Princess Arabia

Yeah i get it. We're all awake just pretending to be asleep. That's the fucking game God is playing with itself. It's so obvious. That's my new motto. "It's So Obvious". I'm going to change my signature to "It's So Obvious" and copyright it.

That's why you're the sleeping bear. Lol. Sori, couldn't help it. I tell you, the breadcrumb trails are all over the place. Lol

Love, love, love this.

It's blasphemy to deny you are God.

I know right. Try waking someone up whose sleeping and whose not ready to wake up. When my cat meows at me in the middle of my sleep, I get groggy and wanna hiss at her for waking me up, even though it doesn't last. Same thing.

If it's so useless how can it incarnate into something. Can you fly right now like a bird. No, it's because it's so powerful that it can manifest as a bird to fly. It is being that bird and it is being you.

This wasn't my intention for asking those questions. I was just trying to show you how at home you feel, feeling the way you do. Nothing is stopping you from feeling something else but you. No you don't have to stop posting here nor was I trying to say that. You need this space. If there was no place in the world for you to go and vent or journal what would you do, where would you go. You would be forced to create some place else. Do something else. Just showing it's your choice.

People transcend, people wake up. Just because I said something prior, doesn't mean I'll stay in that awareness. Awareness is aware of sleep. If i set an alarm, it's because my biological clock needs to wake up at a certain time. Awareness never sleeps. I have never slept a day in my life. My body has. I am not the body. I'm aware of the body. It's so obvious. How can I be the body. There is nothing out there. There is no-thing. Nothing disappears. It never was, never is, never will be. It's only appearing within Awareness.

Question: What would you do if this section of the forum didn't exist. Where would you live. Where would you feel comfortable posting. What if this forum was a happy forum where we just post happy, uplifting thoughts and post everything that's going right in our lives. What would you do.

I have never experienced anything outside of what I'm aware of. What I'm aware of isn't me. It can't be, or I couldn't be aware of it. I'm not alone, Awareness is all there is.

Yeah but there's no competition. You can only win if you're competing.

There's no winning or losing. Everybody wins, if anything. But there is no competition. God doesn't compete against itself.

Deluded in what? What part?

This is a belief system that will become true for you. It is neither true nor false. It's what you believe, so your brain will seek out to prove that to you. Understand how the mind works and you will start to see how you're constructing your Reality. There is no objective world only subjective. You can fight that all you want and object to this, but you'll only be denying your own power and become a victim to circumstances.

Because you're focusing on the lack of them. If you had an army of girls around you right now, would you say I need an army if girls around me right now?. No, you'd probably feel grateful and having a blast. That's the difference. You even said it, "how badly I NEED to get my hands on one". That will get you more "needing" to get your hands on one. The law is very tricky if you don't understand how it works. You don't get what you want you get what you are. Vibrate on the frequency of not needing. Be as if you already have what you want. Ever notice when you're not looking or needing it appears. That's why the rich get richer and the poor stay poor. That's what he means when he says focus, but you're focusing on the not having so you get more of the not having.

I am God and God is all there is.

That's not what I'm saying. People will say I feel so alone whether they are alone physically or not, but never will say I feel people around me when there is no one around. Usually everything has an opposite, but this one thing seem not to. You could be in a marriage and still feel alone, you could be amongst your friends at a party and still feel alone. You could live with 10 people and still feel alone, I could go on and on. BUT....have you ever felt like there were people around you when you were actually alone physically. No, unless you've gone mad - not talking about that. Do you understand what I'm saying, it's very subtle, you have to catch it. No one ever says, when they are physically alone I feel like there are so many people around me, but says I feel so alone. In other words, how can someone feel so alone when there are people around them but never feel like there are people around when they are alone.

Never mind. I'm hostile now? Ok then. Where is the hostility. I'm going to leave you alone, like I said. No need for me to interfere in your business. Chow.

Lol. Don't mind me I'm severely neurotic. Neurosis at play. Playing with myself.

Curse me, honey curse me. Lol. Do you think it really matters. I never said I was doubting anything. Perception is a motherfucker. Confidence? I don't need to be confident of who I am. I am what I am. Whatever I choose to be. I'm an elephant right now. In my mind. Then I can be a kangaroo. Then I can be severely neurotic. Then insane, sane, sober, drunk, happy, sad, excited, horny. One thing never changes and that is Awareness. No need to be confident that I'm aware. Don't worry about my doubting because I'm not. That's just a temporary fleeting state. You said it yourself, doubt then confident. So what. Doesn't matter what I believe or not believe, doesn't change what I am. Solipsism or not, doesn't change what I am. Cursed or not, doesn't change what I am. Don't worry about some writing on a screen. Doesn't change who you are.

This sounds like an unconscious denial rant. Lol. Afraid, are we? No need to be afraid, I'm here with you, baby. Turn on the lights, the boogeyman is gone. Lol

Wow, that was my own little intuited observation but never really trusted it to be enough to say for sure. I'm starting to see the similarities between life circumstances and the unseen and also the breadcrumb trails. This is one of the reasons why I keep saying it's so obvious. They're trying to make me think I'm severely neurotic, but I know that's just another play. I should trust my intuition more, even though the trust is already growing but sometimes I doubt it because I know how fucking tricky the mind is, but I'm learning to differentiate between the heart and mind even though they both need each other.

I got that understanding afterwards and felt it was cultural. Anybody with any level of discretion should be able to read between the lines on the different versions, and understand where I was coming from with my statement. Thanks for the insight.

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Agreed. That's all I'm going to say because, as a woman, I'm going to be countered and I ain't got time for that.