Princess Arabia

The real trap is you thinking there's a James there that's in a trap and that needs help.

Of course suffering arises here. Why wouldn't it. There's no separation between anything. You think there's something I can do to keep suffering over there while I'm over here. It's simply energy. It's free flowing and can be felt and sensed at anytime. There's nothing that i can do or not do to stop that sense the same way there's no stopping or starting the smell sense or taste sense. The responses to circumstances might not be as intense or as contracted, so the suffering sense might not hit as hard or for very long or it might, nothing here can pre-determine how energy responds. The neurotic sense of self can see it as "my suffering" and I need to do something about it. That's what neurosis looks and feels like. I speak about that too. No one sees this much because it pervades throughout society and just about everyone is 'infected' so it seems to be the norm. Energy running around like some neurotic fool thinking and believing life is about it, everything is happening to it and it has power to turn on or off what happens. It's illusory, and has no power. It is the very 'thing' it tries to eradicate. It cannot stand outside of itself and do something to something else or stop something from happening. IT IS EVERY FUCKING THING. Energy has no power; it is power. It has no choice in the matter, it is choice. It has no say so even though it tries. This is what you see with people. It's energy. All sorts of dysfunctional energetic behaviors. It's like charging a car using the same charger you charge a phone with. It just fucking explodes and produce all sorts of erratic behavior and then tries to fix itself while all along there wasn't any car being charged with the wrong charger but energy at play, playing with itself. Nothing to fix and no one really being out of place and being neurotic only seems that way. Observer energy sees wrong and right and criticizes and judges. I say I'm always observing and am curious about life. Suffering energy loves that. It loves to play with that. Good news is something here recognizes it's all a fucking play and it doesn't get too serious about it so suffering doesn't linger around too long. You'll never see me posting looking for advice about anything suffering related. It's a dead-end battle. Suffering isn't happening, there's an observer present and observes suffering to be happening and claims it. The observer is illusory, so all suffering related problems are also illusory. Something here gets that, sees that, and would laugh at itself if it ever took that suffering seriously. This is me and don't expect to project that unto other and will be compassionate about others' suffering, but ut's quite obvious here no one is suffering and nothing is wrong. When I'm sleep....tadaah, when I'm awake.....tadaah.,observer effect.....illusion.

What happens with the seeking energy is it tends to think there's something of importance to attend to; not wasting time with a bunch of morons on a forum. This is useless gibber gash, we need to write books and do some shadow work and go to retreats and figure out life and all the seeming important stuff that it deems important. If that's not happening, then whatever is happening is unimportant and serves no purpose. Leo is also expected to live up to an idea we have of him and what importance looks and feel like. It doesn't look like an administrator who spends all day on a forum he designed and put a lot of hard work into to make this post even possible; and it doesn't feel like just sitting at home or wherever reading a bunch of posts from ordinary people. That's not a extravagant enough and seems like a waste of time taking away from doing extraordinary things. Things that can give the me it's expensive taste in feelings. You must be doing this or that or else it's a waste of time; meanwhile doing the very same thing it said was a waste of time. I'm referring to Alexop's post to Leo but don't feel like getting into an argument about it so I'm expressing my views and thoughts about it here. If he reads this, he's free to comment. When we look around us, the clues are everywhere, but only if you know what to look for. People who constantly bash this place and the people here but are always coming back for more is a sign of an unstable seeking energy looking for something it cannot find. They have put Leo up on a pedestal and without even realizing it; and when he doesn't live up to their standards of whatever idea they have in their heads about him, it's problematic and the projection begins. It's your fault, Leo, you spend too much time here at home where you built and take pride in, you should be out there writing books and teaching courses so I can invest in some high-stake feelings. You're not helping me by sitting around answering nonsensical questions all day and I'm left in the cold because I want to not feel lonely so I come here but I'm not happy with our relationship. I write about these kinds of things all the time, I'm just pointing out a real-life example of what I'm referring to. I spoke about high-end feelings before and how we yearn to feel them and many more things that plays out right in real time. I don't just make shit up, might interpret wrongly at times, but my observational skills are to the roof and curiousity sense ain't going nowhere. I'm very curious about life and I'm constantly observing myself and other. No such thing, but it certainly seems that way to the dream and dreamer. I'm back and forth, back and forth, dream, no dream, reality, no reality, existence, no existence, like the waves. It's fun and because attachment isn't the case it can appear sporadically and all over the place.

This is all just a story but from seeing the infinite nature of things and how everything is playing out and how there's just no end to anything. This isn't something personal that I have, in fact, it's a loss. It's a loss that was never owned to begin with. All the knowledge that I've acquired and all the unanswered questions. All the posts read, all the experiences, all the teachings and gurus and everything put it all together. Life is simply just happening with no one in the driver's seat. It's all concepts, ideas and stories, all of it. It's nothing there but raw unfiltered, unprocessed, timeless, energy being everything, including this body, feelings, emotions, etc. It's real and raw, yet, unreal at the same time. Like a reflection of a tree in the water, the tree is there but it's just a reflection. That's what this kinda is. Its not a mirror nor a reflection, it's just nothing being everything. I can tell because when I go to sleep, there's nothing there and when I wake up, it all comes back. That's the clue the only clue apart from everyone sharing the same senses. It's energetic.

Hehe, you're also 'not in character', as you put it. There's no one there as there's no one here. I'm not in or out of character. A sense of me still pervades, it's seen to not be real, but no one saw that. There's no one here trying to be a 'no me' or claiming to not be a "me". It's quite obvious there's just no one anywhere.

That is not my experience of reality and I don't own any suffering. You're giving me things when there's no one here to own anything. Experience seems to happen and suffering can arise, neither are owned.

Goodbye and see you soon. Nobody needs to do anything it's already done. The person cannot stop seeking. The person is seeking itself. There is no person that's a seeker. No one is dreaming a dream, the person is the dream. In the same post you say to let go of everything and what remains is what you were all along the absence of self; so if I'm already the absence of self, what am I letting go of and who is doing the letting go if the 'no self', is my true nature. Are you talking to my false nature. All these 'call to action posts makes no sense. 'Let go of the one that's letting go'. Sounds like an impossible feat. Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go. What remains is pure Being. You're telling pure Being to let go? This all sounds good to an energy that is seemingly lost and in woo woo land but it's all just poetry. There's nothing you can tell anyone to do because there's no one, first of all and secondly this is the Absolute talking to itself so even my words don't matter. Leo doesn't have a spirituality and he's not the dangerous kind. Only danger is danger itself. This is freedom and liberation already, it appears as you talking shit, it appears as me writing shit and it can appear as a post telling itself to let go and trying to convince others that letting go of their illusory self is the way to go and to be just pure being. Welcome all to the beauty of existence and it's shenanigans.

Everything in front of me right now is God. There is no God's will. God's and (will) are two different things which implies separation of which there isn't any. God did not create anything. God is everything. There is no illusion of a creation. The only illusion is the person inside the body thinking there's a person there that sees creation and that there is something in front of it. There's really nothing in front, behind, beside or away from me because space doesn't actually exist. That's the illusion and neither do I exist as an I. There is no I there is an appearance of a body, appearance of objects and appearance of time and space. Those are all illusory but only if viewed by a separate illusory person. No person, then it's all just appearing and no one there to make any distinctions.

Yes, because you depend on others for your existence. IOW, confirmation bias. It's very uncomfortable not having your beliefs confirmed or recognized. They came from others and must be upheld by others to sustain their illusory nature. Truth, needs no one and no defense or confirmation or company and doesn't feel lonely, why, because the truth is there's no truth. There is only truth when there's someone observing something to be true and there is no one apart from what it relates to and Absolute Truth is not relatable and that's why it isn't. That's why it feels lonely. There's no one there that knows anything. It needs others' confirmation and others to know. That's the knowing energy feeling all alone to not share itself with. Someone shared with you, knowledge, and now you want to share it back. That's how the knowing energy operates. That's humans in a nutshell. That's what I'm doing here with you so I'm not excluded. Just sharing some knowledge to keep my existence going too.

There is no creation. Creation implies time and space of which there is none. Love being responsible for everything implies there's something else that's not responsible for everything. Saying Love is responsible for everything is saying there is Love and then there is everything. Love is not responsible for anything. Unconditional love is all there is, meaning there are no conditions for anything being. It just is regardless of.....this or that isn't there or here because of love's responsibility. There are no real objects. I'm done. It's OK. Doesn't matter.

I'm done.🤣

Love then, according to your logic or whatever you call it, is the unwillingness of everything. 'Will' suggests there is a 'no will', which is a duality. Love is all there is. There is no such thing as 'no will' in this context; so therefore, Love, as were describing it here, cannot be the WILL of anything or everything. Will is a condition and unconditional love has no conditions. You have placed a limitation in Love by saying it is the will of everything and suggesting it is also the unwillingness of everything.

If grabbing happens or not, both are still reactions but it's the body that reacts not the person. Let me see you react or not react. Do you have the free will to react either way. No. If you grab the dick, that's a reaction, if you don't, that's still a reaction. Can you do otherwise. Is there free will on your part to grab or not to grab.

I'm assuming you mean unconditional love, which is all there is. "Conscious will", is a limitation. Unconditional love has no will. Conscious suggests unconscious. It is neither conscious nor unconscious. It has no labels. It IS all the labels.

There is no suggestion here that anything needs to change or anyone needs to start or stop doing anything. Nothing I say or write is suggesting that. It's all free flowing writing and energy expressing. Life is perfect and nothing needs to change. Thought I'd make a note of that.

No one has free will and choice to NOT have free will and choice. Where is the free will there. It doesn't matter what one says about what a guru says, that guru is operating off of no free will just the same. It's just words being interpreted. Interpreted by a brain. A brain that doesn't exist. No one has ever seen their brain. How else do you think you're interpreting those guru's words. Through the senses. Senses are projections and produces effects. Just like the sense of self. It's an effect.

The person is constantly working on themselves. Constantly trying to find peace and happiness. The tool kit is always out except when in sleep. Knock, knock knocking away at themselves. If I do this, then this WILL happen. Always in the next. Always hoping for something else other than what is. There is no next; there is no what if's there is no I will be; and there are no future endeavors. Please show me any of those things. Show me. Do you see any 'next' occurring but only as a projection and as a concept and idea. 'I will be' where is it. It's an idea projected unto reality. The person is a projection machine. No reality on it's own. It needs relationship to survive. It needs to be held up by something or the other. Typical construction site. Tapping away with the tool kit. Always more and never satisfied. It prides itself on it's achievements and it's yearning for excellence and high ambitions. It needs that to feel a certain way because how it feels now isn't good enough. It takes it's perceived feelings to be it's own but just as $5 isn't enough to buy a car, it needs more achievements and goals and whatever else to be able to purchase more expensive feelings. Sadness, unhappiness, guilt, shame, unworthiness, are all cheap feelings not worth much, it strives for happiness, fulfillment, joy, excitement, bliss, those are Armani suits and the Lamborghini's of feelings. Those are worth something. Only peasants and slaves and broke people should be feeling cheap feelings, I want to feel expensive feelings. This is pretty much the same thing as what's going on in materialism. It's just projected unto spirituality and self-improvement instead. Then we look down on the poor people who are the religious ones, the ones that aren't highly conscious and go to bars and drink beer all day or watch twerking videos. These people are cheap and are investing in cheap feelings, the spiritualist says. I'm investing in top-notch feelings and feelings of an elite nature. Most are sad and miserable, that's Walmart stuff, I want to feel like Nordstrom and Calvin Klein so I will be still and meditate and go to a silent retreat. Yeah, that'll do it. NEVER LASTS. Always will be more and more and when those things don't work it turns to psychedelics and then more and more dosages gradually increasing then that gets burnt out for something else and it never stops..,..,WHEW!!! All along THIS is what it searches for but it's not extravagant enough. Not enough lighting and effects. Not enough adrenaline. The wrong type of adrenaline. It wants to feel divine and holy and fulfilled. It wants the EMPIRE. HEAVEN. PARADISE. This is it and there's nothing else. All is happening are empty experiences with empty results that leads nowhere. Show me someone that has gotten anywhere - spiritually speaking. The construction site always gets knocked back down to WHAT IS HAPPENING and what is happening is all there is....NEVER WHAT WILL HAPPEN. The tool kit can never produce the future, it can only produce what is and what is is never enough. So it will never be satisfied, fulfilled or at peace permanently. Practice all you want. A practice can never supply fulfillment. A practice is just that a practice. It can only result in effects just as practicing lifting weights can result in bigger muscles. Stop practicing and the muscles go away. They never had a reality on their own. It's all a pipe dream and no one wakes up. The illusion is that there was never an illusion to begin with. Never a person doing these things to begin with. All energy. energy seeks to energize itself. To become something other than what it is. It can't. It deluded itself thinking it can. It is also the thinking and the delusion. That's why it never gets anywhere than where it is already. It's everything and what's everything is all there is. IT'S DONE.

There are no baby steps here in context with this kind of post. Either it is or it isn't. Can't have somewhat freewill, can't be somewhat of a person and can't have baby step responsibilities. Either there is or isn't. People want truth right; well the truth is, there are no people.

No free will means there's no one to have free will in the first place. It's not that there are people out there with no free will. It's that there is no one in the first place. So all you've said implies there's a person who doesn't have responsibilities. All the places where you've mentioned the word "their" suggests ownership of which there is none. You have to be total with all this stuff or else it'll be all over the place. Can't say "their" and also say no responsibility. Saying "no one's responsible for rejecting you or others" suggests that someone rejected you or others but isn't responsible for it; so, the responsibility still holds for the person doing the rejecting if that was the case. This goes for every itemized example you gave with the operant words being "you" and "their". That suggests a person, who would then have free will and other that has ownership. Neither is the case. No one rejected anyone. Rejection happened. No one abandoned anyone, abandoning happened, no one is being annoying, annoyance is happening - use this for every example you gave and it all ties in. Of course, these statements won't compute with most because the sense of personhood is still present, but it is the case. There's no responsibility because there's no one there to be anything. Not only responsible, but ANYTHING. This applies to everything.

The irony of this comment is that you're trusting in these videos to tell you the truth. Sharing these videos while saying "why would you trust Leo to tell you the truth", is trusting Leo to tell you the truth.

What is Freedom. Freedom is all there is. There is nothing but Freedom. It isn't personal and it cannot be felt. Nothing struggles to be what it is. Nothing is in chains and shackles. Suffering isn't trying to be suffering and struggling to be suffering and isn't bounded. Limitation doesn't struggle to be limited. There is nothing outside of limitation limiting limitation. There is nothing to stop limitation from being itself. A person behind bars and in a prison isn't struggling to be a person behind bars and in a prison. Do you see them half in prison and half out. Trying to make it to prison and half way out of prison. No they're in prison. That's the situation. Nothing struggling to be what it is there. Stupidity is never free to not be stupidity. Do you see stupidity in chains and shackles trying to be stupid. Does it struggle to be stupid. Free as a bird to be stupid. Hatred. When does hatred strains itself and resist itself. Hatred never tries to be love. It's hatred and it's free as a bird to be hatred. There's nothing that can stop hatred from being hatred. Replace it, yes, but nothing else can be hatred itself. A non-working fan. Freedom again. Doesn't struggle to be a non-working fan. An earthquake. When have you seen an earthquake not free to be an earthquake. Nothing stops anything from being what it is. Everything is free to be what it is. A concept. Free to ve a concept. Let me see you stop a concept from being a concept. Doubt. Anyone ever stopped doubt in it's tracts. Stopping doubt. Anyone ever stopped 'stopping doubt' in it's tracks. Understanding, free to be understanding and nothing else can be understanding. Not understanding. Again, free to be not understanding. You thinking this post doesn't make sense. Nothing stopping that from happening. Where was the struggle in you thinking this post doesn't make sense. There is nothing but effortlessness. Trying to be something you're not doesn't take any effort to be that. Show me something that takes effort to be. Struggling is effortless. Isn't chained and shackled. Struggling is free as a bird to be struggling. There is nothing, and I mean nothing. that is in chains and shackles to be what is. That also includes circumstances, ideas, thoughts and any action, I mean everything. THAT'S FREEDOM. There's nothing but freedom and nothing can or is stopping anything from being what it is. The problem is it's not personal and is not for anyone and is free to even be as slavery, shackles and confinement. What you seek is liberation. Liberation from what. The self. Can't happen. The self can only be the self. It cannot be anything else. There is no freedom from or for anything. That's limiting freedom. Liberation cannot be attained. That's also a limitation. All is already free and liberation is already the case. The one that says that's horseshit, needs to question how saying that's horseshit was in shackles and couldn't be expressed freely as saying that's horseshit. Saying this is horseshit took no effort. Everything is effortless. Even constraints needs no effort to be constraints. This is what freedom is and it is all there is.

That sense of self separation is so narcissistic, neurotic and arrogant and also self-centered. It believes it's more special than others. Thinks it's capable of seeing God while excluding the rest of society that doesn't do certain spiritual practices. Does the sun only shine for the special and privileged or the moon; and does the rain decides to only water some gardens. Nature doesn't discriminate, only people do. Why would God reserve it's presence for practices and processes. Why would it take to have to know about certain things or be fortunate enough to stumble upon certain teachings to be able to see God, have a realization or know that you are God. This is so ridiculous, it's past ridiculous. What about the normal average man on the street that doesn't know or even heard of such a thing. He would live his whole life ignorant to this. Why would God even allow for some and not others. God didn't reserve air and gravity for some and left out the rest, it pertains to all. The moon isn't hidden from some (unless you're in prison), and the sun doesn't need a process to be accessed. Why God. Why enlightenment and awakening. This is just utter delusion. What I'm saying here is, when it comes to such matters (not worldly things and achievements), everyone and everything is included. There is no God hidden somewhere to be realized and no person is more special than a frog - just different in appearance. Why is it that frogs, ants, roaches and squirrels weren't made to realize something of this magnitude. A squirrel recognizes a peanut and a walnut and a tree. It knows what to do with those things naturally without being taught or having to learn or practice. It's nature at it's finest. A roach recognizes water and food and knows how to eat and run from people to survive. That's all it does, pretty much. Why would a roach only know how to do all those things and then die but not have the capacity to get enlightened, or to realize God. God that's so great and mighty. That's not fair that only humans have this capacity. Poor animals and trees and mountains. Such a mundane existence to just be that and not able to experience the most wonderful thing imaginable - to recognize GOD. Such crap, such delusion and thinking we're so special. Why is a drug addict not rich and living it's best life. Why are the rich and wealthy still miserable and lonely and depressed. We think that there are people who are more fortunate than others. No, there are no people and there are no others. It's just the Absolute being everything and everyone. If that's the case, who is doing the recognizing of a God. Who will be getting enlightened and who is awakening. These are just experiences for the one that thinks it's separate and alive living in a world that is separate from it. It's energy. That sense arose in that body and it is what's living it's own reality and being delusional. Luckily, it's not really happening and all is well. All I just said is a projection from this energetic force that thinks it's also living in a world with others. Nothing of the sort is happening and, thank God, it's a dream. I'm not dreaming because there is no "I". This is the dream talking. It's quite obvious that it's all a play and noone is doing anything. I just can't be the only one seeing that there's no one here and that the eyes are seeing from separate bodies the same things and that there is a God to be realized from some drug. I reminisce on this everyday and I see that there's simply magic happening and stories being told in Playland and how I'm making all this up as I live in my own bubble of dreamland and how someday, which will never come because I won't be around to see it, it will all be over and I'll just disappear into the absence that THIS IS. SOB SOB!! There's no one here or out there. SOB SOB!! Tears are literally flowing from these eyes. I'm just in my own bubble making all this shit up, to feel alive. There's a sense here that senses that. No one is out there nor here. I've been avoiding this sense my whole damn life.

"Belowed"? What is that?

The reason we feel feelings and call them our own is because there is no separation between the body and feelings nor an ice-cream truck or a hat. There is no sense that senses a hat to be visceral or have a visceral effect so we don't associate a hat with feelings only maybe an object that's owned or not. We don't feel a hat or that car because it's not a part of the separate sense's package but feelings are because it innately feels something is wrong already with what's appearing so feelings is a part of its illusory nature there to be felt. Feelings aren't ours but its interpreted that way because of that separate sense. It is literally felt in the body and is not illusory on its own, it's like a package. I feel sad. No sadness appears. No separation, so automatically, because of the sense of perception and the IAM sense, it automatically claims that sadness. Seeing a car isn't claimed as a feeling because first of all it's not actually seeing a car and secondly a car isn't a feeling. Feelings are just feelings but because of its nature it will be felt even though that feeling belongs to to one and us felt by no one the same as a car is seen by no one.

Leo says to look and stare at the hand for hrs to see that it's imaginary. No, looking and staring at the hand may reveal that the looker is imaginary, not the hand. There is no looker, it's just looking happening. I say reveal, but that's simply energy and revealing is happening but to no one. I'd say looking through the eyes but not for hrs it only takes a few minutes here for that revelation. It's still illusory but the effect is what I'm speaking of. Look through the eyes. It's quite obvious there's just seeing happening and no one is looking. This is also why I state that I'm looking at the same thing you're looking at but see the same thing with a different set of eyes. Seeing isn't separate from what appears, the seer is seeming to be, but isn't really because there is no actual seer, ony appears to be. That's why I said, the looker is imaginary not the hand.