Princess Arabia

Beautiful said. That's why I'm offering a lending ear, not some form of solution for something that has the ability to transform itself. Life takes care of itself and it's from that place where my invitation, whether useful or not, stems from. I take no credit for it and have no clue what will become of it, but that's irrelevant and doesn't even need to be understood. I think what you described is so on point and nothing needs to be added or subtracted from that.❤️

The question to be asked is why is this. Find the answer, and it's not unimaginable. My answer is, there is no individual. The individual is the imagined. There is no reality of life, there is just life; and that itself is just apparently so. Meaning, there seems to be life happening. You have put meaning to life and have judged it to be harsh. Life doesn't see itself as harsh. Life isn't struggling to unfold. It's the apparent resistance to what's unfolding by the individual to what's happening is why it seems to be harsh. The trying to make it into something other than what it appears as. There is no evolution because evolution implies space and time which doesn't really exist. Evolution also implies meaning of which there is none; only what thought has given it by an individual that doesn't exist. Life doesn't expect anything from you. There is just life; no you. There can only be a you if life is separate from itself. There is no such thing as alignment to life, life is already aligned to itself and flowing as we speak. The "unalignment" only seems to be because of what the individual's ideas of what life SHOULD be and the thoughts associated with that which is just dead matter. Because there's no one to intuit anything. Impossible to intuit spontaneity. Impossible to intuit from mechanical system which is the body and the body is just responding to it's environment which is just a product of what's spontaneously unfolding. Except for the you, that's precisely right. There is no mission and there's no you that anything is revealed to. It's just revelation for revelation's sake. Life doesn't need an option to be what it is already. I already said there's nothing expected of us because there is no us. There's no "to complete" in what's already complete and whole. Any other consideration is just thought.

How can something arise out of itself. Meaning is meaning and thinking is thinking. Thinking that meaning arise out of thinking is just more thinking and meaning. The truth is another thought and meaning. So how can truth be further away from itself.

Life doesn't care about what you happily accept or not. "Finding better alternative words" is just more thought. Why do you want to find a better ALTERNATIVE to what is already. So you can put another alternative meaning to that which already has no meaning? If that's not insanity i don't know what is.

That means i must be highly intelligent, which I'm sure you'll disagree with. Creation is separation so I don't know where this creator is. Is it hiding somewhere in the boondox observing me like a science experiment. For what purpose. What is this creator made of. Why and how was I created. Can you answer that. Since you say, I have a creator, you must know the answer to why and how, or else you're just talking out your ass.

No such thing. It's the Absolute appearing as "God Mode". It is and it isn't which equals out to 0. Nothing.

lol there is no ultimate truth in aliveness.

There's no observing mind. That's separation where there is none. It's an illusion. We think what appears is an illusion. It's not. Where do you see a mind that's observing anything. Even what we see is illusory because the eyes aren't seeing anything. Don't excude the blind now.

Lol

You're typing on a computer/phone keyboard creating stories after stories after stories and bringing them to life with the use of thoughts, ideas, concepts, theories and ideologies. Brilliant!!!! I'm receiving them through a visual perception called sight that happens through this thing I call my eyes and relating to you through another computer screen called a laptop. Even more brilliant. Can't you see the creation at play. The optical illusion of the senses. This thing called life. Absorb that for a minute. Maybe that thing over there can see the magic of existence and lighten up a bit and make it's stories a bit more kid-friendly instead of trying to scare the shit outta itself.

Saying there's no world is not the same as saying the world is meaningless. First there has to be an acknowledgment of a world to say it's meaningless. The acknowledgment itself is what creates meaning.

I have never felt more alive than I do now. The use of the words 'I" or "me" or the attempt to not use the words "I" or "me" will not be the focus of my writings. So, if that seems contradictory to the one reading, then adjust how you see and interpret because I won't waste any energy trying to, or not trying to become or not become. This is utter magic, a miracle. So, it seems. Doesn't appear that way, because appearances can be interpreted. There's no words to really describe this and I really mean that. This is utterly mind-blowjng. I wonder how I'm even able to cope with what I've discovered. Yes, I do. The discovery is realizing there's nothing to discover. It's all here. Not even here. There's no here or there. Both are positions. I'm speechless. That's why the decision to write this journal was made. It's too much to keep in. Too much to understand. Too much to try and grasp. The mind will try to grasp and there's no denying of the no-mind, just the recognition of the mind and thoughts about the mind. It's thoughts and thoughts and thoughts that's driving the show. It's all dead weight. No substance or anything to it. It drives the individual crazy and seems to be the center of all delusion and insanity,

There is no world, no soul, no value, no purpose. That's for the one who doesn't value the meaning of no meaning and no inherent purpose. That's for the individual that thinks it's the center of the Universe. That's for the arrogant, that's for the narcissist, that's for the one that thinks it's special and cannot figure out where it's specialty is, why it doesn't feel special, why it suffers, why it doesn't have a sense of belonging, it creates all sorts of problems for itself. "My soul is infinitely valuable even though I can't see it" is just a story the hopeless individual invents to cope. To cope with it's non-existence. To try and survive.

No amount of meditation and rebutting and trying to disprove you will ever change what you said. Which were just a bunch of words that seemingly appeared on my computer screen. Now that's an image that the brain will try to decipher and the body will respond to like it's doing here and there and nowhere simultaneously. Welcome to this spectacular phenomena called life.

I'm sorry but I cannot relate to those messages anymore. Used to; and nothing wrong with the message; really inspiring. This right here has been exposed to a different type of energetic message that doesn't resonate with that message anymore about hero's journey and whatever else you were saying. I repeat - nothing wrong with those types of thoughts and thinking and beliefs, just not resonating here. Nothing about being better or more useful or more rewarding, just a resonance.

You're the one that keeps worrying about what I do. A little more enlightenment here. Doing is not happening by anyone. It's just happening. Ideas and thoughts and projections about what is happening are just that. You're the one putting meaning to what appears. I've realized a long time ago that what one does doesn't mean anything other than the meaning one gives it. This was before Spirituality and all. These recognitions led me to other recognitions and to the next and the next. I was the same person I was before and after and realized that it was only apparent contents that changed. Even personality changes. The recognition that it was only the body responding to data. After Spirituality is when clarity arose. Still deluded, but with more clarity and a seeming progression. That's all that's happening. So what you or I do for a living has no effect on life and it's unfoldment other than how the individual sees it, and that's illusory and not really the case. I don't need to be my own messiah, because I am not controlling what happens. The Massiah is Life itself without the personal involvement.

Beautiful! Thanks for being you.

Oh my. The defeat is on. Now you want a Massiah to come and save you from your torture and misery. At least you seem to be in the right direction. The last hope of a Massiah that never comes might bring with it a realization that this is already perfection. Let me enlighten you a bit. There's no Massiah coming. There's no control by you. No, individual and no Universe. This is utter and complete Aliveness. What is happening is what is happening. Fresh and new, Unfolding as we speak. The Massiah might come but that will be just a thought. A thought that this is the Massiah and thoughts aren't real. Thoughts belong to no one. The thought of a Massiah is just that, a thought. Buckle up and enjoy the ride. Waiting for a Massiah is just that. Waiting. Waiting is waiting energy that hopes for something to happen and hope is not anything but the energy of hope. Hope is not present and all there is is presence and that's saying a but much because the next moment is also presence and in presence there is no capture. Try capturing a moving hand with a camera.

Good for you,

A $20,000 Rolex is telling you something you can get for free, At least a University can educate you and tell you something a watch cannot. There's no comparison between a University and a useless watch that only increases your chance for depression when no one cares and doesn't treat you any more special and now you you're looking for a $40,000 watch to compensate. Knowledge is priceless and can get you somewhere other than knowing the time, which doesn't even exist.

Herein lies the tragedy of "humans". The center of the Universe. Suffering and pain and mental illnesses and confusion, and problems and whatever other apparent tragedy. Unique. Unique to what, the ants. They're more intelligent. At least they don't think.

No such thing. There's not even a you to have anything much less a soul. It's all mechanics. A machine responding to it's environment. It doesn't even recognizes a you.

The "pissing off" flew by within nano secs, apparently. The 2mins is only the ideas and thoughts about the pissing off. No reality there. No reality regardless, only the apparent movement of energy.

Another defeat. Hope is the killer. Time doesn't exist so where is hope coming from. Thoughts that created the time in the first place.

Hmmm, I wonder why. There's no deeply more in touch with anything. Thoughts trying to get rid of thoughts isn't more deeply in touch, its delusion and creates a loop. An endless cycle.