Princess Arabia

Yes, I get all that, but as I said in my heading, that it's all just a play within consciousness as in the Absolute sense all is already Awake just as I am already everything, I'm just playing a part to experience part of All there is. So this surprise I gave to myself is just a part of the play so on an existential level or in the Absolute sense we are all already Awake. I don't need to call my self awake to recognize that time doesn't exist. Just look at the time zones. See how time can seem to go faster at times and at other times drag on for eternity depending on what you're doing. I have come to the understanding that I am the source of everything because of all the diving I've done and the lessons I've learnt about who i am, not because of some awakening that told me so. I have put the pieces together to come to this realization and it makes sense because of the other puzzle pieces. I am also seeing, through the illusion of time, how i'm creating this character, how It is all aligning perfectly, how its all a thread I'm weaving together to fit perfectly into this world I'm creating and how my biases, beliefs and all that stuff has to fit in and how they are just concoctions of the mind with no validity or truth to them. I'm seeing through all that not because I've had this awakening but from learning how shit works like survival, paradigms, identities, the mind, fear, contents VS structure, all of it. I'm also seeing through "others" and how I've created them to fit into my scheme of things how ilve been able to act as if i'm the one doing anything when I'm not doing jack shit, its just a story playing itself out for this character I've chosen. It's all just fucking obvious. There's no point of awakening, its just a matter of observing and becoming aware.

You guys have completely ignored the fact that I said on an existential level. @Theplayyou are speaking in a dual and non-dual way. You say you have always been the Self and say time exist because of motion. All you're saying is correct but the Self does not experience time and have never moved a day in it's life. Time doesn't exist for the Absolute it is appearing within the Absolute. It's an appearance. The true Self doesn't need to Awaken as it is already awake, and that is my true nature. So, we are just going through processes and going through time to try to reach something that is already here. Awakening is also an illusion since time is an illusion. It's just part of the play. It has always been the case in the Absolute sense.

You're in the process of accepting you as you are. No way women are going to change you on this forum or outside of it. You learn through pain and acceptance. This is what you're really saying, but it's coming out backwards. You're unaware that you're just projecting what's inside of you unto the world.

Also a video. God is stuck in a strange loop and keep asking the same questions. 100 yrs from now here comes the same question. Even in a 1000 years. Same shit.

Because nothing exists. Tadaah

You have created a thing called porn addiction and arousal dysfunction and now you're looking for ways to combat your own creation. And the construction must continue. Then you'll create another dysfunction that matches with the previous dysfunction. Then you'll probably end up in therapy as an addition to the existing construction and then find a mate to live with you in your dysfunctional house of cards then the both of you will be at each other's throats because her dysfunctional construction is different from yours and now more therapy. You didn't put yourself together and made yourself sexual but you think you can contemplate your way into sexual health. You say you have a porn addiction, and now you're trying to find ways to destroy that part of the house you constructed by asking others how the hell do you get inside my mind to undo what I've made real and gave some light to when they are also a part of the construction. You are residing in your Reality of dysfunction and now are asking other beings how to move from that Reality to another. Maybe if you stop calling it a dysfunction, and allow the energy to do its thing and move to your desired Reality where you don't claim dysfunction as a part of your Reality and to see things for what they are instead of putting your labels on them, you'll be alright.

The mind is very powerful. We don't realize how we're transforming our Reality through our beliefs and that we give power to things as nothing has any power on its own. It's like magic.

Ok

I guess that also makes me stupid. Hehe

This topic belongs in the relationship, sexuality section.

Is that you in the pic. Doesn't look like you in the "show your face" thread.

That's the whole point. You are trying to perceive the unperceivable (sic). It's all you, so it's not possible to perceive the whole when you're in form, not even when you're formless. It's like trying to grasp steam.

Stop right there. The rest was just imaginary...hehe

Love the story. Maybe write a book, but then again, that would be part of the story.

Yes, Prince. I'm giggling my way into more delusion. Hehe. Duality: Simple/hard. If it's simple it is also the opposite. The mind just chooses one or the other.

You look at naked women on screen and love it and call half-naked women in your experience sluts. You see the delusion. That's the only reason you call them sluts is because of your own mind deceiving you. I'm gonna leave you alone now in your illusory world of porn. Hehe. don't want to carry that over here where we're discussing the effects of wine. I just can't help watching you delude yourself. Hehehehe

Reality is not something out there, it is you. You are Reality.

The value is in the taste.

Studies shows that studies can rewire your brain to become addicted to studies.

You should be asking a cook, not a drinker or a non-drinker. A cook who drinks is even better. Asking a non-cook and a non- drinker is like asking Leo. I'm a cook and a red wine drinker. Don't worry about all that; if anything, worry about what you're cooking and what you're cooking it in, I'm saying that as a cook, not a drinker.

I don't say God is imagining Reality but God is Reality.

No, the mind is ON one hell of a drug.

Well, Infinity could also consists of the unreal since its infinity, no?

In your world, men only look at half-naked women. Now you're surprised that men even look at her when she doesn't dress like a "slut". You have given meaning to the word slut and now when others don't see it as you see it, you get surprised. It is situations like these I am aware of that gives way to better understandings of these Spiritual "teachings" for me. They play out right in front of my eyes. I'm seeing my own delusions in others' delusions and I'm seeing the reflections, and I'm also aware of how I'm making all this shit up through so-called others. You have constructed a world where men only look at women who dresses like a slut and women who dresses like sluts should not flinch when men look because it's their fault. I have a surprise for you buddy, men also look at women who are fully clothed and fantasizes about them too. They may like their hair, their face, their legs, their smile....whatever, so your little rule about not dressing like a slut to avoid wandering eyes is null and void and only applies to you.

What did you think you did. You even went as far as Instagram, while most men just look at her on the street. I told you how your beliefs control your world but you're not seeing it. Now, you took time and energy and placed your awareness on something that you oppose. Now she's become a part of you. Only because your mind controls you. You went as far as looking at her Instagram, woo hoo, she's got a hold on you, buddy.