Princess Arabia

The casinos are also pimps. They take your money and leave you with nothing.

Neither are you, but you're still present.

I edited my post.

Going for facts and evidence is also a belief. There are no facts, only interpretations. There is no objective world.

How can I not dedicate a Whitney's song to you. She always reminded me of you. I also cried when she died. I look to you for strength, mom.

Hence the term "high value man". What is, just is.

Whisper in my ear. I won't tell. Let's compare. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours. Wait Mrs. Smith is coming, lets hide under the desk. Hold on, did I just hear the school bell. Let' go play peek-a-boo. Stop...you so bad. I'm going to tell. Oops, time for Math class. We can count it there. I need a calculator to count mine, how 'bout you. Never mind, let's just do it and start from scratch. What's yours...1? Mine too. Let's go get married and live happily ever after.

Stop. You lying. You just tryna make me feel guilty. It worked?

Your whole responses are making a lot of sense to me. Then again, what do I know. It just sounds sensible. I'm not responding too much on this thread because I don't know too much about aliens, but one thing I do know is that if two people can have sex and a sperm and an egg meet and the result is me, and then i grow old and die then nothing else is too far out for me to grasp. We've just gotten used to our way of life without seeing how everything is just plain ole weird or magical, whichever way you want to see it. I welcome the Aliens, no big deal to me. I just hope they don't hit on me because I wouldn't know how to act.

With a side of sausage and a banana smoothie. Sounds delicious. I just might try it. That'll hook him.??

You're right about that.

Mom, this shit is still surreal. I'm still carrying on with my antics and daily life, then it hits me again. I'm starting to feel bipolar. Of course, it's not the case, but you know me. Everyone is telling me to cry when I feel like and don't suppress anything, but pity do they know, I don't know how to not do that. I need to know how not to cry, but there's no remedy for that because it comes naturally, spontaneously. I could be laughing one moment and crying the next. It's funny how death separates us and at the same time, brings us together. You're gone but now I'm hearing from people out of the wood works and even talking with family members even more now. I guess after this dies down its back to normal, just me and you. My right nipple has been burning since you passed, and I googled it and it says a loved one is trying to communicate with you. That was in the superstition part. I don't know about all, that but I'm communicating with you right now. I was talking to Miss Curry yesterday and she told me she remembered when I screamed out loud when the frog was in the toilet, and she said you wouldn't go near that frog. Do you know, I was just thinking about that, the day before when I went to the toilet, and was saying to myself, did that really happen or was it some memory I made up. Then out the blue she mentioned it. Thats some scary shit, Mom, you need to stop it. I told Miss Curry you were rolling in your grave when you haven't even been buried yet. That's how this shit is for me. I can't even be rational about it. Anyway, by for now, remember you gave me this pic. I look mischievous don't I, like I just stole some cookies and hid it in my draws, looking at you like, "what"? Love you Mom. Your little baby girl.

'Automatic, gigantic erections" and then what. Who does this right before sex.

What I'm trying to say in this thread is everything in life is given meaning by you, and we all interpret things differently. i.e.. You can have a woman with a high body count (which is relatively determined) and some guy might look at that and interpret it as a woman with a high sex drive and marries her because he feels he will have plenty of sex and loves everything else about her and he lives happily ever after with lots of sex and she never cheats on him because, maybe she was only promiscuous because she didn't value herself and now this guy scoops her up, makes her feel loved and valued and they live till their 80's in a wonderful marriage. Life has a way of presenting us with gifts and because of our hangups, judgements and mind trickery, we block them and someone else receives them because they thought differently. Not saying don't have standards, but evaluate the situation first before coming to conclusions and learn to spot your own insecurities and biases that you're bringing into the situation. Idk, maybe I just think differently and am always thinking outside the box.

I'm from Jamaica where there's bugs galore and I'm still afraid of them. Probably some ancestor trait. Who knows.

Spiders

Not if you can't keep up. You've been dancing for 3yrs straight. I'm definitely not a robot. I love it, tho, even though sometimes it distracts me from your message cause I keep looking at it.??

My worst fear is having your profile picture changing dance moves while looking at it and it pointing at me asking would I like to join it for a dance?

It's hard to regress from a true Spiritual Awakening because this path leads to the Truth which needs no defense. Nothing can debunk it. You cannot unsee what you've seen on the Spiritual path. It leads to the Truth of what you really are so it's just a matter of peeling off the false layers of what you're not.

Even claiming to be a human

The problem with this kind of standard is, people can lie about these things. What if she only told you that so you could leave her alone. You don't know that, but of course, I don't know the circumstances in this case, it could've been the doctor that told you. Unlikely, but just analogizing here.

You don't have to leave the thread. I'll just shut up. If you'd like to know anything specific just ask. I'll answer, as long as it's not too personal like what is my body count.

Lol...i won't even bother. You're right

Maybe we look weird to them. Maybe they come out when it's time to visit the zoo and look at funny looking creatures.