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Everything is leading us to Source, so it has it's purpose. We over analyze things too much, myself included, and if we just learn to let go and enjoy life, accept ourselves and others, perceived faults and all, we'll become less contracted energetically and life will become smoother and more pleasurable instead of us going outside ourselves to find fulfillment. One thing I've noticed in life is, every time we turn around there's always something to debate upon and/or worry about and the self- conflicts just never end, so might as well accept what is because that's the essence of Infinity....it never ends. These debates and discussions are just experiences, nothing to really solve. Some gain value, some don't, and solving one problem will only lead to another to be solved. So why not just go the end. The end of all problems which is Love. Love of all, Love of life, Love of Self and the acceptance of it all. No judgements. When challenges arise, deal with them as such, a bump in the road that needs maneuvering. We're all equipped to deal with such bumps that's how we're still here. Life is doing it's thing, not us. It's the power within. We just have to learn how to use that power and steer it in the right direction. That's all these challenges are there for. Unless we move to the end, there will always be so-called problems.

Ball busting as required once from a client. I was scared for the guy even tho he was loving it.

I toke you once I saw you going through a shift. Before awakening there is confusion and a sense of being lost . These are signs of you waking up. But you'll fall back asleep again, and wake up again, and go back to sleep, and wake up, till it becomes you and you become it. Don't know if I just made sense or not, my hands typed this not me.

All addictions are rooted in one thing, lack of Self Love. It's not the porn that's the problem, porn is just the symptom, a tool. There are all kinds of different ways we search for love, a feeling. It's a feeling we're looking for. So when we keep talking about porn this and porn that, doesn't matter, we'll just go latch on to something else. We demonize things when the things themselves have no power over us unless we give it power. Why do we do the things we do should be the question. How to generate our own feelings of self worth and how to give ourselves the love we seek should be the solution to the answer.

Twice now I turned the movie Martyrs on and turned it off, because it's in French or some other language and when I ff to different scenes, which I usually do if I'm not sure about the movie and I see all the torture happening to her and I cringe. But I can usually tolerate movies like Freddy and Jason and night of the living dead and pornhub. Hehe

Well, I'm sure you have lots of valuable things to share, but you sometimes do in your comments anyway so that is suffice.

Thanks for your input and welcome to the Forum. It's taboo for other people, I talk about anything. Let me think...nope ...cant think of anything off limits...oh yeah, politics. I don't think I'm chasing a high when I do it. I just feel like it and I do it. I'm not a sex-addict so I don't know. You probably don't have to be a sex-addict to be addicted to masturbation, though. Don't know.

No kidding. Today I said to myself after reading one of your responses somewhere here, how come i never see you start a new topic and here you go. Walla, Boombastic! I love Liam, so maybe I'll check it out. Maybe it's a sign I should, so I'll def check it out. It's on YT for rent.

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No apology needed, and sorry to hear about your jail sentence. Didn't even know it was against guidelines. I know about starting new topic, tho, no caps there. Funny how we can shout online without hearing a word lol. Guess that's how God can be here talking to us and we can't hear a word. God is like the Internet, shouting his ass away in caps throughout space and no one hears, only in silence, just like here. That's why our asses in jail. Anyway, thanks for serving my jail time before I did the same thing. You're my Guinea pig. Hope you found all my jokes funny.

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Beliefs are not facts anyway, so it doesn't matter if you're sure or not, they will become true for you because the RAS system in the brain will set out to prove you right and shape your experiences to fit your beliefs. I, myself, am starting to recognize some beliefs I hold about myself and the world and I am starting to change some of mine when I realize they are not serving me. I know they are false and were only ingrained in me because of thoughts I kept repeating over and over again, and every time i saw them come true in my experiences, I would believe them even more. But that was only because my brain would only focus on those belief structures and shape and manifest them outwardly. I have started to notice the more I change my inner world my outer world starts to reflect that, but because I'm still holding on to the conditioning I'ts still a challenge. Awareness is curative; so as long as I keep being aware and try to keep changing moment by moment the brain will start to catch up, or the mind, whichever is the case. I get annoyed too, then I lash out, but that doesn't help as I'm just fighting with that part of myself that needs healing. Makes no sense. That's true insanity. But, like I said as long as I'm aware of my own thought patterns and belief systems and recognize that I can always change them and rise above my existing paradigm, I'm one step ahead of becoming a different person and start to embody that new identity. I can tell whenever my thoughts are off from the way I feel, but it's getting easier and easier to make the shift. I try to stay grounded in the I AM presence because that is where I feel more at peace. You are believing what you are believing and then pushing that off as Absolute Truth. It is only relatively true for you. Myself included. I try to include myself when I make observations because I'm not immune to these deceptions of the mind. We need to just relax in life a little more and stop trying to control outcomes when we are the ones creating them and calling them forth with our awareness and attention. We need to just set intentions and move forward by aligning our beliefs with what complements those intentions or we'll just be creating a mess then we complain about what we've unconsciously created. Thanks for calming down the vibe with me and I understand where your annoyance and frustration is coming from as I i realize my own. Try to change your beliefs about your gender and make-up because it is not true for all men and also about women and I'll try to do the same.

Have you ever had a mystical experience/s. Tell us briefly of any mystical experience you've had. Are you currently or have had any unexplained phenomena happened to you. Only if it has happened to you personally, no heresay or second-hand experiences, only first-hand, direct experiences. Only one or two; please don't go overboard if you have experienced many for the sake of brevity. Personally, I've lost items before in my bedroom and looked everywhere just to see it appeared in a spot where I looked before and was sure that I looked there before. Also, I used to have reoccurring dreams of plane crashes and three days later a plane would crash. I have witnesses because I started telling friends when I had the dream (which wasn't very often, maybe about three or four times a year) and they would confirm this by hearing about a plane crash three days later. I dreamt about a plane crash three days before the 1999 plane crash of John F Kennedy at Martha's Vineyard. Didn't know it would be him, but nonetheless. I stopped for years until recently about 2mths ago I dreamt one and 3days later there was a crash at Martha's Vineyard on July 15th. Would love to hear yours. Please, not too scary so I can sleep well tonight. ?

Yeah, but it's not like he's out killing people. My comment wasn't about someone not reaping what they sow. People receive what they sow automatically by default as that's the nature of Reality, we're reaping what we're sowing every day. What you're seeing today is what your planted in the past. Mentally. When you attain a certain level of Spiritual maturity, you recognize for yourself the reasons to quote "not be an asshole 24/7" because you realize you'd only be harming yourself. That's the reason. There's a difference between calling someone out for what they're doing and wishing to see them shot dead.

Never wish death upon anyone. Your mind hears you wishing death upon yourself. It knows no other but you.

Had to look that up. Brahmacharya. Never heard the term. How long should men practice this for to reap the benefits, and is it necessary to do this in order to reap the same benefits. Doesn't meditation practices also achieve this goal and do women also benefit from this (not that I'm interested in doing this, but just to know for educational purposes).

Your concerns are natural as the mind hates changes and wants to keep you safe. Some people are more adaptable to changes naturally and some have learnt how to make the switch more easily to maneuver without experiencing as much anxiety about such drastic life changing events. Keep in mind, say about a year or so ago, any changes you made that you were anxious about making and how today you have gotten through that said change and now the results seem like a part of you now that you don't think twice about integrating into your life. For example, if you were reluctant or felt nervous or anxious about going to a particular school for the first time (insert any major life- changing changes you made here), and how within a short period of time, after being used to that experience how it didn't make you feel anxious anymore. That's usually the case with most changes. The mind just has to get accustomed to the change. In the future, try not to have such fixed routines about minor things that won't matter much to not get the mind so used to being structured. Balance it out a bit. Start with insignificant things like maybe change up a particular route you take or changing up your food choices to a more varied variety as long as you're not changing to a more unhealthy way of eating. Being structured can be beneficial at times but can also make things difficult when it's time to make necessary changes. Just tell yourself that this feeling is only temporary and in no time you'll get adjusted. See yourself enjoying the change and visualize having exciting times with your college friends. Try not to get too attached to things in life as a general rule and learn to embrace the impermanence of the nature of Reality. You'll be fine.

Sometimes people avoid intimacy by substituting it with porn. Then they become addicted to it. Then they try to stop the addiction by resisting it and focusing on the addiction instead of switching to something more preferred. Giving attention to something only expands it. Trying to get rid of something by rejecting it only makes it persist. You have to accept it as a part of existence without judging it for it to not have any power over you and set the intention to make another choice if the urge arises.

Drinking too much water can also be dangerous. Anything can have a negative effect on the body if improperly used. What you know to be true is true for you, there are other people who are using pornography and masturbation to improve their lives. There are people who have wrecked their lives using these tools. If something was Absolutely bad it would be bad for everybody and vice versa. Porn and masturbation are not dangerous in and of themselves, it is the way they are being used.

I understand what your feeling. Not especially because I've been there, but I have a knack for feeling people's pain and emotions even through the computer. You are very genuine in your stance and you are passionate about Spirituality. That said, it is very important to not rely on one particular person on this journey. People are human and have their own biases and survival agendas. People are only here to guide you, not live up to the expectations you've placed on them. Everywhere we go we will see parts of Reality we don't like, and it is up to us to understand that when it comes to a group setting not everyone will share the same opinions we share or have the same ideas about Reality that we have. It is best to take what resonates with us from a variety of teachers and leave the rest as Reality is not set in stone and we can shape and form it into our own creations. Every advice I give on this forum I give to myself and I am also learning from how I see how I react to unsuspecting criticisms. I see people making the same mistakes i'm making and it is showing me how I can improve upon the way I interact with the outside world by reflecting upon myself from observing my reactions. I don't run from them, I face them with courage and go deep within to ponder on why I reacted the way I did and to make the adjustments necessary to see what reflection I wish to see from this mirror that I'm looking at as it is all me. I am very passionate in the way I interact with people and it can also cause me to overlook what is true from what my beliefs are, that are helping to shape my personal experiences. I try to stay grounded in the I AM presence within me and try to not let anything shake that apart because I'm aware of it's presence and how I am giving power to the illusory nature of the appearance of the outside world that only exists because of my attention and awareness of it. I recognize how I'm giving power to something that, without my light of awareness shining on it doesn't have any power over me unless I give it the power to affect me. Nothing can have power over me unless it has been given from above.

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The irony of this is, the males on here who I've seen showing resentfulness toward what I do for a living, are adamant followers of Andrew Pimp Tate. I guess it's because they think i should be a sex slave and work for men and give them all my earnings and cook and clean and be subservient, manipulated, lied to and be coerced into sex work. That's what they are indirectly contributing to when they follow him and treat him as if he's some Messiah. Mr. "Master Mind Controller" Iggy Piggy Wiggy, who follows Osho, is a prime example of how these men understand the power of the mind and uses that to control their followers. That's what cult leaders do. It always amazes me how many AT followers are against prostitution and demonize it saying you should go get a "regular" job, whatever that means, when their Messiah is pimping girls and using them as sex slaves. If you are going to deny that part and say he's been of value to you, that means you are still in agreement with how he was able to provide that value. This is not about his character or personality traits, it's about you knowing what he has done and how he has deceived many into doing his wishes and about his intentions. If you believed what you were doing was so great and was acting in with good intentions and had the others' best interest in mind, you wouldn't need coercion and manipulation in order to achieve your results.