Princess Arabia

Mom, The day that we say goodbye to you is coming.. Aug 4th. That's the day before you gave birth to Floyd. Even though you'll always be with us, I understand we as a family like to come together and officially say goodbye as something we call a funeral. I will have to travel for a bit to get to Florida to meet up with everyone; and even as I write this, I'm filling up with tears. You've showed me throughout the years what human strength really looks like; and I think if it wasn't because of that, I would have collapsed years ago from my petty little problems I thought was the end of the world. I used to compare them to the stuff I've seen you pull through and said to myself, "Really, get a grip". Well, there is nothing worse than losing a child, I heard, and all yours are still here. So you didn't have to experience that. Grandma passed not too long ago herself, and I know you were never the same after that because she was your rock. I will have to see you as something else other than my rock because, that is too much to handle mentally because my mind cannot handle losing its rock. Mom, you need to be my giant Boulder now, on that special day. I don't know how I'm going to manage seeing you like that for the last time. I don't know if I'll be able to handle it. I'm writing this to you to ask for some extra strength on that day. My mind wants to keep me safe and protected, and is projecting itself unto that day and is trying to conjure up ways to cope when it's not even here yet. Then I try to bring it back to comfort it, which only works for a short time. So I'm writing it out to release some of that anxiousness. Something I've never really had a problem with because things have always worked out for me and I've learnt to not worry about stuff too much, that came with practice and experience. I've never had to deal with this kind of a loss, and even though being Spiritual is helping, nothing compares to going through the experience directly. I'm going to need you to help me get through that special day. I'm going to really have to talk to the mind that day and try to comfort it; and even though it's not here now, it doesn't matter at this point, it just doesn't want to hear it. I let it do its thing, and I am learning to not focus on what it is saying about the upcoming event, and it doesn't last long, but it's stubborn. I'm ok for now because life has a lot of distractions and they come in handy in times like this. It's just when I think about the day that's coming, the mind starts to fantasize and saying all kinds of stuff that has nothing to do with what I'm currently experiencing. But I pinch myself to bring it back in the present moment and then it gets quiet because it doesn't know anything about that. I try to shut it up and curse it but then I remember how that doesn't help because that's what it wants - attention. So I'm learning to not even ignore it but to just see it for whatever it is, but in this case, it's more challenging. I'm allowing myself to feel what's coming up, when it does in spurts, but gosh, whew. I even start to curse God as to why it had to design life this way, then I start laughing when I feel it's energy flowing through my heart and an overwhelming sense of peace emerges. Anyway mom, bye for now and I hope you like the songs I dedicated to you. God is such a wonderful musician and artist, it even used you to design the wonderful clothing you used to make for people and the beautiful flower arrangements you so much loved to do. You were a gifted artist in your own unique way and I will remember how much YOU were my gift from God. Your little baby girl. P.S. Mom, I read something today that will help me in my thought process for our special day. I instantly knew it was a message from you. Thank you. I have been affirmatively acknowledging to the Universe everytime I've recognized it's messages to me so it knows I'm listening and they keep coming.

God doesn't want anything. God IS everything.

Thank you

Most guys are usually talking about themselves on dates, so it will probably be refreshing to her if you ask her questions about herself, without sounding like an interview and expand on that. I was shy growing up; and it wasn't until my latter years because of modelling and being an exotic dancer when I became more extroverted, which happened naturally because of experience. Now I can't shut up. Lol. I find when I go out, Spiritual stuff is a hit or miss and I try to feel them out first before going there too deep. It all depends. If they're catholic, I don't even bother. Since you don't drink, I suggest just imagine them naked, everybody around you naked and that'll do it, just don't get carried away and start to undress yourself, cause that small talk will turn into a huge conversation in court. Seriously though, confidence comes with practice; so, the more you go out, the better you'll get and just remember most people are also concerned with how they're coming across to you the same way you're concerned about coming across to them, so it kinda cancels out. Small talk can lead to "big talk", so don't shy away from that if that's what's appropriate at the time. Just use your discretion. As long as you're not a jerk, you'll be fine.

Momma and her baby girl will shine together. Forever.

Everybody usually has a point of attraction. Whether it be looks, charm, charisma, status physique etc. Very rarely, unless they've known you for a bit, is the initial attraction based on personality or even communication style. That's usually how you keep them for the most part. I don't see why your magical skills needs to be an exception. But I do understand your point, you don't want it to be your crutch because you can't work magic 24/7. From what I've seen of you here on this forum, I think you'll do just fine, even with your communication skills. The energy I'm getting from you is, you respect women a lot and don't want to do anything out of place to offend them, so you hold back, which is very admirable; and believe it or not, IMO, I don't think you personally need much game to get laid. Some guys really have to work on their gaming skills, but my intuition tells me you don't. If you get a girl through your magic skills, my advice to you is just don't keep doing it or talking about it too frequently when you're with her, just focus on her or talk about other things. Should become easier the more you relax and try to be yourself, whatever that means, since you really cannot be anything other, so that's kinda cliché. But you get the drift. Just don't forget to kiss and tell, 'cause I'd surely love to hear about it and all the clumsy stuff you had to endure like maybe she turned out to be a man. Just kidding!

Hi, welcome Have you watched many of Leo's videos? I myself used to just be a bystander for about 2yrs before I made my first post a few months ago, even though I basically have seen every one of Leo's videos, especially the ones within the last 5yrs. Don't be shy about posting, you might learn a thing or two and we could probably also learn from you. The people here are very sweet, they just get angry from time to time, you can also join in on that too, as long as you keep it respectful. As you can see, this forum is very versatile and has many topics to choose from. You don't have to be "awake" to post interesting topics, just as long as you're not asleep. Have fun.

I don't think it matters what anybody suggests to you. You have to want to change yourself. No one can do it for you. All of your posts are of a negative nature. Maybe you're just not aware how you're creating that just by your thought patterns and belief systems. It is easy to remain in this state and much harder to change it, but what's even more devastating is the mental suffering you're putting yourself through. You will point to the outside world and blame it for what you're going through and come up with all kinds of excuses as to why things are the way they are in your life. You are the light of Consciousness and wherever you shine that light is what will reflect back to you in your experience. I see how you threaten violence towards others in your posts and speak ill of others and God knows whatever else you project in your personal life and now you're on here posting how you hate what it is that you are seeing in your life. You are free to post whatever you like to post (as long as its within guidelines), but now you're starting to sound like the boy that cried wolf. Noone is going to take you seriously after a while; but let me tell you that if you keep it up, it will really start to become a way of life for you where your life will really become a living hell more than the hell you think you are currently in, to the point of no return. So, if you really want to see a change you have to start becoming that change; because as unaware as you are of what you're doing to yourself, the energy that you are feeding will get stronger and stronger and will cause you to have to do more work in the end to turn it around. You are so powerful as a creator that you can create a life of living hell for yourself unbeknownst to you how you're doing it because you're not conscious enough. Don't play around with this stuff if it's not what you really want because the forces of nature are more powerful than your petty little egoic self that thinks it's in control and can manipulate Reality by force. It's all energetic; and if this is the energy you're putting out, this is the same kind of results you'll get back - it's called the Universal Law of Cause and Effect, and that's a law you cannot change because it just is.

I tried to find a suitable video from this channel for your post but this one is close enough. I suggest you binge watch a lot of his videos to try to get a bigger picture of things. You need to get a basic understanding of what is really going on here in Reality and this channel is very simple to understand but with very powerful messages. This one video might not answer most of your questions and definitely doesn't dive deep into the existential nature of Reality like Leo does and Leo's is way more advanced; but for what I see where most of your confusion lies, this channel might help somewhat. Just view it with an open mind and put aside some of your limited beliefs for now and try to start from a clean slate and it will be more beneficial to you in the beginning. You will still have more questions, more doubts and fears but they will get less and less the more you start to see things from a higher perspective.

What's true is what's happening. Leo cannot tell us what to believe. A belief is just a thought repeated over and over and over till it has been accepted by your mind and now you believe it to be true. That's all a belief is. All beliefs are false, but they can be true for you. Thoughts just come and go. Leo cannot tell us what to think because he doesn't even know what his next thought will be and neither do you. Thoughts follow a certain pattern and depending on the frequency you're vibrating on, will depend on the trajectory of your thought patterns. He can only guide us towards a certain direction, and it is up to us to adhere if it resonates. The most he can do is guide us on HOW to think, which he already has a video on.

We don't see the world as it is. We see the world how we are. Like the famous saying "If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change".

You are an Infinite being in a finite body. Your true nature is. You are not the body/mind. I can't believe you're not aware of this. This is old news. Can I ask you then, what are you?

I learnt a few hours ago that my mother passed away. She's across town in Florida and I'm in NJ. I haven't seen her since before covid and I'm having a hard time dealing with her passing. I have seen the video about "What is Death" by Leo, but I can't seem to apply it at the moment. My mom was my rock. I used to say she was my role model because I never seen her do any wrong except for minor things she would get on my nerves about. Right now I'm all alone sitting in my room just staring out the window saying to myself is this for real. I can't process this. I have no children and my siblings are all scattered. Its 4 of us and one in Canada one in West Virginia and my brother just called me as I'm writing this post and I had to break the news to him over the phone. He started bawling and I had to tell him to process the news and call me back. He's not too far from me so that's good, we can comfort each other. I felt like I needed some conscious advice on how to process this as I never had to deal with death this close before. All I'm saying to my self is I regret not seeing her before she left me and I'm having trouble dealing with the fact that I won't see her alive again. I guess its normal to mourn a loved one that passes but I'm not mourning because I think she's dead but that I can't see her right now. In my mind she's still alive but deep down I know she's not. I need to be able to process this the right way for myself and for her. I just learnt about 2hrs ago so its still fresh. I go in spurts without crying then I start again because I will never see her again. I never thought I would see this day come so soon even though I knew it would someday, just not this soon. Her death wasn't tragic or anything, just sudden. She went to the hospital and within hrs she was gone. I will leave this post up and check on the responses for the rest of the evening, but as of tomorrow, I will take a break from the forum for as long as I need to. I won't put a time on it because I'm not sure. I know its not healthy to stop doing normal things as I will just get into a state of I don't know what, so I will try in a few days to be normal again but for now I know I will need this time to myself and my family. Any advice on how to process this in a healthy way will surely be received and greatly appreciated. Thank you all so much, you guys are a wonderful bunch and I won't make any comments only if I'm asked a question that I can or feel like answering but I will be reading them to help me get through this time. Thanking all of you in advance for the suggestions and, like I said, this is my last post or comment for a bit but I will see the comments made. Have a nice evening and I will be ok, I know I just need time. I love you all.

You're still growing up, so its not too late ?

Pretty much that nothing exists without someone observing it. It is a wave particle prior. So consciousness observes it, then it becomes visible until it stops observing it. I believe science has proven this.

Well, if the 'observer effect' is true, doesn't that make everything conscious? I'm assuming you're aware of what the "observer effect" is.

Figure out the WHY. Why do you want what you want. You will never be totally satisfied with anything finite because you are an Infinite Being. Nothing finite will ever bring lasting satisfaction to you. There will always be something more to strive for. Coming from a place of already knowing you are everything can make the experience more enjoyable and then, if you're not seeking a satisfactory state, the feeling will be more sustainable. You are coming from a place of unworthiness.

The tree is probably saying it would rather be human than a tree. The grass is always greener on the other side. ?

You're welcome. Everytime you're experiencing mental suffering, just keep asking yourself that question, "what am I doing now" not thinking. Keep doing it over and over and over. The mental chitter chatter will dissolve more and more and keep you more in the present moment. Life is forever changing, even your present condition. Terminal illnesses are not final. Anything can happen if you stay positive, but most importantly, if you're not in any immediate threat, (like a bear chasing you etc) you're fine. When the thoughts come change them to another thought that is more pleasing to you. It takes practice but it will change your state of being, but you have to be persistent. You are loved. Bye for now.

Ok

Ask yourself, "what am I doing at this moment". Not 'what am I thinking'. You are on this forum reading or typing. There's no threat here and now. You are ok, now. Whatever pain you're feeling isn't happening now, unless its physical pain, which you can do something about.

You don't want to die, you want to live, but just don't know how. F Oh, because you mentioned that. Why do you want to die then?

Oh, because you mentioned that. Why do you want to die then?

You want to die because you ate some bread and your digestive system is not working properly. Is that the reason?