Princess Arabia

All it takes for most men to WANT to have sex with a woman is her appearance. For most women, it takes more than a physical appearance to WANT to have sex with a man; but not just that, even if she wants to, it doesn't mean she'll go ahead and do it. Females have more men hitting on them, yes, than women hitting on men but not many she would actually want to, or have sex with. Wanting sex for us doesn't just come from feeling horny, but with a specific type of guy. A woman can have sex with someone she's not physically attracted to just like men, but a man will do it purely for physical reasons while a woman, in this case, it would be circumstantial. A man could be horny, and if an attractive woman hits on him, and is willing to sleep with him, more than likely he'd go, especially if he's single. For a horny woman, that takes more than just a guy hitting on her, physically attractive to her or not. So no, women don't have more options for sex preferences - men do. Going out the door and having multiple guys hitting on me DOES mean I'll have more options for sex, but it DOESN'T mean my preferences are abundant. Sex for most women is different than what it is for men, please understand that. MEN WILL FIND MORE WOMEN THEY'D SLEEP WITH THAN WOMEN WITH MEN. This is not about status, wealth, attractiveness, competence, confidence, security, etc. either, just in general. All a man needs is for her to be his type, and sometimes not, and he's willing if he's single and looking and sometimes not also. Women aren't generally out looking for strange men just to have sex with, so her options are limited in that way. Men aren't out approaching lots of women just to go have coffee or tea. Notice what I put in the heading: Sexual Preference, not just options.

Your breath isn't real. The Absolute appears as breath. Of course, I'm not saying it doesn't appear to be real and without it you'd still be alive and that we don't need air to breathe, etc. What I'm saying is there's no God giving you breath and taking it away. Breath is just breath. Just like a hand is a hand and the heart a heart. Breath didn't come from a creator who gave it to you and can take it away. When you're dead, it's the Absolute appearing as a dead person. Everything is presence being. There's no continuation of any kind, only appears that way. The mind cannot grasp or understand (this) because it operates in a linear fashion and resides in the past and the future. That's why I say there really is no mind since the past and future are projections of the mind and doesn't really exists. If mind is all there is, then mind doesn't exist because to exist means to stand out. Anyway, that's all semantics and up for grabs. I'll continue to say mind because I feel like I have one. Whether it exists or not is not up for my debates and musings with myself.

Yes, I was going to add in my statement that sometimes it's just a matter of words, semantics, language. All depends on what's being pointed to and the meanings behind the words used. Some used interchangeably and can sometimes be misunderstood. That's the challenge with language and meaning, it's relativistic and carries different meanings to the one perceiving.

Silence: Silence is good. It's refreshing. It helps with clarity, builds concentration, let's the ripples relax and temper down, it allows for wisdom to flow through. Don't get me wrong when I speak of spiritual practices and rituals in a way like I'm saying they're no good or a waste of time. They're not. Clubbing is not a waste of time either. It gives one an experience, especially when they're young to help with socialization, getting to know how you respond and react to crowds, etc...nothing is really pointless. It all depends on the perspective one has of it, how they use it, reflect on it, learn from it, etc. Silene, to me comes spontaneously. Not trying to accomplish something. Like I'd be in the middle of something and just stop. Silence. Leave the thoughts alone, no observation of any kind, just plain old silence. When I come back, it feels refreshing and a bounce of energy emerges. Then I continue with what I was doing. Or if I'm on a nice walk, no headphones, music or anything, just walking and listening to the air or the trees, or looking up in the sky, or just walking. I can sit there in silence, but I don't try to be silent. I don't use it as a tool to try and accomplish anything, it just happens. That's how I view it. It's a way and a means all by itself. Doesn't matter if it feels good or not, I'm not looking to feel good. I'm doing what comes naturally. I'm not trying to become, I'm being. In this way, I don't act, I become the practice, I become it and it becomes me. It is me, it is who I am. There's no point to get at, then silence stops. It's a way of being. Nothing to accomplish. Nothing to say, I'm there now so i don't have to do this anymore. It acts as a bodily function. The body does it naturally. That's how silence is for me. I don't need a retreat to be silent. I am silence itself.

Time and space appears to exist so it's not like we're not having the experience of it. It's not like a chair exists and time doesn't. The chair doesn't exist either. It only appears to, appears as a physical object to the one observing. Nothing can just pop up and be observed without the appearance of time and space either. That still requires the appearance of both for you to even see it there. What is being said here is that space is also popping up and time is also popping up - using your language. Without you being there neither pops up. Your perception of the object, whether physical or abstract, creates the space and your thought creates the time. The Absolute, which is you, appears simultaneously or at the same time to render the experience of frequency happening. Time, space, frequency....all of it is appearing with your consciousness to produce the effects. This is why I've said before that consciousness is the dream and awareness also, they are not absolute. Youre trying to grasp this with the logical mind but try to think of it as everything is the Absolute appearing and consciousness and awareness are what's used to filter those appearances to give the effect of experience, a world, a you with a life and to allow for things to not seem unreal or imagined. Absolute also apparently appears as consciousness and awareness. Leo and most says that consciousness is fundamental but I'm still working on that because I can't see how that is when it implies someone to be conscious of something when that is duality.

I enjoyed these two videos about Reality. Kastrup and Huffman are featured. I'm familiar with both and always interested in what they have to say about Quantum Physics, Reality and the structure of the brain and mind. What I like to do is this: I listen to what the extreme non-duality talkers have to say. The ones that say there is no one, nothing is really happening, there's no person inside these bodies, there is no world, all there is is this, the energy that thinks it's separate is a dream. People like Jim Newman, Alexis, Roses Roses, Paul Hedderman, Kenneth Madden. Then I listen to speakers like Katstrup, Huffman and any interesting video with speakers talking about reality, quantum physics consciousness and so on, relatable videos, not just any ole speaker but reputable ones. Whether what they're saying is true or not because they all have skeptics and not all of them agree with each another. Then I try to compare them all and formulate my own thesis on the information received. Even what Leo says. I don't dismiss or accept any of it, I just listen with an open mind and try to see where the commonalities are. What are they all saying in the underlying structure of their messages. Simply saying there's no one is a bit simplistic and doesn't really make sense all on it's own, but saying all is mind, the brain constructs reality, particles when observed reacts differently, there's a delay in perception, the brain filters out what's not important, the mind acts like a computer and so on, it makes for a better understanding of what either side really means and it's like putting together the pieces of the puzzle, in a sense. When a non-duality speaker says there's no person in these bodies in control and free will is an illusion, I don't just go with that and start parroting without having an understanding of what that means or is pointing to and when I analyze to myself what the other speakers are saying, it's pretty much the same thing. I say, if that may be the case, then that other thing may be the case, and it fits nicely with what that other is saying. All of this is also done with my observing myself, people, the universe reality, habits, patterns, structures and not just going off of what these people are saying. I conduct my own experiments this way. I'm not a scientist or quantum mechanist or Universalist or whatever but I am a part reality or all of it and I'm not just something on the outside looking in so I can use my senses and intuition to help in my own little experimental hobby. Anyway, these two videos I found interesting; and I wanted to put them here for future reference and to re-watch again to get a better understanding. Nothing is concrete in my mind and it's all an ongoing process and it's what I like to do and find fascinating. I'm not hung up on anything in particular but certain things to me are just baseline and obviously the case but even then i'm still open for other possibilities to emerge and shed a new light on things. I also observe how algorithms work and how technology is able to do what it does and compare that to how reality may be structured. None of that can be made possible without the other as it's all conjoined and nothing is separate from another. Algorithms are possible only because of how the mind works, maybe the brain. It's all an experiment to me, and since I'm involved in all this because I am also not separate from it, it's always interesting what i can come up with by also observing myself and also others. Whether I am or not, there is no self or not, consciousness and awareness is the dream or not, there are no others or not, free will or not, determinism is a thing or not, it's all up for exploration and experimenting with. Everything and everyone is a piece of the puzzle; and even if there is no puzzle to solve, there's nothing else better to do and be a part of than exploring reality and the likes, for me that is. Even the mundane parts of life plays a role so I don't exclude any of it.

Who or what turns on a remote controlled TV? Is it the remote, the person or the TV itself. Did the remote turn the tv on, did the person using the remote turn the TV on or did the TV turn on itself.

There really isn't any NOW. It's just that it's the word we use to describe the present moment and there really isn't even a present moment. Let me try my best to explain it to you to the best of my knowledge. Think of a night dream or when you're asleep. The space and time in that dream is also dreamt up. While dreaming you're at the beach, where is the space and time then. You dream you're walking to the store, but you're laying in bed. Everything that is happening within the dream is happening within the time and space that's also within the dream. When you wake up, were you ever at the beach or walked to the store? No, it never really happened. The dream happened but what you were dreaming about never really happened. Where was this dream coming from. You'll say the brain, the mind, consciousness but it actually came from nowhere and came from nothing. It appeared while you were sleeping from nowhere. It didn't come from out of your head, if that's what you think. No time and space was needed for you to dream. Time and space was being dreamt and nothing really happened. You only remember dreaming after you wake up. When thoughts and mind appear. Thought is time and perception is space. All that's gone while you're asleep. When you're awake it appears. Same thing here. You are the dream. Everything you conceive of and perceive is illusory. There is no conceiver or perceiver. Things are just appearing and happening. The dream was appearing and happening, but you weren't there to say wow, look at this dream im dreaming. There was no actual observer. Even in lucid dreams. That just seems more real but it's still dreaming. Bear in mind that the word "dream" is just a word and what we've given meaning to. What's happening here can be called anything so don't get caught up with the word, just try and grasp what it is I'm saying. If you didn't know anything, you wouldn't be able to have a perception. Perception and knowing in the waking state is the dream. It's not really happening. The present moment, NOW, what is, All there is, Being, is "The Thing" you say you don't know what it is. No one knows. Another name is God or Absolute. It appears as everything. It's being everything. NOW. What you saw yesterday is now a memory happening NOW. Absolute is appearing as a memory NOW. When you think of the future, the Absolute is appearing as the future. The Absolute appears as space and time. The Absolute/God is nothing that's why it can appear as anything. That frequency you talk about is the Absolute appearing as such. The time the frequency needs to be perceived is the Absolute appearing as apparent frequency that needs time to be perceived. I'll stop here. Any questions, I'll try to answer. Hope you understand what I'm saying here.

If I walk to the store and it took me 15mins to get there from my previous destination, how could that happen without there being time and space? It never really happened. Nothing is happening. Time is also nothing appearing as time including space. The time you talk about is the same as a chair. The space you think is there can also be called a tree. Just as a tree appears, time and space also appears, now. Neither is separate from each other, neither is a thing. Only appears that way. To the observer. No observer no nothing. Magic baby magic.

@SchizophoniaLooks good. Haven't tried.

Nothing to think about, animals didn't invent or create animal rights for themselves.

So are most animals. Ever heard of animal rights.

BEING HUMAN: Why do you believe you're a human. What's a human. Someone with a brain, eyes, mouth, ears; a rat has that. Someone that can comprehend and understand, my cat does that. You can fix things and create things and cry and laugh and you have a heart, cells, DNA, I don't know....intelligent, compassionate, kind considerate...some humans don't have that they're called psychopaths. What makes a human a human. When you were a baby, did you know you were human. If everybody got extinct from the world before you were told you're human, would you know you were human if there was nobody to tell you that. What if you lived in a cave with your parents who decided to play a prank on you. Mommy and daddy decided to tell you when you were old enough to understand that you were a rat. You live in this cave with mommy and daddy till you were 20yrs old thinking you're a rat, now they die and you found your way to civilization somehow where everybody refers to everybody as humans. What then? Now you're human? Mom and dad fooled you? What if they said you were a dog instead of a rat. Now you're not a dog anymore you're human? Just because everybody refers to themselves as human, now you're human. You're still there, right. What difference does it make rat, dog or human. Someone says so? Oh, now you're what someone says who you are. What do you say. What would you say you were if you lived all alone in the world. Don't say that? It's impossible? So you're only human because someone had to conceive you and there are others around that says so. What makes you a human. Oh, you're not human, you're God. What's God? Nothing? So you're nothing. Nothing is reading this, typing this, understanding this? What is nothing? It's something that's a nothing? So, you're something that's a nothing. You spawned outta something that's a nothing. What are these words you're reading. Nothing? What is anything. Nothing? Hmm, what is God, If you're God. God is love? So youre love. You went from a rat, to a dog, to a human, to nothing, to love. What are you. I know what I am. Confused about who you are.

FREE WILL AND CHOICE: If you have free will and choice, why can't you stop suffering, that addiction, why can't you stop doing what it is that you hate doing. If you have free will and choice, why can't you choose to die right now, just by willing it. Just say 'die' and die. Why can't you choose to fly. You're limited? Ok, limit the amount of things you feel. Limit the amount of things you see today. Limit your thoughts. Don't think today if you have free will. Oh. That's different. Can't stop that. Thought you had free will and choice. The free will and choice is you choosing the words to justify why you can't stop your thoughts today. Is that it. You have free will and choice to choose how you feel about having free will and choice, is that it. Free will and choice your feelings today, free will and choice what appears before you today. That's different? Why? How? You're not in charge of that but you're in charge of the body and your own world? Never pee again, never smile again. Can you free will and choice that. You only have free will and choice sometimes? How come. If there's free will and choice, choose to have free will and choice all the time. Who chooses when and what to have free will and choice about. You? Have it now, choose to sneeze. Don't feel like sneezing. Well, I just had free will and choice to tell you to sneeze now. You refuse. So, my free will and choice doesn't mean the outcome will be to my liking. Sneeze please. That's a demand. No, you're not sneezing? What good is my free will and choice if I can't get the results I want. Can't I free will and choice the results I want. No. Why not? Why is this so complicated. It's either I have free will and choice or not. Why all the reasonings, excuses, rationalizations and ideas. Free will and choice means free will and choice. IT depends? Free will and choice to stop reading this now. Choose to continue reading. Oh, you have to make the choice yourself. Ok. I guess you chose to continue reading. I don't know if anybody will actually read this. Can I free will and choice who reads this. Jesus, by the time I'm done deconstructing this shit, I'll be dead. Maybe I can free will and choice my way back to life.

It amazes me how humans are concerned with how an animal gets killed for food and aren't concerned with how humans get killed for whatever reason. Jack was murdered today, oh that's a shame, please next time don't shoot him in the face do it in the buttocks where there is more fat to cushion the pain. Lets hear all the rationalizations and reasons now.....but....

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Simple. It happens NOW. Everything else you're talking about are stories about pitch and frequency. If it's happening, it's happening now. Ever see, hear, feel touch, smell anything other than in the present. Can you perceive anything other than when perception is happening. "Frequency defining across time" is a story. Not saying you're making it up and it's not the case, but it's a story and an idea about what frequency is. When I say story, I mean imagination, which is still happening in the present.

Feel better about yourself? Enlightenment is about no-self, right. According to the definition. Do nothing. Go about your daily life. Enjoy or don't enjoy, Laugh or cry, Sulk or be merry. Get angry, get miserable be anxious, be depressed, feel hungry, feel full, get married or not. Have sex, eat fruits, wear headphones. Drive, walk, move to another city, get drunk, be sober, do drugs, don't do drugs, sing, talk, type, go to work, pee, sleep, wake up. Don't feel good about yourself, feel good about yourself, whichever one is happening is what's happening. Don't care. Don't try to feel a certain way. That's inherent. Can't help that. The fact that you feel, is the fact of your existence. Don't care how you feel, you're dead. You're dead, you're enlightened, miserable or not. Doesn't feel good, so what. Feels good, so what, Neither matters. Only to you. Enlightenment means there's no caring what happens even if you're sad or miserable. Who cares. You, why, why do you want to feel good, why do you want to feel bad. Feeling is feeling. No such thing as feeling good or bad, just feeling. You feel. That's it. No feeling, you're dead. Do you want to die. Then feel. Whatever that is. It's all enlightenment. All of it. Now, you'll see how life is just happening and that you're only here for awhile and when you die, you were never here. Can't be. Nothing real changes. You're energy in motion. Nothing here for you to own. That's freeing. Thatls enlightenment. Born with nothing, die with nothing. Why do you want to feel good about yourself. No need. Feel bad. One day you'll feel good, then feel bad, then feel good......right up to your death. Can't cling to feeling good about yourself, it was never yours to begin with. Let feeling bad about yourself be there. It doesn't care about you. That's life feeling bad about itself. No need to interfere. Watch how you start to feel better watch how you drop dead. When you don't care, it doesn't care. Stop wanting and everything is welcomed. Even the need to not feel bad is welcomed. It's all welcomed. Sorry I couldn't be of any help. When I stopped caring, caring took over on it's own. I only care when caring is present. I don't try to care. I don't 'not care' either. No such thing as 'not' in reality, it's just whatever is and it's free to be whatever it wants.

Ever wonder what constitutes death. How does it happen. Obviously, the heart stops. We're still technically alive a few minutes after the heart stops but I won't get into that part because I don't know for how long and how that happens, but I will say that death is weird. Look at a dead person. Where the hell did they go. The body is lying there dead. A few minutes ago, there was supposedly someone in that body alive and kicking. Stab me in the heart, I die, shoot he in the face, the heart stops. What kind of shit is that. You shoot me in the face, but the heart stops. Drink some gasoline and the heart stops. Why does the heart interfere with everything. Mind your business, heart, that's a stomach issue, not a heart issue. I get old and i die. Why? Why not live on. Why the body dies. How can a stupid turtle or a tree live for 400 yrs, but smart intelligent me die at 75/80/90/100. The tree doesn't have a heart, what's dying. Pluck my heart out and i die on the spot. Tear a limb of a tree and it grows it back. Wtf. If I put a bicycle on a porch and just leave it there, leave it there for my whole life. Let it sit there. I'm 20,30,40,50,60,70,80...i pop dead. What happens to the bicycle considering the porch is still there. Let's say it's under a tree or somewhere that doesn't decay. What happens to that bicycle after 200yrs. Does the bicycle rot and shrivel up and turn to dust. I don't know. I'm just jibbering on tonight. Going to bed now. Enough.

When you're arguing with someone saying they don't make sense, that's the Absolute showing you how it doesn't make sense. Anything that makes sense to you is you making sense of it. Nothing makes sense. Absolutely. Lose your brain and see how quickly you won't even recognize the letter A. Jonklpoitbvc doesn't compute because it's not recognizable. Why is the word "good" recognizable and "gfbvcni" isn't. You are not familiar. If you were taught the word "druybnsa" and it came with a meaning, it would be normal. I can't type Chinese here, but for those who don't know Chinese, that would just be a bunch of jibberish too. The Chinese would understand, but you won't. Same species, same being, same type of make-up, but one can't recognize one from the other. You can read this because you were taught how to read English. Get a translator and turn it into Spanish and the Spanish speaking could also comprehend it with the aide of a man-made object. Both are humans but one cannot differentiate one from the other only because they were taught differently. Something inside of you is able to read and comprehend one over the other. Both move their hands the same, move their feet the same way, blink the same, yawn and sneeze the same generally, but understands language differently. All taught. Anybody taught you how to yawn or sneeze or blink. No, it happened naturally. Why are we believing in language. Words. Why are we taking them as true or false. Yes, in the relative world we need that, but if you take into consideration all I've said above, nothing worded or taught can be true or false. It's all made up shit. This is why we debate and argue. Sense making. We're making sense of what doesn't naturally. Then you seek Truth. How can Truth be known. Truth is you blinking, yawning and sneezing. Truth is you making shit up to make sense of the world, Truth is. It just is. Therefore, there's no real truth, because everything just is. Shut up. That's truth. cry, that's truth. Anyone had to sit you down and teach you how to cry or laugh. Do your mouth like this and squirm like that, that's how you laugh and cry. No. It comes naturally. You were taught what to laugh and cry about. Burn your hand. Do you need to be taught to yell out ouch. No. It came naturally, or however you responded to the pain. The body responds, the mind interprets. There really is no mind so, guess what. Oh yeah, where is the mind during deep sleep, where are the thoughts. You awaken from sleep here comes the mind. Talking shit. Same as when your Aunt leaves, she ain't there anymore and when she returns, there she is. When you sleep, nothing is there, awake from sleep, it's all back. Aunty leaves, she ain't there, she appears, there she is. Where did the mind go when you were asleep. To the store? Where did Aunty go. To the store? Both were out of your fake awareness. Now Aunty is just a memory. Is the mind a memory when you're asleep. Don't know. Don't know anything.

Fried roaches, crickets and worms, anyone?

Can I have some curly flies with that and bloody guts ketchup for topping. Going shopping for tomorrow's dinner at the New York City Subway Rat Shop. Here kitty kitty. Titi won't stop smelling and chasing me around the house. Thanks for sharing. Channel looks interesting and gut wrenchingly fabulously appetizing.

Love this.