Princess Arabia

There's no real space for the me to coexist with what's appearing; what's immediate, timeless and boundless. It is it's own reality. So, for the me, it's constantly having issues. It's discombobulated. Do I this, or do I that. Do I be this way or do I be that way. Can you please adjust so I can feel comfortable, please. The world is fucked up because I don't feel right. It's a busy bee all in it's own right. It can never see outside of itself. I hate this and I hate that. You're not doing this right and you're doing this wrong. It's constantly constructing. Making sense of it's own existence and the other's it's imagining. The bodies are there; that's not imaginary, the person in the other body is. It's not I'm real and you are imaginary. There just is no I. I said that and the me will say they are imagining others and that life is imaginary and that they are dreaming and that others are NPC's and that other is this and other is that and that they're the only one in existence and that.......it never ends..not realizing that everything else IS and there is no them and they are imaginatively abstracting and projected unto the world. They'll say, I understand that ilm dreaming up you and imagining you.......not realizing that it's because there's no you either. You are not imagining others, others are a projection simply because there is just no you. It's not there's a you that is imagining others. Good news is there's no actual person doing that and it's not really happening, only appears that way. This is total freedom already. The me doesn't want to and cannot hear that. It wants to hear something that will help it. Me-improve, while trying to get rid of the me. Gosh, what confusion. Even the ones that say don't kill the ego and ego is God, is trying to hang on to the me. It's an epidemic. Thank God for there's relief insight. Sleep and death. It's already the case but not for the me. Sleep is death of the me and death is death of the me. There is no one to sleep and no one to die. It's just sleeping and "deathing". The me gets relief then. Whether the body is bodying or not.

Energy isn't still. It can appear to be still but it's neither still nor moving. It's the individual that seems to attempt to find stillness where there's none. If stillness was the case, the individual that seeks wouldn't seek stillness. Cannot be still where there's no polarity.

This is the insanity of the person/individual/me. They will go and do a personality test to determine their personality type from a test that was designed on a computer and they'll still think there's an actual person there. How can a computer test tell me who I am based off of other factors that came from other factors that came from other factors. There is a person here but I'm going to do a test to determine what type of person. Sounds good, no. Of course. Who investigates this stuff. Just a bunch of sheep and group thinkers because every one else is doing it. Nothing wrong with it but it's funny how that energy thinks it's autonomous at the same time. I mean, everything screams this shit. There's no one to know there's no one so I'm not saying that one needs to see there's no one. Doesn't happen that way either as there's no one already there.

The search for Truth is actually fear in disguise. FOMO. Fear of missing out is part of that fear amongst others. Lots are only searching for truth because other me's are searching for truth. It doesn't even know what it searches for, but it searches anyway because it can't help it. It's better than searching for success and fame. It has to search for something so it might as well be something divine or conscious or of value. It is the seeking energy at work. 'Doing the work' is the seeking energy at work. It must. There's a longing for something. It doesn't matter what it seeks, it's a longing for something. Others long for money, relationships, sex, comfort, safety, whatever...truth seekers are no different, it's just context and content that seems to separate them from the others. Fear because if it can know what truth is, it can know how to. It can maneuver better. It can relate better to what's happening and arising. It can solve all problems and find solutions to everything effortlessly. Truth to a seeker is like gold to a gold-digger. The pot of gold at the end of the 🌈. Truth cannot be found because it's not lost the seeker is. Without a seeker of truth, truth emerges. This is not a problem and doesn't need to change because it is also what is. It is timeless and complete and whole. Everything is. There is no actual everything either. No things. There's nothing wrong with anything. That's the beauty and apparent tragedy of it all. I'm not exempt because there's somewhat a me here. There can't be "not" a me. It's illusory and not really there but seems to appear. With some me's though, certain things doesn't arise anymore depending on how contracted to seems to be or feels. Certain things are nonexistent. It's like a package, certain items are not with the package. It's all this anyway and doesn't really matter.

It sucks when i speak about a no me to a me that's really suffering and wants a way out. It interprets that as I can't do something about my suffering since there's no one there. That's the worst thing it could hear; there's no one there. Now all hope is gone. It cannot take the "there's nothing personal" message. It will curse out the messenger and say they are deluded and spreading germs to other me's. How can I be in control if there's no me and how can my life feel so sucky if it's not personal. This is why this message isn't popular (it's not really a message, just saying). What me would want to hear that there's no me. It's like giving the death sentence to a prisoner.

Personhood is more artificial than non-personhood. Take the person away and life is naturally what it is. No stories, complaints, judgements, criticisms, agendas, purpose and the rest. It is the person that seems to be there (it's not really there), that makes it seem like something needs to be fixed and the world needs saving. The feeling of a me is what's unnatural. It's not a belief. It's an energetic tension in the body that feels like a person. That's more unnatural than anything else.

The "me" cannot exist in timelessness. That's why it doesn't seem to appear in sleep.

I can't escape myself and it sucks. Everywhere I turn i'm there. I'm not talking about me as a person/identity/individual/character, etc, I'm talking about everything around me. What I see, read, hear, smell, touch, interpret, understand, realize, recognize, figured out, judge, criticize, imagine, everything. It's not all me, it is. It is. It just is. I can't have what isn't. I can't see what's not there. If it's there it is. It's not even there, it just is. I wish I never investigated this stuff. I wish I was a baby again, I wish I could be like the man next door who don't give a shit about shit. I see the stuff and i know what it is. It's everything. I can't escape everything. If I want something right now I can't unwant it, and if I get it I can't unget it. I can be what I'm not. I can't do anything about anything because if I do that will also be what is so I can't escape what is and what is, is. There's nothing but what is and what is, is. I can't have what isn't, so I'm stuck with what is.

I just saw a little moth flying outside my bedroom window. A few of those little suckers actually; just having a grand ole time in the flood light flying away. They're attracted to the light. I'm like, why do they get a free pass to not have to do spiritual work. They just get to fly around without having to sit in silence and fly around moth retreats to quiet the mind. Are they God too. Why then don't they need to realize they're God.

That person on the forum, forgot who it was, had a rude awakening that one cannot practice solipsism in real life. Hey, I'm all alone so I can treat people like shit. I'm the only one here so what does it matter. He regretted that shit. Even apologized to the forum for acting like an ass. Same with non-duality. There's no one and nowhere to get to and no free will and blah blah, so I'll just do nothing. How's that working out for you. Or that you can still and silence your way into enlightenment. People see me write about this stuff but it's one thing to write and talk about this stuff and another to BE this stuff. More proof that there's no one in these bodies. There's no control so you can't just think you can practice any of this stuff in real life. You can try, but life will fling you back to reality and show you who is boss.

Why do we even argue with people about their views. Imagine everyone having the same exact views on everything. We'd be arguing about that too. Hey, you stole my view get your own. Hey, you're wrong see it my way.

Energy doesn't see values. Energy doesn't care who gets in it's way of wrath. It will seem to 'reward' the evil and bad but that's a projection on your part. Life isn't personal and these kinds of issues, queries and concerns will keep coming up for the human that sees life on a personal level. Hurricanes and earthquakes don't care how good or bad the family is whose house it's about to wreck. You will have to use your own imaginary sense making to maneuver this unnatural concern as it's not a part of life's design because there is none. It's all sporadic and free flowing. Only humans are concerned with these issues, and we feel the brunt of it when life throws at us and shows us who's the boss. We are also life but it's the energy structure that makes up the human that thinks it's separate and falls victim to it's own demise - even though not really, it's illusory. People tend to dismiss these things and then fall into the imaginary trap of self-deception and then ask for help from other self-deceptive humans on how to get out. I see it all the time. We've made up stories about high and low conscious beings but life will show us there's no such thing but only in the dream of separation. It stares us in the face all the time but we insist on being humans with a consciousness and try to maneuver this and go against the grain which raises all kinds of issues and concerns like this one. Only way out is to see it's not personal and there's no driver in the seat. There's actually no way out as a human being. It's stuck in it's own web of deceit. No matter how much that energy tries, it fails every time.

I saw the flaw in that a while back and i still see people talking about that just recently. I just ignore it. Who's gonna listen to me. We're not even experiencing anything as experience is an illusion. Who's going to relate to that. Experience requires separation and there is none. People will just explain away how this is possible and concoct up some rational, logical idea on how this is possible. It is, but only as a dream.

No one need give a gun to an 18yr old for them to have access to it. I bet you half of the mass or other shootings are with illegally obtained guns. Lots of under age kids have access to vehicles also. The argument about "giving to" is weak. That stops or reduce nothing. People will gain access to just about anything if they want to bad enough.

Nothing weird about saying a mass knife attack that was survived can be more devastating than a gun attack that killed. It's like saying an emotional wound can have more devastating effects than a physical wound which can certainly be the case. Anyway, this debate is just a matter of opinions and I respect yours.

lol. I guess that's the best you can do. I see both humans and roaches together so it's not one or the other. Well, we can leave this conversation be. Point made.

That's your opinion. Death is final. These injuries live on and leave scars physically and emotionally, imo, its worse than death.

Well, why don't we start regulating cars. Lots have been ran over by cars and lots of mass killings and injuries by vehicles.

No one died, but it doesn't matter. The impact is just as devastating.

While we're at it, why not start regulating knives. Mental health is the issue, not guns. Regulating a dead piece of machinery isn't going to solve anything.

Yes, it's all vibrating. Energy vibrating. Reality is "issing". Verbing. Energy, that's what it does. No one is controlling it, though, it's doing it all on it's own.

Ok, i'm your slave. Anything changed?

All the 'me's' on the forum are arguing with each other. Who's more awake and enlightened. Who's more solipstic and who is dreaming who and who's in who's mind. Not realizing the whole time it doesn't exist. There's no person there to awaken or to become enlightened. Can't tell it that, though, it will curse you out and defend it's no me self. It is the dream, There's no one dreaming. The dream sees others and relates to others as persons. There's no one actually there doing any of that, but it's still funny to watch. Even when I do it, it's funny. Life is one big funny show. All trying to get somewhere but in trillions of years no one has gotten anywhere but to the grave where maggots each the flesh.

What does this all have to do with cockroaches. Cockroaches are here. What role do they play in all of life and why do they get a free pass in not having to do the work or knowing all this stuff to exist. Replace any insect or animal with cockroaches. Why don't they have to learn the true history of life - you say that's important, but only for humans. Humans got the bad end of the stick if all others just get to roam around having a jolly old time without working on themselves.

Ok. That's your take, interesting take. My counter is that life itself doesn't have a purpose. So what are we the purpose of.