Princess Arabia

Ok, cool but learning about Reality isn't a waste. I get it though.

I just play them on my phone and listen to it on youtube when I'm walking through my JBL speaker.

Ever noticed that you've only been aware of thought since you started actively being aware of thought. When I was a child or teenager, I never used to notice thought as thought. This is just in retrospect because, of course, I didn't say this to myself back then. It's only when I started to focus on thought, noticing them, seeing the patterns etc, that they started to become a bother. What child do you know walks around saying they have to be mindful of how they're thinking and to not pay attention to their thoughts? I say child but this can practically be anyone at any age, especially if they're not into spirituality. They were always there and weren't a problem until they begin to be noticed as something separate or known. This is what I mean by knowledge is separation. Before one knows anything or become aware of anything it isn't separate from you. It's the knowing of thoughts that separates thought from reality. Thoughts are always present, they don't go anywhere, they arise within or as presence spontaneously; but when noticed, creates time and space. They are present in sleep but not noticed so there's no time and space appearing in sleep. Arise from sleep, thought appears to the knower and separation once again seems to be the case. I don't know, this just appeared to me and I'm writing it down to make sense of it on "paper". I will say this periodically when these kinds of thoughts appear to let it be known that these are my own thoughts and are not truths and what I claim to definitely be the case. I'm trying to make sense of these terms and notions within spirituality for myself and to not just use terms and phrases randomly without the understanding of them, e.g nothing is separate, we're all one, you are not your thoughts, not the body, thought is time, life is perfect, the use of the word imagination and what it really is, now is all that exists, you are everything, reality is being dreamed, I mean all of it. So, in my mind i try to see how everyday life fits into all this and if it even does. These are my own thinking patterns and my trying to make sense of all this but only because I enjoy doing it and not to get all anal about it and go crazy. As far as i'm concerned, it really doesn't matter either way because what is, is, regardless of if I make sense of it or not. I don't even know that things are not separate from you before you're aware of them, it's something i think is the case and will keep thinking that unless seen otherwise through methods of contemplation or insights or whatever other methods used. I don't go around "whoa is me-ing" myself into depression and anxiety and thinking all the time about the past or future who did me wrong and why, why can't I get this or that from life, how I want to be happy, thinking about regrets and how the world is fucked and all that jazz all the time. I try to use the mind to try and understand life and why it's the way it is, not begrudging it or hating it and suffering life. So, these are the kinds of things, even though they're just thoughts, I like to muse around with and try to analyze because I have a very analytical mind. Works for and against me sometimes, but it's just the way it is. I'd rather do this than to chase the illusory world out there that's filled with chaos and nonsensical things and that's so transitory and forever changing. Fuck all that. There's no real world out there anyway. That's another saying, but I've realized that for myself and seen it's just appearances appearing within my own consciousness. Without it, nothing exists as in sleep.

Wow! This explained so much and gave for a better understanding of certain aspects of the individual mind. The part about the loosening of the mind and it's effects made sense to me especially. Never saw it that way. Why it makes sense to me is I can notice my own behavioral changes and also the similarities with what you've said in respect to the people I personally know. Those who are rigid VS a bit looser, the things they believe, how they operate, how they see the world and themselves - just by hearing them speak about it and why it can be difficult for them to understand or grasp this kind of work as in spiritual notions and concepts. I've noticed the rigid minds tend to not be so open to it. I've always been interested in how the mind works, so this is my cup of tea and a lot you've said here tied a few things together for me where I didn't understand that makes a lot of sense now with the use of comparisons'.

Nice! Maybe it'll wake your ass up into realizing it's not about you or yours. Just about every sentence you had the words "you" and "yours" in. Like it's something to own. Why do you think you're born with nothing and die with nothing. Nothing is yours or is to be owned. You're on borrowed time, so treat it as such and don't take it personal. Hard thing to understand or realize, but get this, and you'll automatically be in heaven. (Excuse the word ain't, just an expression). I feel the same way about somethings you mentioned too but I won't make it stick because I realize it's my selfish little ego throwing a temper tantrum and not realizing it's not about me. I've made it about me, but it's not. Doesn't matter what happens, BEING is untouched, unscathed and unbothered. When I say me, I'm referring to the energy that seemingly arose within the body that's referred to as "me". It's fucked.

Well said. We agree for once. Hehe

Why you get bored with pussy sometimes is because you have separated yourself from it by knowing it. Before, you were one with it because you are one with everything; but you didn't know that. Now, you done had it, familiarized yourself with it, put distance between you and it and now it has become mundane just like the rest of your ordinary life that you try to upgrade by doing different things and getting more knowledge and experiences to feel and achieve. This is why boring men have such a hard time with women. Women aren't sleeping with your dicks. They're sleeping with your personality which can be re-invented and changed up, so it takes a little longer to get to know as an exciting man. A boring man gets old quick because he has nothing new and exciting to bring. She still knows the exciting man, but different parts emerge from time to time to bring a newness to the table, so it doesn't get old for her that easily while the pussy remains the same ole knowledge and starts to become mundane. You are one with everything, are everything, until you've had the knowledge and experience of something. Now the apparent separation starts to take effect. That's part of the magic of Reality. There's none until you appear and make it so. You are one with all potential. Once it becomes manifest, it separates and becomes duality. Knowledge is an illusion. You really do not know a thing because it is you but it can certainly appear that way. Before you, nothing exists but existence, after you everything exists - in your reality as your reality. Don't know, this just came to me as an insight. Could be horseshit but it certainly doesn't compute as such. Seems to be the case in my mind. Have to put a disclaimer as I've been accused of being a Zen devil that spreads mis-information as if I can't speak my own insights and understandings that can still be wrong. Treat everything I say as such and it's not meant to teach or intentionally mislead. This is why I'm over here talking shit to myself. Proceed with caution.

Exactly. You made me understand something i queried about in the past and also wrote about in my journal. It has to do with why people that can explain reality so well or have a greater understanding of it seems to be intelligent people overall. It's because it takes great intelligence to be able to do that. Reality/God/Absolute is Intelligence; the higher, the better at understanding and knowing itself. That's why I write sometimes, for the answers to reveal itself. I notice that happens sometimes. Love the latter part of the video.

I stated this before recently and it was challenged. I believe it was the thread about "why I'm leaving pick-up in a convo with Something_else. This explains my behavior and mood and why it changes depending on who I'm with. Good one too. Same as above - mirroring vibe. So true. Unique one. Never heard it put this way, but I love and understand it. Very important for a logical mindset to grasp. All are good. These ones stood out. Very nice.

I can tell you didn't watch his latest video, "Why God Can't Be Proven". I understand you don't take any and anybody's word as truth for everything, but there are parts there that explains this. The understanding of other aspects in this field allows for certain things to come together for a greater understanding such as how mind is Absolute and why it can grasp itself. The last 50mins (approx), best illustrates this.

Yeah!

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Lol. Why not, it's Infinity talking. Hehe. Take it up with Infinity. Ok, I'll stop and start talking about the Absolute. There's no one. 😛Ouch! I just stubbed my toe.

Lol

I guess excluding achievements. Everything has to be the way it is but achievements are not included. The Absolute is everything but achievements. I should not go out and try to achieve anything because the person over there that learnt how to play the piano and achieved that skill is from a different Absolute than the current one. I will go sit on my ass and do nothing since I'm in charge of my own actions and the Absolute is in charge of it's own. I say "no one told me" because if I was parroting some guru or whomever, he wouldn't be this Absolute but another Absolute, so I have to clarify that I figured it all out by myself which is outside of the current Absolute. " Has to be" indicates an intention. There is an intention (limit) on the Absolute saying it has to be a particular way or is absolutely necessary. Any other way is just not possible; yet another limit. It expresses obligation, requirement or necessity. Understand what you've been told before trying to express it your way or it will come out flawed. Ok, Absolute. You are putting limits on yourself saying you have to be.....You are Absolute and can appear as absolutely anything including a flawed statement. That's what you've achieved.

Proof of God: You exist. Proof of God: You don't exist. Somebody's got to exist. Either way that's proof God exists. Just a bit of humor there. Now back to the long ass video. Next time make it 5hrs please. Is there a part 3. How to prove proof. Let me go finish watch this video so I can prove if I exist or not. Hehe. I just love to put these thoughts on paper so I can prove the existence of thoughts. Silly me.

It takes a level of intelligence to appear "stupid" or "dumb". Have you ever observed stupidity. It's genius turned in on itself. Don't you dare. The mind is tricky.

"I will out-skeptic you". Lol. Leo you're funny. Marker 34:15.

How can one be what they're not.

Watching now. Love the thumbnail.👁️

Didn't know cigs were pipes. Yea, American Spirits.

Absolutely. Hehe

I thought I was bad. Lol