Princess Arabia

To be God you surely ask a lot a questions about how to be God. Why not just bask in your Godness.

Nice. Sounds like a song adapted from a play. All you've just described was the dream without even realizing it. There is nothing outside of the dream of separation. Not a single experience can happen outside the dream of awareness.....yadi di, yadi da, perfect expression of how a dream inside wholeness operates. Can I ask you a question. Are you aware of your esophagus right now; and if not, how come since you are this awareness that's aware of everything....oops maybe only certain things that's convenient.

Self-inquiry is the biggest spiritual delusion of practices. "(You) are (aware) of (them)", 3 things there; there is no separation of any kind so who is aware of what without separation. Only apparently and seems that way. You've been duped, but not really cause you're not even there.

Can you quote where I've said that everything is an illusion. YOU CAN'T BECAUSE I SAID NO SUCH THING. I said you are. You don't exist. Awareness is the dream and that actual knowing you speak about is also the dream, the dream of knowing, that energy is delusional. Nothing is or can be known. All you speak about is the dream you're all engulfed in and cannot see otherwise because there's actually nothing to see. So the dream is it's own reality and speaks from that place. The crabs are always trying to grab me back down into the pot.

Fine, I respect your view. However, this is mine. Spiritually speaking, I'm not here to help anyone. No one needs help or can be helped in this domain. What you're speaking of is more of the artificial reality, one that doesn't exist. Why are you telling me that if I want to help someone I should so and so. Obviously something must be wrong with your reality and the one you've projected unto the world why you speak of helping someone. No heed for help if all is well. Why try to grab me back down in the crab pot from which you came. I'm already out of that pot. What I speak is what's obvious to me even though it's not necessarily clear. When I go to sleep there's nothing there and when I wake up it's back again. Why is that. I die some day, why is that, and i was not there at one time, why is that. Not questions that needs answers. I don't really care about your fake compassion and false truths in trying to make me seem like the enemy here and I'm not trying to sound enlightened either as there's no such thing. The world you speak of is more fake than the one i mentioned here but you're too wrapped up in your own self to see otherwise and thinking you're someone with a life that lives in a world that needs maneuvering by you. If that's not narcissism and neurosis, I don't know what is when you don't even know who you are. Sorry that I didn't help you or anyone else in your eyes by my words, but I'm not nihilistic and don't see a world where anyone needs to be spiritually helped. To tell you the truth, I resonate more with my way of speaking about this stuff than what you've said. You've also projected your ideas of me unto me and have made a lot of assumptions about what I've said. There is also no such thing as a non-dual teaching and no such thing as non-dual or spiritual bypass. You're the one caught up in the invisible trap and have bought into these conceptual ideas which makes no sense when thoroughly investigated. I will not let you or anyone else tell me how to speak and you can all you want think I'm just talking out my ass and parroting or whatever it is that you think is going on here. I'm more comfortable in this 'world' than your fake one. One where it's quite obvious that I am the common denominator and when I awake in the mornings is when the troubles begin and when I go to bed and asleep they end. That tells me what the problem is and that there actually isn't any, no traps and nothing to fear or lose but my own sense of self that ism't really there even though it feels like it and there's nothing i can do about it and nothing i can do for others about it either quite the contrary to what you believe when you insinuate helping others. I don't see anyone to help you do, and that's a projection because you see a you that needs helping, but I don't.

No you're not. I was being real. Nothing real about what's not real.

Ok, thanks for the info and the clarification.

Thanks. It started from my own home country Jamaica which I did months ago. Had the idea for Russia when I just learnt it is the largest country by mass in the world and it peaked my interest after watching a few videos and seeing the landscape and architecture. I'm trying not to showcase too much of the political side, though; maybe just a little bit but more of the culture and way of living for the people there. Glad you're enjoying it.

Everything is it.

Was wondering what he was talking about. Didn't want to get involved with that shit test.😏

There are appearances that may seem beautiful to an observer. Everything is equally the same; all appearances that is. The observer relates to the appearance and categorizes it as beautiful, ugly, etc. Without the observer it's just what is and all is equally just appearing. There is no anything with a capital anything.

Keep going. It's starting to hit but not quite. Keep holding unto that you. Can't quite fathom there is no you. Can't quite fathom there is no world. Can't quite fathom there is no 'real body' VS fake body. Can't quite fathom you're the dream itself seeking refuge by telling itself these things. 'Leave this place together?' There's no place to go. 'Long stony road?', continuity, time and space is the dream. Sorry to break it to you but nothing can be done because nothing caused that pain body to begin with. It's not really happening, only feels like it. No one feels it, it's feeling 'feeling' itself, so to speak - a sense. This world is not a trap, if anything the trap is the dream thinking it's real and it's trying to find a way out of it's own demise; but it can't because the dream isn't really happening. This is the tragedy of the so-called human race. There is no one there but damn sure feels like it and there's not a damn thing that can be done about it. That energy will concoct up all kinds of stories like OP's message to try and feel better about things, and it will, but it will not last just like the other previous stories that has no ground to stand on and no reality of it's own and depends on the fictitious person to even exist and neither does.

Towards never comes.

Seems like you haven't integrated your feminine side. What @aurumsaid to you i was also feeling the same thing while reading certain parts of your post. Even the way you defended your masculine position in your response to him says a lot. Masculinity has nothing to do with any of that. To me, that just shows an air of trying to overdo masculinity, trying to prove to yourself how masculine you are. This is not a criticism or judgement, and sometimes we're not even aware we're being these things. Maybe investigate deeper within as to why you're doing certain things and what is the reward expected from doing them. It's similar to how trans overdo being feminine. They go above and beyond to show the world how feminine they are. They switch a little bit harder and try to outdo real women because of this and they compete more with real women to fit in. Masculinity is not about feeling wanted it's about being needed. Making the feminine wanting to be around that energy. Making the feminine needing that masculine energy to balance her out not for the masculine to be expecting her to do things to make him feel wanted but for her to be appreciative of him and to recognize his worth. He recognizes her worth from her being, and she recognizes his from his doing - that's the balance, that's the give and take. He gives and she receives but both are receiving and giving simultaneously. As a man ages it gets harder for him to just be and expect the female to just come to him. That dynamic is easier when a man is much younger. Girls will flock to him like birds and he got spoilt, now manhood is kicking in, it's not that easy and now he's realizing he needs to put in much more than before. This is a man's expiry date. For women, it's their looks and age; for men it's their age and status and position in society. Can you show her you can make her feel safe, even if it's just for show. A man can look any how and still get beautiful women but there's a lot more work involved when he gets older. Security, protection and the power dynamic is at play. The provision of these things for older men is what attracts women now, not looks or appearance. You're starting to see the effects of a man aging when it comes to the dating world VS when he's a teenager or early 20's. Whole new bald game. Just as a side note, your profile name also suggests a bit of what I'm saying and that's just a personal opinion and only came to mind after this thread became a thing.

The dream is awareness itself. This won't get anywhere so i excuse myself. Great post, though. No sense in me trying to convince; it can't see otherwise. It can't see outside of. Knowing is also the dream.

People will run me down or oppose to what it is I said and keep rambling on that which doesn't even make the slightest sense or can even be possible; but when I pose a question such as how can my eyes see the same thing your eyes see from two separate bodies, no one can come up with an answer other than rambling on some more stories or spiritual mumbo jumbo. The last three threads I started was enough proof for me to realize certain things. Not really proofs but enough for confirmations. No one answer was given, everyone was all over the place and no one could really give any definitive answers. Where are you located in the body. You are everywhere, but still have problems. I am not the body, but I am aware of the body. Are you aware of the makings of the body. Are you aware of your nose hairs. What are you conscious of. I'm conscious of my direct experience and direct experience is king but a dog will seemingly sense out scents you cannot even begin to know is there. A cat can seemingly see things at a distance you cannot and a bird's eye view is so stunningly broad and can seemingly see Florida and Cape Cod simultaneously. All of this and more suggests no one is seeing, sensing, hearing anything but these are just happening all on it's own. Just a few questions that cannot be answered can be revealing. People talk about awareness because some guru teacher taught about awareness. What are you aware of where there's no separation, no location, no center, no boundary, no time or space. It's an illusion and not really happening.

Awareness is encapsulated within the dream of separation. Need other to be aware of something. There are no others. I'm not aware of this conversation. Conversation is simply just conversating all on it's own. "You lying to yourself", from your words is two. Me and a self. No such thing.

There is no awareness. The end.

Cannot go out of reality as you are reality. Cannot go outside of yourself. It's the dream of separation and anybody that claims to have accessed other realms is the dream talking. There is nothing outside of reality. There is no objective reality. Notice one denominator at all times, you. Without you, there is no reality....try it. Let me see a reality with you not being there. It's your reality of which no one else exists and it's not really happening to begin with. It's not even an illusion, it's just not happening. Whichever plane or realm you have accessed is also the dream, the same dream dreaming up other ficticious realms.

There is not even this realm.

Idk.

A short Documentary about Russian Roulette. Here's the Legendary Johnny Ace who blew his brains out right before he was set to perform at a Christmas concert. The report is that he played the game Russian Roulette and lost.

Hehe. Doesn't matter.