Princess Arabia

OK. So is this conversation then since it couldn't seem to happen without time. The divine is also being time. There's nothing precious for the divine. It's all the Divine.

How can everything 'happen'. Happen suggests something that is doing something else. Jumping happens because there's a body that jumped. Laughing happens when a body laughs. How does everything happen. Temporary.....i don't even know how anything happens temporarily.😏

"Vision" and "knowing" suggests/implies separation. Which one is it, vision, knowing or no separation. The latter indicates nothing is really happening; hence the dream of knowing is illusory, aka I AM.

Seems....nothing becomes anything. Everything is as it is only appears as becoming. Linear perception of the illusory observer.

.....and also the dream.

Humans are seemingly putting rocks in the river of flowing water. The river is flowing smoothly and we put rocks and pebbles so it disrupts the flowing movement of the river. It's still energy. Energetic. No one is doing that. It is it's own creation and destruction; seemingly so because energy cannot be created or destroyed only apparently. This shit is crazy weird. Infinite. Nothing is stopping anything from happening. It's all done. The effects feel real, though.

Now the human wants to meditate it's way into stopping thought. Humans didn't produce or create thought so how can humans stop thought. It's like suicide. The human is the thought. Suffocating itself. No wonder some experience heart palpitations during certain meditations. You all think this spirituality thing is a joke. It's a shock to the body's natural systems. Spirituality is man-made, an ideology, ideas and concepts. The body is real. The body is not an illusion, you are, the person is; but the body can feel the effects. Lots of spiritual people have gone insane or develop some type of dis-ease.

There is free will alright; but no one has it. That's the difference. That's what I'm saying when I say there's no free will. I mean no one has free will. There's no one to have free will. Matter of fact, there's no will at all, that's a stipulation or a label or a boundary and suggests meaning; there is just simply unconditional freedom. No conditions to be what it is.

Notice how defensive and triggered you get when someone speaks down on another someone who either changed your life for the positive, taught you something of value that you deeply appreciated, respect and admire and sometimes even idolize, etcetc. Always about me. Don't you dare talk bad about that person, they changed MY life, they were of value to ME. I bought an expensive feeling from them. You're attacking MY credibility when you attack them. You're saying I'M a fool for investing in the feelings that person bestowed upon ME. Notice, the person in defense mode or explanation mode as to why that person doesn't deserve the 'bad talk', will more than likely say something that that person 'did for ME', changed in MY life. Me, me, me, me, me, me, me. Don't give too shits about that person; only what they did for me, me, me, me, me, me. Don't believe me, take notes. Don't believe anything I say, take notes. See it for yourselves. Don't you love to go by direct experience. One will say, what's wrong with that. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. The difference is we seek authenticity. There's no such thing when life is just about me, me, me, me, me. Nothing authentic about me, me, me, me, me. Me doesn't even exist.

We say this is duality and there's an opposite to everything. Hot/cold, tall/short, up/down, in/out. What's the opposite of free will and choice? That probably doesn't, to some, have an opposite. It's always free will and choice for the cocky and arrogant human except for when they're suffering and the moment of death or to choose never to sleep again or never take a shit again or to unsee this post or the free will to think differently about this post. Shit just happens. Even the choice to believe in free will just happens. No one chooses to believe or not to believe in free will. Even that isn't of one's free will. Let me see you 'unbelieve' in free will right now on the spot or believe in free will right now on the spot or believe or unbelieve in anything right on the spot. Can't happen because you didn't do it in the first place. Infact, there's not even a person believing in anything. Belief is just simply happening. Hard to compute for the arrogant little bastards who think they're in control of anything, yet we can't even choose to sneeze or not to sneeze ever again.

We will build AI's, phones that can talk back, robots that can do just about everything a human can and humans will still believe there's a person inside these bodies. We will say robots and AI's don't have souls and can't think or have consciousness or have a heart or truly love or whatever beliefs we will come up with why they'll never take the place of humans. That's how arrogant and cocky humans are. What does it even mean to be a human. We've made up all types of stories on what it means. All types of meanings will be said. We don't even know what thoughts are and where they come from and without a mirror we wouldn't even know what the back of our heads and butt holes look like, but we want to claim autonomy and want to be authentic. We can't even stop ourselves from suffering and we cry and whine like babies when things don't go our way, yet we want to claim autonomy and control and have free will. What it means to be human - cocky, arrogant, self-serving, neurotic, narcissistic, vindictive, jealous, hateful, fearful, envious, cowardly, selfish, ungrateful, psychopathic, paranoid, egotistical, and everything in between and also every opposite of every word said. Ever seen a neurotic or a jealous stone. Ever seen a tree being vindictive. Ever felt hate from a rose. Ever seen a mountain acting cowardly. Yes, we have positive traits, but I'm stressing on the negative one's because that's what humans do. We love negativity. I'm being human. All made up, all labels we've put on ourselves, all invented. No such thing as a human. No such thing as anything. It's all energy, whatever that is. It's not a thing but can transform into anything. The human energy is just the most narcissistic, neurotic and most loving of them all; yes, most loving and that's why we exude all those other 'off-loving traits' because those are also expressions of love. Love is the absence of separation and humans are the only species that feels separate and therefore all those traits are a result of that feeling. There's no one inside, just energy transforming.

Pee doesn't need a person to pee, just a body.

Soul placed his finger on the quote button and quoted my remark, yes. Doesn't mean an actual person did that. Soul is not an actual person. Soul is life quoting life, whatever life wants to call itself. Soul or Princess Arabia, those are just names life gave itself. Life is doing life. Arrogance thinks it's doing anything. You're no one. You don't even know how you got here and who you are unless some other nobody told you.

The very fact that peeing exists, doesn't prove people have the free will to choose to have to pee or not. Let me see you choose to not pee for the rest of your life. Peeing happens. Beliefs happen, understandings happen and opinions happen. One is only different in your eyes from another because the observer made a distinction. No you and there's no free will to decide, decisions happen.

FEAR. Nothing to do. Has anything happened yet but you just endlessly fearing what's not there. All what if's and projections into the non-existent future. You need a comfy little home to live in to feel safe and secure. You've exhausted all lower feelings and that didn't work, now you seek for better feelings and this post is like a last resort. Won't help because the problem will still be there, YOU.

Yes, at the dream level. Not on the actual level of what actually is. You described words and concepts and ideas and memory appeared. Nothing actually is in relation to anything else. It's all fresh and new. Do you see any of those things you said. It's ll concepts appearing, ideas appearing and memory appearing. None of it actually exist. You said reality is made up of infinite dynamic relationships that unfold infinitely in eternal dynamism. How can anything be actually unfolding. That implies separation, time and space. There's none.

I'm not sure what neo advaita is or teaches. I've heard about it through internet and have been accused of being Ms. advaita myself. I hear and see it's similiar to the things I say but ilm not saying what I say from a teaching but from understanding, clarity and observation. All illusory from the personal sense meaning those are all things happening all on their own. The thing is, "nothing" cannot be understood, experienced or known. It's not a nothing that one can envision. It has no qualities, is boundless, timeless, spaceless and free. If it weren't, it would be limited, infinite and bounded. It is freedom itself. There is really no reality. It's nothing being.....Picture a reflection in the water/ocean, say the moon. If you see the moon in the water, is the moon actually in the water, no. It's the "real" moon being reflected. Can't go to the water and touch the moon. There's no moon actually there. It's an appearance. It doesn't really exist in the water. Consider the "real moon" to be that nothing. It is being everything and because its nothing, it can't be touched, tainted, experienced, and isn't limited to anything. The words being said is nothing being those words. Everything is empty. Just as the reflection of the moon in the water is empty. Nothing there, real and unreal, happening and not happening. Same thing here.

James will be back. This isn't the first or last time he's made a dramatic non-exit. He's done it before and will do it again. Wait for it......

The real trap is you thinking there's a James there that's in a trap and that needs help.

Of course suffering arises here. Why wouldn't it. There's no separation between anything. You think there's something I can do to keep suffering over there while I'm over here. It's simply energy. It's free flowing and can be felt and sensed at anytime. There's nothing that i can do or not do to stop that sense the same way there's no stopping or starting the smell sense or taste sense. The responses to circumstances might not be as intense or as contracted, so the suffering sense might not hit as hard or for very long or it might, nothing here can pre-determine how energy responds. The neurotic sense of self can see it as "my suffering" and I need to do something about it. That's what neurosis looks and feels like. I speak about that too. No one sees this much because it pervades throughout society and just about everyone is 'infected' so it seems to be the norm. Energy running around like some neurotic fool thinking and believing life is about it, everything is happening to it and it has power to turn on or off what happens. It's illusory, and has no power. It is the very 'thing' it tries to eradicate. It cannot stand outside of itself and do something to something else or stop something from happening. IT IS EVERY FUCKING THING. Energy has no power; it is power. It has no choice in the matter, it is choice. It has no say so even though it tries. This is what you see with people. It's energy. All sorts of dysfunctional energetic behaviors. It's like charging a car using the same charger you charge a phone with. It just fucking explodes and produce all sorts of erratic behavior and then tries to fix itself while all along there wasn't any car being charged with the wrong charger but energy at play, playing with itself. Nothing to fix and no one really being out of place and being neurotic only seems that way. Observer energy sees wrong and right and criticizes and judges. I say I'm always observing and am curious about life. Suffering energy loves that. It loves to play with that. Good news is something here recognizes it's all a fucking play and it doesn't get too serious about it so suffering doesn't linger around too long. You'll never see me posting looking for advice about anything suffering related. It's a dead-end battle. Suffering isn't happening, there's an observer present and observes suffering to be happening and claims it. The observer is illusory, so all suffering related problems are also illusory. Something here gets that, sees that, and would laugh at itself if it ever took that suffering seriously. This is me and don't expect to project that unto other and will be compassionate about others' suffering, but ut's quite obvious here no one is suffering and nothing is wrong. When I'm sleep....tadaah, when I'm awake.....tadaah.,observer effect.....illusion.

What happens with the seeking energy is it tends to think there's something of importance to attend to; not wasting time with a bunch of morons on a forum. This is useless gibber gash, we need to write books and do some shadow work and go to retreats and figure out life and all the seeming important stuff that it deems important. If that's not happening, then whatever is happening is unimportant and serves no purpose. Leo is also expected to live up to an idea we have of him and what importance looks and feel like. It doesn't look like an administrator who spends all day on a forum he designed and put a lot of hard work into to make this post even possible; and it doesn't feel like just sitting at home or wherever reading a bunch of posts from ordinary people. That's not a extravagant enough and seems like a waste of time taking away from doing extraordinary things. Things that can give the me it's expensive taste in feelings. You must be doing this or that or else it's a waste of time; meanwhile doing the very same thing it said was a waste of time. I'm referring to Alexop's post to Leo but don't feel like getting into an argument about it so I'm expressing my views and thoughts about it here. If he reads this, he's free to comment. When we look around us, the clues are everywhere, but only if you know what to look for. People who constantly bash this place and the people here but are always coming back for more is a sign of an unstable seeking energy looking for something it cannot find. They have put Leo up on a pedestal and without even realizing it; and when he doesn't live up to their standards of whatever idea they have in their heads about him, it's problematic and the projection begins. It's your fault, Leo, you spend too much time here at home where you built and take pride in, you should be out there writing books and teaching courses so I can invest in some high-stake feelings. You're not helping me by sitting around answering nonsensical questions all day and I'm left in the cold because I want to not feel lonely so I come here but I'm not happy with our relationship. I write about these kinds of things all the time, I'm just pointing out a real-life example of what I'm referring to. I spoke about high-end feelings before and how we yearn to feel them and many more things that plays out right in real time. I don't just make shit up, might interpret wrongly at times, but my observational skills are to the roof and curiousity sense ain't going nowhere. I'm very curious about life and I'm constantly observing myself and other. No such thing, but it certainly seems that way to the dream and dreamer. I'm back and forth, back and forth, dream, no dream, reality, no reality, existence, no existence, like the waves. It's fun and because attachment isn't the case it can appear sporadically and all over the place.

This is all just a story but from seeing the infinite nature of things and how everything is playing out and how there's just no end to anything. This isn't something personal that I have, in fact, it's a loss. It's a loss that was never owned to begin with. All the knowledge that I've acquired and all the unanswered questions. All the posts read, all the experiences, all the teachings and gurus and everything put it all together. Life is simply just happening with no one in the driver's seat. It's all concepts, ideas and stories, all of it. It's nothing there but raw unfiltered, unprocessed, timeless, energy being everything, including this body, feelings, emotions, etc. It's real and raw, yet, unreal at the same time. Like a reflection of a tree in the water, the tree is there but it's just a reflection. That's what this kinda is. Its not a mirror nor a reflection, it's just nothing being everything. I can tell because when I go to sleep, there's nothing there and when I wake up, it all comes back. That's the clue the only clue apart from everyone sharing the same senses. It's energetic.

Hehe, you're also 'not in character', as you put it. There's no one there as there's no one here. I'm not in or out of character. A sense of me still pervades, it's seen to not be real, but no one saw that. There's no one here trying to be a 'no me' or claiming to not be a "me". It's quite obvious there's just no one anywhere.

That is not my experience of reality and I don't own any suffering. You're giving me things when there's no one here to own anything. Experience seems to happen and suffering can arise, neither are owned.

Goodbye and see you soon. Nobody needs to do anything it's already done. The person cannot stop seeking. The person is seeking itself. There is no person that's a seeker. No one is dreaming a dream, the person is the dream. In the same post you say to let go of everything and what remains is what you were all along the absence of self; so if I'm already the absence of self, what am I letting go of and who is doing the letting go if the 'no self', is my true nature. Are you talking to my false nature. All these 'call to action posts makes no sense. 'Let go of the one that's letting go'. Sounds like an impossible feat. Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go. What remains is pure Being. You're telling pure Being to let go? This all sounds good to an energy that is seemingly lost and in woo woo land but it's all just poetry. There's nothing you can tell anyone to do because there's no one, first of all and secondly this is the Absolute talking to itself so even my words don't matter. Leo doesn't have a spirituality and he's not the dangerous kind. Only danger is danger itself. This is freedom and liberation already, it appears as you talking shit, it appears as me writing shit and it can appear as a post telling itself to let go and trying to convince others that letting go of their illusory self is the way to go and to be just pure being. Welcome all to the beauty of existence and it's shenanigans.