Princess Arabia

Anyone can make irrational decisions when they have a little money including going to get married to a female they barely know.

OK, for the record, i'm an escort and been for quite some time (over10 yrs) Just so you know. Single clients in this field is rare but I won't argue with you here on this issue. Single guys sees escorts, not saying they don't, but it's not the majority. In fact, the majority are married surpass even guys in relationships and even long-term relationships. Even a guy I would guess is single, turned out to be married. I once dated a guy who seemed kind of gay, turned out he was married to a woman. Most older single men are widowers and if they're pass a certain age and don't want marriage anymore.

Common good is relative. That CEO might be able to do his work better now that he's had some release or relief with an escort that his wife wasn't providing and if it's the Ceo of a product you purchase and use that's of value to you, then yes it was for the common good. Your mind is very limited here and you have no idea why people may use escorts who uses escorts and the value it has on society in many different ways that your limited mind can't even begin to understand. Everything you've said here is pretty much describing escort work as a man cumming and ejaculating in some pussy and how it's easy to do when in fact, it's usually the least common reason why men sees escorts. The ejaculation and cumming part is usually the bonus and the dessert. Some don't even care if they cum at all. The reason why this field is so diverse in what goes on is because it's clients are from all walks of life and in every category imaginable. Cut the crap about it's horny men looking to ejaculate. HORNY MEN LOOKING TO EJACULATE GO DO PICK-UP. In my years of doing this work, I think i've seen one single guy, exaggeration, of course, but it's so few I can't even remember any.

Excellent!

NO, IT'S THE MAJORITY. Hush, if you don't know much about this field. I've read all your comments in this thread and it's obvious you're speaking from speculations, you're assuming most of what you say and have no clue about this field in general. Just about everything that most people assume about this field is FALSE. So much so, that I roll my eyes every time I hear them. @aurumknows what he's saying here, and you're contradicting him like you've been some type of escort or something.

I guess if Leo lived in Jerusalem it would seem more fitting. Shows how we have categorized and labeled and disowned. It's all Divine or none of it is. Go live life and live wherever the hell you want; not because one seem more spiritual than the next. The Divine is also in Las Vegas. Matter of fact it's the go-go dancer twerking in the champagne room as we speak and also the guy getting a hard on and jerking off. Free your mind.

Love this remark. Only a God could say something like that.

Funniest comment.

I'm not looking to make shit make sense because it doesn't. I'm not looking to get anything from spirituality because I can't. It's all empty. I'm not nihilistic. Quite the opposite. I don't care to change things. As far as I'm concerned, it's the ones doing spiritual work, practices and processes that are nihilistic. They're looking to change something looking for a better experience because they're not happy with how things are and think there must be more to life than this. In my book, that's nihilism - even though not really; just saying, if anything, to me, that's nihilistic. I'm not looking to fit anything into my world. Most are. I'm not denying the human genome or that humanity exists and all that. That's a word that came with a definition and meaning. Where does that fit into all this. As far as I'm concerned, I was taught everything I know whether it be through direct experience or by someone else through whatever medium. Intuition is a different thing, that cannot be taught it's innate. I go by intuition a lot; doesn't mean it's true or false or right or wrong. I try not to label things in that way. I don't care about truth because I don't know what falsehood is. I care about what is; and as far as I'm concerned, that's true. Whatever is, must be true by definition. I don't follow the herd. I'm a bit radical in thinking and I can see through life's bullshit. Yes, bullshit. Life is bullshit itself. There's none. It's all a play of energy. I've gone full circle. I see that there's nothing to see or get. I've seen, but not with the eyes, how it's the most marvelous, indescribable, most everything one can imagine at the top of the describable list of awesomeness and greatness that I can't even put into words. Don't get me wrong, don't think I'm saying what you're thinking I'm saying. What this is is too up there for me to even put in a box or label. Too great for me to even try and figure out. I will not taint it by trying to think I can even figure it out. I don't want to "flaw" it. I'm having fun with it. It's the most unimaginable thing there is. I'm getting goose bumps by even writing this post. I feel unworthy to even be trying to figure out life. Not in the sense of human's feelings of unworthiness but unworthy in the sense of "how dare me". What do I have at my disposal to even be attempting this feat. I'll be using what life gave me to try to figure out life - how paradoxical and ironic is that; not sure of the use of words there but that's what came out and I don't care to change it if those are the wrong words; see, that's what's true - using wrong words if that's the case. What's true is what is, not what could be, some "what if's", what I'd like to be or become or see or feel or imagine. In a sense, that's also true. I love this stuff so much, I can't even write in a journal much about anything else. I tried but couldn't. Not enough there to write home to mom about. I'll save the other stuff for casual conversations, responses and comments. As far as I'm concerned this is all tied in. It's all the same stuff just in boxes and categories and labels; just as how there's one forum with different sub-topics. I'll just stick to this being my forum and write about sub-topics underneath this. Literally THIS. I see no major difference in relationships/sex/politics/health/self-improvement/etc, and this. It's all this. All one fucking thing. It all ties in. This is political, sexual, controversial, and every topic under the sun. I see no separation. I'm not the crab being pulled into the pot. I'm not the one to be coming out the pot and be dragged down by the other crabs to stay drowned. I see I'm in water, I see that I'm a fish, I see that everything and everything is literally everything. I see there's no escaping this. I see I'm a prisoner and I see I'm free. I see that I'm a slave and the slave master. I see I'm literally every fucking thing. I see that I'm not seeing shit, i see that seeing is a scam. I see that the senses mean Jack shit. I see that I'm not an I and that there's no me. Not in the sense of non-duality's bullshit but literally no one there. I see that knowing is bullshit and feelings are bullshit and cravings and desires are bullshit. I see that the world is bullshit. I see the unseeable. I'm just bullshitting myself. I see infinity. I see the Absolute wonder in everything. I see that I'm curious. I see that all is a bullshit scam and that it's all reflective of nothing. I see that fear is so I can live. I see that life is non-existent. I see that non-existence is all there fucking is. The absence of fucking it all. I see that's all there is and I see that this is the most divine, untouchable, inescapable non thing there is. I see that it doesn't really matter because there is no because. Jesus Christ, this is just so fucking awesome. This forum has made me see all that. This forum is infinity and I've been bathing and basking as infinity the whole time without realizing it. Until now. This is everything. There's nothing but everything and that's seen. It's seen that nothing, literally nothing, can be seen.....IF WE JUST STOP LOOKING.

NOTHING IS WHAT'S REAL. It's Absolute. Infinite.

Nothing's real; like literally. No pun intended.

Do you see how this shit never ends and nobody getting anywhere. Where is there to go when everything is everything. I sit in awe and wonder how life was able to pull this shit off. I'm just in the middle of this drama too. There's no one, but I'm typing away. Then I die and rot in a grave; but then we say death is a concept and there's no one to die. This is some weird shit and people are here just typing away, so it seems, as if something is really happening. What are we awakening to. The alarm clock and back to bed? I wonder what tomorrow brings. Oh no, i forgot, there's no tomorrow only the present moment. Good nite!!

I doubt that's what he was saying. He seems to be more respectful than that. Ewww.

There's no one here. Life is talking to itself. Hi life.

"What is left after no self" is the question. The self didn't just automatically become a no self. There was never any there already. Embody? Integrate? Small self? Lived experience, even ego, all illusory. All the dream. I mean, I agree with you but only as the dream. We can talk dream stuff if you like but why not just wake up to nothing, speaking as nothing to nothing. It is already, but it's fooling itself.

There is already no self and no such thing as next but only for the "me" and the sense of separation. So, there's some traces of that illusory sense there even though not really because it's not really there. It's tricky. No steps to follow and embodying is a thing for the separate self. Your whole sentence suggests there's a sense of self there.

I did.

It is everything. It is the space in which it appears to be a becoming. It's not actually happening as it would take it and an outside something to make something happen. Something (even though it's not a thing) needs a subject and an object to 'happen' it is both the subject and the object so the same thing cannot be happening or becoming the same thing as it is everything. It is only apparent, which means appearing to happen, which means not really happening as in high heels makes a woman appear taller but she hasn't grown an inch, she didn't actually become taller, it never really happened. Nothing is being the woman, the high heels and the appearance of her looking taller, but since it is nothing, nothing is happening but it appears as something happening. 😏😏😏😏

Your problem is using women for sex only. Now you're looking for an alternative. Plenty of men out there are having satisfying relationships with women and enjoying the company of women. They see no need to choose one or the other as in celibacy VS pick up. It's just simply natural for them and they're not necessarily going out to pick up women it just happens. When these men truly enjoy the women they're with and not just looking for a quick horny fix, it tends to be more of a two-way street, things just naturally takes it's course. If break-up happens it happens, if staying together happens, it happens, none if this, I'll go celibate or I'll get this addiction out my system stuff. For you, maybe but that's what happens when it's all about getting laid and using the other sex for self-gratification. Just because it's that way for you, doesn't mean it's that way for others and they won't have some great experiences with it. It's like some can have just a glass or two of wine and enjoy it or guzzle down the whole bottle and be addicted from trying to fill an empty void. Plenty are meeting women naturally without setting out to pick-up women for sex, that's a more natural approach that doesn't lead to what you're addressing. Looking at women as people who you enjoy the company of and trying to find the one that fits into that will not create these kinds of tension you're experiencing and having to be doing something about. It will always be those who have bad intentions with women that encounter these resistances. If I recall you have some strange fantasies about women and that will reflect how women themselves sense the energy around you. Now you're having to reprogram yourself because your relations are proving to be unsatisfying with women.

Appearing as, it's not really being anything but that's the paradox. Nothing is actually happening. That doesn't sit well, now does it.

There is no real internalizing of an idea that reality is nothing. Nothing is what's speaking and being this idea, just as it's speaking and being what you're speaking about. Only a nothing can be all that and why it's free and liberated from bounds, constraints, ideas and concepts because it is all those things. Nothing is everything and everything is nothing. There's nothing here that needs to admit to that because it's not happening, there's noone here that anything is happening to and no one thats limited or unlimited already, there just is no one and limited and unlimited is nothing being that.

Yes, and that something is this fullness, vibrancy that we call life, but it's not actually anything, it is everything, nothing being everything BUT IT'S EMPTY. Nothing is not what the mind interprets as nothing, it's a kind of something but with no qualities, boundless, unlimited and free.

The body is falling asleep and waking up all on it's own. It took hours of habitual sleep and waking at the same time to form that pattern, so it will take hours and repetition to undo that. Nothing you can do or not do but to allow for the changes to happen naturally. If bedtime was 10 p.m. and automatic waking was say 6.a.m and now going to bed is 12midnight and waking is still 6,a.m the body is programmed to wake at 6 a.m. You feel groggy because of less hours of sleep but that has to continue for awhile for the body to get used to. Only solution i see here is to wing it out and try not to be more than 2hrs over, only because the vacay isn't forever and will cut short anyway. Drink lots of water in the morning before anything else to try and balance out the grogginess.

It's not that the ego is false and it's being denied, it just simply does not exist. Nothing exists. Exist means to stand out and nothing stands out. It's all nothing appearing and nothing is everything so there is really no existence but the one the dream has created for itself including trying to hold unto itself as being human. It always loses this battle as we can see what happens "in the end" because it was never there to begin with.

It's not that it's anti-human, where did this term "human" come from. What is it. You have labeled yourself human because everybody else around you has done the same, yet you defend it as if it's truth or a known fact. I'm not speaking of human characteristics or traits or personalities, etc, I'm specifically referring to the word itself. Human. What is that, without just describing how you see humans to be. All you can do is just that. Why not call it "pencil", "potato", no, the difference is in the distinction and category, it's a label and we've given it meaning and slapped on a purpose. Yet you defend it so, seem so attached to that identity, yet you seek openness and speak on becoming unlimited and all that jazz, yet you insist on being something else. This is not a denial of humanity, it's a confirmation of what is. What is, is just that, what is; with no labels, meaning, purpose, distinction or intention. The human/observer/sense of self/individual/person, is the one that has seemingly slapped all those things unto what is and now it tries to undo that by trying to become....become something other than what is. It calls itself something but wants to be something else. This isn't about anti-human spirituality, it's about the flaws of human-spirituality and that's the hindrance; no human and everything is as you speak of in regards to the natural flow and openness to what is already. Take that sense away and all is perfect. Can't you see what you've done. You've put a label on yourself, told yourself what you are, attached yourself to that label, defend that label but in the same breath want to be with the cosmos and break the record by turning a human into an elephant. (analogy here), but it's just what you're trying to accomplish. You keep saying it's hard and might have accomplished some effects through psychedelics but it's an impossible feat. Why, because there's no true becoming....no true transcending,,,no true ...."ingings" of any kind, that's all the dream of separation which is not really happening in the first place. The human/person/individual is the most unnatural thing in this existence, infact, it is it's own existence/reality/dream. Everything else is natural but the human. The one that senses itself to be separate. It's so unnatural it has to practice and process it's way into being. It wants to stay still and silent and seeks for peace and happiness. It just cannot stand itself, how unnatural it is. Yet you insist on being that. I'm not saying the "thing" we see and believe to be human doesn't exist, yes it does, but it's a part of nature itself, the body that is and all it's workings but without the human part, without the one inside, without that sense, it believes to be there but it isn't. That's the illusion/dream that's the unnatural part, without that all is just simply what is and no need for anything to be done. There's no need for that sense to even change, as that's also nature/this/absolute appearing as that but it is a very annoying and disruptive appearance and just what also is this. Also, there's nothing natural about Spirituality, it's either everything or nothing. In the sense of it being man-made, concepts, ideas and stories, there's nothing natural about that.