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Well, maybe that corpse isn't really dead that's why there's a decaying process. So there. I could keep this going, Mr Smarty.😜

Energy never dies, so there.

I tried 5 different x's to describe how exactly and I couldn't find the words, Squeeky. I don't know how to write it on paper because it's more of a feeling not a memory and since I'm not feeling the pain right now I can't do it. But it was horrible. No, you're good. A bit abrupt but I didn't take it as insensitive.

Thanks, Squeaky, I'll take this under consideration.

Ok, I will take that into consideration. Thank you .

They say sometimes eating meat can create fear in us as we are ingesting the energy of fear that the animals felt while being slaughtered. Don't know if that's true or not, but it does make sense. Maybe you're also feeling nervous from caffeine intake - not sure if you drink coffee or not but nervousness can feel like fear at times. I don't think this is that uncommon though, it's probably why some folks lash out so quickly and can get so easily triggered.

Yes, I understand you now. I read somewhere a while back that Empaths have to be protective of their energy because it can get overwhelming. It wasn't so bad before this work but , I feel it more intense now to the point where I start crying. As I said though, it's only in the moment and then in a few minutes it goes away and it doesn't happen with every thing i feel it every time I feel Empathy. Ever since your comment, I've been pondering this and felt the need to have to address it and also wanted to hear other's opinions on this why I didn't pm you personally and started a separate thread. I think I understand more what is happening from reading this and will read it again to grasp it fully. I do trust that you are capable of guiding me in this manner, so I will take your guidance in grace and reflect on it thank you. Today i am also feeling extra sensitive so maybe that has something to do with it. The moon is out..lol. Thank you.

I will contemplate this, thank you.

Ok. Thank you.

Ok thank you.

The following is a copy and pasted YT comment from a Rupert Spira video. He was speaking about Universal Love. "Love is the Experience of the Unity of Being" is the title of the video. This comment caught my attention and I would like to hear your thoughts on this. I could feel the pain in the words while reading this and it actually made me very emotional. There have been numerous forum users who have spoken about Consciousness in this fashion and I think it is a very important subject to address because so many of us feel this way. I don't think it is addressed enough so we can truly understand this part of Reality and why it exists - apparent or not. It's a pretty dark comment but this is an example of how a lot of people feel that's why I'm sharing it with the intention of understanding why this is so. 2 days ago (edited) It is not like that. It's easy to be fooled by words that please the conditioned ears. Here's Rupert talking about love and oneness, while baby fawns are being torn apart, eaten alive by predators, screaming in pain from the top of their lungs to absolutely no avail, while the mother gazelles helplessly watch in distress from a distance. A woman forced to watch her daughter being brutally raped and killed by the invading soldiers, followed by the execution of her husband and her two sons. The woman lost her mind, threw herself over a bridge and committed suicide. What would Rupert tell the baby fawns and the mother gazelles, if they ask why? Because, that was exactly the question, the woman asked before ending her life. WHY? Will Rupert tell them, oh, don't suffer, because your true nature is all happiness, but, somehow, you decided to forget your happiness nature in exchange for this experience? Really? If this is what you believe, then, not are you only insulting their sufferings, but, you're actually killing them twice. It's better you say nothing than to deceive yourself twice. Oh, How long are we going to deceive ourselves ? Rather, how much longer will consciousness deceive Itself? If he truly believes that it is consciouness and consciouness Alone that is doing the whole show, then, it calls for the question "WHY" ? Which will inevitably invite self introspection. Consciousness needs to introspect itself as to why it has all these itches and impulses to manifest, rather than, continuing to indulge itself, in all kinds of self deceiving, self aggrandizing, schizophrenic, narcissistic self praises and worships like a dictator. This is a WRONG understanding of Existence. These insane self deceiving understandings are coming from old religious and spiritual ideologies and beliefs, founded upon self ignorance and self dishonesty. Existence is not all good, all loving, all peace or all happiness. Existence is not like that. It has never been like that and cannot be like that. It's a very self ignorant and self dishonest belief ,only , to perpetuate further self deception. Just like the great honest philosopher put it. " Every history of life is the history of suffering ". The question is always, Why? Religious or spiritual ideologies have always offered distorted ,ignorant, childish and dishonest answers due to ignorance and dishonesty. Saying God and the Devil, or, consciouness and mind, finite mind or ego, can only lead oneself into further self deception. Just as you do not get something from nothing, You do not get sufferings from all happiness, or, all love. What is never within, does not and cannot manifest as without. Consciouness can only manifest what is within. No violence within, no violence without. No suffering within, no suffering without. All the endless pains and sufferings are the itches and impulses within consciouness, that, found its way to manifest. No matter what, You simply do not get apple juice from oranges. No matter how you twist, turn and distort. Consciousness has to ask itself by introspecting as to why it has all these itches and impulses to manifest ,which are experienced as endless pains, tortures and sufferings in what we call " Life ". There's no another way for consciouness to liberate itself from its Own desires, itches and impulses other than self introspection. It is consciouness that gets liberated from its Own itches and impulses, no one else! It has to face its own darkness in its Own Psyche, rather than go on to further deceive Itself playing childish, self praise and self worship games. While it indulges in all kinds of self deceiving ganes, countless life forms are being eaten alive and go on suffering, at this very moment, and, every moment,crying out and screaming in pain from the top of their lungs to absolutely no avail. Do we not hear their screams? Or, is consciouness too busy deceiving Itself , boasting and bragging how happy , peaceful and loving it is? Eternity means absolutely nothing in self deception, other than, condemning itself to an eternal damnation as the history of life shows. One can NEVER be too careful when it comes to the Absolute True Nature of oneself or Existence as Is in Itself.

Oh I see. The veggies aren't 😂, though. They want to be eaten. Lol. I gave up on trying to decipher so much. I just try to eat foods as close to their natural form as I can and not too much processed foods.

Thank you. I go in and out, in and out. Sometimes I know this, sometimes I don't. I feel it's the Universe's way of waking me up to certain things I'm on the borderline with. It's very painful to watch but I must see it for what it is and come out on the other end. This process of growing can be very painful at times, I just want to quit this part of the work but I recognize it's just a part of the process of Awakening and staying awake.

Ok. I understand. Thank you for the clarification.

Ok

Ok

Why are you eliminating all vegetables. Please don't overcomplicate things too much, it will drive you crazy.

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I see. I was saying that to myself after I wrote what I wrote. So you're saying If I look at my own pain and acknowledge it, I won't feel others pain as much, I won't feel others pain at all or I will interpret differently what I'm perceiving as other people being in pain.

I just can't help but feel others pain and it gets worse the deeper I get into this work as i get more sensitive to the tou h. I don't even like loud music anymore, I get sensitive to noise. Sometimes I feel like hibernating into my cocoon just so I don't have to witness this.

What I see is someone trying to understand the nature of Reality. Yes, he can be arrogant and rude at times and seems a bit delusional but I think some of that arrogance is falling away and transforming into genuine curiosity. Sometimes these things has to happen before Consciousness realizes itself. When one is shifting it will appear as confusion and delusion. You don't clean an already cleaned house and in the process of cleaning we shift around things that needs to be put in it's correct place and this shift appears as a disturbance and doesn't look pretty. This is what I sense. He is shifting and in his mind is a lot of confusion, but I see he is trying to understand. He's very stubborn, but that's ok too. Stubborness has to outgrow itself. No need to come down so hard on him and attack his character.

Ok. Got it. Don't shout. Lol. It's OK.

So IOW what you're saying is don't question the bad things that are happening. Let it be. Love it all. In regards to the person with the comment, they need to understand this and not question these atrocious things that are happening because it is God's expression of love. Is that what you're basically saying in so many words. Trying to understand.

Are you saying in respect to my post and regarding the YT comment, that she is making it all up as God to distract herself. I donlt think you directly addressed the post, you're just giving me examples of what you experienced and your illusory death.