Princess Arabia

Ok, you do you. Just trying to spread awareness, obviously there are things i'm not aware of also, so I try not to be so stuck in my beliefs where I get paradigm locked. This subject is one of my passions and i realize that I can get carried away with my objections and not seeing things for what they are, so I try and not get too emotional about it especially by infringing on people's freedom of choice in the matter.

He's not aware if it. Conditioning runs deep and sometimes it needs an Awakening, or deep understanding, like Leo's videos that you are sharing to see though our faulty belief systems and programming. If it weren't for those videos and other sources that led to my understanding on this topic, I would have been lost within it too, and I still have issues seeing through certain aspects especially when it comes to children and animals. But I understand that there's a bigger picture at hand that my limited senses cannot fathom or see beyond, so I'm learning to let thing go and trust in a higher power. I will also watch those videos again too, just to refresh. I remember how eye-opening they were but I'm sure I'll see them differently now as my understandings have deepen and expanded and perspectives have changed.

Lol seeing that sexy red dress, and that knife made you surrender. You're like, 'yes ma'am'.

Years of work, no. Years of experience, yes. Random, no. Nothing is random. The Universe doesn't give you anything it knows you can't handle. You might think you can't, but the Universe (which is you) knows you can. When you move to God it moves to you. The more you acknowledge or recognize it's presence within you, the more it acknowledges you. It doesn't force, it welcomes with open arms. It recognized that I was ready for this recognition fully, it recognized that I recognized it. I recognized that it recognized that I recognized it. Not trying to sound redundant, but read that last sentence again if you need to. The experience wasn't a big event. Nothing is a big event, if anything, the big event occurred at my conception. When I started to invent myself, when I started to become Aware of a separate self. The constructions, how I got here. It's all been lined up. I don't know how I did it but intuit that I did. All the people places, things, circumstances ALL OF IT, was supposed to be. It's obvious to me still how it's all me, but not from an egoic perspective but the Absolute's even though they are one of the same. I still have certain fears and doubts and insecurities, etc but they are only there because I put them there. I've seen through that. I've seen how "others" are just a reflection of the One. Nothing is a setback, not even perceived setbacks. Everything is leading us towards the light, home, but not linearly because we are already there, just to realize it, recognize it. The main thing that has changed for me is that the unwelcome energies don't linger for long. They visit and they leave because i'm not feeding them as much and they also come less and less. I see through them, I notice the patterns. It's a construct. One has to follow the other, its deeply engrained in our psyche. So I'm less annoyed, less fearful, less angry, frustrated and more understanding. When those emotions arise I see them for what they are, and when i'm starting to attach stories and labels unto them I stop myself and just laugh and smile and just say to the self 'you see that, there you go again". It's a game I play. I'm always observing myself, talking to myself, it's two of us me and the self. Both are the same, but one is doing and one is looking. I even gave it a name. We talk all the time. But it's the One. Life is still the same, only appears and seen differently on the inside, even though there is no inside, only appears that way. It's all appearances. It's so obvious.

Good for you. Sounds like digestive enzymes would probably help too. Have you looked into that. Try adding a lot of fresh pineapples to your diet too as they can help with digestion and are also very high in Vit C. If I'm not mistaken wasn't that Ester-C posted on here a few months back where someone was asking about it's benefits and I posted a picture of it and it's ingredients. Not sure. I'll do a quick search. Glad you found something that helped. Edit: My bad Ener-C maybe that's what I meant. They all just sound so similar.

You are coming down on me with excuses and ignorance. I'm not saying don't treat the body. Plus, I'm not referring to people with cancer and chronic diseases. Whatever it takes to keep the body alive when it comes down to chronic illnesses and life-threatening diseases, I'm down for. You didn't say you had a life-threatening illness. So, saying to me I wouldn't say the same thing to someone who has cancer, etc is being dismissive to the point I'm trying to make and making arguments that has nothing to do with the original position of your post. You said you couldn't sleep. Why can't you sleep. Why do you have sleepless nights. A pill can't answer that for you. Your reliance of a pill or drug to sleep will not solve your sleepiness nights. Seeing your posts on here from day one and noticing the substances you promote and also your eating and drinking habits, says a lot. I'm not surprised you can't sleep. You cannot fill the body up with whatever drug, substance or chemical you want and expect it to function properly. I'm not perfect myself and I do somethings myself that isn't good for my body and mind, but awareness is the key in helping to resolve many issues in life that arises. There are certain traits, habits and similarities that are prevalent in people with certain conditions and can be prevented with the discontinued use of whatever was causing the dis-ease in the first place. We pop pills to try to silence the body when it screams at us that something is wrong, then we create more dis-ease from the pills we are popping. Then we pop another pill to shut that up and the cycle goes on until it becomes life-threatening and then the cycle goes on some more until the body caves in. Yes, many lives have been saved through certain medications, synthetic treatments and procedures. Your insomnia is caused by something and maybe by addressing that issue or issues, you may be able to prevent another issue that may arise from the taking of sleeping pills that the body isn't equipped to process properly because it wasn't designed for it's use. There are plenty of substances and treatments that are available to treat the body in a more holistic way and would be more gentle to it because it recognizes the properties in that said medicine. You don't go slapping a baby when it cries and suffocate it into shutting up, you gently give it love and attention and slowly comfort it with tender love and care. Well, when the body is screaming at you with problematic symptoms and trying to tell you something is wrong, before it gets too late where it can become cancerous and life-threatening, it's best to figure out what is causing the problem instead of shutting it up with foreign substances that was designed to create more problems in the long run and treat it accordingly. You don't have to do any of these things, you can go pop as many pills as you so desire; and if I was to develop a life-threatening illness that required me to pop 100 pills, I would probably do it too, but I would not try to argue my way out of, or give excuses to anyone why pill popping has saved lives or how it is needed for depression and or anxiety and would turn inward and realize that maybe, just maybe if I had made better choices in how I treated my body both physically and mentally and was more proactive in getting the information needed for preventative care, I probably wouldn't be in the position I found myself in. P.S. I am not referring to anyone who was born with a condition, anyone who has developed any diseases that was out of their control, anyone with neurological mental disorders or anything similar. I'm referring to illnesses that are 100% preventable and that, if treated properly under the correct conditions, can be cured not suppressed.

You came at me, so obviously you saw something you liked. How is it my loss. I cannot lose something I never had. ( I know we're just being hypothetical). Damn at least have a conversation first. That qualifies for earning a number. If you think having a conversation to get to know someone even for a little bit is too much investment before a number, then that number wouldn't be worth much to you if you got it that easy and wouldn't be worth giving out.

Hush

If a guy said to me hi, I think you're cute can I get your number, I'd ask him what grade in high school was he in. Numbers are earnt. Show me why I should give you my number.

That's why she's an ex. Hehe.

These are very lame ways to start up a conversation with a female, especially the latter. Dogs are cute, cats are cute, teddy bears are cute, cute is how teenage girls describe other teenage guys. If a guy called me cute I would think he still lives with his parents. Beautiful or attractive is more flattering. Not even sexy. When a guy calls me sexy that I don't know, I think he just wants to get in my pants. If he says that's a sexy dress or something that I'm wearing looks sexy, that's a different story. Just go up and say, "hi, I'm God, what's your name". Then she'll say Mary, I'm with Jesus over there getting me a tequila. Want one?" Then you'll say, "Oh my bad, I thought you were alone". Then she'll say, "I am, Jesus is my imaginary friend I invent to get rid of guys I don't want to talk to, but I like you, so do you want one or not?" Then you say "sure." And now you have a gf for the night dancing away drinking lots of tequilas and you propose get married and have a baby name Joseph. How hard was that.

Contemplate why you should contemplate why you should contemplate why you should contemplate. This is what happens when the mind gets bored. I should go contemplate.

No you're not. You're just fooling yourself. You'll see, you don't have to deny it here with me; you'll see for yourself. Just promise to come back and tell me when you do. If not on here, it will be in your personal life somehow.

Why are you having sleepless nights. Figure that out. Problem solved. Don't shut the body up. Don't suppress it. It speaks to you. It's crying out to you and now you want to shut it up and suffocate it with pills.

Bon Appetit!

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Get off the pills

Get off the drugs.

This is why you crave sex so much. You turn to sex to make it feel right, to make it resonate. It's pure madness. So now I need something to comfort me. To make me feel better about this aloneness. I'm all alone but I crave companionship so I use sex to fill the void. The void of being all alone. It hurts so bad, but I refuse to acknowledge this so I turn to pussy to make me feel better. But it never works because that pussy is also you. Someone else craves something else, addicted to something else, but it's all the same cause......running away from your loneliness, so we grab on to something, we get addicted, almost every human is addicted to something. Why is that. Think about it. Your story is sex so now you construct a doctor to tell you you have high levels of testosterone, so now you believe that's why you're a horny fuck. You invented that doctor. It's so fucking obvious.

That's what i'm referring to, just this alone should make you wonder. If I told you I was a chicken and made a video about it, you would probably think it funny, laugh and move on. But no, I tell you you're all that is and there's nothing but you and everybody goes berserk. Why. If it's so absurd laugh and move on. We all want to talk about it because there's a mystery there. A curiosity factor. Hmmm, I wonder...We are all it, whatever that it is, the same it, so all these feelings doesn't just come outta nowhere. Solipsism didn't just come outta someone's ass. That's too wild to imagine out of nowhere. All these things should make you wonder.

You still didn't address why the topic of Solipsism gets so much attention. You're just saying why humans like to interact.

The pornography didn't do that to you. The pornography just showed you what was already there.

Exactly. People are always asking if you're happier with this and happier with that. It's not about being happy or sad, it's being CONTENT with what is. I'm not searching for happiness because that's a fleeting state. Are you ok with what arises, is the true question and answer in itself. That's true peace. That's what you are. That's suffering and all. Let the suffering come because you know it's not forever lasting, just like happiness.

I am speaking about material goals you set for yourself. You have to deal with people, right? You have to use the mind to make decisions, right? You have to interact with "other", right? When you recognize that it's the same mind interacting, it can influence how you deal with certain things. It's all intertwined. You have less resistance to certain things. You suffer less with undesired outcomes because you recognize it is you doing that. Maybe for a better unseen outcome in the future...idk, it all depends on the circumstances. I intertwine Spirituality and my regular life all the time and it just flows a lot better, not necessarily for financial gain but for my mental state...it's gotten more peaceful.

This is what I'm talking about, This is a form of detachment, you're not attached to the outcome. You let life take you and lead you by not resisting. You relax and you feel better. Do you know how many times I've seen people say the same thing but in a different way and the two disagreed with each other. So you are attached to spiritual mumbo jumbo and when you hear it you automatically become resistant and put up a defense. If you weren't attached you wouldn't need to not here it or care if you hear it or not, You see what I'm saying, sometimes we are so attached to something thinking we're not but it still has an influence over the way we perceive things. If you're not attached to it, it wouldn't matter to you when you hear it or not because you know it doesn't affect you. That's the irony.