Princess Arabia

Yes, yes, yes, free at last, free at last, free at last. Welcome home, even though you never left, only apparently so.

Thank you

Thank you.

Lol, that made me laugh. Wait, is this the same Hojo. You have a face now.

Thank you. That post was screaming my name. I think I went through the processes. Thanks for sharing.

Yeah, I intuited that. That's why I realized I had to give up the Spiritual questions and talks about it for a while and silent the mind on that aspect of things and let things reveal itself to me as it did in the beginning. Now, it's just starting to get to a place of confusion, and it wasn't like this before. Everything was falling into place and now it's gotten to the point where i feel like I need to just chill. Yeah, no doubt. It's just, for me, that's not why I come here but it just turns out that way sometimes. I like that I can be a part of an online community and speak about life and interact with people from all walks of life and to hear others' perspectives on different topics and maybe learn some things. The bickering can get a bit amusing at times, and I know I myself do contribute to some of the bickering, maybe not so much in the Spirituality section as i'm more prone to asking questions in that section and to gain clarity and a better understanding. But for now, I'll just chill with the posts and questioning too much on Spirituality and let nature do it's thing, so-to-speak. I'll still comment here and there but that's about it. No more starting threads about it because I get more confused afterwards than before I asked anything. lol

Yes, I'm starting to see that. I respect this work too much and I'm highly devotional to my sense of being and in love with existence too much to be swayed like a chimpanzee on a limb going back and forth to not take responsibility for going my own path and choosing who I chose to guide me along the way, because I find that guidance is key but only when Source leads, and just as it lead me to this path, it will lead me to the guidance it sees fit and a pace it knows I can handle without being confused and gently lead me to the path of greater understanding.

Do you use Chapsticks? They are addictive; meaning the more you use, the more you need to use. These are highly toxic and are useless. Ever since I ditched them years ago and started to use a more natural alternative, my lips don't get as dry. Alternatively, this is what I do. On occasion, I rub my lips with raw honey and just leave it on till I suck them dry. I may exfoliate my lips with a brown sugar or coffee scrub w/ coconut oil or any good skin oil. The honey leaves them moist and not needing to moist my lips every frigging minute. The scrub gets rid of dead skin. I may use coconut oil to moisten, or this 100% cocoa butter stick. I keep it in my purse and use as needed which isn't too often and depending on the weather or if I've just eaten and wiped my lips. My lips aren't constantly dry like it used to be yrs ago when I used to use chapstick and couldnt do without it. Now I now why. It dries out the lips. I just use the cocoa butter stick as shown in the photo.

I didn't say that. I'm just saying as far as the Spiritual mumbo jumbo on Awakening and Enlightenment. I also engage in other topics here and have learnt a thing or two about life in general. I love Spirituality and enjoy talking about certain aspects. I've just come to the recognition that the aspects of Awakening and Enlightenment talks here can get very toxic, confusing and egoic meaning you just have to personalize it in alignment with your own level of awareness and growth. I still post in the health section and will still post Spiritual videos in the Powerful section I think may be of value to whomever wishes. I engage in dating and relationship topics and can probably learn a thing or two there and also just to be among like-minded people. As far as growing Spiritually, I will do that on my own however I see fit while still here but I won't be asking any enlightening or awakening questions nor make posts about it or engage in too much conversations on the topic. I don't consider the topic entertainment nor do I come here for entertainment. Only to engage and maybe broaden my horizons and get ideas, and maybe help someone in need of some advice or to get some myself on a particular situation i may need some help on. It is a lovely community and I find it to be of value if used in the correct way and to not get into disputes and unnecessary conflicts with fellow users, which I will try to work on in the future.

This is what I'm talking about with the dual and non-dual talk in the same sentence or dialogue. And the Absolute and the relative and the ego VS the real you. Who is the you, he's referring to and who is the "you" in the "you are an imagination too". I'm just pointing this out to make reference to my post. It get's confusing, not for the words themselves but for the interpretation of what one is trying to say or point to.

There are no mistakes in Reality,😊

I'm more conscious of my relations to these human matters.

I liked that. That's the whole point. I've awakened to awakening and have freed myself from the mumbo jumbo of it all. I just am and will always be that.

Yes. I'm not fretting, though. Just expressing myself.

Lol

Didn't you say there's only the NOW. You speak about this all the time. How, is there time in the NOW.

I didn't say there is no point to Awakening, I said there's no point of Awakening. What I meant was, from point A to point B. Not as in there's no point, like useless, no I didn't mean that. But I'm still trying to see where, if that is already the case and time is a creation then Awakening is also a creation. I'm just probably over thinking and using my logical mind to try and reason this shit out. And I do understand the difference between intellectually analyzing and becoming or experiencing things for yourself. Which I have. I've seen through some of the stuff I've learnt and have seen how I've created this human character.

Idk, but this sounds like anxiety and a panic attack waiting to happen. I think I know what you're trying to say because, yes, we don't know what will happen but having faith and trust is how we avoid these symptoms like I mentioned.

Interesting video. I kinda liked it. Like Chinese rap. I was jammin, i even turned on my Bluetooth speakers for this shit. I BELIEVE the neighbors called the cops, it was so loud....ooops, I need to be careful of my beliefs, it might get me locked up. Lol.., I'm so silly.

I believe what he was trying to say was be careful of what you believe. That's just what I believe. If it's not, then I need to be careful of my beliefs. The irony.

Well, you're making the point even more. If it wasn't powerful, need not be careful with it, which is what we're discussing here. I don't believe I have fingers, I know I have fingers. I believe I will be able to eat tomorrow, i don't know for sure as a tornado could wipe out the whole city. Do I go around being careful of my belief in being able to eat tomorrow, no. I just keep on keeping on. Acting as if it is the case because if I keep focusing on this tornado that may come to cause me not to eat, between that or something else will enter in my experience to cause me not to eat. Simple analogy on the power of belief. It's because of my subconscious beliefs why I'm still able to eat.

Work on your inner game. Those outer materialistic things isn't enough if you don't feel confident on your own. You mention them as if they are your idols but life will show you how they aren't, because they cannot substitute for inner peace happiness and joy, only compliment it. I said idols because you believed in them, you have worshipped them, you have made them your source of happiness, you thought they would bring you the love you so desperately feel is lacking. Learn to love yourself and the love you seek will follow suit. The difference between you and the others who've accomplished those things including finding love is a mindset. Whatever that may be. Getting sex is not the goal, as there's no problem there as you have seen. That's in abundance if you can afford it and don't mind getting release in ways you mentioned. Having someone in your life to share sex with and a loving relationship is another thing and will require more than just materialistic gain, but for you yourself to feel worthy of love.

@Bazooka JesusYes, I saw it in the other thread you posted. It works the other way too. Meaning we are all believing in something so if you don't believe you can do it you won't. What you believe will become true for you, even if it's something you don't want. The power of belief.

Yes, I get all that, but as I said in my heading, that it's all just a play within consciousness as in the Absolute sense all is already Awake just as I am already everything, I'm just playing a part to experience part of All there is. So this surprise I gave to myself is just a part of the play so on an existential level or in the Absolute sense we are all already Awake. I don't need to call my self awake to recognize that time doesn't exist. Just look at the time zones. See how time can seem to go faster at times and at other times drag on for eternity depending on what you're doing. I have come to the understanding that I am the source of everything because of all the diving I've done and the lessons I've learnt about who i am, not because of some awakening that told me so. I have put the pieces together to come to this realization and it makes sense because of the other puzzle pieces. I am also seeing, through the illusion of time, how i'm creating this character, how It is all aligning perfectly, how its all a thread I'm weaving together to fit perfectly into this world I'm creating and how my biases, beliefs and all that stuff has to fit in and how they are just concoctions of the mind with no validity or truth to them. I'm seeing through all that not because I've had this awakening but from learning how shit works like survival, paradigms, identities, the mind, fear, contents VS structure, all of it. I'm also seeing through "others" and how I've created them to fit into my scheme of things how ilve been able to act as if i'm the one doing anything when I'm not doing jack shit, its just a story playing itself out for this character I've chosen. It's all just fucking obvious. There's no point of awakening, its just a matter of observing and becoming aware.