Princess Arabia

I'm in tears right now writing this. It fully hit me. THIS IS IT. As I am writing this, this is it. My writing is it. My crying is it. It is right here right now. Unfolding as I write. NOW NOW NOW. When I wrote the words NOW, NOW, NOW that was it, but now it is these words. Words that can never be captured. Each letter is a millisecond too long. The camera can't capture it. This is it. There is no moment. No Now, just now, now, now, now, now, now, to infinity. Not even forever because I,m not in forever, I'm right now. I don't know about forever. I remember a minute ago but I don't know about what I will do in 3mins. It us only NOW, I can imagine what might happen in 3 min but I don't know what ill be doing in 3 min. There is only now and i just missed it because now is another now and that now just turned into this now. It is me, yes me. It is me writing this, I am confused. Is it the chair also I don't know wait, it is not me I don't know. All I know is it is here nit there. It is here. You will say, well if there's a me then thats not it. Bullshit i font care about semantics I don't know what words to use all I know is it is whats happening right now, right where I am sitting, I don't know how to say it but it is this. My cat just went outside but she isn't infront of me so I cannot say my cat is a part of this but I can say that it is live right now doing me. It is whats happening now. It is not you, it is me writing on this computer. IT is me imagining you. It is me imagining that you will read this. It is me imagining what you will say but its nit you right now. It is me writing this imagining what I will be saying and typing when I'm responding. It is doing this through me as me. I am conscious that it is doing this through me. Its like a live show. It is there too but not really because it is here. But if you look around you it is it. Whatever is happening around you now it is it. But I'm just imagining that so i don't know. I will post now.

Fair enough. I can't tell you how and what to dream. It is what it is, like you said. Dance, baby dance.

Thought so. NP.

Ok, more power to you, wherever you are and whatever it is that you love.

I'm not sure if you quoted the right person here. Where did I mention alone.

That's not what you said in your previous comment. What you described here is not an illusion and I never said it was. You really didn't achieve anything because everybody here and all there is, is it. Never was any different. You're not really dancing with anything, dancing is happening. All the "I" you've mentioned here is the dream. It never really happened. Just appears so. Not even the dancing. Just apparent.

There ya go. Saying it is truth, not saying it is truth. Doesn't matter.

That's the dream. The fact is there are no facts, there is no fiction. What is is and that's it. No complications, no stories, no ideas, even though, that's also it. Doesn't matter. Show me something that is not. There's no time nor space how can there be an evolutionary cycle. That evolutionary cycle you're talking about is within the dream. Let me know when you have accomplished what you so talk about in all your comments. Let me know when you have arrived. Let me know when you have broken all limits and become whatever it is that yours trying to become. I will give you my phone number if you need to so when and if you turn 80yrs old and still trying or have arrived. Let me know and i will stop this madness.

Delusion. The girls are God. "the girls are not worth it", doesn't care what you think. You're seeking worth, something to value. Everything is value and nothing is value. Your going straight to the point means nothing, because there is no point. Loving the girls is loving the self, if you want to go there. See my signature. Even you not loving the girls and saying girls aren't worth it, is also unconditional love. Unconditional love includes you not loving the girls. It is love without conditions. Doesn't matter what appears, it's still love. You will suffer in the dream of separation because you think you're choosing to love or not love. Of course, the suffering is an illusion but it will surely feel that way to the one who thinks it's separate.

This comment is so demeaning. Saying "if you are not attracting a girl you are not hot enough", if you are ugly and low status, you need to use love". So demeaning. Saying if you are a loving person and she will be attracted to that is such hogwash. If that's the case, every man who attracts a woman is loving and there are nothing but loving relationships between a man and a woman and it's the woman's fault why it's not loving since the man is the one whose loving. Of course, that's just my interpretation of what's been said, so it means nothing. Sometimes I even wonder if you really think through what it is that you're saying. Then again, this is the chaotic Universe at play. Can't argue with that.

Love the title of this thread. It sums it all up.

@James1231,2,3....going, going, going, still here?

Nothing to rebut this because you said it perfectly "battle of words". I could say there's no you to not want to disappear because there's no you to disappear. So let the battle of words battle itself. 😊😊

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You are not choosing to talk or not talk. You are not even choosing to leave or not leave. That's why you're still here responding to my comment. Your words of "I is the biggest illusion'" are empty words. There is no "I" so how can the "I' be the illusion. The illusion is you thinking you're the one saying there's no "I". That's the biggest mind-fuck.

You are seeing challenges because you have labelled what is happening. It's not about cultivating an enjoyment for challenge and having a method for remaining in a positive state. You think you can "methodize" your way out of challenges. You think you can manipulate your way out of challenges. You think you can strategize your way out of challenges. There is no past, no future existentially, so you're just fantasizing your way out of challenges. If something is happening in the now moment, that is what's happening, the next moment is what's happening, the next and the next and the next and the next. You will be apparently cultivating an enjoyment of memorizing the past and you will be strategizing a plan to try to remain in a positive state for the future. Neither exists and will only be illusions and that will keep you in a loop of endless strategizing. The only way out is to let go of the thoughts and ideas about what's happening and stop seeing them as something happening to you or that anything is about you. It's not. You're stuck in a dream. The only way out of the dream is to realize that it's just a dream and the way to stop dreaming is to recognize there's no one dreaming because the individual is the dream. What your post is about is how to keep suffering.

We are seeking for the end of seeking. The seeking is the very thing that stops the seeker from recognizing this. The resistance to what is, is fueling the seeking. This is pure unconditional love. The freedom hides in the seeking. In the putting value on things. In the trying to get somewhere. This is it. Nowhere to go and nothing to find.

There was never a journey. You have not come to this recognition. You still think there's a truth to be found. You leaving here happened for no reason. You saying your journey has ended is the delusion, because it never started. You leaving implies you believe there's no value here so you're still a seeker. Doesn't matter anyway, because it's all the same.

God or whatever you want to call it because it doesn't matter, you can call it horseshit if you like, IS THE PAIN AND SUFFERING. It is the denials of this message. It is the apparent ego. It is not laughing at the useless attempts to do anything, it is the laugh and it is the attempts. It is the every word that you wrote here. There's no need to surrender to anything, because there's no one to surrender. You have written this post as if God is doing anything. God isn't doing anything. It IS everything. Someone says this post has no value. No it doesn't. Neither does this message. Neither does anything. God is also the invaluable or whatever the word. Talk about the soldiers and wars all you like because that is also God. The baby suffering is also God. What the soldier and the baby is suffering from is also God. Don't you get it everything is God. Even the not getting it is also God. There's no point to me even writing this because these writing is also God. If you say to me then what's the point in doing anything, you're assuming you're doing or not doing anything in the first place. If you say you're not going to meditate anymore, not care about anything anymore, or go destroy the planet, the saying of those words is also God. If it so happens that those things happen, God is also the destruction. You cannot make a decision or not make a decision because making a decision or not making a decision is also God. If I say to you how arrogant of you to think you're so special in believing you're so almighty thinking you are controlling anything, God is also the arrogance and the thinking it is almighty and powerful. You see, there's no escape, if you come and shoot me for these words I'm typing, the gun is God, you are God, i am God, the gun powder is God, the bullet is God, the mourners is God, the grave is God, the news reporters is god, the tears is God, the memories of me my family will hold is God, the car you drive to my house is God, the plane you take to my state is God, if I give you my address, the address is God, the numbers in the address is God........i could keep going to Infinity. Doesn't matter what you say because you're not saying anything because nothing is being said. God is not even talking to itself because God is also the talking to itself. There's no value here, there's no point to this message. If you say I'm crazy and delusional, the crazy is God and the delusion is God. I'm not crazy nor delusional because there's no "I" being anything. GOD IS EVERYTHING. THIS IS IS FULFILLMENT, THIS IS FREEDOM, THIS IS ALL OF THAT ITSELF FOR NO ONE. You will still suffer and go through pain but there is no one suffering and no one in pain. GOD IS THE SUFFERING AND GOD IS THE PAIN. You are not God because there is no you. God is not you because there is no you. The you that you think you are is the dream. The individual is the dream. Take that out the equation and there is just what's happening ..what's happening is not a dream.

The joke frowns at itself.

No. Never.

Consciousness is a part of the dream. To say we are conscious, we have to be conscious of something. That equates to subject and object. There is just THIS, which is total and includes the dream of being conscious and aware. Awareness also isn't real since that implies something being aware of something else. Neither are Truth and only exists on the relative domain which is all illusory. There is just what's happening without even a Source. There is no Source as that also implies a thing that has a source. This is total, complete and is not two. Totally inseparable. The experience is the dream. There's not even experience, it's appearing within the illusory dream. A dream that's not really happening, but apparently so. I'm not saying we're not conscious and that there is no Consciousness, but it's just part of the dream and not the Absolute which is ultimately all there is. The dream of separation is the illusion.