Princess Arabia

Self-Inquiry is just another trick intact to keep the illusion of self in place. Keep noticing awareness. You are the awareness of these things. Place your awareness on your awareness. You are not the body, you are the awareness of the body. You are not the mind, you are the awareness of the mind. There is something that never changes and you are that. Focus on fucking that. Just the mention of the word focus is a fucking self inquiry trap. Who's focusing and what is being focused on and why. Answer those questions and.....delusion galore. The person, the individual must get tired of itself one day when it gets exhausted of trying to become something it never will. The poor body gets old and dried up before that will ever happen and shrivels up with exhaustion from looking out for and searching for this invisible awareness and empty space it thinks it is. Then this awareness and empty space dreams up an after life for it to come back to to do more hard and tedious work of trying to stay in awareness and become a nobody. The genius design of the Universe to keep this nothing into something and for nothing to be able to tell a story to it's children. Imagine nothing staying nothing forever; how boring and dull that would be. Please stop whining and bickering because you don't want to be nothing you want something to whine and bicker about so you can feel something. It's all magic. Nothing being something is magic. There cannot be something out of something, has to be no-thing before it can be something. Would you bitch and wine for nothing. Self-inquiry keeps us in the illusion. Though, not really. All spiritual practices speaks to the dream. Though not really. All teachings and gurus speaks to the dream, though not really because the dream isn't really happening and the dream and the dreamer are one and there's only what is and what is is all there is.

HUMANS ARE LIKE BABIES CRYING OUT FOR MOMMA.......in every way. LITERALLY. Cry cry baby, munch and darling take off your shoes and go to bed.

This is freedom and freedom is free to be anything; including being stupid and silly. Anyway it wants. It doesn't really want, it just is, including the judgments and criticisms about the different ways it appears. It isn't personal and doesn't see conditions, it's so free. Actually it does, that also is freedom seeing conditionally. It doesn't even see, that's how hard it is to talk about this stuff; how do you talk about everything. Why do you think we needed rules and laws to govern this freedom. Freedom is governing itself. You think humans are silly and foolish and unwise and whatever else, no, they are expressions of freedom. How can something be free if it's not free to be stupid and foolish too. Goddamit, forget about yourselves for a minute, forget about your biases and agendas and prejudices and phobias and fears, forget about you for a sec, everything including all I just mentioned is freedom expressing itself. Anarchy. Try to see life as not about you, as nothing to get or gain, as nothing to become as noone to fix, as nothing to accept, let go of, or surrender to, nothing to judge or not judge, criticize or not criticize, love or not love, fear or not fear, see it all as JUST WHAT IS. Even your judgements of it. Don't try to accept, reject or needing anything to change. Nothing at all. Just for a day, try to live like that. Don't care how you look that day or even smell, don't care what you eat or drink or say or think or whatever...JUST FOR ONE DAY, GET A TASTE OF WHAT FREEDOM REALLY IS LIKE. All that is miniscule in comparison. That's also freedom. Can't escape freedom. The feeling is what counts, what matters (to the individual), The individual is freedom's expression but it can't feel free; freedom is not personal nor is it catered to anyone; all one can do is try to get a taste of what it's like to feel free, not be free, but feel free and because we are expressions of freedom already and freedom itself appearing as....WE CANNOT BE FREE. It's like water trying to be fucking water. Do you get it or not. It's already fucking done.

Notice how people, talking about reality and trying to make a point will say "if". If is not a reality. "If you hit your head on a stove" and so and so and so.....not happening, my friend, the only thing happened was a story was told about someone who might hit their head on a stove and a scenario of what might happen if that happens. That's the dream.

I cry sometimes when I read a post from someone who's obviously just mentally ill. Just one or two posts with no comments or responses. It's not out of pity or anything like that and I'm not sure why I even cry, I think it's because I see love oozing out but because I may have my senses in tacked it seems like a mental disorder to me when analyzed. This is how powerful this illusion is. It's only words on a screen talking jibber jabs but all I see is love. I feel the same way when I see disabled children, the type that was born that way, you know, the lovely one's that look a little off and their eyes kinda cross and their tongues stick out and they just look like they're filled with love. I just want to hold and hug and squeeze them when I see them. Same how one might feel like hugging a tree. Crying right now just writing this post.

This is what I mean when I say it can seem confusing to men. I don't make this shit up. If men will stop thinking that women are always into love and prince charming and the knight in the shining armor and can't lust after men carnally and just want sex, they'll be less confused when they show that side. It's still different than men's lusting ways and still more subtle and personal and intimate but it's still there. It is annoying to me too when I used to do it. Looking back, I would pretend I wanted more but I didn't. I was younger then but lots of women do this and it's not a game they play, it's instinctual and a survival of the "nice girl" identity.

A lot of the comments here can be misleading because of the assumption that women mostly want love and more from every friggin' guy they sleep with. That's not true. Some women will act that way because that's what is expected of them, to not seem easy and loose because of how society has trained them to be and what's expected of them. This is why men can get confused with women at times. They don't understand that women can also use men just for sex. It's just it's men they actually like and are attracted to and know. Men will use women they don't even like or aren't even attracted to. The difference is women have to be attracted and feel safe with the guy to be this way with him. The little rascals will try to hide it under pretense and do so cunningly because they know they can, so look out for that too.

There's nothing you can do here. She doesn't really feel that way, she's just saying those things to not let you feel that's what she is. She's perfectly fine with what she's doing. She's just operating on societal norms but the body says otherwise. You seem very thoughtful and compassionate and kind and she feels a bit of guilt and shame and it's usually the other way around, but I don't know the full circumstances and these are just my thoughts on the matter. In a weird way, I feel a little bit bad for you because I can tell you're not just using her for sex and now she's implanted some guilt there in you to the point where you felt the need to make this post. That's the signal that shows that you care. Let it play itself out.

Another 'woman are the prize' comment. Exactly, she's the one that might feel that, not him even though he's having sex too. There's no prize there in him but her and he doesn't have to worry about those things because of that; no man does, only the prize.

I don't really have a problem with thoughts anymore. All I do is think about the Absolute, the Divine, the Beloved One, the All. Sometimes some other shit pops in and i may notice thoughts of another nature or whatever but they're not a bother. I don't even see them as mine any much more. They're just there. The nuisance ones may start to impact but I immediately shut them out after a few secs.

This is starting to get hilarious at this point. It is really acting up. It needs to calm itself down and chill the fuck up...or down...or sideways...or not.

Lol.

No you're not. Just another attempt at getting Leo's attention. Go seek mental help. If anyone hasn't noticed how obsessed you are with Leo, they're blind.

Everywhere we attach ourselves to, we criticize and judge. Families, workplace, forums, church, communities, social groups, wherever there's an identity as in here, I'm a forum member, or I'm a teacher, or I belong to this community, etc. It comes with the territory. We expect people to live up to our standards of the ideas and labels we place upon ourselves. "You're not being how I expect you to be so I can live up to my respectability and ideas of what my identity should resemble and if you are a part of what I identify with, then you're supposed to act and be a certain way so I can be proud of that identity". We will leave a particular place or even person and go in search of somewhere else to identify with in hopes finding a better environment that lives up to our expectations. We will go back to the initial place and start to curse the members when we can't seem to find a place to identify with that embodies the ideas we have of ourselves. "The people here are"......then the criticisms and judgements only to find ourselves coming back for more just to play detective and then criticize and judge some more after the analysis. What I'm doing here, in case anyone says I'm doing the same thing, is observation. Notice I use the pronoun "we". I try to include myself when I speak - out of habit and it just feels more natural and less finger pointing. Sometimes, but not all times.

Life doesn't give anyone anything. In fact, if anything, it takes away. Notice we lose our hair, looks, physique, memories, health, senses, spontaneity, desires, friends, family members, pets... just about everything seemingly gets lost. Seemingly, because it wasn't ours to begin with. Yet, we're constantly trying to GET something. Nothing is gained or lost. Hoarders are the biggest 'getters'. They can't GET enough. Knowledge is hoarded, things are hoarded, ideas and insights can be hoarded, money, cars, jewelry, sexual conquests, you name it. We are all a bunch of hoarders. That's what the knowing energy does, it hoards. It's all about WHAT IF and not WHAT IS.

Perfect example of no one in these bodies. It's just air talking, 🤣

The seeker apparently seeks what it imagines to be lost.

Romantic human relationships are an expression of love. Energy expressed as love. There are no obstacles to God; and no one experiences God's love. It's all total and there are no entities separate to be real obstacles. All there is is Totality. Experience is an illusion that the separate sense feels is happening and that there is a world moving through time because there's no continuity. It's illusory and all there is is Unconditional love. Boundless, timeless, unconditionally everything. God doesn't have a love for someone to experience. Everything is that which is nothing appearing, even the thought of there being obstacles is all there is. Everything is all there is.

Yes, I should have realized that. Watches a lot of porn. They think that's the 'real world'.

Men are out here chasing women instead of chasing careers and status to attract the women. Notice how easy it is for men of status to get women. Instead of calling women gold-diggers or money hungry or manipulators, maybe try and see from their point of view. Lots of men don't mind providing and providing protection the best they can for the 'right' woman. The woman that appreciates and respects them for their efforts. Those men get their rewards just from being with the woman herself and not what she brings to the table. Her presence is enough for them which enables her to be in her feminine in their presence. She can maneuver both traits back and forth when needs be but usually is almost in her feminine around him. He feeds off of that. A lot of women become masculine because they are left on their own to fend for themselves. They get chewed up and spit out by men who can't see beyond her on a sexual level or the beauty that emanates from her being. They'll want to use her for their pleasure and also expects her to do all the work like raising children and doing house-work. That can mentally drain a woman and cause her to become bitter towards men and causes her to be in her masculine and close off her feminine side as a protective mechanism. Wrong journal. Just noticed. Anything can appear.

This thread is very erotic. It kind of touches that erotic zone. The kind that makes you want to make love. Unlike that other thread where someone wanted to stick something in someone's ass. 🤣🤣See the difference. @integralYou done it again, you instigator you. You made me start thinking about the best sex i ever had. Maybe will never be duplicated and doesn't have to be.

Yeah, I guess it depends on the circumstances. Here in the US when I lived in apartments they always had extra keys that could access the apartment but only for emergency or if locked out and was free of charge. This was years ago and things could have changed now with all the digital stuff going on. So yeah, general advice there. You're right, though, locksmiths are brutal and the business can be a rip off. Just don't break into a locksmith shop, they'll fine you double in court and charge you triple just for showing up. Hehe

It's love because love is the absence of separation and there's none. Love is unity. The individual wants to "stick that dick into that ass" a forum member said that and because it seeks love and unity. I got upset by those terms because I saw a lack of love and unity. We seek what we think we lack. There's actually no seeker, only appears that way. Those words were said but by themselves. The anger towards those words was anger appearing. Energy turned to anger. No one did that. There's no one to do anything. It's all energy appearing including the person that may seem to say there's an avoidance of responsibility for one's actions. I invite for anyone to explain to me in detail or even slightly how they get angry or sad or moody or happy or whatever. Please explain to me the mechanics involved. Not why you got angry or the thing or circumstance that made you angry, but how you made anger appear. How you made sadness appear. How you build a chair and a house can be explained and taught. How the hands moved to build the house cannot be explained. Maybe scientifically but there will always be a gap somewhere as to how the motion was generated. It will always lead back to energy. God is energy it us how the hands moved. It is how the hands appear to not move (maybe a stroke or an accident). Also an appearance. God appearing as a stroke or accident victim. A new car can appear to make someone happy but that someone cannot explain how that happiness was generated. It happened all on it's own. Everything is happening all on it's own including the appearance of a dead body. That body is no more dead or alive than you seem to be. It's an appearance just as a chair is an appearance. There was never anyone in that body. No soul or entity. Just a body. A dead body is not a body that died. There is just an appearance of a dead body. There is no real continuity. That's the dream. When I say this is magic, that's what I meant simply unexplained magic. No one can explain how this is done because it's not being done. It is simply BEING. Being cannot explain being, it just simply fucking is.

God doesn't dream up crappy lives. There is no God that's dreaming. There is no one that's dreaming. THE DREAM IS THE INDIVIDUAL. The dream is the one that thinks God dreams. The dream is the one that thinks it has a life and stands on its own. The dream is not real. There is actually no dream, meaning there is no individual. There is just energy appearing to be an individual. God is energy. There are appearances. Appearances means there's nothing actually happening only appears to be. A rainbow appears when the conditions also appear for it to be a rainbow and those conditions also appears when conditions appear for them to be so and so on. A sneeze appears maybe after being exposed to pollen and a cough after exposed to smoke and a yawn after feelings of tiredness, etcetc. Everything is in relation to another thing simply because they have no true reality on their own. They are appearances. There is actually no relation, only appears that way. All appearances are empty. They have no substance to them. They cannot be grasped or held unto. They are not owned. They don't belong to anyone. That's the dream. This is energy speaking to energy. Responding and relating to energy. There's energy that has taken form to appear as........it's empty. Energy can become anything including the appearance of people seeming to be living crappy lives; including a forum where a poster asks why does God dream up crappy lives; including a reader that reads this and says she's full of shit. That's energy. The thoughts are energy, the ideas, the concepts the chair and the dog. The blood, the heart, the everything. All appearances, all empty and void of meaning and substance. There's a type of energy that thinks it's a separate energy. Somehow it ate from the tree of knowledge that knowledge thinks it knows (metaphor and analogy , didn't really happen, but that's what the story means). Now that energy appears to have a life of it's own, appears to have free will and choice, see other and thinks they're also separate from it and the rest of the shebang. Energy itself isn't dreaming, the body, which is also energy, feels like there's someone in there driving it, it appears to have feelings, emotions, sensations and is thinking and have control over itself. That's an illusion and the dream. It's not happening be cause that energy was never cut off in the first place and is not separate. I'm not teaching anyone anything, this is energy appearing as someone trying to convey a message to other energy forms. It's an illusion. It feels real to the individual and can appear to have consequences. This is not to say life doesn't appear to go on and the felt sense isn't real. It is but tell me one person that ever made it out alive. Not one. Why is it that no one will ever live forever. Ever. Because it's just bodies, an appearance. Do you ever see a rainbow lasting for 100years. Do you see anything that appears, appears forever, maybe suffering but you get the drift. Nothing can appear and last forever. It cannot stand on it's own. It's not appearing out of anything because that thing has had to also appear out of something and so on. IT IS NOTHING BEING. Full on. No middle man.......to be continued. The brain is seeming to shut down and the thoughts appearing and the mind believing...lost it.