Princess Arabia

I guess if you end up having a heart transplant he'd be back to being lost again; or is God in everybody's heart, including the one on ice waiting to be transplanted. You said ask anything, so I'm asking.

This is so far from the truth. Most are traumatized for not being accepted by society and from people calling them gross. People just don't go around wanting to be the opposite sex because of trauma. It's the "regular" people who act traumatized by them wanting to change their sex or by being attracted to them and not realizing what they are. I know because I used to be friends with some and I have been around that lifestyle and the people in that culture. They are some of the nicest people you will ever meet and are less fucked-up than their straight counterparts. They are just on edge because of how society treats them and sees them even though there are plenty of straight men who are secretly turned on by them.

Not all trans are traumatized or have been through traumatic experiences. Some people are just naturally that way; born one sex, but feel like another. It's these stereotypes that make some of them reclusive and feel so much different than the rest of society. It is just another variant within the Absolute where nothing is excluded. You're judging and calling them sick and traumatized and whatever else you said but you're sticking your fingers where they don't belong up somebody's crotch that you don't even know if they are a man or a woman. You think trying to eliminate your doubts by asking someone to put you at ease as to whether they are male or female, is a dick move but not sticking your finger up their crotch and leaving them crying and wanting to go home didn't bother you. This sounds like a very young and naive person to me but that's just my assumption. Nobody on here is going to be able to tell you if this person was male or female. How can they. And why would it traumatize you so if it was a man that looked so cute and feminine and that you weren't aware. You didn't know and that's it. Why the trauma.

Alas! The long lost God has been found. Where was it? I see things are back to normal here. Not much out of place. Even with my corny ass.

Yes, sir. I understand. Hope you didn't worry that pretty little head of yours too much. Nice to be back. I read them all. No worries.

The forum was only down about a week. It wasn't like there was a bomb threat in Las Vegas and everybody there were in quarantine or a massive tornado hit or earthquake. He did leave a message on the forum in the midst of all this saying don't post because there was a problem etc. Love you too.

It came back just as I realized I was just a mind talking to other minds. That means my mind was the one that shut all of you all out. As soon as I gained back my "sense of forum" it came back. The forum never went anywhere; my mind was the one that left. Lost my forum mind, gained my sense of forum back. Yea, nothing changed, only more whacked.

You're absolutely crazily adoring.😊

I was home all day and have been all week. Life is showing me how dumb humans' perceptions can be and the way we see the world through our thoughts is not how the world actually is. I will turn this mis-conception into a thought experiment, so thank you for that, Mr, Struck. That's what you call Alchemy.

I'm a night owl but this is a bit late for me. I was up doing crack watching trick track. That's it. Going to bed before I begin to crack. Tic toc......

Crack-a-doodle-doo. That's what being up at 5:40 a.m. in the morning on act.org does to the brain.😊😊

Shit, I was about to Google act.org, then realized you meant actualized.org. I guess that's what crack does to the brain, including using abbreviations to shorten the sentence. That's called "sentence shorts". I need to go to bed😂

He says Satan is not full of hatred, he is hatred itself. Then says he if full of hatred. He hates every single soul. I guess hatred is full of hatred and hatred hates every single soul. That's like saying an orange is full of orange and is oranging.

Lmao. Another is the ability to make a quick comeback.😊

You just reiterated a point I made earlier. I've never been on there either. In fact, I even deleted the pre-installed app that apparently came on my phone, or it installed itself automatically. It just showed up.

It's a platform. I'm sure if I searched how to make bread on there, something will pop up.

I never seen that word before much less copying. I just made that shit up on the fly. Suing. Lol

Why do you want to disconnect from life. It's impossible to. It's only dead thoughts that make it appears that you are disconnected. The body doesn't care about disconnecting. Thoughts do though - from other thoughts.

The "devil" is not the enemy. Thoughts are. Thoughts that created a devil.

Infinite "unexcludedness". I will patent that word I just made up. Please don't copy. Copyright infringement. I will sue.😂 It's hard for people to see beyond their own conditioned responses. E.g every this and every that, once a particular thing or circumstances happened to them. Now it's tik tok that's the problem due to their own personal negative experience on it. Not realizing others might be finding it extremely useful for their own purposes.

Very sophisticated machines called bodies. Highly sophisticated. Call it human if you like, still mechanical, hence mechanism. What's described here is what's part of the body's survival mechanism. Doing it all on it's own.

What about the blind. How do they see from inside out.

I don't understand this. There are only others, but then you said WE are all separate. Where does the WE come in with only others.

This Journaling is a fun way for me to try and capture floating thoughts that seem to appear within other thoughts. There is no attempt of trying to hold on to anything. This is my camera; and I will use this as I do any other camera - taking pictures of what's unfolding to use as a memory of what's unfolding as a memory. Nothing can take the place of raw and unfiltered aliveness. An aliveness that cannot be captured and doesn't need to be. This is the beauty of life. It can be captured as a memory or can be just pure and unfiltered. What's even more beautiful and amazing is that the capturing is also alive, raw and unfiltered. There's nothing but raw and "unfilteredness". So, this journal is not really a journal, but aliveness appearing as Journaling. Let's go!!!! I'll be back...