Princess Arabia

The more spiritual practices one does, the more condensed and contracted the illusory self appears to be. Why wouldn't it. It's confirming that it's actually doing it and the more results it gets, the worse. It's kind of the same thing as force-riping a fruit. Leave it alone and it ripens itself. Nothing ever happens, but in the appearance is what I'm speaking of. Doesn't really matter as that's innocence and boundlessness appearing as condensed and contracted energy.

I'm more suspicious about things that make sense to me than those that don't in the existential sense. I reserve that for practical things like fixing a chair or designing a table. If it makes sense, I'm deconstructing it until it doesn't, but still seems to make absolute sense.

Spiritual teachings has just about everything backwards. The biggest of them all is awakening. What the person is actually seeking is how to stay asleep; how to not be there, it's own absence. It's that already.

Pretty much what Actialized quotes #246 is saying, and how I interpret it, is that all there is is what is without the ideas, stories and constructs about what is. Maybe not constructs because everything basically is a construct but what we tell ourselves about what appears. The feelings about it, interpretations, biases, agendas, trying to fit it into our little dream world, etcetc.all of that comes with trying to maintain a separate self that's not really there. The thing I see conflicting about his message is it seems to suggests one is actually doing all that and can undo all that to see God when God is also being all that. It cannot really see itself but be itself. All the human bullshit.comes from there being a phantom observer energy that thinks it's observing what's appearing and has localized itself and now it sees and labels and categorize everything in relation to it and there in lies the stories and ideas anout life and delusion and neurosis is a result. I'll leave this here as it's only my take and also just an idea and interpretation of what is, paradox is this is also what is. This is why I say everything is perfect but to and for no one.

The closest analogy I can give to what this immediacy is and in trying to describe the word immediacy in the context of what THIS is,.is to see how fire and wood turns to ash and that all three are embedded into one. The fire and wood being the ash. Not separate or close,.it is what the ash is. All of it is immediate with no space that separates them. Something like that or maybe when we eat and digest food that turns to poop. The whole.process.is immediate and not separate. This is what this reality is like and how Absolute is being everything and with no separation. It cannot be known or grasped or hold unto. Cannot know the fire in the wood and the food in the poop it's too immediate.

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There's nothing to fear but your stupid thoughts. The thoughts you claim as your God and righteous one. The only Divine being in your world. Your idol, your bully and what you worship everyday all day to the point where you need therapy and advice and a retreat to go let someone tell you when to listen and not listen to the floaters. You will listen to that sucker before listening to when I tell you there's no one in that head. You will go find that someone and worship that someone before hearing these words. You will blast me, talk shit in that no head of yours, project it on the forum, and listen to those creepy crawlers before you will just read these words and ignore them or just laugh away and say 'she so crazy' and have fun with this stupid nonsensical message. No you won't, you will be traumatized by this message to the point where stories and images will get embedded in that brain of yours for future reference when someone does or says something to you that reminds you of something else you went through, and why you're having such a reaction to it in the first place and anything else you react to negatively. Those thoughts of yours. That's what you need to fear. Those thoughts running through your no head as you read this message will traumatize you in a way where you won't even know that's why you're angry at the neighbor or the man that said something you didn't like or your co-worker to the point where you feel the need to smoke or grab a beer or take a vacay. Trying to run from yourself and taking yourself wit ya. That's all we need to fear, these ghosts that run our lives and torment us to no end to the point of therapy and feelings of despair and distress. You are a ghost running around trying to locate yourself into existence while fearing your nonexistence and absence while trying to find relief from all the exhaustion you put yourself through to the point where now you're wondering who am I and why do we suffer to the point where stories are made up and ideas about why suffering was invented and how that's to awaken us from our miserable lives that was caused by these stupid thoughtless ghosts running around in the ether that has turned us into captive slaves and now we take it out on everybody else including this stupid message and listen to more thoughts that will enslave you some more into old age and finally annihilation from your thoughtless self. That's all you need to fear, those stupid thoughts.

We have taken the fun out of life and now we're trying to put in back in. That's what happens when we demonize feeling bad and sadness. Children don't do that. They get sad, they cry, pout, throw temper tantrums and move on. They're happy again, miserable in an hr, joyous in 2hrs, crying in 20 mins, who cares, they're not fixated on always being happy like adults are. We read books, watch videos and ask advice on how to be happy. Why. Can't wait for it's turn. Why force ripe it. Maybe lighten up a bit and take that bug out your ass and one might feel happy about that. Stop judging and criticizing everything and everyone so harshly and yourself too and maybe we can see the joy in life again without having to go purchase it in some novelty.

The Absolute is lost itself. Trying to find it's way back home not realizing it's everything. It's not really lost because that implies a position, but it seems to be. Everyone on this forum is the Absolute talking to and responding to itself. It cannot know itself. It's like a little baby trying to figure shit out. It won't get anywhere because it is also everywhere and nowhere. Why do you think you keep asking who am I, why am I here, looking for purpose and meaning.

You're probably handsome. Ugly guys experience it differently and thinks every guy does.

Pickmeishas do. Pick me, pick me.

The reason why the world seem so cruel and needs fixing is because the observer, the me, the I, the separate energy, all seemingly appearing to happen as such, has projected its sense of realness unto it. It doesn't fit into its fairytale paradigm of safety, comfort and whatever else it seeks to allow for certain feelings; the world it imagines doesn't fit into that. It sees a bunch of other me's acting up and being irrational and whatever else it projects and it's the only reason why and how the world cannot be perceived any other way.

You keep wanting and expecting there to be autonomy over here. The Absolute speaks, the Absolute responds, reacts and gives smart remarks. I'm not over here saying there is no one so who is going to chew me out. That would be me trying to see a no me. There's no me already so if it's being said, it's not being said by a me to say there's no me over there to chew me out.

I'm more speaking of the initial stages; even before you even have established a relationship other than just casually in passing. I'm not referring to the signals she gives if she wants to remain or stay or even on a date but more prior to all that. What happens in the cases you're mentioning will depend on the character and personality of both parties involved and the type of relationship it was.The cues will be different in thise cases than her trying to get you to notice her.

This is the dream. No relativity, no dreamlike state. Relativity is an illusion which makes the dream appear real but if there's no relativity nothing appears to any one and is just appearing, just as it is to a baby or an animal with no sense of a self. Existence is nothing.

Perfect. You described the dream perfectly. This is how the dream "gets created". In quotations because the dream isn't created but for language's sake). The Absolute, which is still a definition, cannot conceive of itself because it is whole and complete and nothing is outside of it. That's consciousness which is what you described and is also the Absolute being. Absolute appears as consciousness. This is how it's resonated here and doesn't mean it is so, so don't chew me out.

A woman that really wants you, will make sure you don't get away. She will find a way to get your attention but not only that, make you interact with her. If you don't do the obvious she will. If you don't, and she doesn't she never wanted you like that. Women are subtle in their cues, but they will make sure you get them to make the next move or they will. A hi and a certain look is not one of them.

Freedom from what. To be what. To do what. Being fearful is also freedom. The human wants conditional freedom. Human freedom. To be human is to fear. Both go hand in hand. To not want freedom is freedom itself.

Nice!! Love it.

Hope is the resistance to what is.

I said ok. Whatever you say. Doesn't matter at this point. I'm already over it. I don't even remember too much what all that noise was about. That's the beauty of who I am. I'll probably be smiling with leelajoker tomorrow. I'm only bothered in the moment. Working on not being bothered at all. Don't even see where I take this forum seriously in the way you mean it. I respect this forum and try to maintain a certain standard. I said ok, and you still pushed it with criticisms. Perfect example of what I mean. Anyway, I'm done with this nonsense now.

Ok.

Ok, I hurt by saying I and achieve and enlightenment shouldn't be used in the same sentence. Well, you guys hurt like death when you say "tap that ass". How's that for a hurt. Men hurt when a woman says no so I understand how anything can hurt if a simple no hurts. Does that hurt. I'm just direct. Some just can't handle a woman's directness, they want roses and poses and fairytails from a woman but from a man directness is accepted and expected. It is because I'm a female and it is personal for them by the nature of the convo, and observing how men speak on here to each other or even about wonen and the hatred they spread and no one intervenes and says nothing. Even threaten to rape and murder women and it's bypassed. Don't tell me shit. You call my taking up for and defending myself after I tried to be nice and not confronting, confronting and assertive. Whoopiie. Did you read the whole convo. A woman can take but so much before she flips.

That made me chuckle. Lol. I think AI did that on purpose. Probably saying to itself you interrupted my day by asking me how to slap peanut butter between two slices of bread to make a sandwich. It said " I'll tell ya alright, and eat it too and tell you why you shouldn't eat it so you don't bother me again with that petty shit". This was funny. I couldn't stop laughing. 15 paragraphs. Lol

No, I'm not stepping on roaches, they're bugging me and in the room where they might get sprayed.😏its ok, i'm good now. That energy is dissolving and going elsewhere. Thanks for your quirky words. They made me smile.