this to point out how one can just so blatantly be so arrogant in how they handle a matter and still stick to their side even when backed in a corner. The level of public 'abuse' that us women have to deal with by some entitled guys who have no respect for other's rights and feels it's ok to publicly slander someone on some fucking paranoid hunch is absurd. I mean itls quite obvious i'm not her at this point if you get out of your ass and look into how much the response is overwhelmingly showing so but you want to half assedly wiggly your way out of admitting fully how wrong you were in your approach. And please no one except for admin or mods please tell me to shut up and get over this and stop responding because it's just another fucking tactic to silence women and to shut us up and that's why this man thinks he can just do and say whatever here as it doesn't matter to him because I'm the dominant one here and it's about a bunch of women who are subordinates and doesn't matter. I rule over this matter and can even override admins ways and policies and until I'm confronted with 100% proof I will continue to stick to my suspicions. If you're wrong you apologize. What kind of an apology is that. Still can't admit how you're the problem here and show how you're sorry for the chaos you started but youre leaving a part open in case you're right. I'm sorry but not if i'm right. I'll apologize ahead of time for something that maybe can't be 100% full proof so I'm not really apologizing for anything at all, just putting a red bow and prettying up my asshole mistake. ,

This situation can't get any worse than this. Admin admits to double checking me and you're still PARANOID. That woman did a number on you. Maybe look into that instead of trying to ruin other's reputation. I see you to be the problem here and the common denominator in all of this.

To accept is to choose between accepting or not accepting. That's a choice. Thought you said "you never had a choice".

Ok. Thought I'd change up a bit.

What's pp?

Doesn't matter. You're asking me to respond to the situation how you see fit and how you've responded. I respond how I feel like responding not how you see yourself responding. I'm not you. Nor Preety. I can write a response in the form of a book, or a clap back song or a blog post. Still trying to order me around and tell me what to do and how to do it. I still don't give a shit what you say and I don't give a shit about what you think about the way I respond and I can make 15 more posts and there's not a thing you can do about it but to stay in your man cave and bitch.

You're right. I won't report but I'll move on. Best comment you've ever made on here. Hehe...just fuckin wit ya. You know youre my fav.

It was obvious that that husband and wife thing was fake. Which husband and wife don't know anything about each other. They would talk back and forth and say things on here like they don't live together. I was shocked at how distant they seemed, but I never said anything because I wasn't sure and had nothing substantial to back it up. Maybe you should do the same. That Bucky was more obvious than my consistencies and same facial pictures everywhere.

When one needs something to be something they'll make that something into what they want it to be. I'm learning from this experience, trust me. More to write about no me about and the dream and the no stupid self.

Always about fucking me, even if it hurts others in getting what you want. "THIS HAS RUINED THE FORUM QUITE A BIT FOR ME" you said. So harassing and accusing people you suspect especially with nothing substantial is the way to go. There's nothing about me other than I'm a female that warrants anyone to believe I'm her other than you were hurt by her ad now someone has to pay. Investigate me first other than how often I change my profile picture please. I can assure you our writing styles and posting content differ tremendously. These are beliefs that were searched for and found. Looking for something you will find it, only thing is it might not be the TRUTH.

The only reason I didn't hit the REPORT button on this comment, and would have been the only one I've ever done this with, is because I'm not sure it falls under the category. Such blast accusations and violation of one's rights to be here without feeling like an imposter. One thing to assume and hint on something they feel, but its another to be so detailed about giving false accusations about something you're obviously guessing on. It's very inappropriate for you to make these claims so balls, when all you're going on is a frequency of profile picture change. Chuck or whatever his name was would change theirs every day and i might do so twice or maybe three times a year, yet I'm accused of being someone else using that as a reason. It's very inappropriate to accuse someone for the reasons you have stated only going off of a feeling. I've had enough of you guys' attacking me for no reason and I know I'm well qualified to defend myself here from your attacks but quite frankly I'm getting quite tired of it and it's usually from males and also from people who don't contribute much here other than a comment here and a response there and that's why your ignorance shows on what you use to make your claims. Nothing substantial to back them up. The report would have been about HARASSMENT because that's how your stupid comment made me feel and also violated, violated as a reputable forum member who contributes shares quite often content of quality.

@Leo GuraI'm getting pretty sick and tired of being harassed by certain people here on the forum accusing me of being Pretty India. You yourself have tried to put an end to this issue in the past, but it keeps on coming. Can you please address this please. To the point where I kind of feel violated in the sense of insinuating I'm an imposter here and it really feels degrading especially since I never try to hide who I am so much so where I sometimes reveal too much about myself.

Actually the two people here accusing me of being pretty India have the same name in their names,......hmmmm What's up KID-DO, guilty of something yourself. I'm so used to being attacked for no reason, I'm always ready, bring it on. I'm trained in this department. Personality doesn't matter, that's why there's a thing called personality test. Having the same personality as someone else proves nothing. Dig deeper you ******. @Kid A @NewKidOnTheBlock Lots of similarities there.

You guys would make very poor detectives, actually. Why would I make a Jamaica thread being from India and why even post my pictures everywhere if they're fake. Why make a journal of my mom's death, why talk about my escort work, why why why why there are so many why's other than writing style and changing profile pics twice a year which is about how often I change them. Why the same fake picture. Who is this person's picture I'm posting all over the internet. FB and Instagram also has the same pics. Jesus you guys are the perfect example of fools who are easily scammed. I guess pretty India listened to gangsta rap and snoop dog and Dr Dre check out my journal. Idiots. Investigate before you flexigate. Why post so much shit that she wouldn't post just to prove I'm not her. Did you ever check out the healthy food mega thread and seen all that shit i posted and all the other mega threads I started. Did pretty do all that shit for the few tears she was here. Why start now. Just to prove my non-existence. Ludicrous and utterly nonsensical.

Ok I'm pretty India. I give up. You guys have solidified my belief in human self-deception and how real it is and how deep it runs. Sad really. Things staring you in the face and denial just imperative. I'm not going to argue on this anymore believe what you want. Silly really, but hey, do is all the other shit people believe. I should just change my name to pretty India since that's what I'm believed to be. Lol, pretty funny too.

Dear God, I'm so sorry for saying all the time I didn't choose to come here. You have shown me how you didn't either, and because of that I must be here, can't not be here because there is no choice in the matter. I have always contemplated that and it was the premise for a lot of my resisting, combative, defiant and rebellious arguments against life. Why should I have to so and so and so and so when I didn't ask to be here. I now truly get how I didn't ask to be here but must be here. I'm not even really here but i won't get into that now. I just wanted to say, thanks for always answering my genuine and curious inquiries into the nature of things and I truly believe that because I've not attached myself to any outcomes, don't really care about anything in the sense of what happens to me or trying to get anything from life other than for the survival of my being and body and that I am in love with life itself to the point where at times I hate it. I don't care what happens to me in the sense where there's not much attachment there anymore and I realize it's not permanent and live from that place, therefore there's a lot of love expressions coming out for others and can see the beauty that's in everything it most things. Not everything, gotta be real about this, but most. Beauty is in the cusp of life, the transitions, the impermanence, the changes. Most want permanency but that's not where beauty lies, it lies where there's nothing to point to permanently to say that's beautiful, it lies where no one can get attached to it, it lies where it can't be owned or claimed, it lies in the shape-shifting. This is why I don't mind suffering anymore and I don't chase happiness. It's all transient and beauty also can be found there. People don't realize how it's the happiness that they chase that's responsible for their sadness and suffering. Not pain, that's different, pain is inevitable, it's how life feels itself but suffering is not that's illusory and spawns from ignorance. Ignorance and attachment and neurosis. It's not a judgment but a revelation. Takes a while to get to understand and relate to this but I have. Not saying I never suffer but it's over so quickly even when the circumstances of the suffering remains the same. I've kind of taken me out the picture but it's not easy when it's so embedded and feels so real. I get it now, I must be, just as you must be as I'm not separate from nor united with nor connected to, it's simply a matter of ALL THERE IS and all there is, is simply just that, ALL THAT IS. There's nothing that must be, all that must be is all that is which is simultaneously nothing and everything, full and empty and neither. I am not one with you as there's no I and there's no you. I get it now and also don't.

Lol....thats a lot of work to try and fake some unimportant being who started a lot of mess and got banned. Like really. There's nothing about me that screams that woman other than I'm a female. Analyze my writing style, content and how much spirituality I talk about and there's nor even a minute similarity.,..other than that i'm female and something for you to pick at me about. Whomever pictures i'm using (which has been the same one and used quite a lot here between let's see, numerous profile pics, few times in a previous journal in the healthy foods thread random responses in the past and in my Dear Mom journal when my mom passed, whomever pic I'm using is getting a lot of show and hopefully dead so I don't get sued. Your claims aren't even substantial and are groundless.