Princess Arabia

I try to get serious about myself daily.

I need to be the other way around where I take myself more seriously. See, this mindgame is just getting started. Now, I'll be like "that's not funny, grow up", and I'll become some stoic, stuck-up, cant laugh at myself female because the mind told me to change. Geesh, what/who do you listen to....aha...just be. Here we go again, some non-dual bullshit, or is it.

It's in line, trust me I'm laughing. You have to see the diverse ways this thread could go because of it's nature. All is mind and thoughts birth. So all kinds of topics can be held in this container, but we'll try to keep it "laughing at your thoughts" related". Everywhere I look I can't help but see the trickery of God's mind. It's superb at self-deception and is magnificently sly and cunning. It's probably humanity's only downfall. Anyway, back to laughing at it, so it can poke us some more and lead us back to where it started - nowhere.

Oh ok. It's a literal thing. Google it, you'll see. I learnt it in Secretarial College. It wasn't coming up on my auto spell and I wasn't sure if it was spelt correctly or even grammatically correct. I sometimes get anal about this shit because of my background in secretary work and my mind sometimes won't allow for too many writing errors. It bugs me sometimes, but hey, it's a good bug.

Like literally, or are you being sarcastic. You see, the mind doesn't like to be talked about because it's starting to act up now and showing me like, "yeah, that's what you think", now all kinds a thoughts flowing through my head with your remark. Your mind and my mind fighting each other through the same mind. What a mind game.

I used to laugh at it more, now I'm more like ignoring it. It's like I was the child and it was the adult; now it's slowly but surely starting to listen to me. I'm aware it's all just apparent but the illusion is slowly dissipitating(sic). (Sic is where you're not sure of a spelling). There's still some remnants left and probably always will be, but it sure as heck doesn't have that strong hold it used to. Awareness is key.

I don't have religious trauma myself but I've seen online many do, and some say it's because of all the fearmongering that was instilled in them about who God is and what he'll do to you if you don't obey and or fear him. BTW, everything is a projection. Thats what we are, projecting machines.

Sounds like some religious bullshit. Conditioning and indoctrination. This is why so many are now dealing with religious trauma.

The wall ain't got nothin' to do with it. It was just in the way. If you didn't have a wall to break when that feeling of anger arose, you wouldn't be like, excuse me, let me go find a wall, ill be back. You'd have punched something else. So makes no sense to even look at a wall in that way and say those things to yourself about the wall even though I get that the brain attached those intense emotions to walls and the image has been cemented into your memory. When I say makes no sense, I'm not saying its silly but it could have been ice-cream that you threw at someone to express that anger and now you never look at ice-cream the same way again. This is just another example of there's no difference between anything and how we construct. Don't go posting an ice-cream video now of the Simpson's or ill bang your head against the wall. In my mind, of course. Hehe

Yeah, even in myself when I slipped doing my lemon or lime water in the morning for a few months I developed a sweet tooth and ever since starting it back up, sweet tooth went away. Glad it's working for you.

Sometimes content is different and received differently than the context in which it was said. Telling a naughty bar joke isn't the same as telling a girl one on one what you said in response to I'm married. Listen, if she didn't find it offensive and you were just being playful then who am I to say otherwise. Not every thing can be categorized generally as it can take on a whole new meaning when said or done either in person, on camera or to a crowd of people. We'll just leave this at that and I guess just use discretion when it comes to these things and apologize when necessary to someone who brings to our attention that they felt offended or that the joke was in poor taste.

Dinner (Hawaiin Greek Salad w/Chicken) Spinach/Romaine/ Kalamata Olives/Roma Tomato/Red Onion/Avacado/Pineapple/Grilled Chicken Tenderloins Italian Vinegarette Looking out my kitchen window making my salad, that's what I see. Snowy winter salad.

AMAZING!!!

This made me sob.

Kitty is like, yeah I'm having you for din din. See it licking it's lips.

My fav song.

Right

You just said like 10 different things here all entangled into two sentences. I just went for a mindfuck with your comment. Thanks. Now I'm back to normal consciousness.

Idk if I would quite put it that sound is hearing itself. Sound is just happening. Sound cannot hear itself. Sound is just sound. Saying sound is hearing itself implies 2, sound and something for sound to hear.

I was going to say this to you earlier but I decided not to; but reading this comment brought it to mind again. Today you seemed a bit different in your demeanor. Not like before. A bit more aggressive. With more anger in your voice. Still subtle but for you it was extreme compared to your previous demeanors. You're not the 1st person who I've detected a change and brought it up to them and it was psychedelic induced. They knew what I was referring to so they didn't disagree, they actually acknowledged it by replying yes they did some and it brought about a change. I can feel it in you too.

Yes Squeeky. I'm conscious of that rubber ducky.

I was actually thinking about starting a brand/website/blog doing what I do best. Or a YT channel but it's still in potential mode waiting to be actualized. This will do for now.

I'm sitting here chowing down on sugarcane as we speak and this is what the remnants look like. I buy it just for chewing on and sucking out the juice using my teeth,.but there are machines in certain plants that make the juice. I just peel it and cut it up and chew.