Princess Arabia

95% of the food supply in the world and especially in the USA is 95% more toxic than this forum. I have to eat, so that's a bigger challenge for me than coming on here and typing or engaging. 95% of the things shown on tv and the news media across the world is more toxic than this forum. 95% of the water supply available in plastic bottles is more toxic than this forum. 95% of what people are engaging in for entertainment is more toxic than this forum....,,need I go on, because I can.

I'm at that point where I'm through trying to understand. Unless, it's a project I'm working on or trying to accomplish something that needs for me to understand it. I'm through with trying to understand shit.

The ego is always looking at it like ''How can it benefit me".

Maybe that's the problem. Not saying it's a problem, but the energy you're giving off is kinda scaring them off...or not. Not saying you should go around just trying to get laid, because that would also give off a certain vibe, but it's very rare people set out at first to try finding a serious relationship, usually it just happens. Marriage is a different story, usually both would have to already seen that picture in the mind, Just go out to have fun at first and enjoy. If they respond later, they respond, if they don't they don't. No one says you have to get laid, There are special online dating sites that cater to people looking for marriage or serious dating. Maybe you could look into that. Just going out and meeting random people at bars and nightclub where people are drinking and the vibes are different ,won't really be the fastest way to get a serious relationship even though it can happen. Keep an eye out 24/7, not agressively, but leave yourself open. At the grocery store, malls, walking, just day-to-day activities, not just at nightclubs and bars, anywhere. She past you along already, you just weren't looking.

But you truly don't believe in all you're saying, because if you did, you wouldn't even be thinking about killing yourself; unless, of course, the thought "killing yourself" is just arising out of nowhere for no one.

Your whole post is the only thing that makes sense in the whole wide world. Don't worry guys, I'm not nihilistic. Life still goes on doing it's thing, apparently.

That's it.

Lol...try it and come let me know. Maybe that's false too. That's the trick. Kill yourself then you'll be like, "Oh shit, I just woke up to death".

You just shattered my whole dream...boo hoo, I'm trying to hold on to something and you just kicked it from under my feet, boo hoo. Now I'm just hanging on to thin air and that too doesn't even exist, boo hoo, nothing is true and everything is true, boo hoo, nothing is false and everything is false, boo hoo, the only thing there is, is Noone, boo hoo, not even me, there is no me nor you, boo hoo, I need some drugs, boo hoo, I need to see some stars and the moon and some elephants appearing, boo hoo, I need a drink, boo hoo, I need some smokes, boo hoo, I just died, boo hoo. *Isn't this wonderful. Knowing this is liberation.* Then again, there's no one to be liberated...boo hoo.

My baby

I don't buy capsules in anything. Sometimes they are made with vegetable glycerin and all kinds of stuff I don't know to be safe to ingest. I already have vices that i do and don't need the extra toxins that I can avoid. I buy Black Seed oil from reputable companies like the one i listed in the health section in liquid form. It is very good stuff. Has a lot of benefits. You're not going to see a lot of benefits to a lot of healthy supplements if your diet and lifestyle is not up to par and are still eating a lot of junk. Supplements don't take the place of healthy eating, they supplement an already healthy eating habit. Plus, it's one of those suppliments, if taken for a while, boosts your immune system along with healthy heating. It's not supposed to be taken if on high blood pressure medication or blood thinners as it has blood thinning properties. Check out the brand I posted a picture of in the health section, that's a good brand.

I embed a part of this video showing how he simply explains how you are the only thing in existence. Go to 47:48 to end. You can watch the whole video if you like, but the marker I mentioned is where the subject I'm referring to starts. Take it as you wish.

I've been following this guy for a few years now. I just don't post his videos because I knew they wouldn't be well received. He's taught me a lot about the subconscious mind and how it works. A lot about manifestation and other existential topics about how the mind works and it's influence on how we create our Reality and about quantum mechanics. He's well knowledgeable in a lot of this stuff. I take what resonates and leave the rest. He simplifies things to make it easy to understand. He doesn't talk about psychedelics and God Realization and a lot of the stuff being talked about here, but he understands the power of the mind which, I think doesn't get addressed enough on this forum; but that's ok as there are other resources for that. I think a lot of people who understands how the mind works and how to use it instead of letting it use us, would suffer a lot less from depression and anxiety. People underestimate the knowledge and wisdom of the common folk who isn't the typical guru with a long white beard, and jump into the more advanced stuff without trying to understand the basics of the mind and it's influence on our day to day lives. I jump between the basics, the advanced, and everywhere in between to get a wide variety of knowledge and understanding so I can try to put the pieces together using my intellect and intelligence while being aware of the traps in these fields. When I see a lot of similarities in the different teachings, I try to concentrate on that more and expand my knowledge-base around those areas as well as other areas that I find fascinating and that peaks my interest. This is Infinity and I try to not limit my mind to only one or two style of teachings as I'm aware of my own style of learning and don't want to get trapped and or confined to limited sources or a particular teacher's style. That said, I'm aware that people out there will sometimes mislead us or not be too well-learnt or just simply don't know what they're talking about, so I try to use discernment and take all of it in with a grain of salt while trying to stay focused on my own awareness and way of being and observe my own behavioral patterns with my own direct experiences.

47:48 to end

Initially it's just looks for most guys. After that wears off a bit they start to notice other things and then decide whether she's right for them or not as far as a partner goes. They will even give and take some things if she excites them enough physically. After they get bored with her looks, the personality thing becomes forefront. Then they dump the bitch, literally. Lol

I understand that, thank you. I should have phrased the question differently. Maybe like "What do you think about this". I do live my life like that, and if you've noticed or not in a lot of my inquiries and posts I never just take anything at face value. I ask questions and take notes but I almost always, depending on the kind of information, like to come to my own analysis and use my own critical thinking. Thank you for your suggestion, though, and I really do appreciate your taking the time to share your thought on the matter.

Looks like you

Lol. That's the plan, my friend.

Are you the yes or the no.

Interesting points.

I just posted a vid in the cat section to test, and it's working now. Wasn't yesterday.

When I say embed I mean you can share links but it only comes up as a link, where before the video itself would come up.

The thing is to try and decode why this exists and what is it's role playing in the bigger picture. Makes no sense to you because it doesn't serve your survival but other people have other survival agendas. It makes sense to them.