Princess Arabia

We're trying to hang on for dear life. We create problems, we find solutions, then create some more problems. We look for issues. We find fault in people. We're doing all these things to feel. We wanna feel something, doesn't matter what it is. As long as I feel, then I know I'm alive. We self-sabotage just to feel. The feeling is the secret. We seek out others to help validate our own existence, no matter the cost. This "no one" message isn't taken to and well received. Who wants to hear that, so we invent all sorts of things to keep that going. Freedom is being that, God is being that. Same thing. The Divine, the Absolute. It's all there is. How can there be problems if God is all there is. The dream is very persistent. That's what's hanging on for dear life. All sorts of story inventions. The best stories ever to keep masquerading as a separate individual. You'll hear them on the forum, this is duality and we are humans living in a relative world with human problems and blah blah blah. Saying people are spiritually bypassing and ignoring the human side of things and whatever else. How can something not be what it is. We are either constantly reminding ourselves we are human or not human. Whichever one. Seems like were constantly trying to uphold an identity. As if we're not sure, as if it will fall apart if we don't acknowledge it. Trying to hang on. Some are constantly contemplating on their existence. Constantly trying to feel better about things. Constantly with the tool kit, banging away. How can I this, how can I that. No matter what it is, it's usually on how to feel better and have a better experience. This one just isn't good enough. This one sucks. Always. Never consistent. Good for a short while, then back to the tool kit again. What's worse is the amount of knowledge available to us now via the internet. Now we know what we're looking for; have an idea of how to make this happen. More expensive tools are needed to figure it out. There are no shortages of "self-help" tools. Hanging on for dear life. Then we look to annihilate it. After we build it up, we look to rear it down. Even in the mix of trying to annihilate it we search for things to build it up. We seek out personality tests and give the self fancy names; mjtb type, or whatever initial then we seek enlightenment in the same breath. I'm so done.

Goes with his name. Kinda cool. I bet you he's great to be around.

I'm so fat and I feel awful. My life is a mess, and I don't know what to do. My husband and I don't get along and we fight every day, At work the people I work with are making me so unhappy I don't know what to do. The neighbors are so friggin' noisy and keep me up all night. I'm so suicidal. FIVE YEARS LATER: I'm so fat and I feel awful. My life is a mess, and I don't know what to do. My husband and I don't get along and we fight every day. At work the people i work with are making me so unhappy I don't know what to do. The neighbors are so friggin noisy and keep me up all night i'm so suicidal. TEN YEARS LATER: Repeat. TWENTY YEARS LATER Repeat. FORTY YEARS LATER Body dies to reveal there was never a person there to begin with and the story was telling itself.

Purpose is limitation. The purpose of life, as we know it, is whatever purpose we want to give it. Not even to align with God because God is everything. Life, as we don't know it however, is purposeless. It doesn't need a purpose because it is boundless and free.

Can't have corruption without it's opposite. Why is everyone focused on the corrupt.

Lol

No one is really attached to anything nor can anyone actually detach from anything because there are no actual things and no one to attach or detach.

All spiritual teachings speaks to and from the dream and there's also nothing wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with anything. I don't sense that, no one here knows that,l; these are just words uttering nonsense and so is every other word. This is what I'm actually saying, awyunbcf, op, bidet dryomnb, Now you're going to sense your way to understanding that nonsense. Can't, because there's no sense to decipher those words. No recollection in the imaginary brain to decode that. The rest of the post you can because it was learnt. Without knowledge, learning and understanding, and someone to objectify all that, this is nothing. What's the point in saying this, there's none. Life is free, it doesn't need a point, the dream does. The felt center does, the felt sense of a position in space and time does.

"Here" and "there" is a spacial sense. We're sensing our way through the illusion. The illusion of the separate sense of self.

Happiness isnt in anywhere. Sadness is also in creativity then, according to your logic.

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This remark may seem a bit eccentric but take it as food for thought. Ever thought that some people are depressed or feel down and sad because they've turned happiness upside down. Meaning, they've been so happy, been joyful the majority of their lives most things have worked out for them, they know happiness in the form of good friends, great job, lovely family, etc and all the things you've mentioned that you want out of life and they felt that way for a short while or even a long time but something there didn't quite hit the mark. Didn't quite feel fully fulfilling. They've met all goals did everything they wanted and still felt quite empty, and now they're sad and depressed. Really sad and depressed, like at the edge, hopeless edge, can't dream anymore, can't even think of anything that they can strive for to fill the gap because they've met them all. I'm sure a lot of either the rich or celebrities have gotten to this point. Maybe it's the reason some even did the "s" thing. Can't say for sure. Some people are very depressed because they're tired of feeling happy, tired of feeling empty happiness, tired of "getting it right" but still feel at times the feeling of emptiness and unfulfillment. Done everything they wanted but now they're back to square one. It's worse because now their "wantings" will exceed the norm, to go to the moon or go to Mars or something like that to exceed their other accomplishments. Why you think Elon acts the way he does and even why that other guy Bezos, or was it Elon, don't remember spent $1,000's just to visit Mars and they will continue to overly exceed their expectations to the point where there's nothing left to do and start to really be off-balanced like Sean Diddy Combs. His was quicker because his container just couldn't handle that much wealth and fame and at such a fast pace coming from poverty himself. Don't think the grass is always greener on the other side. I'm not trying to give you any advice here nor hope or anything like that just opening you up to what's possible, not in possible to achieve, but possible in interpreting and responding to what's actually and already happening. Also, think about the fact that you say you have a mental illness but still coherently understand what you're feeling, able to put together why you're feeling the way you do, able to understand the mechanisms of what it takes to feel the ways you do; meaning, understand that these things can create feelings of despair, etc. What I'm saying here in this paragraph is very subtle and requires to really absorb and understand what I'm saying. The mentally ill won't even understand that not having the job they want, the people they want etc,( as you mentioned above), is what's making them sad, depressed and hopeless to the point of not wanting to live anymore. That takes a coherent mind to be able to deduct. I won't go there too much as I'm not an expert on that, and it could be a type of illness where one can still reason these things out, but think about that. I'm sure lots of people have thought that life isn't worth living anymore, including myself, but nothing happened with it because it was a thought and thoughts have no reality. I guarantee you, just about everyone on the planet after a certain age have contemplated sui before, think life isn't worth living or just want to die. Cells do that all the time and what do you think you're made of on the biological level. People think those thoughts are theirs but they're not. Anyway, I don't want to go there as it's a touchy subject and gets misunderstood. Much love to you. It'll work out, it always does but not always to your liking.

Weird is a compliment for me, honey😛 I talk to myself like 'that'. Whatever that is. Hehe

Nice. Knew you've been a busy boy lately. 🥳

There ya go. Perfect example of things being themselves. Clues everywhere.

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No one can say I don't deeply understand my delusions and/or misunderstandings. I write enough on each topic I write about to display a level of understanding to the point of writing in my own words, using analogies and stories to explain the delusion. Hehe

no you weren't.

You're weird😏😜

Non duality's message states that nothing is more important than the other so your comments are oxymoronic.

You don't either with a comment like that. Aware, yes, but oblivious such as this comment.

There's no point to anything. What's the point in also saying that. What's the point in saying you/I exist and you/I suffer. There's no point to that either; at least saying the not-so-obvious as there's no you, seems to be worthy of striking up a convo than I exist and I suffer. Relatively worthy anyway, for me.

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Yes, of course. Why talk about that on a forum. I exist and I'm experiencing and things are moving, it is me, I am perceiving and having perceptions and I'm at a certain level of awareness. That's what I call me and suffering happens so therefore I suffer. Who talks about this in a normal chit chat forum. Who goes to a bus stop and strike up a conversation like that. The person would think you're a weirdo. Read back the second paragraph, which is pretty much identical to what you were saying, as if you're talking to someone known or not. Who says that. You. You said that as if you're trying to convince yourself of it. Such normalcy in those words but the felt need to say that is where lies the unrealness in it.

Jesus, a hot woman approached to ask where to rent bikes and all of a sudden that woman is a potential date, probably got a man or married or gay and your mind just went south with it because she came close so you can hear her and didn't have to shout and looked at you because she's talking to you. If she was fat and ugly, it wouldn't have even been an issue, just a normal interaction and a normal question. Now you assume one got away. She's probably a psychopath, yet she's one of the best women.