Princess Arabia

Hmmm, unto something I see.

All the attempts at meditation practices, the spiritual practices and work screams there's a no me that's not real. The me wants to feel better about it's existence. Why would something that just is needs practices. Why does life need to practice itself. It's all life but this illusion is what's claiming to be doing something and gaining and benefiting from it's doings. Ok, hear me out. Meditation is happening. No one is meditating. The me, however, claims to be meditating and now it becomes a practice for a goal and an achievement. This is what I mean. I'm not saying meditation is bad or it shouldn't happen, I'm saying the claim that one is meditating is the illusory person in the body claiming that. No one is meditating. Meditating is happening. Same thing with thoughts. No one thinks, thinking happens. No one Jumps, jumping happens, etc, etc. Life is a verb. Issing. Being. No one has ever done anytning, EVER. Whatever is happening is happening all on it's own. Even the person claiming to be doing so and so, is happening all on it's own so nothing needs to or can change about that. This is freedom at it's finest but not even that can be owned or claimed and that's why we seek it. If freedom wasn't already the case, it wouldn't be saught after. Freedom seeks freedom BECAUSE IT CANNOT KNOW ITSELF. IT CAN ONLY BE ITSELF. The human energy of knowing is, so therefore, it seeks because it wants to know itself. It can never find it because IT IS THE SAME THING IT SEEKS. This brought me to tears because I realize the predicament the me is in. Yes, its in a predicament. The thing it looks for is doing the looking. There's nothing it can do to not look. The very act of not looking is it's death.

THIS FORUM IS SCREAMING THE "No me" syndrome. Screaming it. Not a day and barely any post goes by where it's saying "there is no person in this body. Any advice asked, any problem pointed out, any symptom of any behavioral disorder, any "I don't know what to do" post, anyone that cannot remember anything, anyone that feels lacking of any kind, anyone that feels unmotivated, lonely, empty inside, the list goes on. "I hate the world" suggest no me. If there was an actual person there, there would be no need to hate the world because the person could "unhate" the world, instantly and wouldn't suffer because of that hate. I could write a book on this, it's so obvious. The misunderstandings of what this means or is is also prevalent and widespread. Mot too many really understand what this means. Then they'll ask then who are you talking to, or why not just be silent or something of that nature as if there's a person there to do that as an option. Even them asking the question is no one asking that. Makes no sense, i know, but that's why it is so ingrained, feels real and so believed in. It's insane. There's no benefit to knowing or understanding this and there's nothing negative to come from not knowing this. Either way, it's all fine and nothing would change either way. Loneliness is felt because the me needs to keep it's existence alive through the others it projects. There's no one there, but it needs the other "no ones" to feel like a someone because it's the other "no one's" that created it in the first place - hence "social creatures". Let me just put it this way, life screams "no me". The me is just too blind to see because everything now is a me projection. No me, and it's just what is. I'm not sitting here as a no me saying there's no me here or that my ne fell away or that I died it that one should do the same. I'm saying there's no one doing anything period. Even the me or no me syndrome. It's all life being life.

This is the illusion. Do you want to keep staying deluded or do you want to jump out the pot of boiling water and also stop being the fish in water. I also get that the person doesn't want to die and will cling on for dear life but it will lose in the end so might as well see it now for what it is. There is no such thing as life enhancement and empowerment but only in the dream of separation which can feel very dissatisfying and creates a life of suffering. You say both are the same...but. That 'but' is the dream and all imagined. "When it comes to", is the dream and illusion. There's no one to be enhanced and empowered, that's obvious, but you won't understand this, the me is too invested in itself and that's fine too. It's all fine. Ladideladida.

Even when I don't say this in a specific statement like the one responding to the OP, I'll be accused of saying it then, even if my remark didn't. I don't recall in my response saying, "nothing is happening and there's no one here". I recall saying nothing is personal and that there's no one in these bodies. It's quite obvious if you take the me out the picture. So obvious. If there was a person inside that body that made that post crying out for help and advice on how to deal with torture, it would fucking know exactly how to deal with the feelings that emerged. Asking advice upon advice plagues the world and people clueless about themselves and you still there's a person in these bodies that have autonomy and free will but yet keep asking others what to do about their existence. No one is in there PERIOD. It's just a bunch of ideas, stories, programs and it's all mechanical. We're like robots except robots didn't come out of a pussy or a stomach. They were borne another way that seems more impersonal and so we can't see the similarities and we're very arrogant creatures.

You're obviously heavily invested in the opposite of what I speak and it's the same thing but in reverse. You see my talks as opposition to yours, but you fail to realize that both are the sane thing just different sides of the "no coin". I say "no coin" because there isn't any coin for anything to be two sides of, it's just an expression as this is very paradoxical in nature.

This is the misunderstanding you express about the "no me" notion. The misunderstanding is that you expect the me to not say me. There is a me here, but the me here understands that it's just an energetic structure of a felt sense in the body that projects that unto others and the world. Therefore it cannot "not" say me when referring to itself and is relating to others. If the me is talking how can it not say me. When the me is expressing the no me or the me expression it is the no me that's doing both. I'm not here to act like a no me as the me doesn't really exist in the first place. You're expecting the me to have autonomy over itself when it doesn't; so therefore it doesn't have a say when it uses me or not because it isn't doing it in the first place. You see, I don't say these things without a deep understanding of it. I'm not just throwing out words because i'm parroting non-dual talk. SOMETHING HERE KNOWS.

The forum is using me for it's expression.

Doesn't matter. Youre assuming I don't feel pain and feel like a human. You're assuming I'm saying I'm a dead weight that doesn't have feelings. You're assuming that I've never had things happen to me and how I was la-de-la-da about shit. You don't know what my experience has been like. You don't know what this body has gone and been through. You think I'm just speaking like an Absolutist and going off of non-duality bullshit. Let me tell you something, you have no idea so don't tell me UNTIL IT HAS FUCKING HAPPENED TO ME. You didn't even ask me first if it has happened to me but you're saying until.....this is how I know you're just emotionally responding. Responding to who you don't know other than some forum talk. I haven't been tortured, no, I'm not saying that. What I'm saying is I have a deep understanding of what's going on here and I'm not going to fucking butter it up to suit human fucking ego like yours who just wants to feel good and be in bliss all the time. Life doesn't work that way. You're a delusional energetic structure that is part of the whole yes, but that's what makes you delusional, you have no idea who or what you are, and you want to PROJECT that unto "others". I won't let you or others drag me down into the pot of boiling water with your delusions and spiritual fantasies. Nothing specific has to happen to me for me to recognize or realize certain things. If your best argument against truth is "until it happens to you", then truth is not what you fucking seek. It's to feel, better about the impersonal experience you're having and resisting what is to soothe that miserable dis-eased egoic structure wrapped around that tightly constricted and contracted energy that is so tightly woven together it cannot free itself be cause it's too wrapped up into what it thinks it is - someone with a life that lives in a universe people and that needs to change itself and the world so it can feel good about it's non-existence and illusory nature called a fucking self. Go away and let me be. I'm not with your stupid clan of arrogant and narcissistic, delusional, neurotic clan of humans that cannot take a little suffering and always searching for some feel-good chemical to soothe that crying baby syndrome you all have because you think the world was made for you and your family to be comfortable in and be happy all the time. Life doesn't see you and your silly human games of "I wanna feel good", so go away with that and let me be in my impersonhood and take whatever life is throwing my way because I'm 'awakened' enough to realize it's not about me because I'm just imagining my personhood and I'm OK with it. It's not personal.

Guys, bookmark this comment and come back to it for reference. It is a goldmine. I want to marry him just from these words alone. Hehe, just kidding but these words says it all. They are just not for the one just looking to get laid but to truly interact with women and enjoy the feminine aspects of life. I surely felt the masculine energy in these words.

Aahh, I remember these teachings oh so well. Service to self and service to others and 3rd density and the lovely Law of One teachings. Aaron Abke is a great teacher of this stuff. Problem is, it's the dream. It's not a problem, but i'm saying it's all fantasy and illusions and is taught from the paradigm of personhood of which doesn't actually exist. Most spiritual teachings come from this place where it addresses the person as being an actual real person and the teachings then become personal. It's just fantasy and not actually the case. Service to self or others is illusion as there are no real others. Great book and teachings, but all dream stuff.

Reality/Life/Existence.....ISN'T PERSONAL. I'll say that again....IT ISN'T PERSONAL. We can keep going on and on in life thinking there's persons in these bodies all we want, we can keep taking things personally all we want, we can see God in the image of personhood all we want, we can feel compassion for the tortured all we want, there's nothing about life that sees any of these things. LIFE IS BEING ALL THESE TNINGS. Life is torture itself and torture isn't personal. Torture is complete in it's own right and so is everything else. Torture has to be torture, it cannot be anything else. Everything else like compassion is being compassion as what you're expressing for the tortured. There's nothing that depends on anything else to be itself, in this case torture doesn't need animals, children or humans to be torture. It doesn't depend on a person to inflict it. It is energy expressing itself as torture. That man chopping that child to pieces, isn't personalized energetically, it is you that has a sense of personhood and think you're human with a heart and a soul that reincarnates and die and have karma and all that jazz, that sees it as a person chopping a child. In reality it's just chopping happening, an arm moving, a cutlass tool being used, blood spewing tears falling, screaming happening, etcetc. To an observer it seems as if there's an innocent child being tortured and that's because of how that person relates to everything that arises. It takes it personally and sees a little child when in fact it's just a body. I tried to explain this the best I could without seeming insensitive to torture but this is the case. There is no God that sees torture God is torture itself. You see someone being tortured. We all do. It's energetic. It's that energetic sense that sees itself as a human. All us humans are the same way; that is until we understand what I'm saying and awaken to these truths. We still feel the same way but it won't be suffered and understanding and clarity will emerge.

You don't own infinite love. Infinite love is everything already. Infinite love is never 'not' expressing itself. It's doing it through you, as you. Taking a piss is an expression of infinite love. Loving a pet is an expression of infinite love. Hating your mother is an expression of infinite love. There's no understanding of this because the dream is dreaming up it's own expressions and that's what you are. There's no escaping the dream because infinite love is dreaming that it's a person that wants to express infinite love. When the dream ends that's the end of you. Cheers!

You shouldn't be opening up posts asking for advice and insulting the advisors. If you're not hearing what you want to hear, you say the person doesn't know anything. You want to force the body into your spiritual charades but I can assure you it's not interested. It will act up. The body is designed to survive and reproduce, not for spiritual fantasies.

No they don't. That's an assumption. People don't go around saying how good they are and that they don't lie, only a few.

I know most won't agree but it's because there's no one in that body. I'll leave it there.

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💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 Before I saw who the author of the post was, (just the title), I was like brilliant, I wonder whose post is this. Then I saw Razaard and said, "figures". Not that excited anymore. It was like the norm for you to come up with something brilliant. I wasn't impressed. This is a compliment and I'm sure you can see that. This happens even with people we interact with regularly and know well in person so don't be fooled; imagine online and with those we barely know, even relatives. It's never who the person is because there's no one there. I hope you realize that that's the reason. It's already a bunch of ideas and stories that make up the person and that's what's interacting with each other.

One can sit in their room on the computer and be in a whole new world from that alone. That is the illusion. There is no world. Can't you see this shit. I will post a video of a man getting killed and someone will say, I thought you said there's no one and there's no world. Hehe. The delusion on their part is why this is possible to pull off. Logic and sense-making. Thank God for the senses. We'd all be vegetables. Can't see beyond the human perspective and what's logical and makes sense. I don't look all the time for what makes sense (sometimes, but not all). I look at what is, and compare with all the knowledge I've acquired not what makes sense. Like a robot tapping into it's data base.

Why do we need Self-improvement classes, workshops, courses, books, speakers and forums and not self-destruction ones. Why is self-destruction the default and we have to work on self-improvement. Notice this. Notice the default in a lot of things. We just take things for granted and not question things. We are born into the mirror of life and cannot see what's on the other side. There is no real other side, but that's why it's called a dream. The dream is what sees what's not really there.

Can't be otherwise. Knowledge is what speaks. It's expressing itself just like me and you, only in different ways. Theoretical or experiential, it's still knowledge based. The only transformation is transforming from knowledge to knowledge. Tell me something you don't know. Can't be something you're not already. You're not transforming, just being. Transformation is an illusion; knowledge- based illusion at that. How would you know you've been transformed if not for knowledge of some kind.

Real freedom cannot be conditioned and have an agenda. That's not real freedom to drop the burden of importance. Real freedom is free to also be burdened with importance and be heavy, extra-ordinary and a somebody. That's just the me talking to soothe it's dis-ease and seeks relief from itself. The one that doesn't care what arises and appears, is a closer representation of what true freedom expresses. True freedom is the freedom to be anything, the rest is slavery; which is also true freedom, so it's all done. More like the comedy of trying to be a nobody. A nobody being a somebody that tries to be a nobody.

These are still efforts. The me is always taking out it's tool kit to not be a me. It's funny how these calls to action to take no action are still actions. Neurosis and dis-ease at it's finest. There's nothing anyone can do or not do to become a nobody.

Spiritualists have found clever ways to be God, human, no self, awareness, consciousness and everything else we claim to have, be and own simultaneously. We are one busy creature. No wonder we get worn out and get tired and confused. We have invented all types of shit to fit into the story of me. Without these stories, the me cannot sustain itself. It depends on all these stories to survive it's illusory nature and it will defend these stories till it can't anymore. It will and can construct idea upon idea and mix it into it's make up to fit perfectly and nothing can tell it it's all made-up shit. Even the nonbelievers of this shit will construct ideas upon ideas as to why this shit doesn't make sense. It is the story, so it doesn't matter what it says, it's just a story. Life cannot go wrong. Even the storyteller is life creating stories. Even the 'non-present person' is life appearing as not being present. The suffering and the anxious and depressed is also life appearing as.....so life cannot be escaped. Any change, that's life, a.ka. THIS the Absolute. Whatever you call it. This is total freedom being bullshit and corrupt. It's so free and liberated it can appear as bullshit crap. Only humans judge things as right or wrong or imperfect. That's also this appearing as imperfection. Jesus Christ, this sucks if you ask me. I'm selfish and i want to see things go smoothly. This is also freedom talking. Can't go wrong. Problem is there's someone there observing this shit. That's also freedom. Go away freedom. That's also freedom. This, the absolute, all there is, cannot be escaped. Go fuck yourself. That's also this. Take responsibility for your foul mouth and irresponsibility, that's also this appearing as. Hey you, reading this nonsensical post that has no value, you're also freedom reading freedom. This fucking shit tries to elude itself but it only ends up chasing it's own tail. It doesn't realize it until it does and that's realization on it's own realizing without anyone behind that. This shit is infinite and timeless. No wonder it becomes a crazy lunatic. Jesus, I would too if I was infinite and timeless. Well, I am, except I don't know that and never will. Knowing doesn't know anything it is knowing itself. No one knows anything simply because there's no one to know just knowing being itself.

Who Am I? KNOWLEDGE......that's it. Without it, i'm nobody. Paradoxically, without knowledge there's just a body. Body doesn't need knowledge to function. I do.